Amber’s POV…
It has been a week since we experienced that sinful night. I was looking in the mirror with a sigh on my face. His marks were fading very slowly. I pulled my hair in frustration and agitation.
That night, he never stopped gnawing and licking the area, leaving my neck with a purple, enraged hickey. Nothing I wore seems to help. He confirmed that the marks were still there in the morning. Bastard.
After that day, I kept on avoiding him. It was a tough job to avoid someone with whom you work together. That man deliberately started popping out of nowhere because he wanted to talk, but I kept on avoiding any chances with him.
The sexual tension inside my body was unbearable. I desperately wanted a release. It was itching there. A release could help.
At the office, everyone’s eyes widen when they look at the mark, especially Noah. My brother kept on questioning me about who did this to me. I was asked to come to the office. I have to say that it was a boy. However, this got even worse when both of us fought, and I had to tell him that it was my life and I was responsible for no one. I am a grown woman who makes her own decisions.
I have already promised Ethan that I will keep it a secret. I won't tell anyone about what happened between us. I told him it was just a mistake, and it was not supposed to happen again.
But his eyes lit up when he saw the marks on me. His eyes were glistering proudly that he could make a piece of art on my neck that got noticed by others. He saw the mark with amusement, like a child seeing his Christmas gift. He later smiled at me, which looked more like a smirk. His reaction brought me nothing but anger.
The next few days, I kept on avoiding his presence. I had to find some things and work to keep myself busy. If he needed something, I was always busy, or at least acted like I was busy.
At least Noah didn't notice anything strange between the US; otherwise, he would have pointed it out. Ethan and I have always fought, so it was just a piece of cake. We have gone months without talking to each other. So, it didn't bother Noah.
Ethan kept on pursuing me to talk, but I kept on purposely ignoring him, which made him more and more angry. I am not going to sleep with him ever again, but just the thought makes my pants wetter and hotter. Fuck! He has messed me up.
The hickey has faded a lot, and honestly, I don’t care anymore now. It will go sooner, so I am not hiding it.
I am still avoiding him. However, this time Noah noticed it and asked me, but I lied. We went longer without talking, but this time WE couldn't be in a single room, which was strange, and Ethan wasn't passing me sexual comments as well. It was suffocating.
He kept on asking me things, but I refused to talk and said I had no idea. Ultimately, Noah decided to drop the topic as he was getting no answers.
It was Saturday night, and I was damn happy that I wouldn't be seeing him for the weekend. I took a warm bath, shaved myself, and wore a revealing dress. The dress was black and came above my knees. I painted MY lips red and loosened my curls.
After lots of thinking, I felt that I needed a release. He has completely messed up with my hormones, and it was just not helping to keep ignoring your urges. I needed a man for that, who may have fucked me senselessly and gotten him out of my mind. Finally, I would be in peace.
I wasn't someone who fucked randomly, but I was too horny this time, and with no boyfriend and all, who could help me? So, I decided that anyone who was well-built and more manly than him could work.
I went inside the bar and danced shamelessly, grinding my hips against someone's front. There was a guy who held my hips and started dancing seductively with me. I grabbed his collar and brought him inside the bathroom.
I abruptly smacked my lips against his and touched his groin. He moaned inside my mouth hungrily. He was not something very handsome; he may not be as handsome as Ethan, but he may be good at sex. I pushed my dress up so that he could see my boobs. His eyes hungrily checked my hype. I am breathtaking, though.
"Suck it," I said, like commanding him.
The hungry man took my breast in his mouth and started sucking it clumsily. I rolled my eyes. Finally, I was getting something that I had never wanted to do. After much sucking and nibbling, I decided to reward him.
I bowed down to unzip his pants and took his average shaft in my hands. He was smaller than Ethan. I thought," Fuck you, Ethan, for making me feel so bad that I started hating other men's cocks."
Nevertheless, I massaged the shaft to make it a little bigger, but it was also average. It wasn't compatible with Ethan's one. That man possesses some jewels.
I took the cock in her mouth and started bobbing in and out of it. I looked at the random man; he had closed his eyes to his feelings. I didn’t even bother to ask his name before dragging him to the bathroom—this is something I have never done to anyone.
I swallowed the cum down my throat, and it was not tasty; it almost made me puke. It looks like I am not getting laid today. I ran to the basin to rinse my mouth and vomit before going back home.
At home, I locked myself inside my room and undressed myself before masturbating.
I pinched my nipple, thinking of Ethan, and rubbed my clitoral area hungrily.
"Wish you were here, Ethan. You bastard to suck me off and penetrate my pussy," I whispered, trying to reassure myself.
I grabbed the vibrator and started it to penetrate my cunt. I backed my head on the pillow as I felt something digging my hole. I increased the speed of the machine as I was very turned on. The only person I could remember was him.
That night was beautiful and passionate. We equally matched the desire and pleasure for each other. Compatibility matters most in sex, and we were very compatible that night.
My eyes rolled back as I chased my release. The white juices leaked through the holes in the sheet. I was exhausted but not pleased. The sex toy wasn't sufficient to blur the passion I felt that night.
He said those words rightfully: No one can please me the way he did. No one can match his stamina and desires for me. I felt it. He was right this time.
Next Monday, I went to work. I wanted to avoid him like a plague because I didn't want him to see this vulnerable side of me; otherwise, he would laugh and think highly of himself. I couldn’t afford to boost his ego.
As the elevator door opened for the office. The first person I saw was him. I kept on avoiding him, telling him that I was busy. He kept hovering over me and waited for me to be alone. So that he could talk. Which was soon noticed by Noah. Their indifference and distance could be observed by everyone. The tension was high.
"Ethan, what are we doing here?" Noah asked Ethan, oblivious to what was going on between them.
"I am waiting for your baby sister to get free, but she keeps on avoiding me," Ethan protested by shrugging his shoulders off.
"Please, Amby, whatever it is, sort it out. Now it is affecting work," Noah instructed me before leaving for home, which spread a sheepish smile to Ethan's face.
"Ok, fine," I said with agitation, and I went straight to Ethan.
"What is your problem, mister?" I said, glaring straight into his eyes.
"Come here," Ethan said, gesturing for me to move inside his office.
"Why?" I asked angrily.
I knew well that I couldn’t be alone with him in a single room. I was already in need there. What if we do something wrong that I might regret later? I didn’t want to make things worse than they already were.
"To talk, listen to what your brother has asked you to do," Ethan said, checking me out hungrily.
I hummed in annoyance, folding my hands over my chest and hyping my already bigger breasts.
We went inside the office, and he locked it purposefully so that I couldn't escape from it.
"Amber!" he yelled, standing with his butt supported to the ply, giving it a dominant aura.
My mouth watered seeing his ripped muscles and biceps. He looked way too manly and prompt. My hormones were playing games with me.
"What?" I asked angrily, striking my heels against the wooden floors.
"Come here," he said roughly, and he stayed still. "You come here or else I am getting your stubborn ass straight," he said menacingly, radiating that he was saying the truth and probably not joking.
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to be continued.
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The chapter contains mature content... Amber’s POV…. "What?" I asked angrily, striking my heels against the wooden floors. "Come here," he said roughly, and he stayed still. "You come here or else I am getting your stubborn ass straight," he said menacingly, radiating that he was saying the truth and probably not joking. I rolled my eyes in annoyance. Okay, fine, I said in frustration. The man was getting on my nerves now. It was, honestly, too much. He keeps on commanding me, and I don’t like to be told. I walked toward him, thrashing the floor with my heels angrily. I reached near him and looked at him with a bored expression and a smirk on his face. His intentions were not right. He grabbed my forearm firmly and reversed our position so that I was under him on the desk and he was towering my frame. "What the hell are you doing?" I protested being in an uncomfortable position with him. I didn't want this. When things get out of my hands, I don’t like it. "Ssh, you speak a
Amber’s POV...I rushed outside the door and went straight to my home. I sighed, thinking about our vivid encounters these days. A loomy atmosphere was spread in my house. The feeling of guilt consumed me, and I felt extremely lonely.At night, I twisted and turned on the bed. Today's incident was continuously repeating in my head. My mind felt full of him. The horrifying silence and loneliness at night felt so depressing. I have never felt so confused and helpless. I really don't know what to do.I gazed at the ceiling and took a deep breath. I clearly remembered that look on his face when I said "no." His face fell immediately. His anger and frustration clearly vanished in seconds after hearing my denial. He shook his head in negativity when I told him it was just a mistake. He tried to pursue me and fight for it. I crushed his excitement and everything. He stood there, gazing at my retreating back when I made my way out.Oh my God! Those beautiful mocha eyes of his. They held so mu
I cummed on his cock, milking him, and he grunted hard on the tightness and came undone inside me.We were glistering with sweat and smelling dirty. I chuckled at him until I heard a familiar voice."Amber!" "What the hell!" I said as I looked at Noah, glaring at us on the doorstep with so much venom and rage.***I woke up, panting and bewildered. What just happened? It was just a dream, but it felt so real. Noah doesn't know anything. I sighed, wiping sweat from my forehead. My heart was racing very fast, as if I had jumped from a cliff.My body felt so warm under the blanket. It was all damp and itchy. Wait! I had an orgasm, just in a dream. Frustrating!I don't know how to take him out of my mind. He is everywhere I go. Even in my dreams, he is not letting me rest properly. I just wanted his thoughts to be away from me, but it is so damn difficult to make my body understand those things. He is just a guilty pleasure for me.I rose from the bed, as only an hour was left for the off
Amber's pov... I felt great after talking to my best friend. I didn't tell her about me fucking Ethan, but I will tell her after I have some real talk with her. I just couldn't wait to escape from here. I am back to avoiding Ethan. That dick deserves it. I knew he was peeping at me or stealing glances at me. Honestly, many times I have caught him looking at myself. He sometimes takes a peripheral view of me or just stares at me without even blinking. I didn't notice me much; maybe I was doing the same thing. The situation between us was making me very nervous; our relationship has changed significantly to something else. I am not the only one who witnessed changes between us; in fact, my sibling called me to his office. I just figured it out. "Close the door, Amber," he said solemnly, and I knew something was serious as he never referred to me by my actual name unless it was something crucial. I turned around and gazed at him. He was standing on the desk, his legs crossed, and he w
This chapter contains mature content(18+)... "Don't push me away, please," he whispered on my skin, and I was taken aback. "Please Ethan, you know I will leave after this too," I begged him with my eyes. As much my body wants this, I knew it was wrong. I can't desire this man. "But before you leave, I will have you," he said by grabbing my hips and thrust inside me. "Ethannn!" I screamed senselessly as he started grinding his hips inside me. My eyes rolled. I didn't know, when he did took my panties off? I backed up on the desk supporting my frame, as he started thrusting me in pace. If anyone barged inside, we are gone. My skirt was raised up on my hips, my bra was unclipped but still hanging loose to my shoulders. I was in disheveled condition. Ethan's shirt was undone, his shirt was hanging, his trouser were hanging on his shoes. We shouldn't get caught in this condition, it is frightening. However, the fear of being caught intensify the pleasure. He started thrusting f
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Amber's pov..."Are you blind Amber to see that you makes him happy. Your approval will make him heaven happy, my love," she said and sipping her drink in annoyance. I never thought in the way, she was making me look at things with her eyes. I was so centric toward me, that I didn't realize of his wishes. "What do you think, why Noah kept on telling him to stay away from you, because he obviously has his interest on you, can't you see that, even I can see that, Amber," she shouted at me and I flinched at her tone for the first time. I knew my best friend is loud but she never shouted at me like. "You are just seeing things which aren't true, if he liked me since we were fourteen, then why did he sleep with almost every girl?" I asked her the question. Ethan was everything, but not serious in his life. He is just toying with me and finding pleasure in the thrill of getting me. That would make him proud. "He didn't do that, you know that," she started defending him and I don't know
"What happened last night?" She questioned me after taking her meds. She looked at the ambience and I was fortunate that I took all the antics away before. "No idea!" I said while sipping on my coffee. "Have you checked your phone?" She asked me and I shook my head in denial. It clearly a bad idea to see to whom I called while I was drunk. Drunk people do terrible mistakes right."Nope, I don't want to. How about we just lay on the bed and feel awful and then clean off all the mess we created before we figure out what we actually did last night," "That's a good idea," she said holding the coffee mug and we did the same. We both best friend laid on the bed talking about our childhood memories, and the mess we created that time too. We are mischievous since that time. We are more than friends since that time. It feel good being together. "I love you," she said hugging me and laying above me. "I love you too," I said wrapping my arms around her. She has been special to me, since th
Amber's POV...It been almost three years to our honeymoon, and I am deeply contented in life, with Ethan. I don't know, how God made me so lucky? To marry my best friend. I never thought in my early twenties, that I would marry him, as I considered him as a dick, but believe me, now every moment I spent with him, I consider myself fortunate, that I marry a good man who love me, more than I love myself. Apparently, he is also the best dad, my children could have. God was generous enough to blessed me with gorgeous twins, when I thought that my womb might be barren. I didn't ask more from the Almighty, he has provided me the best fortune a woman could pray for. Our children, Brian and Sophie was more just a minute apart. Sophie is the eldest one; more like rebellious and bossy; she is a daddy's girl. While Brian was a shy and gentle baby, more like mummy's boy. It was the time to check me out, whether my prince was awake. I rushed through the crowd in hurry and went inside kid's room
This chapter contains mature content...Amber's POV...The phones had officially been switched off and our two weeks of seclusion from the outside world had started as Ethan and I were boarding the boat.After working ten to twelve hour days for weeks, I couldn't believe we would finally be able to leave it all behind. Ethan's college friend would step in and help while we were away, so I was thrilled when we arrived to our room, which would serve as our home for the next two weeks.I was mentally hoping that we could convince him to stay. I, for one, was prepared to make it worthwhile for him to stay if he performed well while we were away; if it got him to move here."No thinking about work," He encircled me with his arms from behind."How do you know I'm thinking about work?" I questioned him."Because you worry too much, now," He said this while he released my dress's straps and allowed it to drop to the floor."Already?" He nodded when I asked.He questioned me, "Are you complain
This chapter contains mature content...Finally the wedding night folks...Enjoy! Amber's POV...I stared at him as the door to our hotel room closed and my mouth fell open."Be gentle with me tonight," I implored. On my wedding night, I was emotionally vulnerable—more exposed than I think I've ever been—and I wanted everything to be delicate. I feel so exposed and emotionally spent from the music and the feelings that my body isn't the only thing that's naked tonight.In a way that I couldn't quite put into words, my soul would be exposed to him in a way that I had never experienced before."Of course Angel," When I reached out to him, he extended his hand and took a step away from me, leading me closer to the chamber. When we entered, he stopped, took my hand, and softly drew me to him."I love you," Even though I already knew he did, I informed him that I needed him to know."I love you too," I shuddered as his hot breath fanned across my neck and his lips, like a whisper against
Amber's POV...I felt and looked like a different person as soon as I walked back into the reception area. I felt lighter, like if the bottom half of me had disappeared, shedding like the weight of my misery.Standing in the center of the floor by himself, David was waiting for me. As I approached him, he smiled and extended his hand, which I accepted."Oh, why do you look so depressed? You have tears in your eyes. Please come see me right away. It's okay to shed tears. I've seen the dark side too, so let me see you through. Nothing you confess could make me love you less; I'll be there for you and promise not to let anyone hurt you when the night falls and you're at a loss for what to do."He was my second father when I was a child and my father-in-law now, so the song fit well. He has supported me throughout my life, having been there since I was fifteen. He was only as active in my life as my parents were in Ethan's.When my parents died, I pushed Dua and David away because I was s
Here comes the wedding...Finally! Amber's POV...After the music began to play, Ela and Bella began their walk down the aisle, Theo followed, and my ladies came to the lads at the end. Everyone was seated, the wedding party was lined up, and I stayed out of sight. One of the few friends Ethan kept from college, James was his roommate in college and he arrived just in time last night."Ready?" Looking over my shoulder, I noticed Noah standing there; he looked amazing in a tuxedo."No," He grinned as I laughed."Yes you are," he said. "You look beautiful Amber and I'm so happy for you and I'm so proud of you," He gently stroked my cheek before leaning in to kiss my forehead."Thanks," He grabbed for my flowers and flicked on the candlelight."You deserve to be happy," He took hold of my hand and interlaced his fingers with mine, refusing to let me take his arm to descend."Don't let go," Since he was all I had, it felt appropriate for him to be the one to give me away. When I told him,
Amber's PoV..."Amber, come on get up," When I felt a faint shake, I rolled away and moaned."No," I voiced my complaints."Woman get your ass up so we can get you ready so you can get married," After that, my covers were torn off, and I glared at Daya, realizing that I preferred Lily."Bitch," I muttered."You are the last one who needs a shower, as you are aware, so we waited until we were all in the shower before waking you up. When you go, breakfast will be waiting for you and you're mimosa," I took a brief shower after Daya shoved me in since I was famished.Food was one way they knew how to get me moving!My appetite has returned, which is a huge difference from when I lost all the weight and avoided food at all costs. The best part is that, should I become pregnant, Ethan won't make fun of me for eating anything I want. I will essentially become a beached whale.I cleaned myself; the spa had waxed all of us, and it hurt like hell, so he had better appreciate it. After I was cle
Amber's POV...Outfits? Completed.Roses? fucking figured out at last.Done, tuxes.Rings? selected and preparedSoundtrack? CompletedCake? will be completed.Food? Everything in its proper placeBeverages? Indeed.Candies? Everything set.The list goes on forever, including linens, the location, setup, shoes and jewelery, table settings, speeches, vows, and, my goodness, there are so many more details involved in a wedding than I could have ever imagined. We nearly neglected to provide our guests with favors and a unique present for our bridal party.Pearl necklaces were my choice because mine was and because I thought they were more sophisticated than diamond necklaces, which all the girls already had from Valentine's Day, Christmas, or an anniversary. I bought pearl necklaces for all the girls, including Ela and Bella, though Lily would take care of theirs until they were old enough to have them, either when they were sixteen or eighteen.Not that they're not wonderful presents; I
I am gonna skip Daya's wedding guys...The novel is extending too much. Amber's POV...Over the past few weeks, I've been very busy at work, spending time with Noah and Lily, Daya and Kein, and Ethan's mother. I've been feeling terrible about excluding her, so I'm making every effort to include her now. She claims to be understanding, and being such a kind person, she really does.It took me some time to realize how self-centered I was being; this isn't just my wedding; it's her son's as well, and I know she doesn't have a daughter. Rather of pushing her away, I should have used this opportunity to strengthen my relationship with her; I don't care whether she understands; I feel terrible about it.Though I wish I could sleep all weekend, I made time to go dress shopping with her in order to select a suitable dress for an early spring wedding. Although we weren't outside in the hottest of conditions, it was still a warm place inside.Ethan and I had lunch at the office and worked toget
Amber's POV...Even though I wasn't the one with the newborn, I felt like I didn't get any sleep.Noah took a leave of absence from work to spend time with Lily, so Ethan and I had to work every day and attempt to complete Noah's tasks, which confused me since I should have been able to read his handwriting after knowing him for my entire life.Then there came the wedding. Daya had believed she was going into labor, but it turned out to be a false alarm—thank goodness, since Kein was a complete mess. Hopefully that didn't happen again because he panicked entirely when she thought she was going into labor, despite the fact that he was usually the one who was cool under pressure.When Michael was just three weeks old, I awoke blearily to a call from Daya at two in the morning."It's time!" I recoiled as I withdrew the phone from my ear as she shouted."Are you sure this time?" Since they had only told her four days prior that she wouldn't be going into labor, I yawned without giving it