Seven months earlier
Dinner had started off like any other—quiet conversation, the clinking of cutlery, and the warm glow of candlelight filling the room. But the atmosphere shifted when my father set his fork down, his tone turning authoritative.
“Derek, you’ll lead the patrol tonight,” he said firmly.
I nearly choked on my drink. “What? Tonight? I already made plans!”
My father’s eyes darkened, a subtle warning in their depths. “This isn’t up for debate. You’re the future Alpha, and leading patrols is a vital responsibility. It’s about ensuring the safety of the pack, maintaining order, and—”
“Yeah, yeah, keeping everyone safe,” I interrupted, frustration bubbling up. “But why tonight? You’ve never cared if I skipped before.”
“You need to start taking responsibility, Derek,” he replied, his tone unyielding. “When the pack sees the Alpha’s son out there, ensuring our borders are secure, it reassures them. They need to know you’re ready to lead.”
I glared at him, ready to argue more, but my mother cut in with a sly smile. “Besides, Derek, it’s for the best. You’ve had enough distractions lately.”
I frowned. “What distractions?”
“Oh, don’t play dumb,” she shot back. “Selene. That girl was practically trying to glue herself to you earlier. I caught her this morning attempting to kiss you while you were working on that building project.”
I groaned. Selene was the Beta's daughter and my childhood friend. For years, she’d convinced herself we were fated mates, but her arrogance and nasty demeanor had made her a thorn in my side.
My mother despised her, believing she’d be a terrible Luna. Apparently, my mother had convinced my father to assign me to patrol tonight, just to keep Selene away.
“No wonder you’re pushing for this,” I muttered, narrowing my eyes at my parents.
“Exactly,” my mother said without apology. “And before you head out, you’ll pick up Kara from Piper’s house. She’s having dinner there.”
Kara was my younger sister, five years my junior. She had a knack for getting herself into trouble, and my mother rarely let her wander far without supervision.
With no room to argue further, I left after dinner to pick her up. When I arrived at Piper’s house, Kara came running toward me, hugging me tightly. “Mom said you’re walking me home?” she asked.
“Yeah,” I said, rolling my eyes. “Apparently, I’m the overprotective big brother now.”
Kara laughed. “I’m not a kid anymore, Derek.”
“Sure you aren’t,” I teased, but I didn’t let her walk alone.
As we made our way home, she glanced up at me curiously. “So, why are you on patrol tonight? I thought you were busy with that project.”
I sighed. “Because of Selene,” I admitted grudgingly.
She smirked. “Figures. This morning, Selene actually went to Mom, asking her to make her breakfast. She told Mom that if she were Luna, she’d never lift a finger in the kitchen. No wonder Mom hates her.”
I groaned. “Let’s just say I’m glad to be on patrol tonight. At least she won’t be sneaking into my room.”
Kara burst out laughing. “You’re probably right!”
After dropping Kara off, I began my patrol. The woods were quiet, the cool air brushing against my skin. Then, a sharp cry cut through the stillness. My senses went on high alert as I followed the sound.
I found her leaning against a tree, her small frame trembling with exhaustion. Ava.
She was the pack’s outcast, known only as “The Broken One.” Born prematurely with a twisted spine, Ava’s existence had always been a mystery and a burden.
No wolf was ever born with defects; it defied the natural order. Her family had largely disowned her, save for her father and one of her brothers. The rest barely tolerated her presence
I approached cautiously. “Ava?” I asked. “Are you okay?”
She didn’t respond. Her face was swollen and tear-streaked, her breathing shallow. Then, I heard it—the unmistakable sound of bones cracking.
My heart raced. She was shifting.
Her head flung back, and a pained cry tore from her throat. I’d seen this before, felt it in my own body during my first shift.
But she was alone. Where was her family? Shifting for the first time was terrifying and disorienting—it was when we were most vulnerable.
I scanned the area, but no one was there. Frustrated, I reached out through the mental link, connecting with my father. “Ava is shifting. Get her family here now.”
As I waited, I knelt beside her, speaking softly. “Ava, your family is coming. Just hold on.”
She shook her head, tears streaming down her face. “No... please... I only want Blake,” she whispered hoarsely.
When her father and brother arrived, Blake rushed to her side, his face etched with concern. Her father, on the other hand, stood stiffly, arms crossed, his expression one of thinly veiled disappointment.
As the final crack of bone echoed through the silent woods, her transformation was complete. What stood before me wasn’t what I had expected.
Her wolf emerged, small and frail, but unlike anything I had ever seen. Its fur was a pristine white, pure and unblemished, glowing faintly in the moonlight as if it had absorbed the very essence of the night.
I froze, my breath catching in my throat. A white wolf.
I had read about them in ancient texts, tales of rare wolves born with coats like snow, often regarded as omens or symbols of untold power.
But I had never seen one—not in real life, not even in the stories passed down through the pack. And yet, here she was.
But for all its beauty, her wolf looked fragile. Too fragile. The small frame of her wolf mirrored her human form: delicate, almost breakable. Her legs trembled as she tried to steady herself, and her breaths came in shallow, uneven gasps.
Her father’s voice shattered the moment. “No,” he said coldly, shaking his head in disbelief. “This can’t be happening. A white wolf... weak and useless? This was supposed to fix her, not make her worse.”
Blake glared at him, anger simmering beneath the surface. “Don’t talk about her like that.”
But her father continued, his tone cold. “This wolf is a disgrace. It won’t run with the pack. No one must see it.”
I clenched my fists, biting back my anger. Ava’s wolf looked up at me, her pale blue eyes filled with sorrow. Then it hit me.
The mate bond.
Her scent filled my nose, intoxicating and undeniable. My wolf stirred, whining in recognition.
“No,” I whispered, stepping back. “No, this can’t be happening.”
“Derek,” her voice called softly in my mind.
I turned away, panic clawing at my chest. “You’re not my mate,” I muttered. “You can’t be.”
As I walked back into the woods, her mournful howl echoed behind me. My chest tightened, but I
forced myself to keep walking. She’s a disgrace, I thought bitterly. I’ll reject her. She can’t be mine.
Ava Hot tears welled up in my eyes as the door slammed shut, the echo of my mother’s scorn still ringing in my ears. "You’re a disgrace," she’d said, her words like knives carving into the fragile shell of my pride. "You’ll never run with the pack. You’ll always hide indoors, just like you always do.”It was the full moon tonight—a night that called every wolf to the run, to revel in their strength and unity. Every wolf but me.The tears I’d fought so hard to contain now spilled freely, streaking my cheeks as I collapsed onto the edge of my bed. My eyes, already swollen from the countless nights I’d cried, burned with fresh grief. Was it my fault that I was born prematurely , Was it my fault that my spine twisted as it did, or that I couldn’t shift when others did .I remembered my father’s stories about my mother when I was younger, how she was the pride of the pack. She had admirers, wolves who envied the one destined to be her mate. My father had beamed with pride when he discov
My wolf had shredded my clothes to ribbons during my shift, leaving me no choice but to sprint home naked through the cool forest.The house was silent when I arrived; the pack was still out on their run. Relief washed over me as I slipped inside, my heart pounding from the night's events. I drew a warm bath, hoping to soothe both my aching body and my frayed nerves. As the water cascaded over me, my emotions spilled over too. Uncontrollable sobs wracked my chest as I replayed the events of the night—the rejection, the disgust in Derek's eyes. The dream of a mate who would cherish me, love me for who I was, shattered like glass underfoot.Tears blurred my vision as I whispered my frustrations to the Moon Goddess. “Why?” I asked, my voice trembling. “Why him? Why not someone else—someone who could see me, accept me for what I am?”Growing up, I’d always fantasized about having a mate who would look past my imperfections, someone who wouldn’t care that I was weak, that I didn’t fit th
DEREK'S POV The weight of responsibility pressed against my chest as my father’s words echoed through the phone “Joshua and Andrea found themselves as mates during the pack run,” he announced. “As the soon-to-be Alpha, Derek, you’ll have to give them your blessings. I’ll be there as well.”A snort escaped my lips. The irony. Here I was, mated to the pack’s runt—a bond I refused to accept—and yet I was expected to celebrate another pair’s perfect union. Could my day get any worse?Before I could stew further in my misery, my door burst open. Selene walked in, her smugness radiating off her like a foul perfume. Dressed in barely anything, she sauntered toward me with that look in her eye, the one that always made my stomach turn.“How the hell do you keep getting into my house?” I muttered under my breath.“Come on, Derek,” she purred, closing the distance between us, her fingers trailing up my arm. “Why are you fighting this? We’d be perfect together.”I pushed her back, my patience
AVA“Look at how Andrea’s parents spoke to us,” my mother’s voice cracked like fragile glass as she entered the house, her eyes red from unshed tears. I could hear the weariness in her tone.“When will this embarrassment end?” she sobbed. “Even after giving birth to three strong, healthy sons, all they remember is the mistake I gave birth to first.”The mistake.The word rang like a death knell in my ears. I clung to the walls of the hallway, my breath coming in shallow bursts. They were talking about me. Tears burned at the edges of my vision, blurring everything around me. My mother… my own mother.Blake had told me to stay in my room—to not hi listen. But how could I not? My curiosity had brought me here, and now the weight of her words crushed my chest.“Andrea’s parents rejected Joshua because of me,” I whispered to myself. My condition—my twisted spine, my premature birth—had stained my family’s reputation like a scar that would never fade.Would Blake’s or Paul’s mates hate the
DEREKI couldn’t stop thinking about the night before.My wolf had been restless all day, his guilt echoing through me like a distant growl. It was his connection to her wolf that alerted me—her wolf had said Ava wanted to end it all. The thought sent chills down my spine, even now. I had no choice but to rush to the river where she was, guided by that unbearable, familiar pull. I found her already deep in the water, her body barely visible under the moonlight as it reflected on the restless waves.The moment I plunged in after her, the icy water stabbed at my skin like thousands of tiny needles. My arms worked desperately to pull her lifeless form from the depths. When I finally dragged her ashore, her pale face was void of life. For the first time in my life, I was terrified. My hands trembled as I gave her mouth-to-mouth, pressing her chest repeatedly, praying to the Moon Goddess to spare her. Then—just as hope began to dwindle—her body jerked, and she gasped for air.But when s
The sparring grounds were quiet except for the sound of fists meeting flesh. Adrian ducked and swung, landing a clean hit to my side. For the fifth time that morning, I barely reacted, letting the blow push me back a step.“What’s gotten into you?” Adrian asked, lowering his fists. “I’ve never been able to land this many hits on you in one day.”I rolled my shoulders, trying to shake off the sluggishness. “Just tired, Adrian. That’s all.”Adrian frowned. “You’ve been tired for weeks. And it’s not just here. You’re distracted during meetings, you’ve been dodging everyone’s questions, and now you can’t even keep up in sparring. Come on, man, talk to me.”I sighed heavily, running a hand through my hair. “I’ve been thinking about bonded mate pairing,” I said flatly.Adrian blinked, taken aback. “Bonded mate pairing? Why? You’re the future Alpha—you have time to find your mate.”I shook my head, my gaze hardening. “Time isn’t a luxury I have, Adrian. The pack needs stability, and traditio
AVA As I sat on the edge of Derek’s massive bed, I couldn’t help but take in the size and grandeur of the room. It was enormous—larger than my family’s entire living space—with high ceilings and walls lined with shelves of books and artifacts that spoke of Derek’s status as the future Alpha. My eyes landed on the bed itself. It was a grand piece of furniture with dark, heavy posts and a thick mattress draped in luxurious navy-blue sheets. I sat stiffly, feeling like I didn’t belong in a space like this.My thoughts drifted back to what had just happened outside. Kora’s attack replayed in my mind—the insults, the hatred, and the humiliation I had endured in front of everyone. But what confused me most was Derek’s reaction. He had defended me , growled at Kora like a wolf ready to rip her apart, and carried me here as if I were something precious.“How could he do that after rejecting me?” . It didn’t make sense. He had made it abundantly clear that I wasn’t worthy of being his mate
After Derek left the room, shutting the door behind him, I found myself lost in thought. The kiss had left me dazed, a whirlwind of emotions coursing through me. I was torn between the pain of his rejection and the undeniable pull of our bond. Before I could fully process my feelings, there was a knock at the door, and the Alpha—Derek’s father—walked in.The Alpha’s presence was commanding yet kind, his gaze soft as he looked at me . "Ava," he started, his deep voice laced with regret. "I owe you an apology.”I blinked in surprise. "An apology, Alpha?"He nodded, stepping further into the room. "I’ve failed you, and for that, I’m deeply sorry. I didn’t realize the extent of what you’ve been through—how much you’ve endured in silence, hiding for years. As Alpha, my role is to protect every member of this pack, and I failed to do that for you.”I looked down, my voice barely above a whisper. "You have a lot on your shoulders, Alpha. You’re not just the leader of the pack—you’re a fath
AVAWe stood in the bright sunlight, the sound of birds chirping and leaves rustling in the gentle breeze filling the air. The communal area was bustling with people, the smell of freshly cooked food wafting from the kitchen. "It's gone," I said, looking down at my hand where Seth had grasped mine just moments before. But now, I feel nothing. Looking up at Derek, I felt confused. "What do you mean, what's gone?" Derek asked through our link, his eyes narrowing slightly."The connection, I don't feel anything. No buzz, no nothing," I replied, shaking my head. Derek looked at Seth, who was standing off to the side, his expression strange. The Seth I had left just days before was a devastating mess, but today he almost looked robotic."How can it just go?" Derek asked, his voice low and serious, as Vee chattered on in the background. "I don't know," I said, feeling confused. I had to admit, it was a relief that the connection was gone, but still, it was a bit weird.Just then, Adrian bur
AVA Derek's fingers on my chin sent shivers down my spine, his eyes burning with an intensity that felt like it was scorching my very soul. He looked like a man who had been denied for a very long time, his wicked smirk promising me that this was not going to be a slow, easy ride. I didn't want it to be.If we were right – and Nimue believed we were – Seth wasn't our fated mate, neither of ours. Was Derek actually Nimue . Maybe he was, and this spell was just holding her back from feeling it like I did. Hopefully, I wanted her to feel this for herself, not just through me. Because it was a rush, a complete and utter cycle of hormones, nerves, and love.We had both chosen him. That had to mean something to her, right? The fact she was mated, but still chose another. Her reasoning was unselfish; she wanted me to have my shot at happiness. But maybe, somewhere deep down, she knew this was it – he was ours, and that's what made this decision easy for her.Who knows? All I could think abo
DEREK Ava had been missing all day and night, and I was getting anxious. But I had promised to trust her, so I kept searching for our bond, checking in constantly. Every time I did, she seemed okay, sometimes a little sad, but not scared or in danger.I met up with Shirer and asked her to check in on Ava. The image she conjured up showed wolves sleeping in the sun and moonlight. But even that peaceful scene sparked jealousy in me.I decided to give Ava some space and went back to studying the ancient mythology books I'd taken from Seth's house. I found them fascinating, and they helped from being jealous. But as I delved deeper into the books, I started to feel uneasy. Our bond was faltering, and I sensed Ava was scared. I called out to her, and when she responded, I knew she was in danger.I quickly gathered the others – Adrian, Vee, Shirer, and Blake. We needed to find Ava, and fast. Thanks to Shirer's location spell, we were able to track Ava down, but it took some time. When we
AVA Seth had proposed that we unleash our wolves for a run. To be honest, I wasn't enthusiastic about the idea. I feared that Nimue and Seth's wolf would get overly excited and we'd end up mating. However, Nimue was on her best behavior around him, exhibiting only playful nips and cuddling when they rested.As I observed their connection, I sensed an unusual bond between them. It was peculiar. I felt the same intense emotions I experienced when I was around Derek, but without the fierce passion.I really needed to discuss this with Seth and gain a deeper understanding. However, communicating with him in my wolf form was challenging."Nimue," I called out to her."Yes?" she responded."Why doesn't your mating bond with Seth feel the same as my bond with Derek?" I asked."This is how I've always known our mating to be - comfortable, calm, and dependable," she explained.That didn't sound like any mating bond I'd ever heard of. But then again, maybe we all couldn't be the same. Their bo
DEREK I trailed behind Seth, my mind reeling with the news Joshua had just shared. I needed to speak with my dad, to ensure everything was okay back home. As we walked, the sound of seagulls filled the air, and the salty scent of the ocean wafted through the village.Seth led me to his house, a cozy little cottage with a thatched roof and a garden full of vibrant flowers. He pushed open the door, revealing a warm and inviting interior. "Your dad found this old-fashioned way of communicating amusing," Seth explained, his eyes crinkling at the corners. "But it's effective. He's on frequency 45."He gestured to an ancient-looking machine in the corner of the room. I raised an eyebrow, intrigued. "What the hell is that?" I asked, my curiosity getting the better of me.Seth chuckled. "A radio transceiver. We use it to keep in touch with the council and the boat. Usually, we rely on magical messages, but since your pack doesn't have a witch, this is our backup plan."I nodded, taking in th
AVA As the boat carrying Joshua, Andrea and Celeste pulled back onto the shore, my stomach was in my throat. Celeste's presence was especially unnerving, given her history with our group. She had obviously gone to do the same to them as they had to us. Her eyes locked onto mine, and I sensed a mixture of curiosity and calculation behind her gaze.Derek's voice whispered in my ear, "Why are you nervous?" I turned to face him, my eyes meeting his concerned expression. Blake was standing at my side, his eyes fixed on Celeste's retreating form.I took a deep breath, trying to process the turmoil brewing inside me. "He's been back home while the fallout of me coming out to everyone was going down. We came here when we had made it, so we didn't see it. The last thing I saw when we left there was my dad apologizing for my mother, but where was she? I have a feeling he's here for a reason. Why would he just want to get up and come here? I guess I am just looking at it that maybe he's here to
DEREK As I gazed into Shira's eyes, I couldn't shake off the feeling that something was off. Her lips, though soft and inviting, didn't stir the same passion as Ava's. The hands on my shoulders, though gentle, didn't hold the same warmth as Ava's touch. I was about to pull away, to put an end to this charade, when it hit me like a ton of bricks. I had no qualms about jumping into the deadly pool, but the thought of continuing this farce with Shira made my skin crawl.But I knew I had to see this through. I had to trust the pool's magic, even if it meant enduring this uncomfortable encounter. As Shira's lips moved against mine, I felt a sudden surge of visions and images, like a movie playing out in my mind. I saw Ava, her eyes sparkling with determination, her spirit unbroken. I saw the events of the day unfolding, like puzzle pieces clicking into place.When the visions finally subsided, I ripped my lips away from Shira's, gasping for air. I stared into the pool's crystal clear wate
The moon cast its silvery glow over the tranquil landscape as I stood before Shirer, her eyes piercing through the darkness. "Are you truly prepared to take this risk?" she asked, her voice low and mysterious, echoing through the stillness.I had burst into her house, the wooden door creaking shut behind me, and Shirer hadn't flinched. Instead, she listened intently, her expression unreadable, as I paced back and forth, my footsteps echoing off the stone walls. The air was thick with tension, and Shirer's question hung in the balance, waiting to be answered.Was I willing to risk everything by revealing the truth to Derek? The weight of my decision settled heavy on my shoulders. That's what I had been ranting about – how Nimue's mistakes had put everyone in danger, leaving a trail of secrets and lies in their wake. The trees outside seemed to lean in, their branches tangling together like skeletal fingers, as if listening to my inner turmoil.Derek's words echoed in my mind, his voice
AVA The night air was thick with magic, electric and alive, wrapping itself around me as I stood at the center of the room. My body hummed with an unfamiliar energy, a raw power that threatened to spill over. Ever since I had taken Shira’s blood—imbued with Nimue’s magic—something inside me had shifted. It wasn’t just strength or awareness; it was an entirely new existence.I moved to the window, staring at the darkened forest beyond. The shadows stretched unnaturally, bending toward me as if drawn by an unseen force. I raised a hand instinctively, and to my shock, the shadows followed. They rippled like ink across the grass, responding to my every motion. I clenched my fingers, and the darkness thickened, swirling into a tangible mist before dissolving as quickly as it had formed.I gasped. That wasn’t normal. That wasn’t just wolf magic.My heart started pounding, I turned to the mirror across the corridor . My reflection gazed back at me , but something was different. The golden