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50: Just like a dream
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2024-10-29 19:42:56I couldn’t answer his question.
What do I want? More than anything, I want to live. I want to belong. I want to be in charge of my own life, which is something I’ve never really done.
With Dane, I can explore a lot of things and in the last few months, his intentions have been noble. And despite my uneasiness and the other side of me warning me to stay away, he has been true and firm with me.
I cannot hide my attraction to him, and I had zero control whenever he was around. I’d call how I feel around him the proof that he is my mate if I didn’t know better.
Alphas don’t get mated to just anyone. The moon goddess design it and it has always been. Alpha, have always found their mates amongst the strongest bloodlines, whether human or non-human. Last I checked, my bloodline possess nothing like power.
My father was a runaway werewolf and my mother a human. And despite turning twenty in a few months, I st
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