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Nicholas was a source of happiness in her life, despite his origins in Mariana and Handoko's relationship. He had made her life better, and Alesya couldn't imagine where she would be without him. She understood that without Nicholas, her life would have taken a much darker turn.
"Al, there's something I want to ask you," Nicholas said as they entered their hotel room. He led Alesya to sit on the edge of the bed, wanting to have an intimate conversation without any interruptions.
"What do you want to talk about? I'd rather not discuss our parents' issues right now, Nik. I just want some peace," Alesya replied.
"But I do want to talk about it, Al. Don't worry; I'll approach it from a different perspective."
"What do you mean?"
Nicholas held Alesya's hand. "I want to ask you if you've been keeping something in your heart since you found out what happened to both of your parents. Because..."
"Are you saying that my parents caused their own deaths?" Alesya interrupted Nicholas. "Yes, my parents did ruin my life, but it shouldn't affect you in any way, Nik. In fact, I'm grateful to have you by my side and for all that you've done for me. To be honest, I really didn't know what to do if the child of Mr. Handoko wasn't named Nicholas."
"Just as well. It means you have no doubts about marrying me?"
"Of course, that won't change anything. It won't alter the path I've chosen, because I can't find a reason to refuse to marry such a wonderful man like you. Although there are many good men out there, I'm not sure they could accept all the destruction I've been through. As you know, I've been living without any family or anything to be proud of."
Nicholas gently caressed Alesya's cheek. "You mustn't talk like that. You're truly special. You don't need assets or wealth to prove your worth. What's inside you is enough for me to love you. That's why I'm giving you my love and hoping you'll remain this way until death do us part."
Leaving aside whether Alesya thought he was being cheesy or not, Nicholas didn't care. All his words were heartfelt expressions of his love.
"By the way, when are we going to get married?" Alesya suddenly asked, wanting to know when exactly this wonderful man would make her his bride.
Alesya and Nicholas were startled by Gibran's sudden appearance at their table. Both of them exclaimed his name simultaneously, surprised by his unexpected presence.
"Gibran!" they both said, their shock evident.
Gibran wasted no time and immediately expressed his desire to speak privately with Nicholas, leaving Alesya in an awkward position.
"You want to talk to me? What's on your mind that made you come all the way here to see me?" Nicholas replied, slightly irritated by Gibran's interruption, as they had just begun their dinner.
"It's not that I came all the way here. I happened to be here and saw you two, so I thought it's a good opportunity to request a moment of your time, Nik. To discuss Viska," Gibran clarified his intentions.
Nicholas shook his head. "I don't have the time right now. As you can see, I'm having dinner. It's quite audacious to ask me to talk when I have to disrupt my meal for you. Are you really that important to me? No!" Nicholas arched one corner of his lips. "Since you've become a traitor, you've lost all significance in my life."
Nicholas then placed his chopsticks down and gave Alesya a nod, silently granting her permission to continue eating.
Aware of the weight of his mistakes and his guilt towards Nicholas, Gibran didn't mind being referred to as a malfunctioning radio or anything similar. He remained determined to share the truth about his involvement with Viska, regardless of Nicholas's willingness to listen fully. Gibran took a deep breath, gathering the air in his lungs, preparing to reveal all the secrets he had kept. He was ready, both mentally and emotionally, even though he expected Nicholas to only catch bits and pieces of his story. Gibran believed that Nicholas's hearing was far from impaired and that he could hear well enough to understand.
With determination in his voice, Gibran began to speak, narrating his story and his involvement with Viska. He didn't hold back, recounting everything to Nicholas, even as the latter continued his dinner.
Gibran continued his confession, aware that Nicholas was still listening despite his apparent indifference. He explained how he had pursued Viska, driven by her initial interest in him due to his material offerings and the allure of his attention. However, when he had expressed his desire for a serious relationship, Viska had adamantly rejected him and chose Nicholas instead.
Nicholas stopped eating, placing his chopsticks in the bowl, and fixed his gaze on Gibran. The spicy ramen and wasDaddy he had just consumed paled in comparison to the shocking revelations from Gibran.
A few moments ago, Nicholas had already suspected that Bryan was somehow involved in this situation. His older brother had briefly admitted it, and now Gibran's confession had confirmed it. Nicholas was utterly astonished and couldn't fathom how his trusted friend had gone to such lengths to betray him.
In his early days when he was just starting the restaurant, Nicholas didn't have much time to spend with Viska or lavish her with expensive gifts. Although she came from a well-off family, there were limits to what her parents would allow her to spend, and they aimed to teach her financial discipline and independence. However, she had misinterpreted their intentions, believing that memorizing Gibran was the path to social status.
Nicholas's own background was far from privileged. His mother, a single parent, had faced numerous challenges, and Nicholas had been forced to grow up quickly and independently. He had strived to build something for himself and his future, and the betrayal by Bryan and Gibran was a deep wound in his heart.
Listening to Gibran's confession, Nicholas couldn't help but wonder how someone he had considered a close friend could resort to such deceitful actions. The pain of betrayal ran deep, and he needed time to process the revelation.
"Is that all you wanted to say?" Nicholas asked, his voice cold and emotionless, his eyes locked onto Gibran's. "You've revealed your actions, but it doesn't change the fact that you betrayed my trust and hurt me deeply."
Gibran nodded, guilt and regret apparent in his eyes. "I know I can't undo what I've done, but I wanted to be honest with you. I know I messed up, and I'm truly sorry, Nik."
Nicholas remained silent for a moment, his thoughts racing. He knew forgiveness wouldn't come easily, and the scars of this betrayal would take time to heal. But he was willing to listen to what else Gibran had to say, even if he couldn't guarantee forgiveness.
Nicholas listened to Gibran's confession, his expression remaining stoic, despite the shocking revelations. Alesya, who was also taken aback by the unexpected turn of events, had nearly choked on her ramen but was now catching her breath.
Gibran's words carried the weight of regret and guilt, and he made it clear that he acknowledged his wrongdoings. He admitted that he had manipulated the situation to get back at Nicholas and had allowed himself to be drawn into the deceitful scheme by Viska. Her anger after seeing Nicholas with another man had led her to seek solace with Gibran, resulting in a pregnancy and an ill-fated marriage.
Nicholas couldn't help but feel a sense of detachment from the entire situation. While he understood Gibran's perspective, he had long moved on from that chapter of his life, thanks to his newfound happiness with Alesya. He had no intention of getting involved in the marital issues between Gibran and Viska.
Nicholas had also made it clear that he wanted Gibran to stop mentioning Alesya in this context, as her name had nothing to do with the past events. Their friendship or past connections were irrelevant to the current situation, and Nicholas wanted to move forward peacefully.
Gibran, looking somewhat deflated, nodded in response to Nicholas's request. "I understand, Nik. I'll respect your wishes and stop bringing Alesya into this. I'm genuinely sorry for all the trouble I've caused."
Nicholas exhaled, his initial anger gradually subsiding. "I hope you've learned from your mistakes, Gibran, and that you can find a way to resolve your issues with Viska. As for me, I have my own life to focus on now."
Alesya interjected, her voice filled with sympathy for both men. "It's never easy when friendships are strained by misunderstandings and betrayals. I hope you both can find closure and move forward in a way that brings peace to your lives."
With those words, Alesya hoped to inject a sense of reconciliation into the tense atmosphere. She understood that this was a difficult moment for both Nicholas and Gibran, and her compassionate nature prompted her to offer support and understanding.
Nicholas nodded, acknowledging Alesya's words and the need for closure. While he wasn't ready to forgive Gibran entirely, he recognized the importance of letting go of the past and focusing on the future with Alesya.
Gibran sighed, realizing that he might not receive immediate forgiveness from Nicholas. Nevertheless, he had taken the first step in apologizing and acknowledging his wrongdoing. He knew that rebuilding trust would take time, but he was prepared to make amends.
The three of them finished their meal in a somewhat subdued atmosphere, each contemplating the events that had transpired and the paths their lives would take from this point onward.
Nicholas's response was clear; he wanted to enjoy his meal without any further disruptions. He had made it clear that he had no interest in getting involved in Gibran and Viska's marital problems, emphasizing that he saw himself as a victim rather than a perpetrator in the situation.
Gibran, feeling somewhat defeated, realized that he wouldn't get more information from Nicholas regarding Viska's whereabouts. He understood that pressing further would only lead to more tension and discomfort, and he had already conveyed his apology and explanation.
167With a nod, Gibran stood up from the table. "I appreciate your time, Nicholas. I'll respect your wishes and leave you to your meal. If there's ever anything else I need to discuss, I'll find another way."Nicholas acknowledged this with a curt nod and returned his focus to the food in front of him. Alesya, while still processing the revelations, remained silent but offered Gibran a small, understanding smile as he left.As Gibran exited the restaurant, he couldn't help but feel a mix of emotions – guilt, regret, and a sense of closure. He knew that repairing his relationship with Nicholas would take time, and he needed to focus on mending things with Viska first.Back at their table, Nicholas and Alesya resumed their meal, albeit with a more relaxed atmosphere now that the unexpected confrontation was over. The weight of the past was still there, but they were determined to focus on their future together, leaving the past behind as much as possible.Understood, Gibran nodded slowl
168Shabila laughed, occasionally moaning when naughty hands squeezed her soft curves. Someone hugged her from behind, kissed her neck, and left wet marks there. Shabila even let those naughty hands remove the mini dress she was wearing, leaving only her lingerie to cling to her body."Everyone, come down and take turns dancing with me. Why are you just sitting here alone?" She approached a man who was enjoying his drink.In a corner of the club, far from the crowd of visitors, a man looked dejected, sighing with regret. It was heavy living because his beloved wife had left him.The man, none other than Gibran, had trapped Viska there, resulting in her pregnancy, and they were forced to marry. Now, Shabila was reliving that story.While others were lightly touching her, Gibran wasn't interested at all. He preferred to be alone, which challenged Shabila to seduce him.It was quite difficult, but when Shabila sat on Gibran's lap, the item that resembled his glasses had disappeared witho
169"What do you want?" Viska tried to struggle, ready to scream but her mouth was gagged with a handkerchief. Both hands were grabbed and dragged to the end, where it was dark and there was no one there. Viska continued to struggle as her clothes began to be stripped off. “Heartbroken, huh, left by his previous boyfriend? "Here, we'll treat you, so that beautiful won't cry anymore," teased one of them, ready to take a sip and squeeze Viska's mochi. Another person faithfully waited his turn, while locking the woman's hands so that his friend could freely enjoy.Luckily, Bryan's conscience was awakened, he chased Viska and taught the two drunk men a lesson. Saving Viska, who almost became a victim there.Viska sobbed, hugging her knees. Regret screaming because Bryan was almost hit several times. He was also afraid that something scary like that would happen to him even though the location was not very quiet, there were still vehicles passing by and several people walking on the other
170“But Nik. I really want to know how far Abi's affair went. I also want to know whether it is true that this woman was playing with fire behind Mommy's back? You know, don't you, I..."Alesya trailed off when Nicholas kissed her lips. “Darling, listen to me. There is no longer any point in bringing up the past of someone who has died. What's more, he is your father, so let all this disgrace be kept under wraps and just focus on your happiness. "I don't want you to get sick thinking about this, honey," persuaded Nicholas gently.He really doesn't want Alesya to be trapped in the wounds of the past, his current intention is to welcome the future so that Alesya can truly find true happiness. Not just pseudo."Instead of thinking about that, it's better if you tell me where you dream of going on your honeymoon. Even though we have done it often, I still want to give a special gift to my future wife." Pinching Alesya's sharp nose.Alesya hugged Nicholas tightly, letting their skin touch
171Gibran silenced Shabila by placing his hand over her mouth. "Please, don't bring that up because you don't understand why I was willing to do all of that.""Fine, if you don't want to talk about it. Now, you have to take me home! If I get pregnant, you'll be responsible," Shabila said as she started putting on her clothes. Gibran enjoyed every moment of it, admiring her beauty."Do you want to stay here?" Shabila asked, as Gibran hadn't moved from his seat. He didn't even blink. "Or do you want a round two?" she teased.If Gibran wanted that, she would gladly give him a second round. It would be a way to ease herself back into her old lifestyle."No, thank you," Gibran quickly put on his clothes. "Why are you just standing there like that?" He glanced at Shabila, who was only wearing a triangular piece of fabric at her lower half."Why can't I find my clothes? Where could they be?" Shabila scratched her non-itchy head, searching back and forth under the blanket, pillows, and even
172"Hai, Nicholas!" Viska waved her hand at Nicholas. Her smile was radiant when she met Nicholas at the hospital.Behind Viska, Bryan followed, his face looking gloomy and uneasy. The opposite of the bright morning."Hello, Vis," Alesya responded to Viska's greeting. Nicholas, on the other hand, averted his gaze to the side and canceled his intention to leave the room because Viska and Bryan were at the doorway of Handoko's hospital room.Viska frowned, rolling her eyes lazily. She didn't like Alesya responding to her greeting. She wanted to drag Alesya out of the room, but she had to maintain her image to appear good in Nicholas's eyes."So, is the wedding today?" Bryan asked, breaking Viska's trance. She hadn't expected Nicholas and Alesya's wedding to take place today."Of course!" Nicholas smiled. "Don't forget to quickly handle the divorce papers between you and Alesya so that we can legally solemnize our marriage. I also want your blessing as my older brother." Nicholas extend
173So, whether it's Nicholas or Bryan, it's not a significant issue. What's clear is that you've chosen the right partner from the Handoko lineage." Mariana spoke. Viska still had a very happy expression when Mariana hugged her.Nicholas and Bryan came from the same parents, but Nicholas had much higher worth than Bryan because he was so gentle, understanding, and warm. Until this day, Viska could still feel all of that, even though it only remained as fragments of memories.Nicholas tightly held Alesya's hand as they climbed each step, heading to a room that was said to be a silent witness to so many weddings of human beings.Today, Nicholas and Alesya would have a simple wedding there. After returning from the ceremony, they planned to go back to the village for their honeymoon. While on the way to the distant village, they would distribute some food and packed meals to underprivileged children or elderly folks who were still struggling, fighting for their survival on the streets,
174Releasing her tiredness for a moment, Alesya sat on the sofa. Leaning there, and throwing his head back. Occasionally he seemed to take a deep breath, forming a plan for what he would do before searching his parents' room."Honey," said Nicholas. Standing behind Alesya, he kissed his wife's lips briefly."Already?" Alesya replied. Rubbed Nicholas' jaw, which was starting to grow fine hair. She made sure that her husband had locked the main door.Nicholas nodded. "Of course." His hand reached out to squeeze Alesya's moci. "Suddenly I wanted to do it here."Alesya closed her eyes. Feeling Nicholas's squeeze always aroused her desire."Of course, darling," said Alesya, agreeing to her husband's wishes. He also imagined how to make love in the living room, something they had never done before.Nicholas tugged at the corners of his lips. Turning around the sofa, without breaking his gaze from Alesya."I love you," whispered Nicholas, as he guided Alesya to remove every piece of clothin
Gibran continued, "As for our divorce, I've already agreed to it. We'll proceed with the legal process, and you'll be free to start a new chapter in your life. I hope you find the happiness you deserve."The conversation between Viska and Gibran marked the beginning of the end of their tumultuous marriage. While their emotions were still raw, they had come to a mutual understanding that it was time to move on and seek happiness elsewhere.Gibran's frustration and pent-up emotions poured out as he defended his actions. He felt betrayed by Viska, who had consistently pushed him away and made unfavorable comparisons with Nicholas. Their relationship had become a battleground of insecurities, and Gibran had sought solace with Shabila.Viska's accusations stung, but Gibran was determined to make her understand the context of his actions. He continued, "Viska, I don't want to justify what I did, but it was a result of our broken marriage. We both contributed to its downfall. I needed someth
190"Also," Bryan paused, kissing Silvi's lips briefly."Don't forget that the night we were together, I can assure you, it's my child."Silvi shook her head. "It's not Devin's child. Do you think after that night, I didn't do anything with other men? Did you really think that night was the only time someone touched me? No, there have been many other nights with so many men because I felt like I wasn't pure anymore. So I was free to do it with anyone since my life was already a mess.""S-so... instead of slightly more ruining myself, and the last time it was done to me was by Devin. That's why he's willing to take responsibility. He's also convinced that this is his child."Bryan let out a bitter laugh, releasing Silvi from his embrace. "Is that so?" He loosened his tie, which had felt suffocating after hearing Silvi's explanation. "Let's prove that what you said is true." He took off the suit jacket that clung to his body.“W-what are you doing?” Silvi stepped back. Hugging her own b
189"No way! I won't leave until I meet Gibran. He has to take responsibility for this child," Shabila insisted, refusing to budge. She held onto Viska and stood her ground."Leave, I said! Go!"Viska couldn't bear Shabila's stubbornness and forcefully pulled her arm, nearly causing Shabila to stumble."What's wrong with you!" Shabila pushed away Viska's hand and fixed her disheveled hair. "Are you afraid your husband's actions will be known to your parents? Or is it that you refuse to accept the truth?" Shabila began to rant."I don't understand what you're saying. Now leave!" Viska demanded."Wait, Viska! Mom wants to ask this woman something." Viska's mother restrained her daughter and turned to Shabila. "Why did you let my granddaughter get pregnant? Don't you know he's already married? What do you want from us? Money?"Shabila seethed with anger. Her dignity felt insulted when the middle-aged woman mentioned money."Do you think I'm a lowly woman who just surrenders her body to a
188Shabila spent the whole day in frustration, angry that she couldn't meet Gibran at his cafe. She paced back and forth in her room, thinking of ways to meet him."Do you think you can avoid me forever? You won't be able to, Gibran. I have to make you take responsibility for the child I'm carrying. You won't be able to escape. Just wait and see."Shabila clenched her fists, planning a thousand ways to meet Gibran. "If I can't find you at the cafe, I'll come to your house. Let's see if you can still avoid me," she muttered to herself.Gibran decided to visit the club where he had met Shabila some time ago. He had a bad feeling about Shabila's visit to his cafe and wanted to find out what had really happened between them that night. Honestly, Gibran didn't remember much because he had been heavily intoxicated that night.Upon arriving at the club, Gibran called one of the waitresses and conveyed his request to meet with the club's owner."I'd like to discuss something important with y
187"What brand would you like, Miss?" The employee asked while displaying several different brands of pregnancy tests.Shabila looked puzzled, which only fueled the employee's suspicions. "Is this your first time buying a pregnancy test?" she guessed with a condescending glance."Y-yes," Shabila replied hesitantly. Seeing the employee looking down on her, Shabila's heart began to boil. "I am already married, just so you know. Here's my ID," she said abruptly, opening her wallet and showing her ID card, which still stated her marital status as MARRIED. Her divorce from Arya was only religious; it wasn't legally recognized yet.Seeing the ID placed on the counter, the pharmacy employee became flustered. She was torn between embarrassment and guilt. "I'm s-sorry, Miss, I didn't mean to—""It's fine, I understand!" Shabila retorted sharply, then pointed towards the pregnancy tests. "So, which one is the best?" she asked.She deliberately didn't want to prolong the issue since she wanted
186Several days had passed, and today was the ceremonial bath event for Silvi. Everything was well-prepared, and the guests were moved by the event, which was expertly guided by the paid organizers, arranged by Silvi's parents. Silvi's large family wore matching light green kebaya, while Devin's family, who were present, wore light blue kebaya. The event was conducted with great solemnity, and Silvi looked beautiful despite wearing makeup that wasn't too flashy.This ceremony included many symbols and motifs that served as lessons or guidelines for the couple, influencing their married life. These symbols or motifs mainly conveyed advice and useful insights for the newlyweds' life together. That's why Mama Silvi insisted on holding the ceremonial bath event, even though Silvi and Devin had been married before.In addition to the food ordered for the guests and relatives, the organizers had prepared specific dishes usually served during this ceremonial bath event. These included tumpe
185Meanwhile, Silvi and Devin listened to the doctor's explanations during the examination. Silvi's pregnancy was already at three weeks. The doctor prescribed vitamins and anti-nausea medication since Silvi mentioned she often felt dizzy and nauseous. Devin didn't ask any questions because it was his first time in a obstetrician's office. He was confused about how to react. Silvi was the one who asked all the questions.Silvi got her next appointment scheduled, and then they left. Devin and Silvi went to the hospital's pharmacy to pick up the prescribed medicines first. Then, Devin asked Silvi where she wanted to go."I don't know. I just feel like lying down in my room.""Why's that? Don't you want to go out together?" Devin asked softly. They were now in the car. "How about having ice cream and buying some new sleepwear for you?""What's the point of buying sleepwear?""Because you're pregnant, and I want you to sleep comfortably. How about it?""I don't want to," Silvi said, maki
184As a father, whose heart wouldn't break upon learning that his daughter is pregnant with no official partner by her side? He felt like a terrible father, willing to do anything as long as the man who impregnated his daughter, Silvi, would take responsibility.Pregnancy is never an easy journey for a woman, especially without a husband by her side. The man Silvi referred to as the father finally decided to find Devin, the man who should be held accountable for what happened to Silvi. He took a taxi to Devin's whereabouts, hoping that he would indeed be there. Impatiently sitting in the taxi, the weary-looking man, no longer in his youth, stared at his phone screen. The journey from the city to the village was quite long, which was why he opted for a taxi. Besides, he didn't want any unpleasant conversations about Silvi if he had brought his driver along.Fortunately, he found out about Silvi's pregnancy before it was too late, or who knows what might have happened. He sighed wearil
183Nicholas didn't want anything to happen to their unborn child. So, he tried his best to grant her wishes. Besides, Alesya's request was relatively easy to fulfill, and it had been quite some time since they had visited her hometown."Are you happy?" Nicholas asked.Alesya turned and nodded. "I've really missed my hometown. As nice as it is to live in the city, the hometown is the number one place to visit," Alesya replied. "Besides, all my childhood memories are buried there."Hearing Alesya's response, Nicholas could only smile. He, who had lived in the city since childhood, never experienced life in the village. So, he didn't fully understand what Alesya meant. In his mind, Alesya might just miss the peaceful atmosphere of the village because the city was quite noisy."Get some rest; I'll wake you up when we arrive," Nicholas said after a moment of silence."Okay."Alesya adjusted her seating position to make herself more comfortable. She also slightly reclined her seat to make