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I said,"No"

Author: Fantasia Swan
last update Last Updated: 2024-10-29 19:42:56

The chapter contains mature content...

Amber’s POV….

"What?" I asked angrily, striking my heels against the wooden floors.

"Come here," he said roughly, and he stayed still. "You come here or else I am getting your stubborn ass straight," he said menacingly, radiating that he was saying the truth and probably not joking.

I rolled my eyes in annoyance. Okay, fine, I said in frustration. The man was getting on my nerves now. It was, honestly, too much. He keeps on commanding me, and I don’t like to be told.

I walked toward him, thrashing the floor with my heels angrily. 

I reached near him and looked at him with a bored expression and a smirk on his face. His intentions were not right.

He grabbed my forearm firmly and reversed our position so that I was under him on the desk and he was towering my frame.

"What the hell are you doing?" I protested being in an uncomfortable position with him. I didn't want this. When things get out of my hands, I don’t like it.

"Ssh, you speak a lot. These pretty lips look great around my cock," he said, keeping his second finger on my lips and shutting my mouth.

My gaze fell on his finger which was placed on my lips. My legs tightened around to close that part. I was feeling wet down there. He started making me wet just by thoughts after our sex. He used to make sexual comments before as well, but I never paid heed to them. It was only after that night that it changed me a lot. Once I had tasted the guilty pleasure, it was very difficult to resist.

"With whom were you last Saturday? Who was the guy?" He tried to negotiate.

My eyes widened in shock. I never thought that he would monitor me.

"You were there?" I asked in shock.

"Tell me first, whom you dragged to the bathroom." He tried to ask things gently, but his anger was emitting from his voice.

"I didn't sleep with him," I said, trying to give him a truthful answer.

"Who was it?" This thing, his voice rose, flinching me.

"I don't know," I shrugged my shoulders as I forgot to ask that guy's name before giving him a blowjob.

"You tried to have sex with some random guy... I didn't expect this from you, Amber," he said, holding my shoulders firmly in anger. It is not safe to have sex with some random guy.

"I needed him," I reasoned. Those days, I was at the edge, and I needed a guy who would have pleased me, but this didn't work as the guy was terrible.

"No, baby, you needed me. Your body needs me," he said, closing the distance between us, leaving no space at all.

My mouth shut, feeling the warmth between our bodies.

"What happened now? don't want to speak," he said, seeing it as extremely awkward that I have silenced herself. It was strange, though because I never got nervous before him.

"What went wrong?" He asked me, as he didn't like the silence.

"I needed a release, but he was terrible," I protested, talking about my bad experience.

"Hmmm...because he didn't touch you like I do," Ethan said, looking into my amber orbs, he was looking breathtakingly gorgeous. He has the alluring side of him, any girl can be attracted to him.

"No," I said curtly.

"No one will please you like I do, and no one can make you feel things like I do," he said with a smirk landing on his face.

"You are mine, baby mine," he said possessively, and I didn't say anything this time because he came very close to me. I could hear the raspiness of our breath.

However, my eyes laid down on his pinkish lips. I still remember the taste of it. It tastes silky, like old fermented wine.

I peeped him through my lashes. He was looking at me. No, he was observing me. Much to my surprise. He placed that finger on her chin and raised my face.

His head bowed down to take my lips into his. I moaned in his mouth, and he couldn't control his smile between the kisses. I want this, but MY stubborn ass denies it. Hot head, isn't it?

I closed her eyes, and his lips started moving slowly, nipping and tasting my lips like doom was near, but we wanted nothing other than each other.

However, my eyes abruptly opened when I felt himself pressing his groin against my sensitive part. His hand landed on my dress, massaging the sensitive area. This is going to lead us into a bad position.

"Mmmhhhhh," I moaned as he kept on rubbing my core through the dress.

He bent me down on the desk, pushing my body and pressing my body against his body. His one thigh rested on my core, rubbing it through his knees.

His lips continued to stick to my lips, not giving me time to breathe. He rubbed my core through his fingers this time.

"Why the fuck do you keep on denying it when your body wants it? Look how wet you are—almost soaking," he said breathlessly, pulling from my lips.

"Bastard." I looked at him with a peering glare and tried to slap him straight in the face, but he grabbed my wrist. This raised my anger, and again I tried to slap him with my free hand, but he again grabbed it and pinned it behind my back.

 My eyes moistened with water, but I wasn't crying; rather, I was protesting like a lioness.

"You...stay away from me... I don't want to see your face," I said and tried to escape from his gasp, but he was much stronger to my surprise.

"What's the problem?" He grabbed my wrist and brought my body to the wall, mounting my tiny frame with his big frame.

He rubbed my core through my pants, and I was leaking wet. How can someone protest so much when their body wants to do it so badly?

"Say you want me. Say that, and I will make you feel good. Just trust me," he said while looking into my angry eyes, assuring them.

"Just for once, Kitten," he whispered close to my lips, and goosebumps erupted on her body. He was gently pleading with his eyes.

"Fine, just fuck me, Ethan," I said desperately, barely able to stand in the position. My knees were weak due to the emotions I was feeling.

"Your wish is my command, love," he said before grabbing my knees and raising me above the ground. He held me firmly as he took me in his arms.

I desperately joined our lips. Desire overpowered my ability to think, and I just wanted to feel good in his arms. I was desiring him and craving for him very badly.

He cleaned the desk before laying me on it. Our lips were still connected when I tried to unbutton him.

His shirt was discarded on the floor. I traced my fingers on his physique. He was well-built, muscular, and tanned. He looked so yummy.

"Already drooling," he said, taking my pants off my legs while my dress was already clinging loosely to my body.

He unbelted himself and pointed his shaft at my entrance, rubbing it and coating his manhood with my fluids.

"Do you want me inside?" he tried to reason in that delicate position where I was at the edge of the control.

"Yes, please. Insert it," I said desperately, which spread a charming smile on his face.

"As you say," he said while inserting himself inside my tight cunt. He gritted his teeth, and he felt my muscles clinging to his cock.

"Oh God," I said, rolling my eyes as he started his movement.

He continued thrusting in and out and hitting my G-spot as we were doing their sinful act. The desk was shaking with the movement, but our rhythm started to increase.

I senselessly moaned as I experienced the pleasure, I was denying myself. He grabbed my lips for a hasty kiss as he lay above my frame.

He hit my sensitive spot, and I came undone. His speed increased to tremendous speed as he was chasing his release.

"Tell me it's a safe day," he asked me while carrying out his movement.

"Yeah, cum inside me," I agreed to his request, and he started trusting in and out at inhumane speed, shaking my core with juices. He gritted his teeth as he came hard inside me, spilling his seeds into my womb and laying upon me completely.

We were both taking deep breaths to normalize our breathing.

"Didn't I tell you...we are compatible?" he said, smiling as his face was full of sweat.

"No, it shouldn't have happened. It was a mistake," I said while I tried to push him. His whole body weight lay on me, and he was damn heavy. He understood that and raised his body.

"Seriously, Amber, we fulfil each other's desires, and you think it is a mistake. What about that night when you were moaning senselessly, wanting me to please you?" he said angrily as my statement panged his emotions. Every time I tried to escape, I needed acceptance, not escapism, but I can't allow us to repeat this mistake again and again. It may lead to a mess in our lives.

"Whatever happened is a mistake. Just forget it. I didn't want to have sex with you further; it was you and not me. I came here to talk," I said, glaring at him as he tried to dominate my body.

"Don't deny Amber. You want me, and I want you as well. Your body tells me. Stop fighting yourself," he said, looking oblivious to me.

I tried to correct my dress, but he grabbed my wrist and pinned me to the walls under him.

He tried to kiss me and calm my senses. So I stopped fighting my urges and submitted myself to him, but I jerked my wrist out of his grasp and slapped him hard this time.

"I said no," I said angrily. My amber eyes welled up with tears. I was confused about my emotions. Whatever I was feeling was forbidden. It wasn't supposed to happen in the first place.

Ethan stopped his action and stood straight like a statute, realizing his actions.

His eyes squinted with emotion as he saw me rubbing my arms. I abruptly guided my way out of the door, and he kept on thinking about what just happened.

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