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Beyond the Guilty Pleasure(18+) "Do you want me to stop?"
This chapter contains mature content(18+)... "Don't push me away, please," he whispered on my skin, and I was taken aback. "Please Ethan, you know I will leave after this too," I begged him with my eyes. As much my body wants this, I knew it was wrong. I can't desire this man. "But before you leave, I will have you," he said by grabbing my hips and thrust inside me. "Ethannn!" I screamed senselessly as he started grinding his hips inside me. My eyes rolled. I didn't know, when he did took my panties off? I backed up on the desk supporting my frame, as he started thrusting me in pace. If anyone barged inside, we are gone. My skirt was raised up on my hips, my bra was unclipped but still hanging loose to my shoulders. I was in disheveled condition. Ethan's shirt was undone, his shirt was hanging, his trouser were hanging on his shoes. We shouldn't get caught in this condition, it is frightening. However, the fear of being caught intensify the pleasure. He started thrusting f
Last Updated : 2024-01-04Beyond the Guilty Pleasure(18+) Should I give him a chance?
I unlocked the door and soon I was hugged by my insane bestfriend," Thank you, day, for coming," I greeted her."Tell me who need to be killed, do I have to bring guns, knives or bomb," she sings and I had to roll my eyes as I find it very funny. "Ethan" I said to her. "What! I need to kill that gorgeous man, what a waste of beauty...did he again tease you," she said singing praises for Ethan's look and I don't know why? But I felt jealous from my best friend. Literally, that man was making me jealous now. Insane!"Daya" I finally shouted her to stop. "STOP that," I said in annoyance. "STOP! What," she asked me. "Praising him," I muttered. "Fine, now tell me what happened," she asked me with concern, holding my shoulders this time. I took a deep breath before saying," I had sex with Ethan," and she looked at me with curiosity and began to laugh it out. "Good one, now tell me what is the real matter?" She asked me and I glared hard at her to shut her. I would have also laugh if
Last Updated : 2024-01-06Beyond the Guilty Pleasure(18+) What happened last night?
Amber's pov..."Are you blind Amber to see that you makes him happy. Your approval will make him heaven happy, my love," she said and sipping her drink in annoyance. I never thought in the way, she was making me look at things with her eyes. I was so centric toward me, that I didn't realize of his wishes. "What do you think, why Noah kept on telling him to stay away from you, because he obviously has his interest on you, can't you see that, even I can see that, Amber," she shouted at me and I flinched at her tone for the first time. I knew my best friend is loud but she never shouted at me like. "You are just seeing things which aren't true, if he liked me since we were fourteen, then why did he sleep with almost every girl?" I asked her the question. Ethan was everything, but not serious in his life. He is just toying with me and finding pleasure in the thrill of getting me. That would make him proud. "He didn't do that, you know that," she started defending him and I don't know
Last Updated : 2024-01-07Beyond the Guilty Pleasure(18+) Hide their phones
"What happened last night?" She questioned me after taking her meds. She looked at the ambience and I was fortunate that I took all the antics away before. "No idea!" I said while sipping on my coffee. "Have you checked your phone?" She asked me and I shook my head in denial. It clearly a bad idea to see to whom I called while I was drunk. Drunk people do terrible mistakes right."Nope, I don't want to. How about we just lay on the bed and feel awful and then clean off all the mess we created before we figure out what we actually did last night," "That's a good idea," she said holding the coffee mug and we did the same. We both best friend laid on the bed talking about our childhood memories, and the mess we created that time too. We are mischievous since that time. We are more than friends since that time. It feel good being together. "I love you," she said hugging me and laying above me. "I love you too," I said wrapping my arms around her. She has been special to me, since th
Last Updated : 2024-01-08Beyond the Guilty Pleasure(18+) How was work?
Amber's pov... We both cleaned ourself and bath. I stepped out first, my hair and my body was covered in the towel. I handed her the towel so that she could rinse the water.When I looked at her, she was drying her hairs by the towel. She exited the bathroom and entered the bedroom, and she sat on the bed looking so sad. I immediately hate the look on her face. I was very tolerant, when she was wiping the water from her head. She was unnecessarily very silent unlike her usual one. However, when the tears escaped from her eyes. I couldn't just simply watch. I immediately laid down on the bed and open my arms for her. She immediately landed her head on my chest and I wrapped my arms around her. She laid down beside me. I wanted to ask her, what was bothering her? But I decided to let her calm down first. She might tell me after she has cried enough. She was weeping for some long hours, but it was okay. I wanted to tell that I am always there for her, whatever it is, I am there to hu
Last Updated : 2024-01-09Beyond the Guilty Pleasure(18+) Come over here!
Amber's POV... Then again there was a disturbing silence. By this time, I was beyond frustrated. I don't know, but they are acting like kids of nursery. They are best friends, they should be more accepting and forgiving but they acts childish. I decided to ask them straight. "This is very childish, tell me what is wrong between you both," I said. I guess they don't understand diplomacy, I need to be blunt with my statements with them. "Nothing," Noah said and I saw Ethan rolling his eyes. "It is not acceptable Noah, Ethan and I are adults who are capable of taking our own decisions. You need to get over it, and please stop acting childish. Ethan is your bestfriend. You need to clear things out with him. It will affect work, as we are working together. You can't just throw your best friend out, we don't even have people left in the world," "Well a best friend won't kiss my sister," he said bitterly and I stared at him. Noah was glaring Ethan with accusing glare. I know he was very
Last Updated : 2024-01-11Beyond the Guilty Pleasure(18+) Marking my territory
This chapter contains mature content... Enjoy! Amber's pov...When I opened the door, I met a surprised Ethan staring at me. I was feeling very shy and nervous. However, before I changed my mind, I decided to wrapped my arms around him and crashing my lips on his. He froze for a second, contemplating what is happening? But I soon realize him wrapping his arms around my waist and licking my lips with his long tongue. I opened my mouth to let his tongue enter inside, I let him kiss me like it was no tomorrow. He dominated me with his tongue flicking on my lips and dancing with my tongue and I let him, because I wanted to give him control. We kissed for long until we couldn't breath. He broke the kiss and distant his face from me, staring at me with confusion. His brows were making wave and obviously he looked damn handsome. I felt my core throbbing by observing his face. "What was that for?" He asked me still holding me by my waist, and scrutizing my look. I felt his brown eyes di
Last Updated : 2024-01-12Beyond the Guilty Pleasure(18+) You won't come now!
This chapter contains mature content...Amber's POV...I lifted my hips to help him in the process. However, he deliberately brushed his hands against the inside of my thighs before sucking my inner thighs. It was ticklish so I tried to squim away from him, but his holds were so tight around my hips that he didn't let me move. "Ethan, stop," I said almost breathless. I was still trying to get away from him and trying not to laugh with all the ticklish feelings. "Just marking my territory," he said and I had to roll my eyes on his choice of words. When I felt his tongue flicking on my most intimate part, I felt like leaving Earth. I laid back grabbed the sheets and moaned, he was making me feel anxious, vulnerable and wanted. His tongue ran over my womanhood over and over again making me moan senselessly. I grabbed onto his hair and pulled him more toward me. I wanted him to continue his movements further. I buckled my hips to help him more. It has been only a couple of days, since
Last Updated : 2024-01-13
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Beyond the Guilty Pleasure(18+) Honeymoon!
This chapter contains mature content...Amber's POV...The phones had officially been switched off and our two weeks of seclusion from the outside world had started as Ethan and I were boarding the boat.After working ten to twelve hour days for weeks, I couldn't believe we would finally be able to leave it all behind. Ethan's college friend would step in and help while we were away, so I was thrilled when we arrived to our room, which would serve as our home for the next two weeks.I was mentally hoping that we could convince him to stay. I, for one, was prepared to make it worthwhile for him to stay if he performed well while we were away; if it got him to move here."No thinking about work," He encircled me with his arms from behind."How do you know I'm thinking about work?" I questioned him."Because you worry too much, now," He said this while he released my dress's straps and allowed it to drop to the floor."Already?" He nodded when I asked.He questioned me, "Are you complain
Beyond the Guilty Pleasure(18+) Wedding night!
This chapter contains mature content...Finally the wedding night folks...Enjoy! Amber's POV...I stared at him as the door to our hotel room closed and my mouth fell open."Be gentle with me tonight," I implored. On my wedding night, I was emotionally vulnerable—more exposed than I think I've ever been—and I wanted everything to be delicate. I feel so exposed and emotionally spent from the music and the feelings that my body isn't the only thing that's naked tonight.In a way that I couldn't quite put into words, my soul would be exposed to him in a way that I had never experienced before."Of course Angel," When I reached out to him, he extended his hand and took a step away from me, leading me closer to the chamber. When we entered, he stopped, took my hand, and softly drew me to him."I love you," Even though I already knew he did, I informed him that I needed him to know."I love you too," I shuddered as his hot breath fanned across my neck and his lips, like a whisper against
Beyond the Guilty Pleasure(18+) Imperfect wedding party!
Amber's POV...I felt and looked like a different person as soon as I walked back into the reception area. I felt lighter, like if the bottom half of me had disappeared, shedding like the weight of my misery.Standing in the center of the floor by himself, David was waiting for me. As I approached him, he smiled and extended his hand, which I accepted."Oh, why do you look so depressed? You have tears in your eyes. Please come see me right away. It's okay to shed tears. I've seen the dark side too, so let me see you through. Nothing you confess could make me love you less; I'll be there for you and promise not to let anyone hurt you when the night falls and you're at a loss for what to do."He was my second father when I was a child and my father-in-law now, so the song fit well. He has supported me throughout my life, having been there since I was fifteen. He was only as active in my life as my parents were in Ethan's.When my parents died, I pushed Dua and David away because I was s
Beyond the Guilty Pleasure(18+) The wedding!
Here comes the wedding...Finally! Amber's POV...After the music began to play, Ela and Bella began their walk down the aisle, Theo followed, and my ladies came to the lads at the end. Everyone was seated, the wedding party was lined up, and I stayed out of sight. One of the few friends Ethan kept from college, James was his roommate in college and he arrived just in time last night."Ready?" Looking over my shoulder, I noticed Noah standing there; he looked amazing in a tuxedo."No," He grinned as I laughed."Yes you are," he said. "You look beautiful Amber and I'm so happy for you and I'm so proud of you," He gently stroked my cheek before leaning in to kiss my forehead."Thanks," He grabbed for my flowers and flicked on the candlelight."You deserve to be happy," He took hold of my hand and interlaced his fingers with mine, refusing to let me take his arm to descend."Don't let go," Since he was all I had, it felt appropriate for him to be the one to give me away. When I told him,
Beyond the Guilty Pleasure(18+) Ready for wedding!
Amber's PoV..."Amber, come on get up," When I felt a faint shake, I rolled away and moaned."No," I voiced my complaints."Woman get your ass up so we can get you ready so you can get married," After that, my covers were torn off, and I glared at Daya, realizing that I preferred Lily."Bitch," I muttered."You are the last one who needs a shower, as you are aware, so we waited until we were all in the shower before waking you up. When you go, breakfast will be waiting for you and you're mimosa," I took a brief shower after Daya shoved me in since I was famished.Food was one way they knew how to get me moving!My appetite has returned, which is a huge difference from when I lost all the weight and avoided food at all costs. The best part is that, should I become pregnant, Ethan won't make fun of me for eating anything I want. I will essentially become a beached whale.I cleaned myself; the spa had waxed all of us, and it hurt like hell, so he had better appreciate it. After I was cle
Beyond the Guilty Pleasure(18+) Bachelorette party!
Amber's POV...Outfits? Completed.Roses? fucking figured out at last.Done, tuxes.Rings? selected and preparedSoundtrack? CompletedCake? will be completed.Food? Everything in its proper placeBeverages? Indeed.Candies? Everything set.The list goes on forever, including linens, the location, setup, shoes and jewelery, table settings, speeches, vows, and, my goodness, there are so many more details involved in a wedding than I could have ever imagined. We nearly neglected to provide our guests with favors and a unique present for our bridal party.Pearl necklaces were my choice because mine was and because I thought they were more sophisticated than diamond necklaces, which all the girls already had from Valentine's Day, Christmas, or an anniversary. I bought pearl necklaces for all the girls, including Ela and Bella, though Lily would take care of theirs until they were old enough to have them, either when they were sixteen or eighteen.Not that they're not wonderful presents; I
Beyond the Guilty Pleasure(18+) 2 weeks!
I am gonna skip Daya's wedding guys...The novel is extending too much. Amber's POV...Over the past few weeks, I've been very busy at work, spending time with Noah and Lily, Daya and Kein, and Ethan's mother. I've been feeling terrible about excluding her, so I'm making every effort to include her now. She claims to be understanding, and being such a kind person, she really does.It took me some time to realize how self-centered I was being; this isn't just my wedding; it's her son's as well, and I know she doesn't have a daughter. Rather of pushing her away, I should have used this opportunity to strengthen my relationship with her; I don't care whether she understands; I feel terrible about it.Though I wish I could sleep all weekend, I made time to go dress shopping with her in order to select a suitable dress for an early spring wedding. Although we weren't outside in the hottest of conditions, it was still a warm place inside.Ethan and I had lunch at the office and worked toget
Beyond the Guilty Pleasure(18+) Second child birth!
Amber's POV...Even though I wasn't the one with the newborn, I felt like I didn't get any sleep.Noah took a leave of absence from work to spend time with Lily, so Ethan and I had to work every day and attempt to complete Noah's tasks, which confused me since I should have been able to read his handwriting after knowing him for my entire life.Then there came the wedding. Daya had believed she was going into labor, but it turned out to be a false alarm—thank goodness, since Kein was a complete mess. Hopefully that didn't happen again because he panicked entirely when she thought she was going into labor, despite the fact that he was usually the one who was cool under pressure.When Michael was just three weeks old, I awoke blearily to a call from Daya at two in the morning."It's time!" I recoiled as I withdrew the phone from my ear as she shouted."Are you sure this time?" Since they had only told her four days prior that she wouldn't be going into labor, I yawned without giving it
