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Silvi was stunned, looking at Alesya in disbelief at everything she was saying. How could Devin choose her when she had desperately pursued Devin until the very end?
Until she gave up and went to the city, following her parents. Back on the path she should have been on, no longer hoping for the man who already had a girlfriend.
Silvi had also buried all her feelings until Devin came back and asked her to get married. It turned out that everything was just a facade; Devin came to ask for an opportunity for an ambition, and no one knew why.
While Alesya and Devin's relationship had ended when he came to her.
"Is it fair for you to blame me for all of this now, Sil?" Alesya shook her head. "No, in fact, I want to question what made you both get married on my birthday, with the exact decorations I had dreamed of. Even the wedding dress you're wearing right now has been my dream all this time, and look at the crystal beads circling your shoulders right now, that was my dream. I told Devin I really wanted a wedding dress like this. Exactly like the one you're wearing now. And now, I ask, did Devin do all of this without any ulterior motive with my name or did you already know that this was my dream, so you agreed to it just to break me into pieces when you became his wife?"
Angry? No, Silvi just remained silent, frozen, unable to say anything more because it was indeed true. Devin had said that he had a dream wedding with unique decorations, a beautiful and attractive wedding dress with a combination of colors that were exquisitely designed, all of which were the result of discussions between him and Alesya.
Did she refuse? No, Silvi was actually very enthusiastic about using the kind of decoration that Devin wanted. Their wedding plans had almost used Alesya and Devin's birthday as the date. Luckily, it was moved up because Silvi's parents noticed something strange about Devin, as he had so many demands to agree to marry Silvi.
Realizing her mistake, Silvi walked away, leaving everything behind, including her wedding that had been shattered in just a few hours.
Nicholas embraced Alesya, giving her comfort. Allowing her to cry, just as she always did when she faced problems and tremendous pain.
Nicholas knew that only in his embrace did Alesya want to cry, just in front of him. Alesya wanted to release all the pain she had because Nicholas also knew that in front of everyone, the girl would turn into a woman who was incredibly strong, even though her heart was shattered beyond repair.
"What's wrong now, Bryan? Can't you go a day without giving me a headache? Didn't we just solve one problem? We got a loan, even though we had to mortgage Alesya's house. But I'm sure with your hard work, we can pay off this debt in a short time."
"Yes, but my company's debt is due soon, and the sale of Alesya's house isn't enough to cover all of this."
Shabila sighed. "You know, we mortgaged Alesya's house for business capital, not to pay off the debt left by your father. Remember, we're using it for capital that can multiply many times over. You just have to pray that everything goes according to what your father said. Honestly, I'm tired of being married and having another woman in my marriage. Even though you've never acknowledged Alesya's presence, she's still your young wife, Yan. Don't forget that."
"Well, if you think this will work out well, I can't say anything else." Bryan surrendered now.
He sat on the edge of the bed, looking at Shabila who was busy removing her makeup. He felt tired today, working on a tough deal with Devin. But it was effective enough to save his father's company from the brink of bankruptcy.
All of Mr. Aditama's assets still seemed insufficient to pay off the mounting debt. Shabila wanted to help by asking her father for assistance, but she didn't want to lose out. She didn't want to sacrifice for Bryan and spend her father's wealth. Shabila only wanted Bryan, not with all his debts. Unless Bryan forgot all his ambitions, forgot all his dreams, forgot all the efforts built by his father, and started anew with his father.
Then Shabila would support that. But unfortunately, Bryan still wanted to hold on to the company that his father had built from scratch.
“Sha, are you still tired?”
"Tired? Why?" Shabila's eyebrows knit together. Staring in surprise at Bryan, who stretched out his hand for her to take and sat beside the man.
"No, you were tired yesterday, right?" Arya held Shabila's hand. "Are you tired now? I want to," he coaxed, rubbing Shabila's cheek.
"I'm not too tired, actually. But it's still daytime, you know. You don't want to go back to the office or anywhere, take care of all the work that is still pending. Didn't you say there was work to be done?” Shabila reminded. "If Dad comes home and you're still lazing around like this, isn't it dangerous for our household? Besides, you haven't finished with all the paperwork for debt installment payments, have you?"
Bryan shook his head, "I'll just get tired later. I want it to be the same as you want it to be, okay?”
"But I'm still tired of understanding it, bro."
“When your period comes, you'll fast again. How come you have the heart to be with me?"
"Not that I have the heart, but I'm tired. You can understand me just once or twice, can you?"
"But, Sha."
“Yes, yes, yes. Come on," he grumbled, grabbing Bryan by the nape of the neck and kissing both of the man's lips.
However, just a few seconds later, Bryan's cell phone rang.
In the message, his father's name was written, demanding Bryan to immediately answer the call.
Afraid of his father's anger, Bryan had no choice but to let go of Shabila and answer the call first, hoping that his wife wouldn't change her mind so that he could get his rights this afternoon.
"How's it going? Have you sorted out the loan and mortgage agreement with Devin?"
Without any pleasantries, Handoko immediately bombarded Bryan with questions.
He was really impatient about the results Bryan would achieve if he had a grandchild from the Aditama lineage.
"Yes, Dad," Bryan answered lazily, just when he wanted to enjoy the pleasures of marital bliss with his wife, his father had to interrupt.
"Good. In that case, tomorrow you and Alesya come to the hospital to meet with Dr. Lusi."
"Dr. Lusi?"
"Yes, don't pretend to forget, Bryan. Ten days have passed since your marriage with Alesya. I'm sure she's no longer having her monthly visitor, and I'm confident that now you're following what you agreed to, she's no longer a virgin. That's why I want to make sure. And please, no bribery between us, because once your mother and I return, she'll take Alesya to the hospital for a second check."
"Alright, I'll bring Alesya tomorrow. What time did you schedule with Dr. Lusi?"
"I've scheduled it with Dr. Lusi at around three in the afternoon. And if the result isn't what I expect, you better be prepared to leave the house. I'll also have you divorced from Shabila."
"Shabila?" Bryan was startled, surprised that his father mentioned Shabila in this conversation.
"Don't pretend to be naive. Don't act surprised. Do you think I don't know what you've been doing there? Even though I wasn't home, I knew you brought Shabila into the house. And you've been married to Shabila for a long time. Don't think I'm foolish, Bryan. Do you forget who Handoko is?"
"Whatever you say, Dad, as long as I follow your orders. So please don't interfere with my marriage and Shabila."
"That's why you obey what I say and make sure Alesya gets pregnant soon. You also need to keep your brother away from Alesya. I don't want her to get pregnant with Nicholas' child. But I want her to get pregnant with your child, understand?"
"Yes," Bryan concluded the call and threw his phone into the basket. He turned to Shabila, but unfortunately, his wife had disappeared and ran into the bathroom, avoiding any intimacy with him once again, for the umpteenth time.
Bryan's suspicion was correct; he couldn't get his rights as a husband. He didn't know what had happened to Shabila lately, as if she was reluctant to serve and give him his rights as a husband.
Even though Bryan had fulfilled all his duties as a husband.
145With the intention of taking Alesya home, Nicholas planned to handle all the pending catering payments. He also intended to help his team transport all the equipment back to the restaurant. However, seeing Alesya, who had just experienced a major problem at Silvi and Devin's wedding, Nicholas decided to ignore all his work.He delegated all his tasks to his secretary, including dealing with the remaining bills. He preferred to accompany Alesya, who was still crying, rather than continuing his work. For Nicholas, seeing Alesya smile was his top priority right now."On a cloudy and slightly chilly afternoon like this, it's nice to have something hot, spicy, and slightly sour. It's very refreshing," Nicholas mumbled, describing a hot and flavorful soup that many people enjoyed.Alesya, sitting beside him, turned to him, raised an eyebrow, silently questioning what kind of food Nicholas was referring to. "Hmm... where should we eat, with a romantic atmosphere but away from the crowds?
146The aroma of chicken broth immediately enticed her sense of smell. Shabila felt like stopping Nicholas and asking for just one bite of those meatballs."No need to sneak around here; you can wait in your room. I'm in the kitchen, and your husband is already preparing it, and he will bring it to you soon," Nicholas teased, a corner of his lips lifted, mocking Shabila who had begun to show her interest in the dish he had made. "This is specially for Alesya."Shabila huffed, pursing her lips. She turned around and headed back to her room. If Nicholas had indeed set aside some for her, and now it was in Bryan's hands, then shortly Shabila would also get to enjoy those delicious meatballs.When he arrived at the room, Nicholas pulled the corners of his lips closer to the bed after placing the tray on the nightstand. He sat beside Alesya and stroked the woman's cheek."Al, let's get up first?" Alesya didn't answer, now she was completely lost in the world of dreams because her body was
147"Why are you silent?" Alesya asked, as Nicholas suddenly stopped talking. She also couldn't find the words to continue the conversation."Not silent. I'm sleepy.""Ugh!" Alesya pouted, turning away from Nicholas. Suddenly, she felt annoyed because Nicholas no longer seemed to pay attention to her.One or two seconds, then a full minute passed. Alesya turned back around and hugged Nicholas tightly. "Don't you want to hug me?"Nicholas didn't answer, but he hugged Alesya. And if only Alesya knew, right now Nicholas isn't ignoring her. It's just that in his heart he was considering how to confirm something to Alesya.Nicholas wanted to ask if he could try starting a relationship with Alesya. A very simple question actually, but not for Nicholas. The man was afraid of being laughed at by Alesya, considering that their relationship was limited to brother and sister-in-law. And for what happened this afternoon….Nicholas gulped. Instead of finding a way out to express his feelings, he i
148However, seeing him so helpless as if he had lost the will to live convinced her that what Devin was saying was a reality."I regret marrying her.""Wait a minute." One of Shabila's friends interjected. "You got married this afternoon and suddenly regret it, and you're already divorcing her just like that?""That's correct." Devin answered briefly before taking another sip of his drink. "I didn't love her; I only used her to get a sum of money to buy back the house from my ex-girlfriend. However, upon reconsideration, it was all useless because my ex-girlfriend doesn't love her husband. But she pours her love into her own brother-in-law, and I think their relationship is more than just husband and wife. So why fight for it all if it's going to end up like this?""Oh, I see." Shabila and her friend nodded in unison, understanding what drove Devin to make such a hasty decision to end his marriage."So, what do you want right now?" Shabila might not be fully conscious of herself, but
149."So, this is what you're doing behind my back, drinking with this shameless guy?!" Bryan pointed his finger at Devin, who was sprawled on the ground.The man's lips were bleeding from Bryan's punch. Shabila screamed, "No, I didn't intend to meet him at the club, and it just happened that he was going home. I asked him to take me home.""Why didn't you call me? Why did you have to come home with this bastard?""He's not a bastard; he just gave me a ride because I forced him to." Shabila defended Devin, extending her arms to shield him from Bryan's blows.However, in this situation, Shabila felt guilty because of her actions, as Devin almost got into trouble because of her. She also didn't expect Bryan to be sitting on the porch waiting for her, especially in such an emotional state."So now you're defending him, or maybe you've already slept with him?!" Bryan accused her, angry. "You give your body to him, which is why he's willing to take you home, even though our homes are in op
150Like the morning before, despite having household assistants working, Alesya still cooked and served breakfast for Nicholas, specially made by her own hands. She didn't want Nicholas to keep eating the food prepared by the household staff, especially now that she was his companion.Indirectly, Alesya wanted to give the best to the man she was falling for, though she was still hesitant to admit her feelings for Nicholas, fearing rejection."Including some for me," Bryan stated as he took a seat.More precisely, he occupied Nicholas's usual spot at the dining table.Alesya nodded. "Yes," she replied shortly and went back to the kitchen to prepare coffee for Nicholas.Rather than staying longer at the dining table arguing with Bryan, Alesya decided to remain in the kitchen while waiting for Nicholas to finish getting ready upstairs.Seeing the altercation between Alesya and Bryan, their household assistants wisely chose to stay away and find other tasks, far from the kitchen and dini
151Shabila sobbed, releasing all the pent-up emotions she had kept inside. This wasn't the kind of marriage she had envisioned. It wasn't supposed to be a place for someone's carnal desires to be unleashed and controlled as Bryan pleased. Shabila had tried to change herself slowly, as she couldn't change drastically as Bryan expected.It might have been easy in the eyes of others, but not for herself."So, you want to separate from me?"Shabila nodded quickly."If that's what's best for both of us, if that will make you realize. I'm just an ordinary person, and I need time to transform into a better human being. If you understand that, great. But if you don't, it means our marriage ends here."Bryan roughly wiped his face. He wanted to grant Shabila's request, but, on the other hand, he still loved her deeply. Their love story, spanning years of trials, couldn't end just like this. There were so many obstacles they had overcome, and now his father had finally accepted their marriage.
152He had clearly done this with Nicholas and when he was examined by Handoko's chosen doctor, he found out that the result was still a girl.Doesn't make any sense at all. Meanwhile, yesterday's general practitioner was able to get the results to come out according to what he wanted."What is this?" Of course Alesya was confused by the game Handoko made on her."I won't do it, I will hire someone else to do it to you in front of my eyes so that I can be sure that you really did it!" Bryan pointed his index finger in front of Alesya's face.He was really furious, emotional, because he was afraid of being kicked out of the company."Don't try to threaten Alesya with those disgusting words!" Nicholas released Bryan's grip from Alesya's hand. "No one can touch him except me," he said in a high voice.Even though Bryan was his own brother, Nicholas didn't care. Even though he had to fight or hurt his own older brother, the man was ready. Rather than seeing Alesya being treated badly like
Gibran continued, "As for our divorce, I've already agreed to it. We'll proceed with the legal process, and you'll be free to start a new chapter in your life. I hope you find the happiness you deserve."The conversation between Viska and Gibran marked the beginning of the end of their tumultuous marriage. While their emotions were still raw, they had come to a mutual understanding that it was time to move on and seek happiness elsewhere.Gibran's frustration and pent-up emotions poured out as he defended his actions. He felt betrayed by Viska, who had consistently pushed him away and made unfavorable comparisons with Nicholas. Their relationship had become a battleground of insecurities, and Gibran had sought solace with Shabila.Viska's accusations stung, but Gibran was determined to make her understand the context of his actions. He continued, "Viska, I don't want to justify what I did, but it was a result of our broken marriage. We both contributed to its downfall. I needed someth
190"Also," Bryan paused, kissing Silvi's lips briefly."Don't forget that the night we were together, I can assure you, it's my child."Silvi shook her head. "It's not Devin's child. Do you think after that night, I didn't do anything with other men? Did you really think that night was the only time someone touched me? No, there have been many other nights with so many men because I felt like I wasn't pure anymore. So I was free to do it with anyone since my life was already a mess.""S-so... instead of slightly more ruining myself, and the last time it was done to me was by Devin. That's why he's willing to take responsibility. He's also convinced that this is his child."Bryan let out a bitter laugh, releasing Silvi from his embrace. "Is that so?" He loosened his tie, which had felt suffocating after hearing Silvi's explanation. "Let's prove that what you said is true." He took off the suit jacket that clung to his body.“W-what are you doing?” Silvi stepped back. Hugging her own b
189"No way! I won't leave until I meet Gibran. He has to take responsibility for this child," Shabila insisted, refusing to budge. She held onto Viska and stood her ground."Leave, I said! Go!"Viska couldn't bear Shabila's stubbornness and forcefully pulled her arm, nearly causing Shabila to stumble."What's wrong with you!" Shabila pushed away Viska's hand and fixed her disheveled hair. "Are you afraid your husband's actions will be known to your parents? Or is it that you refuse to accept the truth?" Shabila began to rant."I don't understand what you're saying. Now leave!" Viska demanded."Wait, Viska! Mom wants to ask this woman something." Viska's mother restrained her daughter and turned to Shabila. "Why did you let my granddaughter get pregnant? Don't you know he's already married? What do you want from us? Money?"Shabila seethed with anger. Her dignity felt insulted when the middle-aged woman mentioned money."Do you think I'm a lowly woman who just surrenders her body to a
188Shabila spent the whole day in frustration, angry that she couldn't meet Gibran at his cafe. She paced back and forth in her room, thinking of ways to meet him."Do you think you can avoid me forever? You won't be able to, Gibran. I have to make you take responsibility for the child I'm carrying. You won't be able to escape. Just wait and see."Shabila clenched her fists, planning a thousand ways to meet Gibran. "If I can't find you at the cafe, I'll come to your house. Let's see if you can still avoid me," she muttered to herself.Gibran decided to visit the club where he had met Shabila some time ago. He had a bad feeling about Shabila's visit to his cafe and wanted to find out what had really happened between them that night. Honestly, Gibran didn't remember much because he had been heavily intoxicated that night.Upon arriving at the club, Gibran called one of the waitresses and conveyed his request to meet with the club's owner."I'd like to discuss something important with y
187"What brand would you like, Miss?" The employee asked while displaying several different brands of pregnancy tests.Shabila looked puzzled, which only fueled the employee's suspicions. "Is this your first time buying a pregnancy test?" she guessed with a condescending glance."Y-yes," Shabila replied hesitantly. Seeing the employee looking down on her, Shabila's heart began to boil. "I am already married, just so you know. Here's my ID," she said abruptly, opening her wallet and showing her ID card, which still stated her marital status as MARRIED. Her divorce from Arya was only religious; it wasn't legally recognized yet.Seeing the ID placed on the counter, the pharmacy employee became flustered. She was torn between embarrassment and guilt. "I'm s-sorry, Miss, I didn't mean to—""It's fine, I understand!" Shabila retorted sharply, then pointed towards the pregnancy tests. "So, which one is the best?" she asked.She deliberately didn't want to prolong the issue since she wanted
186Several days had passed, and today was the ceremonial bath event for Silvi. Everything was well-prepared, and the guests were moved by the event, which was expertly guided by the paid organizers, arranged by Silvi's parents. Silvi's large family wore matching light green kebaya, while Devin's family, who were present, wore light blue kebaya. The event was conducted with great solemnity, and Silvi looked beautiful despite wearing makeup that wasn't too flashy.This ceremony included many symbols and motifs that served as lessons or guidelines for the couple, influencing their married life. These symbols or motifs mainly conveyed advice and useful insights for the newlyweds' life together. That's why Mama Silvi insisted on holding the ceremonial bath event, even though Silvi and Devin had been married before.In addition to the food ordered for the guests and relatives, the organizers had prepared specific dishes usually served during this ceremonial bath event. These included tumpe
185Meanwhile, Silvi and Devin listened to the doctor's explanations during the examination. Silvi's pregnancy was already at three weeks. The doctor prescribed vitamins and anti-nausea medication since Silvi mentioned she often felt dizzy and nauseous. Devin didn't ask any questions because it was his first time in a obstetrician's office. He was confused about how to react. Silvi was the one who asked all the questions.Silvi got her next appointment scheduled, and then they left. Devin and Silvi went to the hospital's pharmacy to pick up the prescribed medicines first. Then, Devin asked Silvi where she wanted to go."I don't know. I just feel like lying down in my room.""Why's that? Don't you want to go out together?" Devin asked softly. They were now in the car. "How about having ice cream and buying some new sleepwear for you?""What's the point of buying sleepwear?""Because you're pregnant, and I want you to sleep comfortably. How about it?""I don't want to," Silvi said, maki
184As a father, whose heart wouldn't break upon learning that his daughter is pregnant with no official partner by her side? He felt like a terrible father, willing to do anything as long as the man who impregnated his daughter, Silvi, would take responsibility.Pregnancy is never an easy journey for a woman, especially without a husband by her side. The man Silvi referred to as the father finally decided to find Devin, the man who should be held accountable for what happened to Silvi. He took a taxi to Devin's whereabouts, hoping that he would indeed be there. Impatiently sitting in the taxi, the weary-looking man, no longer in his youth, stared at his phone screen. The journey from the city to the village was quite long, which was why he opted for a taxi. Besides, he didn't want any unpleasant conversations about Silvi if he had brought his driver along.Fortunately, he found out about Silvi's pregnancy before it was too late, or who knows what might have happened. He sighed wearil
183Nicholas didn't want anything to happen to their unborn child. So, he tried his best to grant her wishes. Besides, Alesya's request was relatively easy to fulfill, and it had been quite some time since they had visited her hometown."Are you happy?" Nicholas asked.Alesya turned and nodded. "I've really missed my hometown. As nice as it is to live in the city, the hometown is the number one place to visit," Alesya replied. "Besides, all my childhood memories are buried there."Hearing Alesya's response, Nicholas could only smile. He, who had lived in the city since childhood, never experienced life in the village. So, he didn't fully understand what Alesya meant. In his mind, Alesya might just miss the peaceful atmosphere of the village because the city was quite noisy."Get some rest; I'll wake you up when we arrive," Nicholas said after a moment of silence."Okay."Alesya adjusted her seating position to make herself more comfortable. She also slightly reclined her seat to make