Seven months earlier
Dinner had started off like any other—quiet conversation, the clinking of cutlery, and the warm glow of candlelight filling the room. But the atmosphere shifted when my father set his fork down, his tone turning authoritative.
“Derek, you’ll lead the patrol tonight,” he said firmly.
I nearly choked on my drink. “What? Tonight? I already made plans!”
My father’s eyes darkened, a subtle warning in their depths. “This isn’t up for debate. You’re the future Alpha, and leading patrols is a vital responsibility. It’s about ensuring the safety of the pack, maintaining order, and—”
“Yeah, yeah, keeping everyone safe,” I interrupted, frustration bubbling up. “But why tonight? You’ve never cared if I skipped before.”
“You need to start taking responsibility, Derek,” he replied, his tone unyielding. “When the pack sees the Alpha’s son out there, ensuring our borders are secure, it reassures them. They need to know you’re ready to lead.”
I glared at him, ready to argue more, but my mother cut in with a sly smile. “Besides, Derek, it’s for the best. You’ve had enough distractions lately.”
I frowned. “What distractions?”
“Oh, don’t play dumb,” she shot back. “Selene. That girl was practically trying to glue herself to you earlier. I caught her this morning attempting to kiss you while you were working on that building project.”
I groaned. Selene was the Beta's daughter and my childhood friend. For years, she’d convinced herself we were fated mates, but her arrogance and nasty demeanor had made her a thorn in my side.
My mother despised her, believing she’d be a terrible Luna. Apparently, my mother had convinced my father to assign me to patrol tonight, just to keep Selene away.
“No wonder you’re pushing for this,” I muttered, narrowing my eyes at my parents.
“Exactly,” my mother said without apology. “And before you head out, you’ll pick up Kara from Piper’s house. She’s having dinner there.”
Kara was my younger sister, five years my junior. She had a knack for getting herself into trouble, and my mother rarely let her wander far without supervision.
With no room to argue further, I left after dinner to pick her up. When I arrived at Piper’s house, Kara came running toward me, hugging me tightly. “Mom said you’re walking me home?” she asked.
“Yeah,” I said, rolling my eyes. “Apparently, I’m the overprotective big brother now.”
Kara laughed. “I’m not a kid anymore, Derek.”
“Sure you aren’t,” I teased, but I didn’t let her walk alone.
As we made our way home, she glanced up at me curiously. “So, why are you on patrol tonight? I thought you were busy with that project.”
I sighed. “Because of Selene,” I admitted grudgingly.
She smirked. “Figures. This morning, Selene actually went to Mom, asking her to make her breakfast. She told Mom that if she were Luna, she’d never lift a finger in the kitchen. No wonder Mom hates her.”
I groaned. “Let’s just say I’m glad to be on patrol tonight. At least she won’t be sneaking into my room.”
Kara burst out laughing. “You’re probably right!”
After dropping Kara off, I began my patrol. The woods were quiet, the cool air brushing against my skin. Then, a sharp cry cut through the stillness. My senses went on high alert as I followed the sound.
I found her leaning against a tree, her small frame trembling with exhaustion. Ava.
She was the pack’s outcast, known only as “The Broken One.” Born prematurely with a twisted spine, Ava’s existence had always been a mystery and a burden.
No wolf was ever born with defects; it defied the natural order. Her family had largely disowned her, save for her father and one of her brothers. The rest barely tolerated her presence
I approached cautiously. “Ava?” I asked. “Are you okay?”
She didn’t respond. Her face was swollen and tear-streaked, her breathing shallow. Then, I heard it—the unmistakable sound of bones cracking.
My heart raced. She was shifting.
Her head flung back, and a pained cry tore from her throat. I’d seen this before, felt it in my own body during my first shift.
But she was alone. Where was her family? Shifting for the first time was terrifying and disorienting—it was when we were most vulnerable.
I scanned the area, but no one was there. Frustrated, I reached out through the mental link, connecting with my father. “Ava is shifting. Get her family here now.”
As I waited, I knelt beside her, speaking softly. “Ava, your family is coming. Just hold on.”
She shook her head, tears streaming down her face. “No... please... I only want Blake,” she whispered hoarsely.
When her father and brother arrived, Blake rushed to her side, his face etched with concern. Her father, on the other hand, stood stiffly, arms crossed, his expression one of thinly veiled disappointment.
As the final crack of bone echoed through the silent woods, her transformation was complete. What stood before me wasn’t what I had expected.
Her wolf emerged, small and frail, but unlike anything I had ever seen. Its fur was a pristine white, pure and unblemished, glowing faintly in the moonlight as if it had absorbed the very essence of the night.
I froze, my breath catching in my throat. A white wolf.
I had read about them in ancient texts, tales of rare wolves born with coats like snow, often regarded as omens or symbols of untold power.
But I had never seen one—not in real life, not even in the stories passed down through the pack. And yet, here she was.
But for all its beauty, her wolf looked fragile. Too fragile. The small frame of her wolf mirrored her human form: delicate, almost breakable. Her legs trembled as she tried to steady herself, and her breaths came in shallow, uneven gasps.
Her father’s voice shattered the moment. “No,” he said coldly, shaking his head in disbelief. “This can’t be happening. A white wolf... weak and useless? This was supposed to fix her, not make her worse.”
Blake glared at him, anger simmering beneath the surface. “Don’t talk about her like that.”
But her father continued, his tone cold. “This wolf is a disgrace. It won’t run with the pack. No one must see it.”
I clenched my fists, biting back my anger. Ava’s wolf looked up at me, her pale blue eyes filled with sorrow. Then it hit me.
The mate bond.
Her scent filled my nose, intoxicating and undeniable. My wolf stirred, whining in recognition.
“No,” I whispered, stepping back. “No, this can’t be happening.”
“Derek,” her voice called softly in my mind.
I turned away, panic clawing at my chest. “You’re not my mate,” I muttered. “You can’t be.”
As I walked back into the woods, her mournful howl echoed behind me. My chest tightened, but I
forced myself to keep walking. She’s a disgrace, I thought bitterly. I’ll reject her. She can’t be mine.
Ava Hot tears welled up in my eyes as the door slammed shut, the echo of my mother’s scorn still ringing in my ears. "You’re a disgrace," she’d said, her words like knives carving into the fragile shell of my pride. "You’ll never run with the pack. You’ll always hide indoors, just like you always do.”It was the full moon tonight—a night that called every wolf to the run, to revel in their strength and unity. Every wolf but me.The tears I’d fought so hard to contain now spilled freely, streaking my cheeks as I collapsed onto the edge of my bed. My eyes, already swollen from the countless nights I’d cried, burned with fresh grief. Was it my fault that I was born prematurely , Was it my fault that my spine twisted as it did, or that I couldn’t shift when others did .I remembered my father’s stories about my mother when I was younger, how she was the pride of the pack. She had admirers, wolves who envied the one destined to be her mate. My father had beamed with pride when he discov
My wolf had shredded my clothes to ribbons during my shift, leaving me no choice but to sprint home naked through the cool forest.The house was silent when I arrived; the pack was still out on their run. Relief washed over me as I slipped inside, my heart pounding from the night's events. I drew a warm bath, hoping to soothe both my aching body and my frayed nerves. As the water cascaded over me, my emotions spilled over too. Uncontrollable sobs wracked my chest as I replayed the events of the night—the rejection, the disgust in Derek's eyes. The dream of a mate who would cherish me, love me for who I was, shattered like glass underfoot.Tears blurred my vision as I whispered my frustrations to the Moon Goddess. “Why?” I asked, my voice trembling. “Why him? Why not someone else—someone who could see me, accept me for what I am?”Growing up, I’d always fantasized about having a mate who would look past my imperfections, someone who wouldn’t care that I was weak, that I didn’t fit th
DEREK'S POV The weight of responsibility pressed against my chest as my father’s words echoed through the phone “Joshua and Andrea found themselves as mates during the pack run,” he announced. “As the soon-to-be Alpha, Derek, you’ll have to give them your blessings. I’ll be there as well.”A snort escaped my lips. The irony. Here I was, mated to the pack’s runt—a bond I refused to accept—and yet I was expected to celebrate another pair’s perfect union. Could my day get any worse?Before I could stew further in my misery, my door burst open. Selene walked in, her smugness radiating off her like a foul perfume. Dressed in barely anything, she sauntered toward me with that look in her eye, the one that always made my stomach turn.“How the hell do you keep getting into my house?” I muttered under my breath.“Come on, Derek,” she purred, closing the distance between us, her fingers trailing up my arm. “Why are you fighting this? We’d be perfect together.”I pushed her back, my patience
AVA“Look at how Andrea’s parents spoke to us,” my mother’s voice cracked like fragile glass as she entered the house, her eyes red from unshed tears. I could hear the weariness in her tone.“When will this embarrassment end?” she sobbed. “Even after giving birth to three strong, healthy sons, all they remember is the mistake I gave birth to first.”The mistake.The word rang like a death knell in my ears. I clung to the walls of the hallway, my breath coming in shallow bursts. They were talking about me. Tears burned at the edges of my vision, blurring everything around me. My mother… my own mother.Blake had told me to stay in my room—to not hi listen. But how could I not? My curiosity had brought me here, and now the weight of her words crushed my chest.“Andrea’s parents rejected Joshua because of me,” I whispered to myself. My condition—my twisted spine, my premature birth—had stained my family’s reputation like a scar that would never fade.Would Blake’s or Paul’s mates hate the
DEREKI couldn’t stop thinking about the night before.My wolf had been restless all day, his guilt echoing through me like a distant growl. It was his connection to her wolf that alerted me—her wolf had said Ava wanted to end it all. The thought sent chills down my spine, even now. I had no choice but to rush to the river where she was, guided by that unbearable, familiar pull. I found her already deep in the water, her body barely visible under the moonlight as it reflected on the restless waves.The moment I plunged in after her, the icy water stabbed at my skin like thousands of tiny needles. My arms worked desperately to pull her lifeless form from the depths. When I finally dragged her ashore, her pale face was void of life. For the first time in my life, I was terrified. My hands trembled as I gave her mouth-to-mouth, pressing her chest repeatedly, praying to the Moon Goddess to spare her. Then—just as hope began to dwindle—her body jerked, and she gasped for air.But when s
The sparring grounds were quiet except for the sound of fists meeting flesh. Adrian ducked and swung, landing a clean hit to my side. For the fifth time that morning, I barely reacted, letting the blow push me back a step.“What’s gotten into you?” Adrian asked, lowering his fists. “I’ve never been able to land this many hits on you in one day.”I rolled my shoulders, trying to shake off the sluggishness. “Just tired, Adrian. That’s all.”Adrian frowned. “You’ve been tired for weeks. And it’s not just here. You’re distracted during meetings, you’ve been dodging everyone’s questions, and now you can’t even keep up in sparring. Come on, man, talk to me.”I sighed heavily, running a hand through my hair. “I’ve been thinking about bonded mate pairing,” I said flatly.Adrian blinked, taken aback. “Bonded mate pairing? Why? You’re the future Alpha—you have time to find your mate.”I shook my head, my gaze hardening. “Time isn’t a luxury I have, Adrian. The pack needs stability, and traditio
AVA As I sat on the edge of Derek’s massive bed, I couldn’t help but take in the size and grandeur of the room. It was enormous—larger than my family’s entire living space—with high ceilings and walls lined with shelves of books and artifacts that spoke of Derek’s status as the future Alpha. My eyes landed on the bed itself. It was a grand piece of furniture with dark, heavy posts and a thick mattress draped in luxurious navy-blue sheets. I sat stiffly, feeling like I didn’t belong in a space like this.My thoughts drifted back to what had just happened outside. Kora’s attack replayed in my mind—the insults, the hatred, and the humiliation I had endured in front of everyone. But what confused me most was Derek’s reaction. He had defended me , growled at Kora like a wolf ready to rip her apart, and carried me here as if I were something precious.“How could he do that after rejecting me?” . It didn’t make sense. He had made it abundantly clear that I wasn’t worthy of being his mate
After Derek left the room, shutting the door behind him, I found myself lost in thought. The kiss had left me dazed, a whirlwind of emotions coursing through me. I was torn between the pain of his rejection and the undeniable pull of our bond. Before I could fully process my feelings, there was a knock at the door, and the Alpha—Derek’s father—walked in.The Alpha’s presence was commanding yet kind, his gaze soft as he looked at me . "Ava," he started, his deep voice laced with regret. "I owe you an apology.”I blinked in surprise. "An apology, Alpha?"He nodded, stepping further into the room. "I’ve failed you, and for that, I’m deeply sorry. I didn’t realize the extent of what you’ve been through—how much you’ve endured in silence, hiding for years. As Alpha, my role is to protect every member of this pack, and I failed to do that for you.”I looked down, my voice barely above a whisper. "You have a lot on your shoulders, Alpha. You’re not just the leader of the pack—you’re a fath
AVA"You don't look like you would hurt a fly ? " she shrugs at me. " But she has all of your women's magic and her sisters , she is powerful and she's conniving. What if we lose ?" I asked her and her eyes softened. " I have not seen the entire pack that we are in , but I have seen enough to know you are surrounded. She is but one woman. Why do you all fear her so much ? " she asks and her questions stumped me into silence. So she continues to talk. " You have magic , so do the other girls that woke us. You are not defenseless ", she states." I know that " I was about to answer, but she cut me off. " Do you know that ? Because if you had known that you would already be fighting her back , would you not ? " I nodded dumbly. " Yea , I mean no. But shit . We have just been letting this all happen. We were so scared they would beat us. They lived with us for weeks and we did nothing. Always waiting. Too scared " I said quietly. " To lose people ? "she asked and I nodded again." You, my
DEREK I never knew being the Alpha of a pack can be this strenuous . Dad usually does it effortlessly, he carried everyone's burden like he was born for the role . Meanwhile I was here being worn out , but I couldn't get tired because Ava needs me more than she needs anyone else . We were literally running around the pack , until Ava looked ready to drop from exhaustion. After a lot of coaxing, I managed to convince her she needed some rest. It took a lot of work , everyone was on a very high alert about whether Sabrina would come back. Ava still needed to release the magic to the goddess , but one thing after another just kept coming up. To where it was now almost three in the morning. We were stopping at the pack house where we could all keep close. I think that was the only way she would settle, at least hopefully a little bit.By the time I got her to our room , she was pretty much asleep on her feet. Adrenaline had been running that high , she was now crashing. We all were. Bu
Once we were behind the door , it took a while for them all to become coherent. They were dazed and foggy , and weak. Some could hardly even stand. They'd been laid down for so long , I was surprised they even remembered how. " We need to get them some food and water down here , they may even need a doctor ", I said, worriedly, watching them. " Let's wait to see how they react first before we put a doc in the room with them " Derek said from behind me. " They're human Derek , what can they do if you have warriors standing guard " I tried to reason with him. Well I was the emotional one and Derek was the logical one so definitely we would clash here and there . " I'm going to go back to the hospital. Do you want me to send a doctor down here ? "Vee asked us . I was about to answer yes , but Derek spoke first. " Hold the doctor , but will you go ask Adrian if he will arrange for food and drinks to be brought down, please Vee ", she looked at him a little fearful. The concept of her goi
The women and concubines we took from the castle had these gloomy looks on their faces like they would be gone anytime soon , I actually felt an urge to release them but I don't work on my own here even though I'm the alpha of alphas I can't skip the authority figures in my life, and honestly I'm greatly for people around me , they help correct my head when I'm about acting irrationally." Can we even remove the spell put on them ? " I asked Nimue . Looking at all the immobile bodies through the cell door was creepy. It made shivers run down my spine just being down here. " We should be able to , but some spells can be tricky. It can be hard to undo another witch's spell. At least for us , I don't want to keep tapping into the moon goddess's magic. The quicker we give it back the better". I heard some shouting further down the hall. The alpha and Derek were talking to someone through the door. Walking over , I went to see what the fuss was about. Getting closer, I heard the one voice
" Nimue, I need them back. Let's just go after her now. We have your magic. I can feel the strength of it running through my veins. We can kill her ourselves ", I said to her while I paced through the room. I could feel Derek's eyes tracking me and I was doing my best to block my thoughts from him. He wouldn't agree with this. " And for good reason he wouldn't. "Ava, What have I been saying this whole time? I have always run into things alone , not relying on others. For me to stay, I have to prove that I no longer need this magic. Not all of it anyway. To go to her now and deal with her ourselves, that will prove the balance keepers right. We need to give the magic back and deal with her with what's left and with our mate and family and friends. Ava , I don't want to have to leave again" she said sadly.I groaned inwardly. " If we give it back now, she will kill them ", I told her. " She won't know , Ava , I think you see us as giving it back, as we will be weak again. We are the tru
"You mean that's not Adrian?" . I asked and Ava shook her head . "We need to go". She clapped her hands again and as soon as she got back , we were surrounded by everyone at the pack including Adrian . He was standing in front of me . "What the hell is going on?" I asked Ava . "We didn't have a choice. When she took you away we began to come up with different plans , and different ideas were coming up . Then Seth brought up the Idea of us distracting her while I went and got Nimue's magic." As I was trying to get everything she was saying, I noticed she was looking at me , from head to toe ,and the next minute I saw that I was putting on boxers ."Sabrina will figure everything out soon , she would know it's Seth and not Adrian and I fear for his life . She had said she wanted me to get the magic , what does that even mean ? She had Fay. Fay shook her head . It was as if I was dreaming because why did no one seem bothered about Sabrina's sister Fay standing with us . I think I pretty
DEREK The environment around the cave didn't look like how Ava and I left it . It was now looking more scary and shady , like Sabrina had visited the cave more often . Sabrina's presence gave this bad energy vibe. For someone who doesn't get scared easily, the bad energy was having an effect on me and it was weighing me down. Runner my wolf was howling seriously in my mind , it made it difficult for me to focus . She definitely had plans to break all my barriers and enter into my mind, that's what she always does .She stood leering at me , her smile evil and malicious. She was really winding me up. She had taken the spell off that held my body frozen , and replaced it with shackles around my wrists and ankles that were attached to the wall. They must be spelled with something too, because I had been trying to shift for the last hour we had been here , and had no luck. Runner was going ballistic inside of me. "Now let's try again to get into that head of yours shall we? I believe t
AVAWoh Woh Woh. How did I even do that? I don't even know any spell Nimue had actually taken over. I wouldn't have known how to do that. I would have been virtually helpless. This new me is giving what it should give . It's like I'm on high alert and very sensitive. Nimue too , it's like all the powers she had had advanced by two and it was awesome. I watched as she disappeared . I was about thanking the moon goddess when I saw her re-appear behind Derek. Her hand wrapped around his body and, in the blink of an eye , my world had disappeared. She had taken him. Nimue had stopped whatever spell she had been saying thinking she had gone. But she hadn't. She had just moved. Chaos broke out as the future alpha was taken. Adrian's bonds that held him slipped off , as he stumbled forward to his knees. Vee went running up to him. And even though he didn't shun her , you could tell that he didn't want her to be so close. Meanwhile, I stood watching it all frozen , unmoving. Like if I didn'
DEREK I definitely felt bad for Adrian and Vee . I remember when we were still teenagers how Adrian and I usually talked about treating our mates when we finally met them . Adrian for one was more calm than I was , so I expected that he would treat his mate with more princess treatment than me . Now Sabrina has taken away Adrian's opportunity to treat his mate the way he had envisioned it . I feel very sorry for him . But Ava was my mate and she was my main concern and protection went to her. Ava looked up at me after Vee had walked off with an expectant look. " What ? " I asked her and she rolled her eyes. " Go follow him " she told me and I shook my head. "I am not leaving your side, while ever that crazy bitch is on the loose " I told her and her eyes narrowed. She stepped back and crossed her arms over her chest. " You need to go to our friend. "He’s your best friend Derek, he needs you more right now , he needs a shoulder to lean on . I am going to the house to see my dad , an