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Beyond the Guilty Pleasure(18+) The uneasiness
Amber’s POV...I was at the office, and my attention was going continously to Ethan. He was looking quite disturb today. He was continously calling someone. One moment he was smiling and the other moment, he was looking tensed. He was trying to adjust his clothes, as if he was feeling suffocated, but he was under the air conditioner. I don’t know why he was sweating. I couldn't keep my composure, as my attention was going to him. I stared at him as he strode out of his office and went outside. Is he was off from work? It was just afternoon. It was quite strange. He usually never does that; he is so workaholic. I immediately texted him as I curious that why he was reacting like that? "What happenend? You are off this early?" I texted him and I waited for some moment and my phone weep as his reply came. "Yeah, something urgent came up," he texted me back. "Anything serious?" I asked him in concern. "Nothing serious," he stated that and I internally shook my head. "See you at nigh
Last Updated : 2024-03-13Beyond the Guilty Pleasure(18+) Pre-posal
This chapter contains official pre-proposal chapter of Amber and Ethan. Amber’s POV...I was at the office, and my attention was going continously to Ethan. He was looking quite disturb today. He was continously calling someone. One moment he was smiling and the other moment, he was looking tensed. He was trying to adjust his clothes, as if he was feeling suffocated, but he was under the air conditioner. I don’t know why he was sweating. I couldn't keep my composure, as my attention was going to him. I stared at him as he strode out of his office and went outside. Is he was off from work? It was just afternoon. It was quite strange. He usually never does that; he is so workaholic. I immediately texted him as I curious that why he was reacting like that? "What happenend? You are off this early?" I texted him and I waited for some moment and my phone weep as his reply came. "Yeah, something urgent came up," he texted me back. "Anything serious?" I asked him in concern. "Nothing s
Last Updated : 2024-03-15Beyond the Guilty Pleasure(18+) Proposal
Amber’s POV..."I am coming," I said inmediately on hearing his voice and ran toward the door. I rushed it open and ran outside. There he was! Standing in black tuxedo looking extraordinarily ravishing and gorgeous. My heart was thundering inside the cage. I don’t know how this man; managed to make me feel in this way. I feel strong and weak at the same time. Strong because I know even the world be apart, he will still stay with me, and weak because I was scared of the emotions I feel for it. He makes me vulnerable that everytime I ran into his arms, when I feel disturbed. His back was supported with the car lamborgini. I didn’t know, he possess one. I took small strides toward him, my heart was racing as I was getting closer to him. He extend his hands with a smile spread on his lips. He looked so damn handsome. I feel lucky tonight. He extended his one hand toward me woth a his signature smirk on his lips, which his other hand was still in the pocket. My eyes were stick to him, a
Last Updated : 2024-03-16Beyond the Guilty Pleasure(18+) Marry me???
Marry me???Amber's POV...He drove to the country side and suddenly my eyes got laid on a beautiful hotel which look like a castle," Ethan, are we going there," I asked him in awestruck as it looked so pretty. It was a big palace, illuminated with lots of lights, surrounded by lots of trees and flowers. It was all levish and royalty. "Yes," he said and parked the car. A butler came and took the key from Ethan for doing the parking thing. I couldn't believe in my eyes, is my fairytale coming true? How he know this, that I wanted one. I don't know what he was planning but I was looking forward to it, whatever it was. His hands went to my waist as we stride inside. There was a large chandelier on the ceiling. It looked so perfect. "Ethan, I feel nervous," I told to him and my eyes were glued to all the shimmers. "Why, my love?" He asked me. "I don't know," I muttered softly and he took my hands into him. "Do not be, I am there with you," he said and my eyes went to his face, his e
Last Updated : 2024-03-17Beyond the Guilty Pleasure(18+) She said,"yes"
This chapter contains mature content...Amber’s POV..."Amber, I love you alot, more than you think," he utterely very softly. His other hand went to my chin and he inched my mouth closer to him. "I love you too, Ethan," I uttered slowly and he connected his lips with mine. His tongue flickered on my lips and I let him entered my mouth. He pulled my head closer, so that he could kiss me with open mouth. He started nipping and sucking my lips and I let him, I could feel his nervousness through the kiss. I don't know what is the matter, but I am always with him in everything. We both broke the kiss perplexed and were breathing heavily," marry me?" He asked me as his breaths turned rigorous. My eyes opened and I looked at his eyes in surprise. Our head were connected to each other. I got awestruck on his question. Marry him? "Huhh?" I asked perplexed. I wasn't expecting him to propose me suddenly, while we were kissing. So the decoration, the lighting and the surprises, everything wa
Last Updated : 2024-03-18Beyond the Guilty Pleasure(18+) "Sexy, when you scream my name"
This chapter contains mature content...Amber’s POV...He moaned as his finger went over my center.He said, "I love how much you're enjoying this," and then he stood up for a short while before returning. I had no idea what he was doing; all I knew was that I wanted him inside of me and that this excruciating pain needed to stop.He pressed one of my vibrators to my core and held it there, and I cried out and tried to arch my back. I wasn't sure if it felt good or uncomfortable because he didn't move it—he just applied pressure. I felt the force of this one throughout my entire body, and I wanted it to move.He started to circle it slowly, and I was building quickly."Do you want to come slut?" I screamed as he took it off and gave me a hard flick when he asked."Yes, yes Sir," Right then, I was on the verge of begging; if he asked me to, I would gladly comply."Good girl," He placed it back against my body after telling me. As he gradually started to circle it, I could feel my stoma
Last Updated : 2024-03-19Beyond the Guilty Pleasure(18+) Best weekened ever!
This chapter contains mature content...Amber's POV...We couldn't keep our hands off each other, so we ordered room service for the next day and slept in. The weekend was going great so far. I have no idea why it changed all of a sudden, but neither of us was grumbling.It felt like, after everything that had happened, we had finally found the spark once more. He's so fucking hot when he's in control, which made last night amazing, but I loved him just as much today for doing nothing but being kind to me.He kissed me and pressed his body between my thighs as soon as we woke up. His morning hardness felt good against my body and instantly lifted my spirits. He then began slowly pressing into me.I sighed as I let myself savor the sensation of his stretching me, and I let my head drop back. As he moved, his body enveloped mine and he pressed his chest against mine. I was building much faster because I could feel the way his body moved as he gave me pleasure. I tangled my fingers in hi
Last Updated : 2024-03-20Beyond the Guilty Pleasure(18+) I like cheese!
Amber’s POV...I believe that with everything, I bit off more than I could chew. Not only was I stressed about needing to assist with Daya's wedding by the end of June, but I was also stressed about mine approaching.What was causing my panic? I was getting married after a month of her wedding since Ethan and I made the foolish decision to tie the knot in the middle of July. I was getting married in nine months because he wanted it to happen on the day we formally started dating and he didn't want to wait nearly two years.Of course, Lily would be my matron of honor and Daya my maid of honor, but we were all a complete disaster.I was the godmother of two babies who were due in five or six months, and Noah was an alcoholic. I had to assist with Daya's preparations, so I was planning two pregnancies—mine and my matron of honor's. Ethan was trying his hardest to pick up the slack from all of us, but I was a ball of tension and they were two balls of hormones.I haven't found a venue in
Last Updated : 2024-03-21
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Beyond the Guilty Pleasure(18+) Epilogue!
Amber's POV...It been almost three years to our honeymoon, and I am deeply contented in life, with Ethan. I don't know, how God made me so lucky? To marry my best friend. I never thought in my early twenties, that I would marry him, as I considered him as a dick, but believe me, now every moment I spent with him, I consider myself fortunate, that I marry a good man who love me, more than I love myself. Apparently, he is also the best dad, my children could have. God was generous enough to blessed me with gorgeous twins, when I thought that my womb might be barren. I didn't ask more from the Almighty, he has provided me the best fortune a woman could pray for. Our children, Brian and Sophie was more just a minute apart. Sophie is the eldest one; more like rebellious and bossy; she is a daddy's girl. While Brian was a shy and gentle baby, more like mummy's boy. It was the time to check me out, whether my prince was awake. I rushed through the crowd in hurry and went inside kid's room
Beyond the Guilty Pleasure(18+) Honeymoon!
This chapter contains mature content...Amber's POV...The phones had officially been switched off and our two weeks of seclusion from the outside world had started as Ethan and I were boarding the boat.After working ten to twelve hour days for weeks, I couldn't believe we would finally be able to leave it all behind. Ethan's college friend would step in and help while we were away, so I was thrilled when we arrived to our room, which would serve as our home for the next two weeks.I was mentally hoping that we could convince him to stay. I, for one, was prepared to make it worthwhile for him to stay if he performed well while we were away; if it got him to move here."No thinking about work," He encircled me with his arms from behind."How do you know I'm thinking about work?" I questioned him."Because you worry too much, now," He said this while he released my dress's straps and allowed it to drop to the floor."Already?" He nodded when I asked.He questioned me, "Are you complain
Beyond the Guilty Pleasure(18+) Wedding night!
This chapter contains mature content...Finally the wedding night folks...Enjoy! Amber's POV...I stared at him as the door to our hotel room closed and my mouth fell open."Be gentle with me tonight," I implored. On my wedding night, I was emotionally vulnerable—more exposed than I think I've ever been—and I wanted everything to be delicate. I feel so exposed and emotionally spent from the music and the feelings that my body isn't the only thing that's naked tonight.In a way that I couldn't quite put into words, my soul would be exposed to him in a way that I had never experienced before."Of course Angel," When I reached out to him, he extended his hand and took a step away from me, leading me closer to the chamber. When we entered, he stopped, took my hand, and softly drew me to him."I love you," Even though I already knew he did, I informed him that I needed him to know."I love you too," I shuddered as his hot breath fanned across my neck and his lips, like a whisper against
Beyond the Guilty Pleasure(18+) Imperfect wedding party!
Amber's POV...I felt and looked like a different person as soon as I walked back into the reception area. I felt lighter, like if the bottom half of me had disappeared, shedding like the weight of my misery.Standing in the center of the floor by himself, David was waiting for me. As I approached him, he smiled and extended his hand, which I accepted."Oh, why do you look so depressed? You have tears in your eyes. Please come see me right away. It's okay to shed tears. I've seen the dark side too, so let me see you through. Nothing you confess could make me love you less; I'll be there for you and promise not to let anyone hurt you when the night falls and you're at a loss for what to do."He was my second father when I was a child and my father-in-law now, so the song fit well. He has supported me throughout my life, having been there since I was fifteen. He was only as active in my life as my parents were in Ethan's.When my parents died, I pushed Dua and David away because I was s
Beyond the Guilty Pleasure(18+) The wedding!
Here comes the wedding...Finally! Amber's POV...After the music began to play, Ela and Bella began their walk down the aisle, Theo followed, and my ladies came to the lads at the end. Everyone was seated, the wedding party was lined up, and I stayed out of sight. One of the few friends Ethan kept from college, James was his roommate in college and he arrived just in time last night."Ready?" Looking over my shoulder, I noticed Noah standing there; he looked amazing in a tuxedo."No," He grinned as I laughed."Yes you are," he said. "You look beautiful Amber and I'm so happy for you and I'm so proud of you," He gently stroked my cheek before leaning in to kiss my forehead."Thanks," He grabbed for my flowers and flicked on the candlelight."You deserve to be happy," He took hold of my hand and interlaced his fingers with mine, refusing to let me take his arm to descend."Don't let go," Since he was all I had, it felt appropriate for him to be the one to give me away. When I told him,
Beyond the Guilty Pleasure(18+) Ready for wedding!
Amber's PoV..."Amber, come on get up," When I felt a faint shake, I rolled away and moaned."No," I voiced my complaints."Woman get your ass up so we can get you ready so you can get married," After that, my covers were torn off, and I glared at Daya, realizing that I preferred Lily."Bitch," I muttered."You are the last one who needs a shower, as you are aware, so we waited until we were all in the shower before waking you up. When you go, breakfast will be waiting for you and you're mimosa," I took a brief shower after Daya shoved me in since I was famished.Food was one way they knew how to get me moving!My appetite has returned, which is a huge difference from when I lost all the weight and avoided food at all costs. The best part is that, should I become pregnant, Ethan won't make fun of me for eating anything I want. I will essentially become a beached whale.I cleaned myself; the spa had waxed all of us, and it hurt like hell, so he had better appreciate it. After I was cle
Beyond the Guilty Pleasure(18+) Bachelorette party!
Amber's POV...Outfits? Completed.Roses? fucking figured out at last.Done, tuxes.Rings? selected and preparedSoundtrack? CompletedCake? will be completed.Food? Everything in its proper placeBeverages? Indeed.Candies? Everything set.The list goes on forever, including linens, the location, setup, shoes and jewelery, table settings, speeches, vows, and, my goodness, there are so many more details involved in a wedding than I could have ever imagined. We nearly neglected to provide our guests with favors and a unique present for our bridal party.Pearl necklaces were my choice because mine was and because I thought they were more sophisticated than diamond necklaces, which all the girls already had from Valentine's Day, Christmas, or an anniversary. I bought pearl necklaces for all the girls, including Ela and Bella, though Lily would take care of theirs until they were old enough to have them, either when they were sixteen or eighteen.Not that they're not wonderful presents; I
Beyond the Guilty Pleasure(18+) 2 weeks!
I am gonna skip Daya's wedding guys...The novel is extending too much. Amber's POV...Over the past few weeks, I've been very busy at work, spending time with Noah and Lily, Daya and Kein, and Ethan's mother. I've been feeling terrible about excluding her, so I'm making every effort to include her now. She claims to be understanding, and being such a kind person, she really does.It took me some time to realize how self-centered I was being; this isn't just my wedding; it's her son's as well, and I know she doesn't have a daughter. Rather of pushing her away, I should have used this opportunity to strengthen my relationship with her; I don't care whether she understands; I feel terrible about it.Though I wish I could sleep all weekend, I made time to go dress shopping with her in order to select a suitable dress for an early spring wedding. Although we weren't outside in the hottest of conditions, it was still a warm place inside.Ethan and I had lunch at the office and worked toget
Beyond the Guilty Pleasure(18+) Second child birth!
Amber's POV...Even though I wasn't the one with the newborn, I felt like I didn't get any sleep.Noah took a leave of absence from work to spend time with Lily, so Ethan and I had to work every day and attempt to complete Noah's tasks, which confused me since I should have been able to read his handwriting after knowing him for my entire life.Then there came the wedding. Daya had believed she was going into labor, but it turned out to be a false alarm—thank goodness, since Kein was a complete mess. Hopefully that didn't happen again because he panicked entirely when she thought she was going into labor, despite the fact that he was usually the one who was cool under pressure.When Michael was just three weeks old, I awoke blearily to a call from Daya at two in the morning."It's time!" I recoiled as I withdrew the phone from my ear as she shouted."Are you sure this time?" Since they had only told her four days prior that she wouldn't be going into labor, I yawned without giving it
