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Shabila sobbed, releasing all the pent-up emotions she had kept inside. This wasn't the kind of marriage she had envisioned. It wasn't supposed to be a place for someone's carnal desires to be unleashed and controlled as Bryan pleased. Shabila had tried to change herself slowly, as she couldn't change drastically as Bryan expected.

It might have been easy in the eyes of others, but not for herself.

"So, you want to separate from me?"

Shabila nodded quickly.

"If that's what's best for both of us, if that will make you realize. I'm just an ordinary person, and I need time to transform into a better human being. If you understand that, great. But if you don't, it means our marriage ends here."

Bryan roughly wiped his face. He wanted to grant Shabila's request, but, on the other hand, he still loved her deeply. Their love story, spanning years of trials, couldn't end just like this. There were so many obstacles they had overcome, and now his father had finally accepted their marriage.

Should it all vanish because of one night's mistake? Maybe giving Shabila another chance to change was the right thing to do.

It was a chance for Shabila, for him, to understand their respective positions better.

"I can't take the steps you want me to, yet." Bryan knelt in front of Shabila, holding her hand. "Forgive me. I did it because of my emotions, ignited by jealousy. My wife was touched by another man, so it's natural for me to react like that. I hope you understand my position, Sha. I'm your husband, and it's impossible for a husband not to get angry when his wife is involved with another man."

"But I've already explained to you that Devin just wanted to help me, nothing more. I went to the club and happened to meet him, we just exchanged some stories. Is that wrong? Considering Devin was once a part of your plan."

"Yeah, I understand, that's why I want to apologize to you, and I hope this is the last misunderstanding. Because I think it's tiring to keep arguing with my wife over trivial matters."

Shabila pushed away Bryan's hand that was holding hers. "Again, you apologize, but you never truly admit that you were wrong. What's wrong with admitting it all, without any 'buts,' and indirectly blaming me?" She rolled her eyes, growing tired of her husband's behavior.

"Now, I'll ask you, are you really sincere in apologizing to me? Have you truly admitted that you were at fault?"

Bryan nodded firmly.

"Fine, it's pointless to talk so much if it always ends up like this. I'll go along with what you want for now, but I'm tired and exhausted, so someday I might leave without you knowing." Shabila took a deep breath, exhaling slowly to calm her mind. Her chest had grown cold toward Bryan, although it was no longer like before.

"So, what's your plan for today?" Shabila changed the subject, not wanting to dwell on Devin's issue, which would only lead to another argument.

"As you know, today we're taking Alesya to the hospital."

"Alright, I'll get ready," Shabila replied casually, got out of bed, and headed to the bathroom.

Once they were all packed and ready, Bryan and Shabila invited Alesya to leave. Alesya said her goodbyes to Nicholas, then followed Shabila and Bryan, getting into the car. She sat calmly, waiting for Bryan's car to park in front of a hospital.

They were gone for a long time before Nicholas followed. After telling his assistant to handle the work at the restaurant first, because he had important matters that had to be completed.

Arriving at the hospital, Nicholas looked for a hidden place to wait for Alesya so that Bryan wouldn't find out if he was following her wherever he went.

Bryan, who had just arrived, without further ado and many opening words, immediately took Alesya to Lusi's doctor's office as his father had said last night.

"Finally you guys have come. Your father is really nagging so I have to clear my schedule for today. "I already said my schedule was free at that hour, but he instead insisted you come early in the morning, really an old man who doesn't know the word patience," chuckled the middle-aged woman. While wearing his glasses.

"So which one do you want to check?" teased the woman. Brian

Rubbing the nape of his neck.

“Doctor, don't joke. Don't know which one to check? Didn't the doctor come to our wedding?" Bryan reminded him again that Alesya was officially his wife and Shabila was still his unregistered wife, but was the wife in his heart.

"You know, bro. I'm just kidding. Don't take it to heart." Lusi took Alesya's hand. "Come on Alesya, please lie down first. Later I will check as your father-in-law ordered. Sorry, it's a bit impolite, indeed. But this is what your father-in-law wants, for the security of your household."

Alesya just smiled, just resigned to what Lusi would do to her. She and Nicholas were already in a relationship, so she had nothing to fear anymore.

The doctor started examining. After putting on rubber gloves on his hands. He touched Alesya down there, and suddenly her body froze. Sekan did not accept the results obtained.

What was there did not match his expectations so far. Lucy held her breath. Think for a moment about what steps you should take. Because to be honest, Lusi doesn't want the current results to be the real results.

"So what, Doc? It is done, right?" Bryan asked, impatient.

“What's up? It's still intact like this, right? "You're still a girl like this, so be honest, you've never done it, right?"

Bryan froze, as did Nicholas who was behind the examination room door.

"Alesya is still that girl, which means you've never done it." Once again Lusi emphasized her words.

“What kind of girl are you still, Doc? I've already …"

“That's the result I got.” Lusi interrupted Alesya's words.

"N-impossible," Alesya whispered to herself. Confused by the doctor in front of him now.

I don't know what the woman meant when she said she was still a girl, when clearly she and Nicholas were

Do it.

Alesya is scared now, she asked Doctor Lusi several times to tell the truth. Several times the middle-aged woman said that she was still a girl.

Alesya has also sworn by her late parents, and confirmed that she is no longer a girl. They have had husband and wife relations several times, although Alesya did not say that the man who did it was Nicholas, not Bryan.

The girl was afraid that this was a trap from her father-in-law so she would be caught playing with Nicholas instead of Bryan.

"How else can I convey that Alesya is still a girl? Should I call Security to try Alesya, so that everyone knows and is sure, believes me that she has not been touched at all." Lusi challenged, making a displeased face.

Alesya insisted that she had, so did Bryan. However, the man never said, “I gave birth to him.” This makes Lusi not understand what happened to Alesya.

Annoyed by the information given by Alesya, Bryan did not answer. He dragged Alesya roughly out of Lusi's room.

Bryan was really angry because the woman lied to him.

“Let go, it hurts, Yan!” Alesya snapped, struggling, asking Bryan to release his grip on her wrist.

I swear, what Bryan did really hurt his body.

“Let go you say? After what did you do? You said you let go very easily, without knowing what will happen after this? Doctor Lusi will tell my father that you are still a girl and do you know what the risks are? Everything will be finished!!”

"It's up to you what Doctor Lusi will do and just let him convey whatever to your father. I don't care, what's clear is that I really did it with Nicholas. Whether you want to take my last family asset is up to you, I don't care. It's up to you whether you want to dismantle my parents' graves, I don't care. Because I've done what you guys wanted!” Alesya continued to convince Bryan that she had really done it with Nicholas.

"Should we find a hotel and make sure that Nicholas has used me?" Alesya burst into tears, hurt at being played with like this.

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