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Nicholas tensed up. The name Viska was mentioned, and suddenly the memories of the past rushed back. How he and Viska had a very serious relationship before that traitor trapped him. He took Viska away overnight, causing havoc in his life. Turning Nicholas into a deviant man, disgusted by everyone.
Without any guilt whatsoever, Bryan continued on his way, satisfied with the results he had achieved. Alesya had started with Nicholas. Viska would come and change his little brother's life, and Alesya seemed to disapprove of Viska's arrival in their lives. Quite intriguing. As he waited for his father's affairs to be settled, it seemed interesting to manipulate Alesya's life, the girl who was seen as an obstacle to his union with Shabila.
"There's not much I want to explain, Yan. I just want Nicholas to know that I still love him very much. I was trapped by that man, and I got pregnant. I'm afraid Nicholas will find out and hate me even more. Besides, I became like this because I saw him kissing another man. I was jealous, I was devastated, Yan. Until I lost control of myself. I felt useless because I lost to another man."
"So, what's the point of explaining this now? Don't you already have a husband and a baby in your womb?"
"I had a miscarriage. I lost my future baby two days ago, which means there's no reason for me to stay anymore."
"But in my opinion, that's useless."
"Why, Yan? I love Nicholas so much. And I'm sure he feels the same way."
"Because of heartbreak, he no longer likes women."
"No, he was already like that before I left. Didn't I tell you earlier that I was heartbroken when I saw him kissing another man?"
"I don't know. What I know is that I heard from Nicholas's close friend that he became like that after he broke up with you."
"Is that true?"
"Yes, I heard that. And I saw it too. I also lost the Nicholas I knew after he found out you were marrying his friend."
Viska fell silent.
"If you still love him and are sure that Nicholas feels the same way, I support you in getting back together with him. And my advice is not to discuss this over the phone. Just go directly to the restaurant or meet him at the campus."
"Are you sure?"
"Very sure. Because you are the source of Nicholas' heartache. So, you should be the one to heal that wound."
"Okay, Yan. I'll do it. Thank you for giving me the opportunity to chase after Nicholas again."
"Good luck. I believe you can do it."
"Yes, Yan. Please pray for me."
"Of course."
Viska said goodbye before ending the call.
Bryan sighed deeply. "I really hope Viska can change Nicholas back into the brother he used to be." He handed the phone to Alesya without speaking to her because Bryan was focused on talking to Shabila. However, Alesya still reached out to take the phone.
Alesya listened to Shabila and Bryan's conversation, fully aware of their deceitful plans. She couldn't believe how they were willing to manipulate Nicholas and potentially break his heart again for their own selfish desires.
"Oh, I remember well the closeness between Viska and Nicholas. How deeply he loved her, so much that Nicholas was heartbroken and deviated from believing in love, choosing to be in a relationship with a man."
"Ah, I see," Shabila nodded in agreement. "If Nicholas goes back to Viska, what's our mission then?"
"It won't be disrupted because we only need Nicholas's seed. If they reunite, and Alesya is still not pregnant, we'll have to find another man. There are plenty of men in this world we can use as sperm donors. Not just Nicholas."
"Okay, I hope this ends quickly. I'm tired of being your mistress. I'm the one you love. I'm your first wife, but I'm also the one you're hiding. I don't like it."
Shabila pouted, unhappy with her position far behind Alesya. She couldn't openly appear in front of Bryan's immediate family and introduce herself as his wife.
"You'll have to be patient, dear. This won't take long. Just until Alesya's child is born. After that, we can emerge publicly as a married couple."
"Thank you, Darling. I love you," Shabila cooed, sounding so affectionate. She hugged Bryan's arm and leaned on him. She didn't care about Alesya's presence behind them.
Alesya, satisfied with Shabila and Bryan's insults, couldn't help but smile. She no longer felt hurt by their hurtful words. All that pain had been overshadowed by the new wound that was much larger - the wound of jealousy at the return of Viska. If Nicholas still loved her, what would happen to her?
Alesya felt a surge of panic as Shabila pushed her into the room where a doctor and two nurses were waiting.
"Please lie down so I can examine you," the bespectacled doctor said, putting on latex gloves. He gestured for Alesya to lie on the bed.
Alesya shook her head, taking a few steps back. "W-why me? Shouldn't Shabila be the one examined?" Her hand instinctively rose, signaling the nurses not to approach or touch her.
"Of course, it's you. Because I want to see if you and Nicholas are really finished. Remember, when Mom and Dad return, they'll do the same to you. Bryan will have a big problem if you're still a virgin."
"But I and Nicholas..."
"I know. You two slept together, but he's deviant, and I don't believe it. Quickly lie down so you can be examined. If not, starting tonight, we'll find another way for you."
Alesya panicked. "No, I'm embarrassed."
"Bryan will be waiting outside. Just lie down and be examined. Done."
"No."
"If you don't want to, that means you haven't done it yet. I'll find someone else."
"No, no need! I... I want to, but I need to use the restroom for a moment. I need to poop, I feel uneasy when I'm nervous."
Shabila sighed deeply. "Fine. Doctor, where's the restroom?"
"It's at the end of the hallway, to the right of the elevator, just go straight," the doctor replied.
Alesya felt a rush of relief as she hurried out of the room. She ran as fast as she could, putting distance between herself and the examination room. Bryan, who had no intention of letting Alesya escape, followed closely behind, calling her name to slow her down.
130"Why, Al?"Alesya was somewhat relieved when it was Nicholas who answered the call on his assistant's phone."Al?" Nicholas couldn't hide his impatience as he received the call. Instead of hearing Alesya's voice, he heard only heavy breathing, indicating that Alesya was doing her best to escape from Bryan."Please help me. Bryan and Shabila brought me to the hospital to check if I'm still a virgin or not.""What?!" Nicholas was taken aback. "Where? Which hospital?"Click... The call was abruptly cut off.Without saying a word to his secretary, Nicholas rushed off, searching for Alesya with the phone in his hand. He desperately hoped that Alesya's phone hadn't run out of battery since he had forgotten to charge it that morning."Which hospital could it be?" Nicholas mumbled, trying to guess where Alesya and Bryan might be. As quickly as he could, Nicholas began searching the hospitals, clinics, and health centers near their home, hoping to find them before the examination was compl
131"Let's go home!" Nicholas urged as soon as Bryan had disappeared from view."Are you okay?"Instead of joining Nicholas's invitation, Alesya chose to stay. Hugging Nicholas tightly, leaning against his chest, listening to the increasingly rapid heartbeat of Nicholas when Bryan mentioned Viska's name."Don't worry about me. Actually, you're the one I'm most afraid of right now.""I'm okay, Nik. Because my life was destined to be like this. While you?""How do you know about me and Viska?"“I-I…”"Sorry, Mrs. Alesya. Can you come in for a moment? The doctor wants to talk!”Alesya and Nicholas turned their heads together. They both raised their eyebrows, surprised that the nurse suddenly called out to them. Even though all matters have been completed."Maybe Bryan hasn't paid for the inspection yet." Nicholas interrupted. Inviting Alesya to come in.He smiled faintly. It would be sad if Bryan left without paying for Alesya's examination. Even though it was the man who invited him, Al
132Still embracing each other, even though Viska had grown tired of waiting to have a one-on-one conversation with Nicholas. Instead of getting that moment, Viska only felt jealousy burning within, watching Nicholas comfortably nested in Alesya's embrace."You should go home," Nicholas said, not releasing Alesya from his embrace, and he didn't even glance at Viska. He was truly disgusted by Viska, who had shattered his world into the smallest fragments."No, I won't leave before talking to you, Nik. I want to explain everything. What you've seen and heard isn't all true," Viska approached, just a step closer, to be able to touch Nicholas.Viska hesitated. His heart pinched when his hand touched Nicholas's arm, the same arm that had once embraced him, now embracing Alesya. Could Viska dream, yearn to have Nicholas back as it used to be? Ah, if only Viska hadn't been impulsive in making decisions, surely everything wouldn't have ended painfully as it was now.Instead of listening to wh
133"If you don't mind, I will try to get you back to college. It's such a waste that you stopped halfway when Mr. Aditama said your GPA was very high."Alesya shook her head."If you refuse, it means you no longer want to be friends with me.""I don't want to bother you, Nik. My life is ruined, and there's nothing I can fix.""It's not ruined, just in the wrong place and time." Nicholas took a deep breath. "If only I was allowed to pay off all those debts, I would have done it even if I had to sell the restaurant in Bandung. But I wasn't allowed to intervene. I couldn't even break into the office secrets.""I don't know how to repay all of this.""It's easy, Al.""How?""Accompany me to eat grilled bananas over there. I've wanted to eat at that roadside stall for a long time, but I felt awkward because my girlfriend is a man. If I invite you, then I'll be just like them, dating the opposite sex."Not answering yes or no, Alesya just remained silent, watching Nicholas. Nicholas's word
134"Should I make you some coffee?" Alesya offered, massaging Nicholas's shoulders. He looked tired and preoccupied, now sitting in front of his laptop, working on his thesis.Alesya wanted to be the remedy for all of Nicholas's problems, but she didn't have the courage to ask."Sure, just a little sugar," Nicholas replied, turning around. "But change your outfit first. This is too revealing." He looked Alesya up and down, noting when she started wearing such revealing clothes.Her nightgown was above the knee, thin, slightly see-through, with thin straps on her shoulders, revealing her cleavage."It's okay, no one will see," Alesya reassured him."Bryan is at home, Al.""Yes, but it's nighttime, Nik. There's no way he's wandering outside his room... You know how Shabila is, she won't let her husband roam around." Alesya rubbed Nicholas's shoulders. "Besides, I won't take long. Just making coffee.""Alright then. Be careful."After getting permission from Nicholas, Alesya got up. She
135When the tears welled up in her eyes and rolled down her cheeks, Alesya began to sob softly. Her crying seemed to be enough to make Nicholas turn around.For a few seconds, Nicholas just silently watched Alesya's shoulders rise and fall. He felt touched and realized that his words to Alesya had been too harsh and unwarranted. It was an excellent strategy, and he forgave Alesya's mistake.Nicholas gently turned Alesya around and hugged her. "Next time, listen to me when I speak."Alesya nodded."I acted that way because I care about you."Alesya tensed up. The word "sayang" had been spoken, and she had thousands of hopes for Nicholas."Like a big brother to his little sister," Nicholas corrected himself. He didn't want Alesya to misunderstand and end up hating him. Nicholas didn't want to hope for more; this was enough. If it went beyond this, Nicholas was afraid Alesya would get angry and hate him."I understand," Alesya replied. She clenched the pajamas Nicholas was wearing, tryi
136Instead of sitting relaxed in a restaurant, Alesya feels better at home. Become a useful human being instead of following Nicholas wherever he goes. In fact, it becomes a burden that always follows him wherever he goes."You are sure?"Alesya nodded quickly. Before Nicholas changed his mind and took her away instead."Yes, then I'll go first.""Wait!!"“Wait what? I forgot something?"Alesya nodded. One step closer to Nicholas. His face lifted."Why?" Nicholas was confused now.Alesya waved her hand. Asking Nicholas to bend down a little so he could whisper, "There's Bryan, you don't want this first, do you?""This?" Nicholas' eyebrows knit together.Instead of explaining Alesya nodded. Biting her lip, showing off very seductive pink lips.“Ah, yeah, I forgot.” Nicholas' voice was a little high. Cupped Alesya's cheeks. Kiss his left and right cheeks. Forehead and nose. It ended with a short, wet kiss on his lips.“You are careful at home. Don't go anywhere without me.""Yes. You b
137Alesya quickly stepped away to answer a call from Nicholas."What's up, Al?" Nicholas greeted once the call connected.Alesya, breathless from seeing Bryan and Shabila not responding, didn't answer immediately. She focused on catching her breath first."Al," Nicholas called again."I-it's my time of the month. I need you to top up my online motorcycle taxi account, Nik. I need to...""Alright, I'll do it, and you can order right away. Oh, by the way, I wanted to tell you, Al.""W-what?""Devin's wedding has been moved up. After leaving here, I'm going straight to the hotel. I won't be able to come back before everything's finished.""Moved up." Alesya sat down on the floor. Her aching stomach was nothing compared to the pain in her heart upon hearing that Devin's wedding was being moved up.Was that it? Was the love Devin once proclaimed for her only going this far? So instead of canceling the wedding, they're moving it up?"I hope everything wraps up soon so we can prepare for ou
Gibran continued, "As for our divorce, I've already agreed to it. We'll proceed with the legal process, and you'll be free to start a new chapter in your life. I hope you find the happiness you deserve."The conversation between Viska and Gibran marked the beginning of the end of their tumultuous marriage. While their emotions were still raw, they had come to a mutual understanding that it was time to move on and seek happiness elsewhere.Gibran's frustration and pent-up emotions poured out as he defended his actions. He felt betrayed by Viska, who had consistently pushed him away and made unfavorable comparisons with Nicholas. Their relationship had become a battleground of insecurities, and Gibran had sought solace with Shabila.Viska's accusations stung, but Gibran was determined to make her understand the context of his actions. He continued, "Viska, I don't want to justify what I did, but it was a result of our broken marriage. We both contributed to its downfall. I needed someth
190"Also," Bryan paused, kissing Silvi's lips briefly."Don't forget that the night we were together, I can assure you, it's my child."Silvi shook her head. "It's not Devin's child. Do you think after that night, I didn't do anything with other men? Did you really think that night was the only time someone touched me? No, there have been many other nights with so many men because I felt like I wasn't pure anymore. So I was free to do it with anyone since my life was already a mess.""S-so... instead of slightly more ruining myself, and the last time it was done to me was by Devin. That's why he's willing to take responsibility. He's also convinced that this is his child."Bryan let out a bitter laugh, releasing Silvi from his embrace. "Is that so?" He loosened his tie, which had felt suffocating after hearing Silvi's explanation. "Let's prove that what you said is true." He took off the suit jacket that clung to his body.“W-what are you doing?” Silvi stepped back. Hugging her own b
189"No way! I won't leave until I meet Gibran. He has to take responsibility for this child," Shabila insisted, refusing to budge. She held onto Viska and stood her ground."Leave, I said! Go!"Viska couldn't bear Shabila's stubbornness and forcefully pulled her arm, nearly causing Shabila to stumble."What's wrong with you!" Shabila pushed away Viska's hand and fixed her disheveled hair. "Are you afraid your husband's actions will be known to your parents? Or is it that you refuse to accept the truth?" Shabila began to rant."I don't understand what you're saying. Now leave!" Viska demanded."Wait, Viska! Mom wants to ask this woman something." Viska's mother restrained her daughter and turned to Shabila. "Why did you let my granddaughter get pregnant? Don't you know he's already married? What do you want from us? Money?"Shabila seethed with anger. Her dignity felt insulted when the middle-aged woman mentioned money."Do you think I'm a lowly woman who just surrenders her body to a
188Shabila spent the whole day in frustration, angry that she couldn't meet Gibran at his cafe. She paced back and forth in her room, thinking of ways to meet him."Do you think you can avoid me forever? You won't be able to, Gibran. I have to make you take responsibility for the child I'm carrying. You won't be able to escape. Just wait and see."Shabila clenched her fists, planning a thousand ways to meet Gibran. "If I can't find you at the cafe, I'll come to your house. Let's see if you can still avoid me," she muttered to herself.Gibran decided to visit the club where he had met Shabila some time ago. He had a bad feeling about Shabila's visit to his cafe and wanted to find out what had really happened between them that night. Honestly, Gibran didn't remember much because he had been heavily intoxicated that night.Upon arriving at the club, Gibran called one of the waitresses and conveyed his request to meet with the club's owner."I'd like to discuss something important with y
187"What brand would you like, Miss?" The employee asked while displaying several different brands of pregnancy tests.Shabila looked puzzled, which only fueled the employee's suspicions. "Is this your first time buying a pregnancy test?" she guessed with a condescending glance."Y-yes," Shabila replied hesitantly. Seeing the employee looking down on her, Shabila's heart began to boil. "I am already married, just so you know. Here's my ID," she said abruptly, opening her wallet and showing her ID card, which still stated her marital status as MARRIED. Her divorce from Arya was only religious; it wasn't legally recognized yet.Seeing the ID placed on the counter, the pharmacy employee became flustered. She was torn between embarrassment and guilt. "I'm s-sorry, Miss, I didn't mean to—""It's fine, I understand!" Shabila retorted sharply, then pointed towards the pregnancy tests. "So, which one is the best?" she asked.She deliberately didn't want to prolong the issue since she wanted
186Several days had passed, and today was the ceremonial bath event for Silvi. Everything was well-prepared, and the guests were moved by the event, which was expertly guided by the paid organizers, arranged by Silvi's parents. Silvi's large family wore matching light green kebaya, while Devin's family, who were present, wore light blue kebaya. The event was conducted with great solemnity, and Silvi looked beautiful despite wearing makeup that wasn't too flashy.This ceremony included many symbols and motifs that served as lessons or guidelines for the couple, influencing their married life. These symbols or motifs mainly conveyed advice and useful insights for the newlyweds' life together. That's why Mama Silvi insisted on holding the ceremonial bath event, even though Silvi and Devin had been married before.In addition to the food ordered for the guests and relatives, the organizers had prepared specific dishes usually served during this ceremonial bath event. These included tumpe
185Meanwhile, Silvi and Devin listened to the doctor's explanations during the examination. Silvi's pregnancy was already at three weeks. The doctor prescribed vitamins and anti-nausea medication since Silvi mentioned she often felt dizzy and nauseous. Devin didn't ask any questions because it was his first time in a obstetrician's office. He was confused about how to react. Silvi was the one who asked all the questions.Silvi got her next appointment scheduled, and then they left. Devin and Silvi went to the hospital's pharmacy to pick up the prescribed medicines first. Then, Devin asked Silvi where she wanted to go."I don't know. I just feel like lying down in my room.""Why's that? Don't you want to go out together?" Devin asked softly. They were now in the car. "How about having ice cream and buying some new sleepwear for you?""What's the point of buying sleepwear?""Because you're pregnant, and I want you to sleep comfortably. How about it?""I don't want to," Silvi said, maki
184As a father, whose heart wouldn't break upon learning that his daughter is pregnant with no official partner by her side? He felt like a terrible father, willing to do anything as long as the man who impregnated his daughter, Silvi, would take responsibility.Pregnancy is never an easy journey for a woman, especially without a husband by her side. The man Silvi referred to as the father finally decided to find Devin, the man who should be held accountable for what happened to Silvi. He took a taxi to Devin's whereabouts, hoping that he would indeed be there. Impatiently sitting in the taxi, the weary-looking man, no longer in his youth, stared at his phone screen. The journey from the city to the village was quite long, which was why he opted for a taxi. Besides, he didn't want any unpleasant conversations about Silvi if he had brought his driver along.Fortunately, he found out about Silvi's pregnancy before it was too late, or who knows what might have happened. He sighed wearil
183Nicholas didn't want anything to happen to their unborn child. So, he tried his best to grant her wishes. Besides, Alesya's request was relatively easy to fulfill, and it had been quite some time since they had visited her hometown."Are you happy?" Nicholas asked.Alesya turned and nodded. "I've really missed my hometown. As nice as it is to live in the city, the hometown is the number one place to visit," Alesya replied. "Besides, all my childhood memories are buried there."Hearing Alesya's response, Nicholas could only smile. He, who had lived in the city since childhood, never experienced life in the village. So, he didn't fully understand what Alesya meant. In his mind, Alesya might just miss the peaceful atmosphere of the village because the city was quite noisy."Get some rest; I'll wake you up when we arrive," Nicholas said after a moment of silence."Okay."Alesya adjusted her seating position to make herself more comfortable. She also slightly reclined her seat to make