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"Eventually, I should have accepted Father's offer," Nicholas continued to curse, blaming himself. He fantasized about how he should have followed his father's wishes earlier. However, it was all too late now because all the power was in Bryan's hands.
"Oh, look who's all dressed up. Where are you headed, beautiful?" Nicholas teased, trying to conceal the fear that now enveloped him.
"Wants to take me to a wedding. Come on, so we don't miss out on the rendang, or we'll be left with just galangal," Alesya replied, playfully teasing Nicholas.
"Alright, let's go to the boutique first to pick up the dress you designed. I've also ordered a matching suit to go with your gown."
"Oh, really? Is the dress ready?" Alesya was incredibly excited. It was the first time her design had been transformed into an actual dress.
"Yes, it is. I was just contacted, and they said..."
"Come on, Nik!" Alesya urged, dragging Nicholas along. She was too eager to see how the dress turned out.
Throughout the journey, Alesya couldn't stop smiling. She was genuinely thrilled with her creation, unaware that Nicholas was deeply concerned about her current situation.
"Is this my dress?" Alesya covered her mouth, her eyes glistening with tears as she looked at the gown before her.
It was a silver strapless gown with a column cut, featuring layers of tulle fabric and a wrap detail on the corset. The bottom of the dress was not overly voluminous, giving it a simple yet elegant look.
Alesya's eyes welled up as the dress was placed on her. It transformed her into a queen from a fairy tale.
But it didn't stop there. The boutique next to the salon had completely transformed Alesya. Her long hair was elegantly styled up, leaving two strands on either side of her face. For accessories, the makeup artist gave her a necklace and a handbag that matched her gown.
Nicholas, who had just finished trying on a silver suit, was equally captivated by Alesya's beauty. He was certain that when Alesya stood next to the bride, people might mistake her for the bride herself.
"You look very handsome," Alesya complimented Nicholas before he could even praise her. It wasn't about confidence; Alesya could see that Nicholas was ready to speak.
Nicholas blushed slightly. He rubbed his neck, feeling a bit embarrassed by Alesya's praise.
"But not without this." Alesya removed the thick-lensed glasses perched on Nicholas's sharp nose. "So that everyone can see how handsome and dashing you are."
Nicholas tried to resist, but Alesya had already taken the glasses.
"This is the real Nicholas," she continued, adjusting Nicholas's hair slightly so that no one would see him as a nerdy guy who deviated from the norm.
"I'm not confident." Nicholas refused, trying to retrieve his glasses from Alesya's hands.
"Just this once, please. For me. I want people to see you the way I see you when we're alone."
"But, Al..."
"I beg you."
Nicholas took a deep breath. Finally, he nodded, agreeing to Alesya's request. It wouldn't hurt to appear like this, just for once.
Truth be told, Nicholas didn't want people to know or see what he looked like. He was genuinely comfortable with who he was now.
Alesya and Nicholas walked into the hotel ballroom to attend Devin and Silvi's wedding. Alesya tried her best to appear composed, even though before her eyes, she saw Devin standing with another woman.
The wedding party cut deep into her heart because the decorations Devin had used were her dreams all along. Alesya couldn't believe that Devin remembered in such detail what kind of wedding she had always longed for. Even the sequins on Silvi's wedding gown were exactly as she had envisioned for herself. Alesya took a deep breath before Nicholas invited her to greet the newlyweds. They congratulated both of them who had reached the pinnacle of human love.
"Congratulations on your new life," Alesya said without hesitation as she extended her hand to Silvi, who wanted to shake hands with her.
"Thank you," Silvi responded coldly, her gaze fixed on Alesya. Devin couldn't take his eyes off Alesya ever since he first saw her approaching.
Devin's blood surged. He shook Nicholas's hand, who was in the process of shaking hands with him, an attempt by Devin to keep Alesya close to him.
Nicholas nodded and embraced Devin as if they were old friends. "I'll take Alesya to one of the vacant rooms in this hotel. You two can talk. I'm sure there's a lot you want to tell her, especially about her house being used as collateral for my brother's loan."
Nicholas whispered this directly into Devin's ear before releasing him and leading Alesya downstairs.
To dispel the unease in Alesya's heart, Nicholas began to take her around to enjoy the food that was served there. Gradually, Alesya, who was still stealing glances at Devin, began to enjoy the extravagance of her ex-boyfriend's wedding.
"Devin is going to toss the bouquet. Let's go there!" Nicholas exclaimed, inviting Alesya to join the line in front of the stage. It was a moment Nicholas enjoyed every time he attended a wedding.
Alesya was reluctant, but she saw Nicholas's enthusiasm. Reluctantly, she followed what he wanted.
"One... two... three..."
All the guests counted, giving the signal for Devin and Silvi to simultaneously throw the bouquet towards the guests standing in line.
And how surprised Alesya was when, accidentally, her hand caught the bouquet at the same time as Nicholas.
"Congratulations. That means you'll be following Devin shortly," Nicholas handed her the bouquet.
Alesya shook her head. "I'm already married. This won't go as that weird myth suggests." Alesya tossed the bouquet away, stepping away from the crowd that was congratulating her.
Alesya, trapped in a bizarre marriage with Bryan, could hardly be happy to hear those words.
"Alesya!" Nicholas called out, trying to catch Alesya's wrist. He held her back from leaving because he had promised Devin that he would take Alesya to a room.
If he couldn't help Alesya, at least by bringing her to Devin, he could make her aware that her house had been used as collateral for a substantial loan.
"Alesya!" Nicholas successfully reached Alesya and embraced her. "I'm sorry for hurting your feelings by doing that foolish thing."
"No, don't apologize, Nik. It's my fault. I was the one who hoped too much for him. I..."
"Let's find an empty room. We can talk there."
"A room?" Alesya released herself from Nicholas's embrace. "Why don't we just go back home?"
"I still have responsibilities here. If I go back now, how will my team manage? Plus, it's not possible to stay here either, as you must be exhausted from all of this."
"Well, alright, if that's what you want."
Of course, Alesya complied because Nicholas's wish was her command.
Alesya walked, following Nicholas from behind. For some reason, this time it felt very heavy to keep up with Nicholas's steps. She didn't understand why suddenly she felt uneasy when Nicholas brought her into a room on the top floor of the hotel.
Alesya's feelings became even more unsettled when Nicholas sent a message to someone. After that, Nicholas hugged her tightly, kissed her forehead, and said goodbye to continue his duties downstairs. It was a bit strange, but Alesya still couldn't refuse when left alone. She truly had no ill intentions at all.
Quite some time passed. Alesya had been sitting alone on the couch for about half an hour. Playing games on her phone, waiting for Nicholas to return or call. Being left alone in an unfamiliar place made Alesya start to feel lonely.
However, the feeling of solitude quickly disappeared, replaced by fear when someone covered her eyes with their hand. Alesya's body tensed when she smelled a familiar perfume.
Alesya struggled, trying to remove the hand covering her eyes so she could see who it was. Was it someone else, or the man she had been in a relationship with for so long?
"I'm sorry for startling you," Devin said as he removed his hand from Alesya's eyes. He sat on the couch opposite her. "Don't leave if you want to know what Bryan did with your parents' second home."
Alesya, who had wanted to get up and leave, suddenly stopped in her tracks. She looked sharply at Devin, who was holding a folder.
"This is the certificate for your house."
140Alesya was taken aback. Her blood raced. She saw the folder containing the certificate for her house."Bryan used it as collateral for a debt to me.""Collateral?" Alesya chuckled. "You, lending money to Bryan? Aren't you mistaken, Dev? Do you think I'm stupid and don't know how much wealth and income you have?""True, but you have to remember who Silvi is. I married her not out of revenge for your and Bryan's marriage, but as a way for me to get a lot of money to pay off your debt.""No way." Alesya stepped back. Devin, who was starting to walk towards her, frightened her to death."It's up to you whether you believe it or not. But that's what happened. And I'm here to help you break free from all of this, Al. I will get you pregnant so that all the assets you own can be returned to you. And I promise to assist you until you can live like you used to. I won't let them interfere with our love child.""No!" Alesya pushed away Devin's hand trying to embrace her. "You're insane, Dev.
141Nicholas was hot and cold. Want to refuse. Wanting to maintain his image as a man who turned around, he could no longer because Alesya had squeezed his hardened sister. Quickly, the girl pushed Nicholas and unhooked Nicholas' trousers.The man was not ready to dodge because Alesya was sitting on his thigh. Without being able to stop him, his younger brother straightened up and greeted Alesya who hurriedly grabbed him. Aiming at the pink pillow. Without knowing what impact his actions would have."Oh my God, Alesya!!"“Nicholas!!” Alesya screamed. His body was crushed. Destroyed. It was as if it was split in two when he pressed and sank Nicholas into his body without any lubricant at all.“Al….” Nicholas sat down and hugged Alesya. Down there, Nicholas felt his sister had broken Alesya's crown."S-it hurts," he whispered. Squeezing Nicholas' shoulder tightly.Nicholas hugged Alesya. Rubbing his back. I swear to God, Nicholas didn't know what else to do with the part of his body tha
142It's up to Bryan what he wants to do. The important thing is not to disturb Alesya's life, for today and forever.Nicholas put his forehead against Alesya's. The corners of his lips lifted, happy to be the first man to have Alesya completely."Thank You." Alesya brought her hand to touch Nicholas' cheek. Wiping the sweat that was still dripping there. Alesya wanted to express her feelings, but couldn't because Nicholas' cell phone in his jacket pocket rang. So loud it broke the silence in the hotel room."Pick up first!" asked Alesya. Looking at Nicholas' jacket at the end of the bed. He was afraid it was a very important call, because Nicholas still had responsibilities down there.I don't know how long they did it. Alesya doesn't know. Even though it was only released once, Alesya felt tired of keeping up with Nicholas' strength. He was also weak, several times hit by the release.“Just a moment.” Nicholas slowly pulled away and let go of their union. Grabbed the tissue on the n
143 "He came back here earlier to retrieve the documents and your house certificate. He also told me that he had divorced Silvi.""W-what? He divorced Silvi? That can't be true.""Yes, he told me that himself. If what he's doing now is all because of you, Al.""Me?" Alesya pointed to herself.Nicholas nodded, "He said he married Silvi just to get a sum of money. To get some payments so he could buy back your house or pay off the remaining debt. That way, he could return to you and rekindle the relationship like before.""Is that true?" Alesya chased disbelief in Nicholas's words, which sounded more like a fairy tale than reality."Why would I lie, like I have no other job to do but lie to you?" Nicholas replied sharply."Not like that, Nik.""Then what?" Nicholas raised an eyebrow."I really can't believe Devin divorced Silvi," Alesya sighed. "Just a few hours after their wedding. When I met him at your restaurant, he emphasized that I should let him go because he had found a new lov
144Silvi was stunned, looking at Alesya in disbelief at everything she was saying. How could Devin choose her when she had desperately pursued Devin until the very end?Until she gave up and went to the city, following her parents. Back on the path she should have been on, no longer hoping for the man who already had a girlfriend.Silvi had also buried all her feelings until Devin came back and asked her to get married. It turned out that everything was just a facade; Devin came to ask for an opportunity for an ambition, and no one knew why.While Alesya and Devin's relationship had ended when he came to her."Is it fair for you to blame me for all of this now, Sil?" Alesya shook her head. "No, in fact, I want to question what made you both get married on my birthday, with the exact decorations I had dreamed of. Even the wedding dress you're wearing right now has been my dream all this time, and look at the crystal beads circling your shoulders right now, that was my dream. I told De
145With the intention of taking Alesya home, Nicholas planned to handle all the pending catering payments. He also intended to help his team transport all the equipment back to the restaurant. However, seeing Alesya, who had just experienced a major problem at Silvi and Devin's wedding, Nicholas decided to ignore all his work.He delegated all his tasks to his secretary, including dealing with the remaining bills. He preferred to accompany Alesya, who was still crying, rather than continuing his work. For Nicholas, seeing Alesya smile was his top priority right now."On a cloudy and slightly chilly afternoon like this, it's nice to have something hot, spicy, and slightly sour. It's very refreshing," Nicholas mumbled, describing a hot and flavorful soup that many people enjoyed.Alesya, sitting beside him, turned to him, raised an eyebrow, silently questioning what kind of food Nicholas was referring to. "Hmm... where should we eat, with a romantic atmosphere but away from the crowds?
146The aroma of chicken broth immediately enticed her sense of smell. Shabila felt like stopping Nicholas and asking for just one bite of those meatballs."No need to sneak around here; you can wait in your room. I'm in the kitchen, and your husband is already preparing it, and he will bring it to you soon," Nicholas teased, a corner of his lips lifted, mocking Shabila who had begun to show her interest in the dish he had made. "This is specially for Alesya."Shabila huffed, pursing her lips. She turned around and headed back to her room. If Nicholas had indeed set aside some for her, and now it was in Bryan's hands, then shortly Shabila would also get to enjoy those delicious meatballs.When he arrived at the room, Nicholas pulled the corners of his lips closer to the bed after placing the tray on the nightstand. He sat beside Alesya and stroked the woman's cheek."Al, let's get up first?" Alesya didn't answer, now she was completely lost in the world of dreams because her body was
147"Why are you silent?" Alesya asked, as Nicholas suddenly stopped talking. She also couldn't find the words to continue the conversation."Not silent. I'm sleepy.""Ugh!" Alesya pouted, turning away from Nicholas. Suddenly, she felt annoyed because Nicholas no longer seemed to pay attention to her.One or two seconds, then a full minute passed. Alesya turned back around and hugged Nicholas tightly. "Don't you want to hug me?"Nicholas didn't answer, but he hugged Alesya. And if only Alesya knew, right now Nicholas isn't ignoring her. It's just that in his heart he was considering how to confirm something to Alesya.Nicholas wanted to ask if he could try starting a relationship with Alesya. A very simple question actually, but not for Nicholas. The man was afraid of being laughed at by Alesya, considering that their relationship was limited to brother and sister-in-law. And for what happened this afternoon….Nicholas gulped. Instead of finding a way out to express his feelings, he i
Gibran continued, "As for our divorce, I've already agreed to it. We'll proceed with the legal process, and you'll be free to start a new chapter in your life. I hope you find the happiness you deserve."The conversation between Viska and Gibran marked the beginning of the end of their tumultuous marriage. While their emotions were still raw, they had come to a mutual understanding that it was time to move on and seek happiness elsewhere.Gibran's frustration and pent-up emotions poured out as he defended his actions. He felt betrayed by Viska, who had consistently pushed him away and made unfavorable comparisons with Nicholas. Their relationship had become a battleground of insecurities, and Gibran had sought solace with Shabila.Viska's accusations stung, but Gibran was determined to make her understand the context of his actions. He continued, "Viska, I don't want to justify what I did, but it was a result of our broken marriage. We both contributed to its downfall. I needed someth
190"Also," Bryan paused, kissing Silvi's lips briefly."Don't forget that the night we were together, I can assure you, it's my child."Silvi shook her head. "It's not Devin's child. Do you think after that night, I didn't do anything with other men? Did you really think that night was the only time someone touched me? No, there have been many other nights with so many men because I felt like I wasn't pure anymore. So I was free to do it with anyone since my life was already a mess.""S-so... instead of slightly more ruining myself, and the last time it was done to me was by Devin. That's why he's willing to take responsibility. He's also convinced that this is his child."Bryan let out a bitter laugh, releasing Silvi from his embrace. "Is that so?" He loosened his tie, which had felt suffocating after hearing Silvi's explanation. "Let's prove that what you said is true." He took off the suit jacket that clung to his body.“W-what are you doing?” Silvi stepped back. Hugging her own b
189"No way! I won't leave until I meet Gibran. He has to take responsibility for this child," Shabila insisted, refusing to budge. She held onto Viska and stood her ground."Leave, I said! Go!"Viska couldn't bear Shabila's stubbornness and forcefully pulled her arm, nearly causing Shabila to stumble."What's wrong with you!" Shabila pushed away Viska's hand and fixed her disheveled hair. "Are you afraid your husband's actions will be known to your parents? Or is it that you refuse to accept the truth?" Shabila began to rant."I don't understand what you're saying. Now leave!" Viska demanded."Wait, Viska! Mom wants to ask this woman something." Viska's mother restrained her daughter and turned to Shabila. "Why did you let my granddaughter get pregnant? Don't you know he's already married? What do you want from us? Money?"Shabila seethed with anger. Her dignity felt insulted when the middle-aged woman mentioned money."Do you think I'm a lowly woman who just surrenders her body to a
188Shabila spent the whole day in frustration, angry that she couldn't meet Gibran at his cafe. She paced back and forth in her room, thinking of ways to meet him."Do you think you can avoid me forever? You won't be able to, Gibran. I have to make you take responsibility for the child I'm carrying. You won't be able to escape. Just wait and see."Shabila clenched her fists, planning a thousand ways to meet Gibran. "If I can't find you at the cafe, I'll come to your house. Let's see if you can still avoid me," she muttered to herself.Gibran decided to visit the club where he had met Shabila some time ago. He had a bad feeling about Shabila's visit to his cafe and wanted to find out what had really happened between them that night. Honestly, Gibran didn't remember much because he had been heavily intoxicated that night.Upon arriving at the club, Gibran called one of the waitresses and conveyed his request to meet with the club's owner."I'd like to discuss something important with y
187"What brand would you like, Miss?" The employee asked while displaying several different brands of pregnancy tests.Shabila looked puzzled, which only fueled the employee's suspicions. "Is this your first time buying a pregnancy test?" she guessed with a condescending glance."Y-yes," Shabila replied hesitantly. Seeing the employee looking down on her, Shabila's heart began to boil. "I am already married, just so you know. Here's my ID," she said abruptly, opening her wallet and showing her ID card, which still stated her marital status as MARRIED. Her divorce from Arya was only religious; it wasn't legally recognized yet.Seeing the ID placed on the counter, the pharmacy employee became flustered. She was torn between embarrassment and guilt. "I'm s-sorry, Miss, I didn't mean to—""It's fine, I understand!" Shabila retorted sharply, then pointed towards the pregnancy tests. "So, which one is the best?" she asked.She deliberately didn't want to prolong the issue since she wanted
186Several days had passed, and today was the ceremonial bath event for Silvi. Everything was well-prepared, and the guests were moved by the event, which was expertly guided by the paid organizers, arranged by Silvi's parents. Silvi's large family wore matching light green kebaya, while Devin's family, who were present, wore light blue kebaya. The event was conducted with great solemnity, and Silvi looked beautiful despite wearing makeup that wasn't too flashy.This ceremony included many symbols and motifs that served as lessons or guidelines for the couple, influencing their married life. These symbols or motifs mainly conveyed advice and useful insights for the newlyweds' life together. That's why Mama Silvi insisted on holding the ceremonial bath event, even though Silvi and Devin had been married before.In addition to the food ordered for the guests and relatives, the organizers had prepared specific dishes usually served during this ceremonial bath event. These included tumpe
185Meanwhile, Silvi and Devin listened to the doctor's explanations during the examination. Silvi's pregnancy was already at three weeks. The doctor prescribed vitamins and anti-nausea medication since Silvi mentioned she often felt dizzy and nauseous. Devin didn't ask any questions because it was his first time in a obstetrician's office. He was confused about how to react. Silvi was the one who asked all the questions.Silvi got her next appointment scheduled, and then they left. Devin and Silvi went to the hospital's pharmacy to pick up the prescribed medicines first. Then, Devin asked Silvi where she wanted to go."I don't know. I just feel like lying down in my room.""Why's that? Don't you want to go out together?" Devin asked softly. They were now in the car. "How about having ice cream and buying some new sleepwear for you?""What's the point of buying sleepwear?""Because you're pregnant, and I want you to sleep comfortably. How about it?""I don't want to," Silvi said, maki
184As a father, whose heart wouldn't break upon learning that his daughter is pregnant with no official partner by her side? He felt like a terrible father, willing to do anything as long as the man who impregnated his daughter, Silvi, would take responsibility.Pregnancy is never an easy journey for a woman, especially without a husband by her side. The man Silvi referred to as the father finally decided to find Devin, the man who should be held accountable for what happened to Silvi. He took a taxi to Devin's whereabouts, hoping that he would indeed be there. Impatiently sitting in the taxi, the weary-looking man, no longer in his youth, stared at his phone screen. The journey from the city to the village was quite long, which was why he opted for a taxi. Besides, he didn't want any unpleasant conversations about Silvi if he had brought his driver along.Fortunately, he found out about Silvi's pregnancy before it was too late, or who knows what might have happened. He sighed wearil
183Nicholas didn't want anything to happen to their unborn child. So, he tried his best to grant her wishes. Besides, Alesya's request was relatively easy to fulfill, and it had been quite some time since they had visited her hometown."Are you happy?" Nicholas asked.Alesya turned and nodded. "I've really missed my hometown. As nice as it is to live in the city, the hometown is the number one place to visit," Alesya replied. "Besides, all my childhood memories are buried there."Hearing Alesya's response, Nicholas could only smile. He, who had lived in the city since childhood, never experienced life in the village. So, he didn't fully understand what Alesya meant. In his mind, Alesya might just miss the peaceful atmosphere of the village because the city was quite noisy."Get some rest; I'll wake you up when we arrive," Nicholas said after a moment of silence."Okay."Alesya adjusted her seating position to make herself more comfortable. She also slightly reclined her seat to make