The bell rang, causing me to jump slightly. I narrowed my eyes at the streak that my pencil had made on my paper from the sudden movement and groaned.
Marcus raised a brow at my reaction. "Calm down, buddy. Wait till you get home." He held in a snicker. I glared at him. "You know for a fact that's not what that is. I've got Science next period." He furrowed his brow in confusion. "Okay? So, why are we groaning like we just jerked off?" I rolled my eyes and started to pack my things. "Ha, ha ha, you're sooo funny. No. It's because next period is the class I have Roschèr in." Realization formed on Marcus's face. "Ohhh. I see." He smirked and raised a brow. I side-eyed him as I shoved my textbook into my backpack. "What? Why are you looking at me like that?" It took me a second before it dawned on me what he was indicating. "Oh, Marcus! No! Don't even consider that." Marcus raised both eyebrows. "You know," he continued, despite my warning glare. "Based off of what you told me about how everything happened, it seems like you got a little...jealous when you saw her flirting with other guys." I rolled my eyes and ran my hand through my dark hair. "Don't be an idiot, Marcus. There's no way in hell that I would feel that way towards her." Marcus only shrugged. "I'm just saying." He packed up his things and pulled his backpack over one shoulder. I stood and did the same. "Well, don't. It's an absurd thing to even consider." I walked out the door, Marcus following behind. "Just so you know," Marcus added. "I have Haylie Murrah in my next class. And Owen." "Well, at least you have one of our friends in your class." Marcus gave me a smug grin. "Yeah, you're right. I am lucky, aren't I?" I roll my eyes again. "Yeah, whatever. Maybe you can -" I stopped talking when I suddenly got an idea. "Hang on." He stopped and looked at me. "Yeah?" "You and Owen are on the TSO, right? The Teacher Student Organization?" He nodded. "Yeah. Why? You got some sort of twisted plan in your head or something?" I felt a wicked grin spread across my face. "As a matter of fact... I do." Marcus stayed silent, listening for what I was going to say. "The TSO organizes the trip for tomorrow, right?" "Yeah, we do." My grin widened. "So, I have a brilliant idea on how to make this trip just absolutely perfect for Roschèr." Marcus quirked a curious brow. "I'm listening." I explained my thoughts to Marcus, and he slowly began to grin. "I don't know how your twisted mind works, Zach, but I love it," he grins wickedly. As we were walking, I heard Leia and Haylie talking. I stopped short once I heard their voices and told Marcus to go ahead. He shrugged and continued walking, thankfully not asking why. "I'll mention it to Owen," he muttered as he walked by. I nodded in agreement. Once Marcus was gone, I backed up and looked around the corner, seeing Haylie, Leia, and her...boyfriend talking, and watched as Leia and Jacob Broder kissed and talked, and I felt a twist in my gut. "The hell?" I mumbled to myself, holding my stomach. Lunch wasn't for another period. Clearly, I was starving. Either that, or I suddenly got a vagina and started my period. My ears strained to hear what Leia, Haylie, and Jacob were saying as I focused my attention back on them. Despite Jacob being a jolly old twat, Haylie didn't seem to like him very much. Clearly, he wasn't aware of her tension as he turned back to Leia, his shit-eating grin still stuck on his face as he asked her about something tonight. What an idiot. I heard Jacob asking Leia if she was excited about the trip tomorrow. Ugh, he was going? Why did this trip constantly seem to be getting worse and worse by the minute? Now Leia was rambling about the trips itinerary and what we were going to be seeing, where we're going, boring shit like that. It was pathetic, really, how excited she was to see hundred-year-old stuff in cases and statues of dead people. My eyes narrowed as Jacob put his hands on her shoulders and told her to calm down about something she was excited about. Bullshit, telling her to stop talking about something she liked so much. He should've just let her be excited, even if he thought it was absurd, instead of making her embarrassed for expressing her excitement. I might have thought her hobbies were fucked up, but I had let her talk about them. I didn't tell her to fucking shut up about it, unlike this jackass. I looked down and saw my fists clenched so tightly, my palms hurt, and my knuckles were white. What the fuck? I looked back up and saw Jacob resting his head on hers, saying something about how this what he loved about her. Bullshit. If that's why you loved her, then you'd have let her be excited about something since that's what you found so fucking attractive about her. God, what a pathetic piece of rubbish. I got a sudden urge to punch him in his face until he needed to go to the hospital. I shook my head and continued walking in the direction of my next class, and I felt another twist in my gut and clutch it. Geez, lunch better come quickly because I was going to die of starvation. I walked into the classroom and took my seat, directly behind Leia's, and glanced down at my watch. She had two minutes before the tardy bell rang. I hoped she's late. It would've been so nice to see her get a tardy mark on her so-called clean record. I pulled out my notebook and doodled some random shapes as my mind wandered into a void of nothing. After a little bit, I pulled myself out of my daze and stared at the scribbles, which had somehow come out to be a really good cat, so I erased the extra lines to bring out the cat's shape more. Bloody hell. How the fuck had I done that? Strange thing, how some things come out almost perfectly when you don't even try to make them in the first place. I had just been absent-mindedly gliding my pencil across my paper, and when I looked, there was a near-perfect drawing hidden within the lines. What the hell was going on today? I scribbled some more, still unsure of what I was trying to do. I didn't even like to draw. But sometimes I just ran my pencil along my paper just to see what comes out. I gave a small head nod at some girls who had been staring, who immediately turned red and looked away. I could hear their fucking giggling. Geez. So excited about a God damn head nod. Ridiculous. I mean, honestly. Why did a girl think that a head nod meant more anything other than what it was? I shook my head and lowered it onto my arms and closed my eyes. The warning bell rang and caused me to jerk my head up. So far, Roschèr wasn't here. I couldn't help but let a smirk tug at my lips. I really, really hoped she wouldn't get here in time. Just then, Leia ran right in and darted into her seat just before the bell rang. I didn't even think she had noticed me. I raised my eyebrows in amusement as Ms. Sconley looked at Leia before she cleared her throat to take attendance. "I'm going to call your name," she spoke and looked at everyone. "When you hear your name, say 'here.' Ryan?" "Here." The voices faded away as I zoned out, leaving me and my thoughts alone. I started thinking about the game tonight. I knew for a fact that Owen was a great goalie. His reflexes were phenomenal. He just needed... better coordination. There had been one time that he had accidentally thrown his his stick when trying to stop a goal. It actually had hit the ref in the face. I held back a snicker at the memory. It's when I heard Leia's name called that I was pulled out of my trance, and I realized that I had been staring at the back of her head. Whoops. "Here," she responds. I smirked and leaned forward, my breath brushing against her neck. "Guess who else is here," I whispered, my voice low and my accent heavy. My smirk widened when I saw how tense she became. Suddenly, this class didn't seem so bad anymore.If you made it this far into Zach and Leia's story, then it is safe to say you have reached the end. I have had so much fun writing this book, and being able to share it with all of you has been such an honor. I am so happy that we finished this together, and I'm so thankful for all of you who got to go with Zach, Leia, and the rest of the BATB family. I would like to add some dedications, as well. To my best friends, Josie and Natalie, you guys supported me through this book and I am forever greatful. I love you both so, so much. My parents, who supported my dreams to work on and finish this book. You two are such important figures in my life, and I am forever thankful for you. And to all of my readers, who kept me going. I love you all so much
I could only stand there as Leia stormed away, in absolute shock as I tried to process what had just happened. Shock that soon developed into frustration. Fuck. Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck. I looked down at what she had slammed into my chest. A helmet. I traced the design with my finger, creating an invisible outline along the lightning bolt on the side. Shit. This had to have cost a fortune for her. I looked up to where Leia had disappeared, and something snapped within me. Before I knew what I was doing, I threw the helmet onto the couch without a second glance before running out the door and into the freezing cold weather. "Leia!" I called out to her retreating form. All she was wearing was a thin long-sleeve top and a skirt with nothing else to cover her bare legs and arms. She had to be freezing to the bone by now.She turned at the sound of her name, but her expression turned colder than the snow beneath my feet once she saw who had called it. She turned back around and continu
It was now December 18th. It had been one month and twenty days since I had broken up with Jacob. Seven weeks and one day since I'd found out he was cheating on me. Fifty days since Zach had beat him up until he was bloody and bruised. Fourteen weekends since my heart had been ripped out of my chest. For a month I had sat in my room, on my bed. It was where I had stayed most of the time. I'd skipped caroling, the baking tradition I shared with my mom, and even most of my family's Christmas shopping and gift-wrapping, my two favorite things about the holidays. I hadn't spoken to Zach since that night. I'd been too mad. Too hurt. No, not hurt. "Hurt" was too small of a word, almost cute sounding. "Aw, did that hurt?" No. It obliterated, demolished, destroyed me. Demoralized, maybe. But no, it didn't hurt me. It didn't "hurt" me at all. Zach had pretended nothing happened. He never talked about it. In fact, he hadn't talked to me at all. Not a single taunt or tease. No pulling my hai
My focus rotated between my phone and Leia as she paced the room while waiting for her asshole of a boyfriend to pick up the Goddamn phone. I had been this close to saying he had been talking to some chick at the party, just to make the situation worse for him. But, I knew that would've hurt Leia more than she needed to be hurt. The click of the line connecting seemed to echo throughout the room, followed by the disgusting sound of Jake's voice. "Hello?" Leia took a deep breath before speaking. "Hey, Jake," she said. Her tone held no warmth, but it wasn't ice cold either. "How are you?" I don't think Leia realized that her phone was on speaker. Unless she knew and wanted me to hear the exchange between the two of them. "I'm alright, just tired. How're you, baby?" I cringed internally. Baby? Give me a fucking break. He was already cringey enough with his sappy bullshit. The nicknames didn't need to be included in the package. "I'm fine." She kept her tone neutral. It wasn't
I woke up the next morning with the worst headache I had ever felt pounding in my temples like a drilling machine. I groaned and sat up, holding my hand to my head. The last thing I remembered was going to the party last night, Zach talking to me and walking away, and... that was it. No snippets of anything from last night, no fragments, nothing. I looked around my surroundings to make sure I wasn't in some other guy's room. Thankfully, I was in my own room. The one that I shared with... Zach. My eyes widened, and I quickly checked myself under the covers. I was still in my skirt and blouse from last night. The only things removed from my body were my shoes. Zach hadn't touched me. Zach Turploy, who had fucked nearly half of the girls at our school and flirted with the rest, had the perfect opportunity to take me. And he hadn't. I sat up slowly, not wanting my head to literally explode from the pressure of my headache, and swung my legs over the side of my bed. I walked over to m
I shouldn't have snapped like that. It's not Leia's fault, and she didn't know anything. She didn't know my history with that scene in that fucking drawing. I sighed and rubbed my face as I walked down the hall, away from the door that I had walked out of after yelling at Leia. The sound of the slamming impact of the door echoed throughout my head as I made my way to the elevator, replaying not only the sound but the events that had happened before. The guilt made me feel like three tons of lead were sitting in my stomach, and it stuck with me as I pressed the button to send the elevator to the first floor and stepped out into the main lobby. I felt a buzz in my pocket and pulled my phone out to see the notification.Marcus: Yo, there's a party in the pool house rn. Get your ass over here. I heavily sighed as I read the text. I really didn't feel like going out. Especially not after what had just happened with Leia. But maybe I needed a distraction, some action, fun. And Marcus