I felt my muscles tense as soon as I heard that voice flow into my ear and felt his breath fan over my neck.
I cursed to myself as shivers ran down my spine, and I took a deep breath. I tried not to whip around and punch him in that shit-eating face. "Leave me alone, Zach," I snarled. "Oh, but why?" He taunted. "You didn't seem to want me to leave you alone, oh, how long has it been? Five years ago, did you?" I clenched my fists. He was fucking asking for it at this point. I whipped around and glared at him. "You better shut the fuck up right now before I make you." He widened his eyes in mock fear and puts his hands on his face. "Oh no!" He mocked. "What are you gonna do? Attack me with historical facts?" I narrowed my eyes. "What I'm going to do is punch you in your God damn face." He raised his eyebrows. "Ooh, you have me shaking in my boots. I think you'd cause more damage with your history facts." He leaned forward and whispered in my ear. "Besides, I think the only one here who could silence the other is me." I turned and faced forward. Heat rose in my cheeks, and I decided to try to take Haylie's advice, and tried to ignore him. I could feel his hot breath across my neck, causing goosebumps to break out on my skin. "You know," he whispered, his accent dripping with taunts. "You should learn to control your temper. No one likes a moody hoe." I ground my teeth and used all my willpower not to turn around and start beating the shit out of him, and tried to focus on something else, anything else. I looked forward to Ms. Sconley, but the lecture wasn't strong enough to occupy my mind, so I started tracing lines around my paper, making nonexistent shapes and figures. And yet, Zach's breath still lingered on the back of my neck. "My, there's a first," he mocked. "Never seen a nerd not pay attention to a lesson before." Taking a deep breath, I tried to calm myself before he said anything that would've actually set me the fuck off. Keep your cool, Leia. He was only doing it for a reaction. Don't give it to him, and he'll leave you alone. I felt him lean up closer to me again as he whispered in my ear. "You look a little tense, Tiger. What's got you so worked up?" I gripped my pencil tightly. "Hm? You getting in the right mindset for a date you got tonight? Maybe two? Or three?" I ground my teeth again, and my knuckles turned white from my grip on the pencil. If one more bullshit thing came out of his fucking mouth, I was going to break his fucking nose. His hot breath lingered on my neck as he whispered again. "Or how about three dates in one place?" The pencil snapped in my grip. Fuck. He chuckled behind me. "You know, you seem like the kinda girl who would have four guys in one place. Oh, wait!" That was fucking it. I stood up and got in his face. "Shut the fuck up!" "Miss Roschèr!" I heard Ms. Sconley shout. My stomach sank into a bottomless pit. Zach raised his eyebrows. I felt my insides go cold as I turned around. Ms. Sconley had her hands on her hips. "Never have I ever expected you to have such an outburst in my class!" Zach snickered. "I need a beer to drink to that." I shrank back and looked down from the intense glare Ms. Sconley gave. "Miss Roschèr, mister Turploy, go to the principals office. Now," she demanded. Zach's jaw dropped. "What did I do!?" Ms. Sconley glared at him. "You provoked. Go." Zach cursed under his breath as he put his stuff in his backpack and picked it up. I gathered my things, my face hot, and walked out, Zach right behind me. As we walked down the hallway, I could hear Zach's footsteps fall in line with mine as he strided beside me. "You know," he started, pure smugness dripping out of his voice. "You should learn to take a joke." I stopped short and whipped around to face him. "Yeah? Well, you should learn to make one!" He cocked a brow. "Oh? think I can't make a joke?" I glared at him. "I know for a fact that your sense of humor is fucked up." He nodded in amusement. "Hm. Okay. I'll have to fix that, then." I scoffed. "Yeah, you really shou-" I was cut off in the split second it took for him to push my shoulders and slam my back into the lockers. He put two hands on the lockers beside me and caged me in with his arms. I could feel the burning heat creep up my face as he leaned in close, and his hot breath blew gently onto my face. "You wanna see how much more I can fuck you up, Tiger?" He growled, a deep, gutteral sound that came only from the darkest depths of his throat. I shrank back against the lockers underneath his intense blue stare. We stayed in this position for what felt like an eternity before he blinked and took a step back, as if his entire sense of self had come flooding back to him or something, and he turned and headed to the 'exit' doors. "Where the hell are you going?" I sputtered as I tried to recollect my thoughts. He shrugged, a nonchalant look on his face. "Out." And with that, he walked out the door like he owned the fucking place. Like what had just happened hadn't happened at all. Fucking piece of shit. I groaned in frustration and made my way to the office. I knocked on the door and waited for a response. "Come in." I walked inside and saw Mr. Moltrey sitting behind his desk. "Have a seat, Ms. Roschèr." I opened the front door of my house and closed it behind me. A grin spread across my face when my Beagle, Copper, skittered on his paws to greet me as he rounded the corner. I crouched and wrapped my arms around his small body, laughing as he attacked my face with his tongue. "Honey?" My moms voice rang from the kitchen. "Yeah, it's me," I responded, rubbing Copper behind the ears. "Dinner will be ready in about fifteen minutes!" "Okay." I stood upright and trudged up the stairs and to my room, Copper bounding up behind me. I let him in before I shut the door. I flopped on my bed and looked around the room. My bed was made, and my lava lamp sat in the same spot as before, on top of the cherry wood nightstand next to my bed. My laptop sat on my desk, hooked up to the monitor beside it, as well as my keyboard and mouse. Copper's dog bed still resided underneath the oak desk, where he had always liked to lay whenever I did my homework. Copper jumped up next to me and licked my face again, and I couldn't help but giggle. "Oh, Copper," I sighed as I rubbed his ears. I stood up and grabbed my backpack, and pulled out my assignments and textbooks to get my homework done. I walked over to my desk and sat in the cushioned swivel chair, and got to work on history. I might as well get my homework done now so I wouldn't have to do it when I would get back from the trip. Copper settled in his dog bed underneath the desk, curling up and snuggling into the cushioning. I finished my homework quickly and thoroughly. I double and triple checked my answers before I put all of my things back into my backpack. Copper leapt out of bed as soon as I stood and stretched, and bounded down the stairs after me as I walked into the dining room. I saw my parents and younger brother, Timmy, sitting at the table, and the smell of spaghetti and meatballs wafted through the air and into my nose. My favorite dinner. I inhaled and took in the delicious scent as I sat down in my seat. Copper took his spot underneath the table, right by my feet. He knew where the scraps came from. I smiled and rubbed his head. "So," my mother started. "That Turploy kid was teasing you again?" Of course Moltrey had called mom and told her about me having been sent to the principals office today. I looked down and twiddled my fingers. "Yeah, he was talking about what happened five years ago again." My dad narrowed his eyes. "That kid is nothing but a jerk." Then his gaze softened. "I wish you didn't have to go through all of his bullshit." My mom slapped his arm. "Michael!" "What's bullshit?" Timmy asked, tilting his dark head of hair as curiosity clouded his blue eyes. He had my dad's hair, brown, commonly mistaken for black when it wasn't looked at closely. Dad stiffened. "Uh...it's..." He looked at mom, but she crossed her arms and shook her head. "You got yourself into it, Mike. You can get out of it." Timmy looked between them. "What is it?" Dad cleared his throat and shifted in his seat. "Well, Timmy. It is a very mean thing to say about bulls. It hurts their feelings. So best we not say it, yeah?" Timmy nodded and smiled. "Okay!" Dad took an obvious breath of relief. "It's completely understandable that you can only take so much of his crap," mom continued. "Is he going on the trip tomorrow?" I nodded. "Sadly, yes." "Just kick him in the balls," Timmy chimes, grinning like the poor child he was. "That's what Stella did to Perry at school today." "Your turn," dad whispered to mom. I looked at the time. "Oh shoot! Jake's gonna be here any minute." Timmy's face lit up at the mention of Jake, who basically treated him like a little brother. "Ooh, yay!" I finished off the rest of my spaghetti and rinsed my plate before dashing upstairs. Copper leaped up and followed me into my room. I ransacked my closet as I tried to find something to wear. Eventually, I settled on my sky blue sweatshirt and dark-wash distressed skinny jeans. Jake hadn't told me where we we would be going, just to wear something warm. I grabbed my navy blue Converse and tied them back on. I check the outfit in the mirror to see how it looks. The best thing about these Converse wad that they matched literally any outfit. I brushed my hair and let it fall loosely in its s-wave layers and applied natural looking makeup, nothing bold or obvious. I grabbed my little black purse just as the doorbell rang and walked down the stairs just as an excited Timmy opened the door, revealing Jake, who sported a Nike hoodie which I was sure I was going to steal later, loose jeans, and his black and white Nike sneakers. He smiled down at Timmy and gave him a high-five before looking up at me. His eyes immediately lit up, and he smiled. I walked up to him, and he wrapped me in a hug. "Hey, gorgeous." The butterflies. "Gross," Timmy gagged. I hugged him back, then smiled and looked up into his eyes. "Hey." "You ready?" I nodded and smiled. "You going to tell me where we're going?" A mischievous grin spreaded over his face. "Nope." I gave an exasperated groan, which made him to break into a chuckle. My parents walked in and greeted Jacob. He and dad had a small talk until he checked the time. "Well, we should get going so we're not late." He took my hand in his, interlacing our fingers, and I raised my eyebrows. "We're on a time crunch!?" He laughed at my reaction. "Yeah! And we gotta get going!" We said goodbye to my parents and Timmy before we went to Jake's black BMW, which he named Victor. I grinned as I buckled my seatbelt, excited to see what Jake had planned. We drove for about ten minutes before he pulled into a stadium parking lot. "What's this place?" I asked as I tried to get a better look through his tinted windows. Jake only grinned. "You'll see." He stepped out of the car and walked to my side, opening the door for me and taking my hand. He held his arm out to me, and I took it as he led me to the stadium. We walked inside, and I saw multiple signs. Each one gave away the event: a hockey game. I beamed up at Jake, who was already smiling down at me. "I know you love hockey, so I thought I'd take you to see a game." He guided me to our seats as he explained the game, mainly the teams playing; The Mishton Cobras and the Prolter Panthers. He said our team is the Panthers. The lights dimmed, and a song began to play. "Immigrant's Song," I thought. The head screen lit up and brought the intro to the game, and began to announce the players. I watched the screen as each player was shown as they skated into the rink when announced and clapped along with everyone else. I recognized Owen Foley and Marcus Miller as they were called and skated onto the rink. "And finally," the announcer boomed. "Team captain of the Panthers, the fan favorite, Zachary. Bentley. Turploy!" The whole crowd cheered as Zach skated onto the rink, waving and grinning at his fans. The cheers to increase in volume, the sound growing deafening in the limited space of the stadium. Fuck. No.I raised my eyebrows as Ms. Sconley stared Leia down. She clearly was not happy about Leia's tantrum. Leia slowly turned away from me and looked back at a pissed-off Ms. Sconley. "Never have I ever expected you to have such an outburst in my class!" Sconley continued. I snickered quietly. "I need a beer to drink to that." Leia dropped her head, and her cheeks turned beet red. "Miss Roschèr, mister Turploy, go to the principals office. Now." I felt my jaw drop, incredulous that I was getting sent. "What did I do!?" Sconley turned her glare to me. "You provoked. Now go." I shoved my stuff into my backpack. "Bloody bitch," I mumbled under my breath. I picked up my backpack carried it out, and walked behind Leia through the door. Unbe-fucking-leivable. I didn't know why I was being sent down for saying something. Leia had had a choice to ignore me. I mean, she had, but I always knew how to get under her skin. At least she was in trouble. I couldn't help but smirk at the thoug
I felt my whole gut sink down. My insides grew cold. My head went light. Jacob frowned. "Isn't that the guy that always shits on you?" I nodded absent-mindedly, but I barely even heard Jake's words. "Yeah..." He looked into my eyes as concern clouded over his own. "Do you want to go?" If there was one thing I could control, it was not letting this douchebag control whether or not I would stay at a fucking hockey game. Regardless if he was playing or not. I just shook my head. "No, it's okay. I'll be fine." He offered a half smile and nodded, facing forward. "So, are those other two guys from our school? Owen and Marcus?" I nodded. "Yeah. They're close friends of Zach's." Jake hummed in acknowledgment. "They going on the trip tomorrow?" "Yeah." He shook his head. "I wish you didn't have to go through the shit they put you through. I don't know why they do it." I tried not to wince. I hoped he never would find out why they did this to me. "Well," I hesitated. "
So far, the score was 3-1, putting us in the lead. The Cobras had the puck and were advancing towards Owen. "Block it, Foley!" I heard coach scream. Almost at the exact same time, the puck was shot towards the goal, and Owen slammed down and blocked the score. "Yeah, Foley!" Coach shouted. Owen grinned and threw a thumbs up as Jayden stole the puck, swinging it to Marcus. I called out to Marcus once he was halfway down the rink, and he swung the puck in my direction, giving me a perfect shot. I intercepted the puck with my stick and skated towards the goal, dodging players and keeping the puck away from their sticks, and passed the puck back to Marcus as soon as I knew he had the ultimate shot, since his was better than mine, and he scored, bringing the score up to 4-1. The crowd cheered, and I fistbumped Marcus. "Yeah, man!" He slapped me on the back as he skated by. A couple of blocks and a score later, halftime rolled around, and the coach called us back into the ben
My alarm blared, and the intro to "Wake Me Up Before You Go-Go" jolted me awake with a start. Naturally, my fist slammed on the snooze button and sent the blaring noise to a stop, and caused a couple of pieces to break off the clock. Those fucking reflexes. Now I needed a new clock. I groaned and wiped my face before I checked the time; 4:45. Fuck. I heavy sighed and threw my covers off of my body, exposing myself to the early-morning chill. Double fuck. I reached over to grab my blanket, desperate for its warmth, but apparently, I had thrown it on the floor, keeping it out of reach. "I fucking hate mornings," I grumbled to myself, my groggy morning voice a little deeper than usual, as I forced my body to a sitting position and threw my legs off the side of my bed. My feet hit the floor and I sat up to stretch to loosen my muscles. A yawn rose from my lungs as I reluctantly pushed myself up and off my bed. I rubbed my eyes as I ambled over to my dresser to pull out some clothes fo
A yawn forced its way out of my lungs as I rolled my suitcase through the student-packed gym to the name tag table. I scanned the array of name tags, searching down the alphabetical-ordered list of students' names until I found Roschèr. I had downed at least three cups of coffee this morning to try to wake myself up, but sadly, it seemed to have had no effect on me. My eyelids still had dumbells tied to them on a string, weighing them down and making them nearly impossible to keep open. Once I found my name, I peeled the sticker off of its paper and smoothed it onto the front side of my suitcase. "You all set, Leys?" My dad asked as he smiled at me through my phone screen. "Do you need anything before I head out?" Dad had always insisted we do a FaceTime call whenever I would go on a trip. I guess he just wanted to make sure I hadn't forgotten anything and that I would get to my transportation safely. I nodded and gave him what was supposed to be a smile. "Yeah, I'm all good. I d
My entire body stiffened, my muscles tensing at the feeling of his presence, at the feeling of his breath literally cascading down my neck. Fuck. His morning voice was... No, stop it, Leia! I took a deep breath and tried to get my shit together because this guy was not even a foot away from me. So close that his chest was practically brushing up against my back. And I was not going to let him see the effects that he had on my body, despite my conscious wanting to strangle him until the body stopped shaking. Although I was almost fairly certain that he had the idea, based off of the goosebumps that prickled my skin, the hairs that stood on end all along my arms and across the back of my neck, and the way my body shivered from the hot breath he breathed across my neck. And I didn't know if the burning heat in my face was visible, but I prayed to God that it wasn't. It felt like I was wearing three ski jackets and a pair of snow pants in a sauna set to 100° Fahrenheit. I cleare
The nerve of that asshole, I swear to fucking God. Jacob mother-fucking Broder needed to mind his own fucking business and shove his nose back in his ass before I did it for him. Prince Charming, knight in shining armor, and bodyguard. Those seemed to be his only roles in his relationship with Leia. He was always treating her like she was some delicate, fragile, breakable artifact or something when she was anything but that. Leia was a strong-minded, independent, and intelligent woman. She never failed to speak her mind or confront others when they were treating others like shit. Unless it was me, of course. That was when she avoided my presence as much as she possibly could. And as annoying as it was, she was also incredibly passionate about what she loved and cherished the most, always excited to share whatever brought her joy. Let it be her ridiculous obsession with books, her love for history, or her dreams to be a photographer that she'd had ever since she was a little girl..
Haylie and I stood among the rest of our small group as we waited to receive our seating arrangements for the bus. I shuffled on my feet, the feeling of two deep blue eyes burning into my back crawling through my skin and giving me shivers. "You okay?" Haylie asked, her brows furrowing as she studied my face. "Yeah," I lied. If I told Haylie about what had happened while had been putting our bags away, she would freak out. And I really didn't want to start the trip off with a bad start when we weren't even boarding the busses yet. She gave me a suspicious look but left it alone. "Okay." I forced a smile, but she was still unconvinced. I mean, of course she would know when I was lying about something. We had been best friends for the past five years. To Haylie Murrah, I was a completely open book with zero secrets. Nothing got passed her. But she left certain things alone. For a certain amount of time. Our group leader, Ms. Spencer cleared her throat to grab the attenti
If you made it this far into Zach and Leia's story, then it is safe to say you have reached the end. I have had so much fun writing this book, and being able to share it with all of you has been such an honor. I am so happy that we finished this together, and I'm so thankful for all of you who got to go with Zach, Leia, and the rest of the BATB family. I would like to add some dedications, as well. To my best friends, Josie and Natalie, you guys supported me through this book and I am forever greatful. I love you both so, so much. My parents, who supported my dreams to work on and finish this book. You two are such important figures in my life, and I am forever thankful for you. And to all of my readers, who kept me going. I love you all so much
I could only stand there as Leia stormed away, in absolute shock as I tried to process what had just happened. Shock that soon developed into frustration. Fuck. Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck. I looked down at what she had slammed into my chest. A helmet. I traced the design with my finger, creating an invisible outline along the lightning bolt on the side. Shit. This had to have cost a fortune for her. I looked up to where Leia had disappeared, and something snapped within me. Before I knew what I was doing, I threw the helmet onto the couch without a second glance before running out the door and into the freezing cold weather. "Leia!" I called out to her retreating form. All she was wearing was a thin long-sleeve top and a skirt with nothing else to cover her bare legs and arms. She had to be freezing to the bone by now.She turned at the sound of her name, but her expression turned colder than the snow beneath my feet once she saw who had called it. She turned back around and continu
It was now December 18th. It had been one month and twenty days since I had broken up with Jacob. Seven weeks and one day since I'd found out he was cheating on me. Fifty days since Zach had beat him up until he was bloody and bruised. Fourteen weekends since my heart had been ripped out of my chest. For a month I had sat in my room, on my bed. It was where I had stayed most of the time. I'd skipped caroling, the baking tradition I shared with my mom, and even most of my family's Christmas shopping and gift-wrapping, my two favorite things about the holidays. I hadn't spoken to Zach since that night. I'd been too mad. Too hurt. No, not hurt. "Hurt" was too small of a word, almost cute sounding. "Aw, did that hurt?" No. It obliterated, demolished, destroyed me. Demoralized, maybe. But no, it didn't hurt me. It didn't "hurt" me at all. Zach had pretended nothing happened. He never talked about it. In fact, he hadn't talked to me at all. Not a single taunt or tease. No pulling my hai
My focus rotated between my phone and Leia as she paced the room while waiting for her asshole of a boyfriend to pick up the Goddamn phone. I had been this close to saying he had been talking to some chick at the party, just to make the situation worse for him. But, I knew that would've hurt Leia more than she needed to be hurt. The click of the line connecting seemed to echo throughout the room, followed by the disgusting sound of Jake's voice. "Hello?" Leia took a deep breath before speaking. "Hey, Jake," she said. Her tone held no warmth, but it wasn't ice cold either. "How are you?" I don't think Leia realized that her phone was on speaker. Unless she knew and wanted me to hear the exchange between the two of them. "I'm alright, just tired. How're you, baby?" I cringed internally. Baby? Give me a fucking break. He was already cringey enough with his sappy bullshit. The nicknames didn't need to be included in the package. "I'm fine." She kept her tone neutral. It wasn't
I woke up the next morning with the worst headache I had ever felt pounding in my temples like a drilling machine. I groaned and sat up, holding my hand to my head. The last thing I remembered was going to the party last night, Zach talking to me and walking away, and... that was it. No snippets of anything from last night, no fragments, nothing. I looked around my surroundings to make sure I wasn't in some other guy's room. Thankfully, I was in my own room. The one that I shared with... Zach. My eyes widened, and I quickly checked myself under the covers. I was still in my skirt and blouse from last night. The only things removed from my body were my shoes. Zach hadn't touched me. Zach Turploy, who had fucked nearly half of the girls at our school and flirted with the rest, had the perfect opportunity to take me. And he hadn't. I sat up slowly, not wanting my head to literally explode from the pressure of my headache, and swung my legs over the side of my bed. I walked over to m
I shouldn't have snapped like that. It's not Leia's fault, and she didn't know anything. She didn't know my history with that scene in that fucking drawing. I sighed and rubbed my face as I walked down the hall, away from the door that I had walked out of after yelling at Leia. The sound of the slamming impact of the door echoed throughout my head as I made my way to the elevator, replaying not only the sound but the events that had happened before. The guilt made me feel like three tons of lead were sitting in my stomach, and it stuck with me as I pressed the button to send the elevator to the first floor and stepped out into the main lobby. I felt a buzz in my pocket and pulled my phone out to see the notification.Marcus: Yo, there's a party in the pool house rn. Get your ass over here. I heavily sighed as I read the text. I really didn't feel like going out. Especially not after what had just happened with Leia. But maybe I needed a distraction, some action, fun. And Marcus
Zach looked up from his dufflebag, pausing his sifting for just long enough to throw me that mother-fucking grin. "My, my," he mused, standing upright and crossing his arms over his chest. "It must be kismet, how we keep bumping into each other like this." I only stood there, dumbfounded and incredulous. "You fucking planned this!"Zach raised a brow. "Oh, you think I planned this? Why the fuck would I plan for us to be in the same room?" I threw my hands up in frustration. "I don't know! How am I supposed to know how your twisted brain works?" He rolled his neck and let out an exaggerated sigh, feigning mock disappointment at not being able to rile me up a bit more. He finally managed to pry his gaze away for a few moments, glancing around at the room as he did. "So, do the councelors always put two people of the opposite gender sharing a room, or should I start feeling flattered?" He asked, turning his gaze towards me, a raised eyebrow, and that fucking grin ghosting his lips. "
This drive was supposed to take over 24 hours. So obviously, we had to stay the night somewhere. Haylie had told me that we were supposed to stop at the Hilton Inn for the night, and then we would drive the last ten hours to the hotel where we were going to stay for the rest of the trip. But we had made up enough time to the point where we could just drive the whole way to the D.C hotel. The TSO had booked one hotel room for every two students. I really hoped I would be roomed with Haylie or Jake. If I was not, I was going to be throwing hands with someone. We still had around thirty minutes left until we got to the hotel, and it couldn't have been any longer. I needed to get off of the bus and as far away from Zach as possible, or else I was literally going to fucking strangle him. He had spent at least fifteen minutes whistling a random tune that he had made up, making the pitches alternate between long and slow and short and fast. It had annoyed the fucking shit out of me. And
*I ran through the woods, panting and gasping for air as beads of sweat formed along my forehead. I pushed my legs as hard as I could, running from something I couldn't name or see.**As I was running, my foot caught on a loose root, and I fell forward. I screamed and braced myself for the impact of my body on the ground, but it never came. I forced myself to open my eyes, confused, and saw the ground just inches below my face. When I looked up, I saw Jake holding me up by my shirt.**"Jake?" I asked, my brows plunging to the center of my forehead. My voice sounded like an echo, like I was in some sort of cave and not in the middle of the woods from the Exorcist.**His face held an expression of deep relief as he pulled me up and wrapped me in his arms. "Leia!" He whispered into my hair. "I've been looking for you everywhere. I've been so worried." His heavy breathing told me he'd been running as well. And his voice was laced with panic.**I matched his embrace, hugging him tightly. B