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There was a subtle difference in the implied messages. Nicholas didn't expect Alesya to understand his words.
Nicholas also didn't care if Alesya thought he couldn't be with the person he loved because their genders were the same. For Nicholas, no matter how others judged him, it had no impact. In fact, he was grateful that with the label of being gay, he could get so close to a wonderful girl like Alesya.
Not knowing how it started, Alesya, who was usually chatty, suddenly fell silent. She no longer spoke and just focused on the food in front of her. Occasionally, she glanced at Nicholas but couldn't bring herself to start a conversation again because she realized she had hoped for the man who loved someone else.
"Nicholas..."
"Yes?" Nicholas turned to her.
"Um... it's nothing." Alesya shook her head. She went back to looking down and focusing on her food. She wanted to ask but hesitated, afraid Nicholas would be offended if he heard her desire.
"Just say it, Al. I won't get mad at you, as long as it's good for me."
Drinking the warm water until it was finished, Nicholas finally changed his sitting position to face Alesya. "Come on, tell me!"
Alesya shook her head. She didn't want to look at Nicholas, let alone express her desire.
However, Nicholas wouldn't let Alesya bear this alone.
"Come on, say it, Al." He pulled and turned Alesya's chair to face him. He also placed his legs on Alesya's chair to prevent her from escaping.
"There's nothing, Nik..."
"Are you sure there's nothing you want to tell me? It might cause a new pimple, you know."
"Yes, Nik, there's nothing, I swear!"
"Well, okay then. If you really don't want to tell me much, it's okay. You know, I came all this way, but you..." Nicholas trailed off.
"I want to help you get back on the right track. May I?" Alesya quickly answered before Nicholas left.
"You want to help me..." Nicholas squinted his eyes.
"B-because I want to fall in love with a woman, not a man." Alesya bit her lower lip, her fingers squeezing each other.
"What?" Nicholas stood up from his seat, raising one hand. A reflex caused Alesya to close her eyes, fearing a slap from Nicholas on her smooth cheek.
But slowly, Alesya's eyes opened. She felt a kiss on the top of her head, followed by an embrace.
"Thank you for that. I hope you're not tired of it."
"Huh?" Alesya blinked.
"I have to go now. I want to explore the village. It won't take long because we have to return to the city."
Nicholas left before Alesya could ask too many questions that might reveal her identity. After Nicholas left, Alesya tidied up their meal remains, restored the kitchen and dining room to its original state.
Alesya also cleaned the contents of the fridge and the cooler. She disposed of the stale and spoiled ingredients. While doing all this, Alesya occasionally wiped away her tears. The memories of her parents and the time they spent together were still vivid in her mind. Alesya could even feel their presence, the warmth and happiness that once filled the house, which was now quiet and empty.
"Ale can't handle this, Dad," Alesya murmured, staring at a picture of her father hanging on the wall. He was her first love, who had always showered her with love, especially since her mother passed away.
The world of Alesya and her father felt empty when Ratu left them forever. Warmth was replaced by darkness. However, Aditama managed to change that by devoting all his time to Alesya.
Just as she was recovering from losing her mother, Alesya now had to face the loss of her father, her beloved, and the threat of losing all her memories.
"Dad, what should Ale do?" Alesya sat down, crying to release the tightness in her chest. She felt like giving up, but no matter what, she couldn't bear to lose all those memories.
"If the house is taken over, where else can Ale find Dad and Mom? Where else can Ale go back to? If Ale gives up, Dad and Mom will be evicted. How can Ale provide a decent place for both of you?"
Her cries were painful and heart-wrenching, echoing through the luxurious house. There was no one else there, giving Alesya the freedom to be herself, so fragile and tearful, forced to live a life full of traps set by Handoko.
Alesya's sobs were piercing and heartrending to anyone who heard them, including Nicholas. He stood frozen behind the main door, listening to Alesya's cries. Normally, Nicholas would forbid Alesya from crying, but this time, he let her release all the emotions that had built up in her. Maybe it was the only way for Alesya to find a little peace.
***
With a bit of hesitation, but Nicholas continued to walk away, carrying Diki's belongings. He followed the village's streets, armed with an ID card, inquiring about Diki's whereabouts. Who he was and where he lived.
"The village head's son." Nicholas smiled thinly. "No wonder he can act so recklessly, but it won't last long."
Knocking on the door of a house, Nicholas took a deep breath. He tried hard to contain his anger, so as not to worsen the situation. Diki had to learn a lesson without causing any harm to Alesya.
"Who with?"
A middle-aged woman immediately looked at Nicholas from head to toe.
Her brain tried to remember whether Nicholas was a citizen or not. Looking at Nicholas' appearance and complexion, he wasn't sure that the handsome man in front of him was a resident of the village.
"I'm Nicholas, ma'am. I want to find Diki's whereabouts. Last night he came home and left his wallet. I want to return it directly, and also make sure nothing is missing." Nicholas showed Diki's wallet to the middle-aged woman.
"Ah, Diki..."
"That's right, ma'am."
"Yes, Diki is inside. Just go straight into the room." Pointing to a room not far from where they were standing. "Oh, yes, Nicholas. Last night Diki did something at your house, even coming home without wearing pants."
"He came home without pants? And didn't tell me why?"
The middle-aged woman was silent for a moment. "Um... he said he was defecating in the river, apparently there was a woman laughing so he ran away. But instead you came with..."
"My house is by the river, ma'am." Nicholas interrupted. "I'll let you in first."
Scratching his head which didn't itch, he was still confused by Nicholas' presence, let alone his statement. The middle-aged woman just nodded.
As a result, Nicholas is now standing next to Diki's bed. The man was still asleep in his sleep, as if nothing had happened last night.
Bugh!!
Nicholas threw all of Diki's things in his face. Suddenly Diki was jolted from his sleep. He sat up, looking to see who the man was who dared to disturb his sleep
"N-vain…."
"Wake up you bastard! Don't ask who I am, if you still remember who it is."
“T-this…”
"Your clothes were left at Alesya's house after trying to rape her. Is that correct?"
Dick shook his head.
Squeezing the jeans that Nicholas had just thrown on.
"Don't deny it, because the CCTV footage on the back terrace of Alesya's house has proven everything. I can use that recording as evidence, which will make you languish in prison for a very... long time. Unless!!" Nicholas raised his eyebrows. "Meet Alesya, bow down at her feet, apologize to her. If she forgives, I will hand over the CCTV footage to the police station."
"We don't have any business. So don't interfere."
"Don't interfere you say?" Nicholas grabbed Diki's collar. "Alesya is my sister-in-law, and my sister delegated all of this to me. Asking me to punish a bastard like you."
Bugh!!
Diki grimaced. Nicholas' fist met his jaw, just like the man did to Alesya. A bruise that was still blue made Nicholas' heart pinch. Diki doesn't want to apologize to Alesya, it doesn't matter. He will teach lessons exactly as Alesya feels.
"You!!" Diki was unable to dodge it. Nicholas dragged him along. He slammed and hit him blindly, until Diki fell onto the table.
"Oh my God!! Who exactly are you!!" Diki's mother screamed hysterically. Seeing Nicholas hit, slam Diki without mercy, even though blood was flowing from his mouth and temples. Nicholas was unable to control the anger that had reached the top of his head.
"Stop or I will report it to the police!!"
"You want a report?!"
“Oh my God…boy!” Nicholas threw Diki at his mother's feet.
"Want to report to the police, right?! Drag him."
"Why my son? What's wrong with him? You hit him, why should I report him?!"
"What do you say? What kind of mother doesn't know how her child behaves, to the point where she believes that her child comes home without pants because he's afraid of pooping?!" Nicholas chuckled. "Your son almost raped my sister-in-law. And weren't you the one who asked this bastard to take my sister home?"
Diki gulped. Nicholas's index finger was pointed at him, like a sharp sword ready to stab and skin him alive.
"Alesya?! Your sister-in-law..."
"Indeed. And your son thought that the house lights weren't on, and there were no CCTV cameras watching. The CCTV was functioning perfectly and recorded how vile your son is. I came here peacefully, but he challenged me."
123"Please, Nicholas, don't prolong this issue!" Diki's mother pleaded, kneeling down. Afraid that her family's reputation would be tarnished, she was willing to humble herself in front of Nicholas. "Earlier, you asked Diki to apologize, right? I'll make sure he comes to your house and apologizes to Alesya.""I... I..."Nicholas raised his hand, silencing the middle-aged woman. He couldn't accept any excuses. So, Nicholas walked away. It was up to Diki now. Coming to apologize would be better. Even if not, Nicholas was satisfied with teaching him a lesson, leaving him unable to move and with split lips.Furthermore, Nicholas couldn't involve the police in this case. He had no witnesses, and the evidence had been given to Diki. The CCTV he mentioned was just a bluff. As for Bryan, there was no guarantee he would agree to be a witness. So, he had to rely on his own strength to teach Diki a lesson, even if it meant his hand was a bit swollen and bruised. That was fine as long as he was
124“what it's”Alesya lifted a box wrapped in gift paper. "This?" She sat on the edge of the bed and opened it for Nicholas. "This is a gift I prepared for Devin's birthday.""His birthday?""Yes, Devin's and mine fall on the same date and month. We always exchange gifts on our birthdays. So, you can use this as replacement clothes and as a gift for our meeting. Try it on!" Alesya handed over the clothes and pants inside the box, along with an expensive wristwatch for Nicholas."This is for me? Thank you so much. I hope this can be a fresh start for us.""You mean?" Alesya inquired."I have no specific meaning. Don't read too much into it. Well, I'll change my clothes first, hehehe." Nicholas rubbed his neck.Alesya nodded, smiling slightly as she bid farewell to Nicholas into the bathroom. She waited for him to finish with his new clothes.Honestly, there were still many questions Nicholas wanted to ask, but he'd wait. He wanted to put on the clothes first before any potential "yes"
125Shabila ended the call, placed her phone on the nightstand, and went to the wardrobe. There, she took out a thin nightgown. It was only a few centimeters longer than her waist. Just a slight misstep, and everything would be visible."Darling, can you please send this to my friend's house? It's her birthday, and I'm not feeling well. I want to sleep early tonight."Shabila handed a box to Bryan, who had just come out of the bathroom."Put it there, I'll find an online courier later." Knowing Shabila's weaknesses, Bryan wanted to use this opportunity to turn the situation around. While Alesya was still innocent and seemed easy to manipulate into making Shabila jealous and bend to his will."Have you had dinner?"Once ready with her outfit, Bryan threw the question. It was already dinner time, but Shabila was lying on the bed, flaunting her beautiful body, tempting Bryan to come closer.Shabila sat up abruptly, hugging Bryan. "I haven't eaten yet. If you don't mind, I'd like to eat h
126"Nicholas..." Alesya poked Nicholas's arm. Her eyes were red, and her face looked disheveled. "Nik...""What's wrong?"Nicholas briefly looked away from his laptop screen and glanced at the CCTV camera feed. The surveillance camera was still there. Wasn't Bryan planning to let his life be more normal again?"I'm sleepy."Nicholas checked the time on his laptop. It was half-past ten at night, and for Alesya, that was bedtime. It was the opposite for him; he liked to stay up late, working on various tasks.Moreover, he hadn't gone to the restaurant earlier. Devin had requested changes to the catering menu, there were some income and expense reports for the restaurant that needed to be recorded before paying employee salaries.But all the pending work had to be delayed because Alesya couldn't fall asleep."Go ahead and sleep. I'll join you later."Nicholas patted Alesya's head, urging her back to bed.Alesya shook her head, her eyes teary. "I can't sleep alone. I want to be with you.
127Alesya blinked and searched the empty spaces on both sides of her. She was looking for the comforting figure that usually held her through the night but now seemed to have disappeared."Nicholas," Alesya's eyebrows furrowed. She spotted Nicholas sitting in a chair with his laptop on, his head resting on the table.She cautiously got out of bed and walked over to see what Nicholas was working on. Her heart ached when she realized he was going through the restaurant's finances, listing two restaurants there.If she hadn't whined to be accompanied to sleep last night, Nicholas wouldn't have had to work late into the morning like this."Nicholas..." Alesya lowered her gaze, gently rubbing his arm to wake him up. He was due to leave for the restaurant soon. Even though it was the weekend, Nicholas wouldn't have a day off, especially when the restaurant tended to be busier on such occasions."Mmm... Hey, Al." Nicholas yawned and stretched. He tugged Alesya onto his lap, resting his head
128"Okay. Then take him to the hospital. "See doctor Susi, Dad has arranged a schedule with him."“What schedule?”"Checking Alesya whether she is really your wife or not.""She's menstruating, so she hasn't done anything yet.""Menstruation? Wasn't that yesterday?"“Just grumbling, Dad. No more.""Well that's that then. "Then Dad will rearrange the appointment with Susi's doctor." Handoko ended the call before Bryan could answer.It's really a situation that makes his head feel dizzy. Wanting to follow his father's wishes while accepting Shabila's offer, Bryan doesn't think Nicholas can do it. Maybe, before taking Alesya to the doctor of her father's choice, Bryan will first confirm whether Alesya is still a girl or not."Yes, I have, Sha. You meet Alesya and tell her you want to ask her to accompany you to the hospital. Dad needs that proof as soon as possible.""Yeah, I'll take a shower first." Without caring about her condition, Shabila stepped into the bathroom. Bryan could only
129Nicholas tensed up. The name Viska was mentioned, and suddenly the memories of the past rushed back. How he and Viska had a very serious relationship before that traitor trapped him. He took Viska away overnight, causing havoc in his life. Turning Nicholas into a deviant man, disgusted by everyone.Without any guilt whatsoever, Bryan continued on his way, satisfied with the results he had achieved. Alesya had started with Nicholas. Viska would come and change his little brother's life, and Alesya seemed to disapprove of Viska's arrival in their lives. Quite intriguing. As he waited for his father's affairs to be settled, it seemed interesting to manipulate Alesya's life, the girl who was seen as an obstacle to his union with Shabila."There's not much I want to explain, Yan. I just want Nicholas to know that I still love him very much. I was trapped by that man, and I got pregnant. I'm afraid Nicholas will find out and hate me even more. Besides, I became like this because I saw h
130"Why, Al?"Alesya was somewhat relieved when it was Nicholas who answered the call on his assistant's phone."Al?" Nicholas couldn't hide his impatience as he received the call. Instead of hearing Alesya's voice, he heard only heavy breathing, indicating that Alesya was doing her best to escape from Bryan."Please help me. Bryan and Shabila brought me to the hospital to check if I'm still a virgin or not.""What?!" Nicholas was taken aback. "Where? Which hospital?"Click... The call was abruptly cut off.Without saying a word to his secretary, Nicholas rushed off, searching for Alesya with the phone in his hand. He desperately hoped that Alesya's phone hadn't run out of battery since he had forgotten to charge it that morning."Which hospital could it be?" Nicholas mumbled, trying to guess where Alesya and Bryan might be. As quickly as he could, Nicholas began searching the hospitals, clinics, and health centers near their home, hoping to find them before the examination was compl
Gibran continued, "As for our divorce, I've already agreed to it. We'll proceed with the legal process, and you'll be free to start a new chapter in your life. I hope you find the happiness you deserve."The conversation between Viska and Gibran marked the beginning of the end of their tumultuous marriage. While their emotions were still raw, they had come to a mutual understanding that it was time to move on and seek happiness elsewhere.Gibran's frustration and pent-up emotions poured out as he defended his actions. He felt betrayed by Viska, who had consistently pushed him away and made unfavorable comparisons with Nicholas. Their relationship had become a battleground of insecurities, and Gibran had sought solace with Shabila.Viska's accusations stung, but Gibran was determined to make her understand the context of his actions. He continued, "Viska, I don't want to justify what I did, but it was a result of our broken marriage. We both contributed to its downfall. I needed someth
190"Also," Bryan paused, kissing Silvi's lips briefly."Don't forget that the night we were together, I can assure you, it's my child."Silvi shook her head. "It's not Devin's child. Do you think after that night, I didn't do anything with other men? Did you really think that night was the only time someone touched me? No, there have been many other nights with so many men because I felt like I wasn't pure anymore. So I was free to do it with anyone since my life was already a mess.""S-so... instead of slightly more ruining myself, and the last time it was done to me was by Devin. That's why he's willing to take responsibility. He's also convinced that this is his child."Bryan let out a bitter laugh, releasing Silvi from his embrace. "Is that so?" He loosened his tie, which had felt suffocating after hearing Silvi's explanation. "Let's prove that what you said is true." He took off the suit jacket that clung to his body.“W-what are you doing?” Silvi stepped back. Hugging her own b
189"No way! I won't leave until I meet Gibran. He has to take responsibility for this child," Shabila insisted, refusing to budge. She held onto Viska and stood her ground."Leave, I said! Go!"Viska couldn't bear Shabila's stubbornness and forcefully pulled her arm, nearly causing Shabila to stumble."What's wrong with you!" Shabila pushed away Viska's hand and fixed her disheveled hair. "Are you afraid your husband's actions will be known to your parents? Or is it that you refuse to accept the truth?" Shabila began to rant."I don't understand what you're saying. Now leave!" Viska demanded."Wait, Viska! Mom wants to ask this woman something." Viska's mother restrained her daughter and turned to Shabila. "Why did you let my granddaughter get pregnant? Don't you know he's already married? What do you want from us? Money?"Shabila seethed with anger. Her dignity felt insulted when the middle-aged woman mentioned money."Do you think I'm a lowly woman who just surrenders her body to a
188Shabila spent the whole day in frustration, angry that she couldn't meet Gibran at his cafe. She paced back and forth in her room, thinking of ways to meet him."Do you think you can avoid me forever? You won't be able to, Gibran. I have to make you take responsibility for the child I'm carrying. You won't be able to escape. Just wait and see."Shabila clenched her fists, planning a thousand ways to meet Gibran. "If I can't find you at the cafe, I'll come to your house. Let's see if you can still avoid me," she muttered to herself.Gibran decided to visit the club where he had met Shabila some time ago. He had a bad feeling about Shabila's visit to his cafe and wanted to find out what had really happened between them that night. Honestly, Gibran didn't remember much because he had been heavily intoxicated that night.Upon arriving at the club, Gibran called one of the waitresses and conveyed his request to meet with the club's owner."I'd like to discuss something important with y
187"What brand would you like, Miss?" The employee asked while displaying several different brands of pregnancy tests.Shabila looked puzzled, which only fueled the employee's suspicions. "Is this your first time buying a pregnancy test?" she guessed with a condescending glance."Y-yes," Shabila replied hesitantly. Seeing the employee looking down on her, Shabila's heart began to boil. "I am already married, just so you know. Here's my ID," she said abruptly, opening her wallet and showing her ID card, which still stated her marital status as MARRIED. Her divorce from Arya was only religious; it wasn't legally recognized yet.Seeing the ID placed on the counter, the pharmacy employee became flustered. She was torn between embarrassment and guilt. "I'm s-sorry, Miss, I didn't mean to—""It's fine, I understand!" Shabila retorted sharply, then pointed towards the pregnancy tests. "So, which one is the best?" she asked.She deliberately didn't want to prolong the issue since she wanted
186Several days had passed, and today was the ceremonial bath event for Silvi. Everything was well-prepared, and the guests were moved by the event, which was expertly guided by the paid organizers, arranged by Silvi's parents. Silvi's large family wore matching light green kebaya, while Devin's family, who were present, wore light blue kebaya. The event was conducted with great solemnity, and Silvi looked beautiful despite wearing makeup that wasn't too flashy.This ceremony included many symbols and motifs that served as lessons or guidelines for the couple, influencing their married life. These symbols or motifs mainly conveyed advice and useful insights for the newlyweds' life together. That's why Mama Silvi insisted on holding the ceremonial bath event, even though Silvi and Devin had been married before.In addition to the food ordered for the guests and relatives, the organizers had prepared specific dishes usually served during this ceremonial bath event. These included tumpe
185Meanwhile, Silvi and Devin listened to the doctor's explanations during the examination. Silvi's pregnancy was already at three weeks. The doctor prescribed vitamins and anti-nausea medication since Silvi mentioned she often felt dizzy and nauseous. Devin didn't ask any questions because it was his first time in a obstetrician's office. He was confused about how to react. Silvi was the one who asked all the questions.Silvi got her next appointment scheduled, and then they left. Devin and Silvi went to the hospital's pharmacy to pick up the prescribed medicines first. Then, Devin asked Silvi where she wanted to go."I don't know. I just feel like lying down in my room.""Why's that? Don't you want to go out together?" Devin asked softly. They were now in the car. "How about having ice cream and buying some new sleepwear for you?""What's the point of buying sleepwear?""Because you're pregnant, and I want you to sleep comfortably. How about it?""I don't want to," Silvi said, maki
184As a father, whose heart wouldn't break upon learning that his daughter is pregnant with no official partner by her side? He felt like a terrible father, willing to do anything as long as the man who impregnated his daughter, Silvi, would take responsibility.Pregnancy is never an easy journey for a woman, especially without a husband by her side. The man Silvi referred to as the father finally decided to find Devin, the man who should be held accountable for what happened to Silvi. He took a taxi to Devin's whereabouts, hoping that he would indeed be there. Impatiently sitting in the taxi, the weary-looking man, no longer in his youth, stared at his phone screen. The journey from the city to the village was quite long, which was why he opted for a taxi. Besides, he didn't want any unpleasant conversations about Silvi if he had brought his driver along.Fortunately, he found out about Silvi's pregnancy before it was too late, or who knows what might have happened. He sighed wearil
183Nicholas didn't want anything to happen to their unborn child. So, he tried his best to grant her wishes. Besides, Alesya's request was relatively easy to fulfill, and it had been quite some time since they had visited her hometown."Are you happy?" Nicholas asked.Alesya turned and nodded. "I've really missed my hometown. As nice as it is to live in the city, the hometown is the number one place to visit," Alesya replied. "Besides, all my childhood memories are buried there."Hearing Alesya's response, Nicholas could only smile. He, who had lived in the city since childhood, never experienced life in the village. So, he didn't fully understand what Alesya meant. In his mind, Alesya might just miss the peaceful atmosphere of the village because the city was quite noisy."Get some rest; I'll wake you up when we arrive," Nicholas said after a moment of silence."Okay."Alesya adjusted her seating position to make herself more comfortable. She also slightly reclined her seat to make