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CHAPTER 95: Tough choices

Author: Orex
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The atmosphere in the house the last two was strained. My mom was acting like I didn't just tell her that I want to go off and live with a boy by ignoring me. While my sister was tiptoeing around the both of us scared to blow everything up.

I know what my mom was trying to do. She was deliberately not making an issue out of it and giving me time to see the futility in what I wanted to do. Not this time though.

Ignoring what I said isn't just going to make it go away or make me reconsider. It wasn't a fresh thought that I haven't thought over.

School here basically ends up with me being bullied nowadays. Maya and her clique had decided to make my life even more miserable than it already is day by day now that Luka was no longer here. I find myself randomly wanting to tell him about something that happened during the day or wanting to just smell him or feel his skin on my fingers.

So, no. This is not a phase I'm going to grow out of. It's something I've made up my mind about.

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Orex

Awww. Our poor Bella thinks going down to live with Luka will fix all their issues. I missed seeing them together so much. I'll like to know what you think Luka's reaction will be when they meet.

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Mayra Paiva Ometto
I think Luke is gonna reject her at the beginning, but accept her later…
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