39M I R A N D A I stand completely frozen as soon as I hear another voice coming from behind me. My heart is beating like crazy and my hands feel damned cold. I was not ready to face who it was and I don’t know when will I ever learn how to be ready when eventually the people will know about the truth.Landon will know the truth.Hugo will know the truth."Landon." I breathlessly call out his name as he slowly closes the door behind him.He stares at me and at Vivian eagerly looking all confused with what he just heard. I know he is having a hard time processing everything that he heard from here because I have never really told him about the truth and he never actually asked about Ben’s father because he told me that I can tell him only when he is ready. Why is Vivian such a thin-lipped?Why did he ever had to hear that right now?Now is not actually the right time for that.I feel my heart being squeezed to the tiniest piece so hard that it's taking out all of the blood from my s
40H U G OSEVEN YEARS AGOLos Angeles.Avalon, 11PMI hopped off my car as soon as I parked right outside a club named Avalon. I'm not much of a fan with bars but I love the thought of getting a little bit tipsy for a night and going out with friends just enjoying a few drinks aside from smoking some weed. Since our break is about to end in a few days, I think I need something fun before we continue our world tour. Maybe a few shots with Ned and Zachary won't actually hurt, and then maybe meet some couple of women to just hang around all through the night.Who knows? I might find one lucky woman who I can fuck with tonight.The three of us marched our way inside the club together with our bodyguard, John, who is always so protective. He walks with us and makes sure we got in safe without being spotted. As soon as we entered Avalon, I see ridiculously sexy women were around who were busy taking shots and some were even dancing as if they were some strippers. Most of them would glance
40.5"Works all the time." Ned smiles. "Get that woman before someone else does." He moves closer to my ear, "You're single anyways. Fuck her good for one night."I grin as I watch Ned walk to that woman he was eyeing and he seemed pretty confident. I realize that I am alone on the table as I glance at John who is also busy staring at other women who were passing by, I decided to make a move."John." I call out to him.He moves his head to me. "Yes Hugo?""See that blond lady over there?" I pointed out for him as I continued describing the woman I am eyeing for.He nods. "That one with a tube dress?""Yes. That one."I stare at her and she was already taking a seat back on her table.Perfect."Could you get her up here on my table for me? Don't tell her I'm Hugo Saintclare. Just tell her that your friend wants to meet her so badly." I instructed."Alright."I watch as John goes to the first floor and walks to her table right away. I am nervous as I take another shot of my Bacardi as i
41H U G OSEVEN YEARS AGOLOS ANGELESI keep my eyes gazing at her while my left hand was holding the stirring wheel. She keeps on pulling down the hems of her dress but half of her inner thighs were showing off and it is making me feel more enticed. I couldn't focus on the main road while she's next to me because she's such a huge boner distraction.She makes me anticipate her so much with every move she makes just by sitting next to me and she's not even doing it on purpose. She's so simple but she's so hot and she’s just so utterly beautiful while her cheeks and the tip of her nose was getting a little bit reddish."You alright?" I ask her.She gazes at my direction, "I'm fine. I'm a little bit dizzy." She giggles cutely. "But I'm alright." She pulls two thumbs up.I grin as I watch her looking back at me eagerly."What?" I ask."You really really really look like Hugo Saintclare. I think I had too much to drink that I'm seeing people." She placed her palms over her forehead while
41.5My jaws dropped open and realized that she was indeed serious about it.She is indeed a virgin. She was telling the truth the entire time.I bent my head down right above her breasts and I think the rubber is hurting her too much. No wonder she's really tight. I carefully pulled myself out and took off the condom from me and threw it to the bin."I'm sorry." I say.I push her hair off her face, "I didn't know you were a still virgin. I'm so sorry. I thought you were only kidding when you said it. Are you still hurt down there?"I try to massage her thighs hoping it would help a little bit."A little. But please, I want this right now. I want you right now Hugo." She answers me.Ugh, she says name so sexily and it is fucking driving me insane. God!"I promise I'll take it slowly on the first round but I won't promise on the next ones." I tell her.She nods."Tell me if it hurts really badly or it's getting worst than a while ago with the condom on, alright?" I kiss her forehead.S
42M I R A N D A"Who is Ben's real father?" He asks me and my soul just left my body.I tried to keep an emotionless and straight face after the things that Hugo told me and now he's asking me about Ben. All of a sudden he's curious about Ben! But he has the right to be because I have been utterly selfish towards him, the entire time. I can't believe that I came here totally unprepared for this kind of conversation and I can't believe he'll actually tell me everything that happened that night. Embarrassing.Totally embarrassing. I don't know how to face him after what he just told me and I am totally bothered about the things we did seven years ago. Now that he's questioning about Ben's biological father, it is something I don’t know how to face. I have always guarded myself from people who would want to invade that kind of personal space in my life. Ever since Ben was born, I have always protected him from everyone who could possible hurt him.Ben does not deserve to be ridiculed
42.5He's quiet now. He's listening."I was so embarrassed that I've lived with it these past seven years. I was so wasted that I don't remember anything and it is so scary not knowing what I have done that night. It’s so traumatizing.” I cried as I shake my head sideways.Silence enveloped the room.“I'm so ashamed of myself. The look on your face when you saw the bloodstain on your hotel bed sheets. It scarred me. It made me feel so… horrible.” I confessed.His brows creasing, “How did you... How did you know about that?”“I was there. I was hiding inside your hotel room. I was looking at you and you looked so disgusted and how it made me feel that I was something disgusting.”Hugo shakes his head, “Rose, no.”“I felt so dirty for having that sinful one night stand with you." I cried inwardly.Hugo looks at me ruefully. "Sinful?" He repeats.I look back at him as he continues, "That sinful night meant something to me. It was a night I would want to relive over and over again."My he
43M I R A N D A Those words and yelling conversations I had with Hugo yesterday is still ringing against my ear. I can't believe he finally found out about the truth and I cannot believe it ended up like that. We fought like we didn't have tomorrow and I yelled at him out of disrespect and anger even though I know I was at fault too.Even after confronting him with what I felt and what I have been through all those years, it was surprising of him to comfort me. Yet, I acted out of control when I screamed at him and even blamed him for the mistake that we both did.I absentmindedly blamed him even though I know I was at fault too. I should have held my emotions flowing overly out from my body that I have kept for all these years.After that confrontation, I honestly don’t know what the future holds for all of us and most especially for Ben. I know he will be very happy to know that his father is Hugo and I know he will be so mad at me for hiding it from him all these years. I don’t e