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Still embracing each other, even though Viska had grown tired of waiting to have a one-on-one conversation with Nicholas. Instead of getting that moment, Viska only felt jealousy burning within, watching Nicholas comfortably nested in Alesya's embrace.
"You should go home," Nicholas said, not releasing Alesya from his embrace, and he didn't even glance at Viska. He was truly disgusted by Viska, who had shattered his world into the smallest fragments.
"No, I won't leave before talking to you, Nik. I want to explain everything. What you've seen and heard isn't all true," Viska approached, just a step closer, to be able to touch Nicholas.
Viska hesitated. His heart pinched when his hand touched Nicholas's arm, the same arm that had once embraced him, now embracing Alesya. Could Viska dream, yearn to have Nicholas back as it used to be? Ah, if only Viska hadn't been impulsive in making decisions, surely everything wouldn't have ended painfully as it was now.
Instead of listening to what Viska was saying, Nicholas was indifferent. He even unraveled his embrace from Alesya. "I'm not too busy now that lunchtime is over. How about we go somewhere? Take a little stroll?"
“Um... it's good, going for a walk, playing around, right? But I'm afraid you're tired. So we'll just stay here, okay? "If we were here, we would be free to do whatever we want, especially if we went to your room." Alesya put her hand around Nicholas's neck. Tilting her head, before sucking on both of Nicholas' lips, so that Viska would get hot and leave.
Nicholas welcomed it well. Honestly, he also really missed Alesya's pink lips. So he responded to the wet touch on his lips with a deep sip. A little bite on Alesya's lower lip, so that the path to her warm cavity is open.
When their lips were wrapped around each other. Taking a sip, Nicholas pulled Alesya. Eradicating the distance between them so that no one lets go before they feel satisfied changing saliva.
“Mmhh….” Alesya groaned briefly. When Nicholas brought his body to lean against the wall. Holding Alesya's hands above her head, so she could freely sip Alesya's lips, with one free hand she squeezed one of the moci. Unfortunately, they were still in the restaurant, so Nicholas had to settle for squeezing from behind the blouse that Alesya was wearing.
“Nicholas!!”
Viska grabbed Nicholas' hand which was squeezing Alesya's favorite moci. She really couldn't accept seeing Nicholas touch and find satisfaction in another woman. It's up to his lover or whoever. Because when he was with her, Nicholas said he would never touch anyone again. Just him, but now?
"You have to keep your promise, Nik!!"
Nicholas pushed away Viska's hand. He had to reluctantly let go of Alesya to deal with the intruder like Viska.
"Exactly, a promise? Which promise?"
"You will never touch another woman, except me!!"
"That was before you betrayed me. Have you forgotten?" Nicholas pointed to the exit. "Now, go! You mean nothing to me, understand?"
"B-but I love you so much, Nik. I want to come back to you; please, just listen to me. Not for long."
"No, I don't want to talk much with you."
"Why? Are you afraid of falling in love with me again because you love me so much, right?"
"Don't dream, Vi." Nicholas stared sharply at Viska. "Ever since you betrayed me, I've considered you dead...vanished into thin air, and turned to dust."
"B-but we're like this because of a misunderstanding, Nik. We were manipulated."
"That's enough, Viska," Alesya intervened. She was getting sick of hearing the word 'love' from Viska's mouth. "You have a new life now, and so does Nicholas. So please, have some self-awareness because I don't like having other women disturb my boyfriend." She dragged Viska out of there.
Although Viska resisted and didn't agree with Alesya's treatment, this time Viska complied with what Alesya wanted. She nodded and left. She would yield one step now and advance many steps later. Regaining Nicholas from Alesya's grip and from the hands of another man.
"Where are we going?" Nicholas removed his apron. He was fed up right now. If continued, it wouldn't be cooking; it would be a kitchen fire. Nicholas's mood had really hit rock bottom.
"Anywhere. As long as it's with you."
"You could say that." Nicholas ruffled Alesya's long hair before holding her hand. He was willing to go wherever the girl wanted.
Unlike most girls, Alesya actually took Nicholas around the city park, not far from his restaurant. Trying out the street food available there, from rolled eggs to cireng (a popular Indonesian snack), and some other snacks.
Alesya also bought balloons of various colors, and Nicholas didn't know what they were for, but he paid for them.
"There's a kid there. I want to give this to him. I also want to ask him to pray for me so that there will be a miracle for me on my birthday," Alesya said. Her gaze wandered straight ahead, imagining the arrival of her child.
She didn't know when, but she hoped that day would come soon. She really missed home, the atmosphere, and the activities she used to have.
"Do you really want to have a child, Al?"
Nicholas approached, grabbing the last balloon from Alesya's hand.
Alesya nodded, smiling faintly. "But I'm not sure if I can. Even if I can, I have to be ready to accept anyone who will be the father of my child."
"Anyone?"
"Yes, anyone. Who else can I hope for?"
Nicholas shrugged. He let go of the last balloon, letting it fly freely wherever the wind would take it. In his heart, he made a wish that he didn't know if he could fulfill.
"It's starting to get late. Let's go home. I don't want Bryan to complain if we come home late."
Alesya nodded and hurriedly followed Nicholas. She followed wherever he would step, just like usual, and it seemed like it would always be like that. Alesya didn't know until when. Her life was adrift, with no clear direction. Of course, Nicholas was the one Alesya relied on as the support of her life, like a stray cat seeking mercy from a human.
"Why are we here?"
Alesya raised an eyebrow. She was surprised that Nicholas brought her to the bus terminal. He parked his car in front of a mobile phone counter, a place familiar to Alesya.
"Wait here; I need to top up my phone credit."
Without waiting for a response from Alesya, Nicholas had already gotten out of the car, running his fingers through his hair.
Questions about this and that were no longer useful. Nicholas was already in front of the counter. Alesya wanted to ask why he was topping up outside when he had mobile banking. He had also just paid the hospital bill.
"Could it be that Nicholas is out of money?" Alesya mumbled, observing Nicholas's movements from a distance.
Nothing seemed unusual. Nicholas was busy pointing somewhere. Whatever he was doing there, Alesya didn't want to know. So she got out of the car, found some pleasant music to listen to, and lay back.
Watching the twilight sky while listening to music seemed very fitting under the evening sky like this.
"Sorry for making you wait so long."
Nicholas handed a paper bag to Alesya. "I was quite confused about which one would suit you."
"For me?"
"Yes."
Nicholas started the engine and continued their journey.
"Nik..." Alesya's breath caught. She saw her phone inside the bag. "Th-this..." It felt uncertain. Not only was her phone there, but there was also a box containing the latest flip-screen smartphone.
If Alesya wasn't mistaken, its price was above twenty million when it was first released. Alesya really wanted it, and her father promised to give it to her on her birthday.
But now, Alesya's dream phone was right in front of her. Ready for her to use whenever she wanted. No need to wait for her birthday, which felt more like a day of heartbreak. Devin got married, and all the party plans were canceled, along with her father's departure.
"I didn't want you to lose the memories on your old phone. That's why I bought it back... Luckily, nothing has been deleted from there yet," Nicholas said, pretending not to notice Alesya's wide-eyed gaze fixed on the phone in her hands.
Like a dream. Alesya could find happiness with Nicholas, not with Bryan or Devin.
"I beg you not to refuse. I bought it with the money I earned myself. It has nothing to do with Bryan or my father. Inside the phone box, there's a debit card; you can use it for your needs. It's not much, but I'm sure it's enough for you."
Alesya stammered. Her hand was now trembling as she touched the gold-colored ATM card. She never dreamed of touching that card again after her father was reported bankrupt. A lot of debt, and all assets were seized.
133"If you don't mind, I will try to get you back to college. It's such a waste that you stopped halfway when Mr. Aditama said your GPA was very high."Alesya shook her head."If you refuse, it means you no longer want to be friends with me.""I don't want to bother you, Nik. My life is ruined, and there's nothing I can fix.""It's not ruined, just in the wrong place and time." Nicholas took a deep breath. "If only I was allowed to pay off all those debts, I would have done it even if I had to sell the restaurant in Bandung. But I wasn't allowed to intervene. I couldn't even break into the office secrets.""I don't know how to repay all of this.""It's easy, Al.""How?""Accompany me to eat grilled bananas over there. I've wanted to eat at that roadside stall for a long time, but I felt awkward because my girlfriend is a man. If I invite you, then I'll be just like them, dating the opposite sex."Not answering yes or no, Alesya just remained silent, watching Nicholas. Nicholas's word
134"Should I make you some coffee?" Alesya offered, massaging Nicholas's shoulders. He looked tired and preoccupied, now sitting in front of his laptop, working on his thesis.Alesya wanted to be the remedy for all of Nicholas's problems, but she didn't have the courage to ask."Sure, just a little sugar," Nicholas replied, turning around. "But change your outfit first. This is too revealing." He looked Alesya up and down, noting when she started wearing such revealing clothes.Her nightgown was above the knee, thin, slightly see-through, with thin straps on her shoulders, revealing her cleavage."It's okay, no one will see," Alesya reassured him."Bryan is at home, Al.""Yes, but it's nighttime, Nik. There's no way he's wandering outside his room... You know how Shabila is, she won't let her husband roam around." Alesya rubbed Nicholas's shoulders. "Besides, I won't take long. Just making coffee.""Alright then. Be careful."After getting permission from Nicholas, Alesya got up. She
135When the tears welled up in her eyes and rolled down her cheeks, Alesya began to sob softly. Her crying seemed to be enough to make Nicholas turn around.For a few seconds, Nicholas just silently watched Alesya's shoulders rise and fall. He felt touched and realized that his words to Alesya had been too harsh and unwarranted. It was an excellent strategy, and he forgave Alesya's mistake.Nicholas gently turned Alesya around and hugged her. "Next time, listen to me when I speak."Alesya nodded."I acted that way because I care about you."Alesya tensed up. The word "sayang" had been spoken, and she had thousands of hopes for Nicholas."Like a big brother to his little sister," Nicholas corrected himself. He didn't want Alesya to misunderstand and end up hating him. Nicholas didn't want to hope for more; this was enough. If it went beyond this, Nicholas was afraid Alesya would get angry and hate him."I understand," Alesya replied. She clenched the pajamas Nicholas was wearing, tryi
136Instead of sitting relaxed in a restaurant, Alesya feels better at home. Become a useful human being instead of following Nicholas wherever he goes. In fact, it becomes a burden that always follows him wherever he goes."You are sure?"Alesya nodded quickly. Before Nicholas changed his mind and took her away instead."Yes, then I'll go first.""Wait!!"“Wait what? I forgot something?"Alesya nodded. One step closer to Nicholas. His face lifted."Why?" Nicholas was confused now.Alesya waved her hand. Asking Nicholas to bend down a little so he could whisper, "There's Bryan, you don't want this first, do you?""This?" Nicholas' eyebrows knit together.Instead of explaining Alesya nodded. Biting her lip, showing off very seductive pink lips.“Ah, yeah, I forgot.” Nicholas' voice was a little high. Cupped Alesya's cheeks. Kiss his left and right cheeks. Forehead and nose. It ended with a short, wet kiss on his lips.“You are careful at home. Don't go anywhere without me.""Yes. You b
137Alesya quickly stepped away to answer a call from Nicholas."What's up, Al?" Nicholas greeted once the call connected.Alesya, breathless from seeing Bryan and Shabila not responding, didn't answer immediately. She focused on catching her breath first."Al," Nicholas called again."I-it's my time of the month. I need you to top up my online motorcycle taxi account, Nik. I need to...""Alright, I'll do it, and you can order right away. Oh, by the way, I wanted to tell you, Al.""W-what?""Devin's wedding has been moved up. After leaving here, I'm going straight to the hotel. I won't be able to come back before everything's finished.""Moved up." Alesya sat down on the floor. Her aching stomach was nothing compared to the pain in her heart upon hearing that Devin's wedding was being moved up.Was that it? Was the love Devin once proclaimed for her only going this far? So instead of canceling the wedding, they're moving it up?"I hope everything wraps up soon so we can prepare for ou
138"Yan, your father is coming back in twenty days. I don't want to hear it; everything has to go the way I want it. I don't want any mistakes when your father conducts the inspection," Shabila reminded Handoko's responsibilities. "Also, take this with you. Isn't this Devin's wedding gift for his wife?" She waved a document toward Bryan."Yes, I know. Everything is going as your father wanted. You've heard yourself that Alesya is no longer intact. And as for the certificate, Devin didn't say anything. I'm just supposed to deliver it during the reception. He said it's a birthday gift for his beloved.""It could be. Their wedding has been moved up, which means today is significant for them.""It could be." Bryan adjusted his appearance. As a VIP guest, he had to look presentable to meet new clients, including someone willing to inject funds into his company, even if it meant using Alesya's house as collateral.And Bryan didn't know exactly what made Devin suddenly come and offer a siza
139"Eventually, I should have accepted Father's offer," Nicholas continued to curse, blaming himself. He fantasized about how he should have followed his father's wishes earlier. However, it was all too late now because all the power was in Bryan's hands."Oh, look who's all dressed up. Where are you headed, beautiful?" Nicholas teased, trying to conceal the fear that now enveloped him."Wants to take me to a wedding. Come on, so we don't miss out on the rendang, or we'll be left with just galangal," Alesya replied, playfully teasing Nicholas."Alright, let's go to the boutique first to pick up the dress you designed. I've also ordered a matching suit to go with your gown.""Oh, really? Is the dress ready?" Alesya was incredibly excited. It was the first time her design had been transformed into an actual dress."Yes, it is. I was just contacted, and they said...""Come on, Nik!" Alesya urged, dragging Nicholas along. She was too eager to see how the dress turned out.Throughout the
140Alesya was taken aback. Her blood raced. She saw the folder containing the certificate for her house."Bryan used it as collateral for a debt to me.""Collateral?" Alesya chuckled. "You, lending money to Bryan? Aren't you mistaken, Dev? Do you think I'm stupid and don't know how much wealth and income you have?""True, but you have to remember who Silvi is. I married her not out of revenge for your and Bryan's marriage, but as a way for me to get a lot of money to pay off your debt.""No way." Alesya stepped back. Devin, who was starting to walk towards her, frightened her to death."It's up to you whether you believe it or not. But that's what happened. And I'm here to help you break free from all of this, Al. I will get you pregnant so that all the assets you own can be returned to you. And I promise to assist you until you can live like you used to. I won't let them interfere with our love child.""No!" Alesya pushed away Devin's hand trying to embrace her. "You're insane, Dev.
Gibran continued, "As for our divorce, I've already agreed to it. We'll proceed with the legal process, and you'll be free to start a new chapter in your life. I hope you find the happiness you deserve."The conversation between Viska and Gibran marked the beginning of the end of their tumultuous marriage. While their emotions were still raw, they had come to a mutual understanding that it was time to move on and seek happiness elsewhere.Gibran's frustration and pent-up emotions poured out as he defended his actions. He felt betrayed by Viska, who had consistently pushed him away and made unfavorable comparisons with Nicholas. Their relationship had become a battleground of insecurities, and Gibran had sought solace with Shabila.Viska's accusations stung, but Gibran was determined to make her understand the context of his actions. He continued, "Viska, I don't want to justify what I did, but it was a result of our broken marriage. We both contributed to its downfall. I needed someth
190"Also," Bryan paused, kissing Silvi's lips briefly."Don't forget that the night we were together, I can assure you, it's my child."Silvi shook her head. "It's not Devin's child. Do you think after that night, I didn't do anything with other men? Did you really think that night was the only time someone touched me? No, there have been many other nights with so many men because I felt like I wasn't pure anymore. So I was free to do it with anyone since my life was already a mess.""S-so... instead of slightly more ruining myself, and the last time it was done to me was by Devin. That's why he's willing to take responsibility. He's also convinced that this is his child."Bryan let out a bitter laugh, releasing Silvi from his embrace. "Is that so?" He loosened his tie, which had felt suffocating after hearing Silvi's explanation. "Let's prove that what you said is true." He took off the suit jacket that clung to his body.“W-what are you doing?” Silvi stepped back. Hugging her own b
189"No way! I won't leave until I meet Gibran. He has to take responsibility for this child," Shabila insisted, refusing to budge. She held onto Viska and stood her ground."Leave, I said! Go!"Viska couldn't bear Shabila's stubbornness and forcefully pulled her arm, nearly causing Shabila to stumble."What's wrong with you!" Shabila pushed away Viska's hand and fixed her disheveled hair. "Are you afraid your husband's actions will be known to your parents? Or is it that you refuse to accept the truth?" Shabila began to rant."I don't understand what you're saying. Now leave!" Viska demanded."Wait, Viska! Mom wants to ask this woman something." Viska's mother restrained her daughter and turned to Shabila. "Why did you let my granddaughter get pregnant? Don't you know he's already married? What do you want from us? Money?"Shabila seethed with anger. Her dignity felt insulted when the middle-aged woman mentioned money."Do you think I'm a lowly woman who just surrenders her body to a
188Shabila spent the whole day in frustration, angry that she couldn't meet Gibran at his cafe. She paced back and forth in her room, thinking of ways to meet him."Do you think you can avoid me forever? You won't be able to, Gibran. I have to make you take responsibility for the child I'm carrying. You won't be able to escape. Just wait and see."Shabila clenched her fists, planning a thousand ways to meet Gibran. "If I can't find you at the cafe, I'll come to your house. Let's see if you can still avoid me," she muttered to herself.Gibran decided to visit the club where he had met Shabila some time ago. He had a bad feeling about Shabila's visit to his cafe and wanted to find out what had really happened between them that night. Honestly, Gibran didn't remember much because he had been heavily intoxicated that night.Upon arriving at the club, Gibran called one of the waitresses and conveyed his request to meet with the club's owner."I'd like to discuss something important with y
187"What brand would you like, Miss?" The employee asked while displaying several different brands of pregnancy tests.Shabila looked puzzled, which only fueled the employee's suspicions. "Is this your first time buying a pregnancy test?" she guessed with a condescending glance."Y-yes," Shabila replied hesitantly. Seeing the employee looking down on her, Shabila's heart began to boil. "I am already married, just so you know. Here's my ID," she said abruptly, opening her wallet and showing her ID card, which still stated her marital status as MARRIED. Her divorce from Arya was only religious; it wasn't legally recognized yet.Seeing the ID placed on the counter, the pharmacy employee became flustered. She was torn between embarrassment and guilt. "I'm s-sorry, Miss, I didn't mean to—""It's fine, I understand!" Shabila retorted sharply, then pointed towards the pregnancy tests. "So, which one is the best?" she asked.She deliberately didn't want to prolong the issue since she wanted
186Several days had passed, and today was the ceremonial bath event for Silvi. Everything was well-prepared, and the guests were moved by the event, which was expertly guided by the paid organizers, arranged by Silvi's parents. Silvi's large family wore matching light green kebaya, while Devin's family, who were present, wore light blue kebaya. The event was conducted with great solemnity, and Silvi looked beautiful despite wearing makeup that wasn't too flashy.This ceremony included many symbols and motifs that served as lessons or guidelines for the couple, influencing their married life. These symbols or motifs mainly conveyed advice and useful insights for the newlyweds' life together. That's why Mama Silvi insisted on holding the ceremonial bath event, even though Silvi and Devin had been married before.In addition to the food ordered for the guests and relatives, the organizers had prepared specific dishes usually served during this ceremonial bath event. These included tumpe
185Meanwhile, Silvi and Devin listened to the doctor's explanations during the examination. Silvi's pregnancy was already at three weeks. The doctor prescribed vitamins and anti-nausea medication since Silvi mentioned she often felt dizzy and nauseous. Devin didn't ask any questions because it was his first time in a obstetrician's office. He was confused about how to react. Silvi was the one who asked all the questions.Silvi got her next appointment scheduled, and then they left. Devin and Silvi went to the hospital's pharmacy to pick up the prescribed medicines first. Then, Devin asked Silvi where she wanted to go."I don't know. I just feel like lying down in my room.""Why's that? Don't you want to go out together?" Devin asked softly. They were now in the car. "How about having ice cream and buying some new sleepwear for you?""What's the point of buying sleepwear?""Because you're pregnant, and I want you to sleep comfortably. How about it?""I don't want to," Silvi said, maki
184As a father, whose heart wouldn't break upon learning that his daughter is pregnant with no official partner by her side? He felt like a terrible father, willing to do anything as long as the man who impregnated his daughter, Silvi, would take responsibility.Pregnancy is never an easy journey for a woman, especially without a husband by her side. The man Silvi referred to as the father finally decided to find Devin, the man who should be held accountable for what happened to Silvi. He took a taxi to Devin's whereabouts, hoping that he would indeed be there. Impatiently sitting in the taxi, the weary-looking man, no longer in his youth, stared at his phone screen. The journey from the city to the village was quite long, which was why he opted for a taxi. Besides, he didn't want any unpleasant conversations about Silvi if he had brought his driver along.Fortunately, he found out about Silvi's pregnancy before it was too late, or who knows what might have happened. He sighed wearil
183Nicholas didn't want anything to happen to their unborn child. So, he tried his best to grant her wishes. Besides, Alesya's request was relatively easy to fulfill, and it had been quite some time since they had visited her hometown."Are you happy?" Nicholas asked.Alesya turned and nodded. "I've really missed my hometown. As nice as it is to live in the city, the hometown is the number one place to visit," Alesya replied. "Besides, all my childhood memories are buried there."Hearing Alesya's response, Nicholas could only smile. He, who had lived in the city since childhood, never experienced life in the village. So, he didn't fully understand what Alesya meant. In his mind, Alesya might just miss the peaceful atmosphere of the village because the city was quite noisy."Get some rest; I'll wake you up when we arrive," Nicholas said after a moment of silence."Okay."Alesya adjusted her seating position to make herself more comfortable. She also slightly reclined her seat to make