DEREK'S POV
The weight of responsibility pressed against my chest as my father’s words echoed through the phone
“Joshua and Andrea found themselves as mates during the pack run,” he announced. “As the soon-to-be Alpha, Derek, you’ll have to give them your blessings. I’ll be there as well.”
A snort escaped my lips. The irony. Here I was, mated to the pack’s runt—a bond I refused to accept—and yet I was expected to celebrate another pair’s perfect union. Could my day get any worse?
Before I could stew further in my misery, my door burst open. Selene walked in, her smugness radiating off her like a foul perfume.
Dressed in barely anything, she sauntered toward me with that look in her eye, the one that always made my stomach turn.
“How the hell do you keep getting into my house?” I muttered under my breath.
“Come on, Derek,” she purred, closing the distance between us, her fingers trailing up my arm. “Why are you fighting this? We’d be perfect together.”
I pushed her back, my patience snapping. “You’re not my mate, Selene,” I said coldly. “We were never meant to be.”
Her face twisted with fury. “Why are you rejecting me? I’m the Beta’s daughter! You need someone strong like me to share the burden of being Alpha.”
She kept pushing, her hands on me again, and something inside me flared to life—frustration, anger, disgust. I stepped back sharply, my voice firm.
“Don’t raise your hopes, Selene. You will never be my mate. You’re rude, entitled, and the way you treat the pack—especially my mother, the current Luna—is unacceptable.”
Her eyes widened in shock. No one had probably ever dared speak to her that way before. “Go find your real mate, Selene. And while you’re at it, find a better way to spend your life.” I walked out, leaving her standing there, stunned into silence.
But as I descended the stairs, my thoughts betrayed me. Ava. Her image burned into my mind, the memory of her bare skin, her soft curves—fragile and imperfect, yet something about her lingered like an ache I couldn’t shake.
Damn it, Derek. Snap out of it. I chastised myself. She’s the runt, the twisted-spine girl I rejected. And yet…
Her hair. Blonde, long, and cascading down her back like spun silk. Her eyes—crystal clear, almost unnaturally so, reflecting a depth of innocence and sadness. I shook my head violently. No. Stop thinking about her.
When I reached my parents’ house, laughter greeted me. My mother and father sat together, looking at each other like they were still young mates in love.
It was a sight the entire pack admired—two wolves who found their fated bond and lived every day as if it were their first. Their happiness used to inspire me, but now it felt like a slap to the face.
“Interrupting love hour?” I teased, barging in. My father smirked and turned toward me.
“Derek, mating is a blessing,” he said gently. “You’ll find yours when the time is right. Don’t rush fate.”
I forced a smile, but inside, my chest tightened. If only he knew. I was already tied to my mate. And I’d rejected her.
The morning unfolded quickly. My father explained that Joshua and Andrea’s families were coming for the official blessing of their bond.
I frowned at the mention of Joshua. Isn’t he Ava’s brother? My heart jolted. Would I see her again? Why did that thought send a confusing mix of dread and… hope?
When the families arrived, we stood in the courtyard. My father, the Alpha, addressed them with pride, my mother and I flanking his sides.
I scanned the crowd instinctively, searching for Ava. She wasn’t there. My brows furrowed. Why isn’t she here?
Andrea’s parents stood stiffly, their faces dark and displeased—a stark contrast to Joshua’s beaming family. Something was off.
“Joshua has found a mate in our Andrea,” Joshua’s mother declared happily.
But Andrea’s parents interrupted, their voices sharp and bitter. “We do not accept this mating,” her father spat. “How can we allow our daughter to marry into a weak family?”
The crowd fell silent.
“A weak family?” Joshua’s mother demanded, stunned.
“Yes! A family whose eldest child was born premature with a twisted spine.” My stomach dropped. Ava.
“Defects like that don’t just happen—they run in bloodlines. How can we risk our grandchildren suffering the same fate?”
Andrea’s face crumbled with embarrassment and anguish. “Stop it!” she begged, turning to her parents. “I love Joshua. Please, don’t do this.”
Her parents ignored her. “Joshua may look healthy now, but who’s to say the next generation won’t bear the same shame as Ava? You all hide her away for a reason!”
The anger I felt was sudden and violent, a roaring fire in my veins. My fists clenched at my sides. How dare they? How could they talk about her like that, like she was less than nothing?
I forced myself to stay silent, biting back the growl rising in my throat. Why am I so angry? Ava wasn’t even here, but hearing her name used as a weapon against Joshua made my blood boil.
Blake looked ready to start shouting, but my father raised his hand, his Alpha tone silencing the courtyard. He shook his head, his towering figure exuding authority.
“Is this what our pack has come to?” he said, his voice calm but cutting. “The Fates have chosen two wolves to be mated, and you would dare stand in their way?
When Ava was born, I didn’t cast her out, because I knew she was born for a reason. No one chooses the circumstances of their birth, and no one has the right to judge another for it.”
The courtyard stilled. Even I stared at my father in shock. He was a traditionalist to his core, always preaching strength and power. Yet here he was, defending Ava. Defending the runt.
“And let me remind you,” he continued, his gaze narrowing, “Ava’s mother bore three healthy sons. Joshua is one of them. This union has been chosen by fate. You will not tear it apart.”
He turned to Andrea, his voice softening. “Andrea, do you accept Joshua as your mate?”
Tears streamed down her cheeks as she looked at Joshua and whispered, “Yes.”
“Then it is settled,” my father said, his final blessing sealing the bond.
Seconds later, Andrea rushed to Joshua, wrapping her arms around him. Their wolves burst forward, shifting seamlessly, and they ran off into the woods to complete their bond.
I stood rooted to the spot, my thoughts a chaotic mess. My father’s words echoed in my ears, and guilt coiled in my chest.
Was I a coward? I rejected Ava because of her “weakness,” yet here I was, seething when others belittle her. The mate bond was still there, strong and unrelenting, no matter how hard I tried to d
eny it.
But I’m the future Alpha, I argued with myself. How could I accept a runt for Luna?
AVA“Look at how Andrea’s parents spoke to us,” my mother’s voice cracked like fragile glass as she entered the house, her eyes red from unshed tears. I could hear the weariness in her tone.“When will this embarrassment end?” she sobbed. “Even after giving birth to three strong, healthy sons, all they remember is the mistake I gave birth to first.”The mistake.The word rang like a death knell in my ears. I clung to the walls of the hallway, my breath coming in shallow bursts. They were talking about me. Tears burned at the edges of my vision, blurring everything around me. My mother… my own mother.Blake had told me to stay in my room—to not hi listen. But how could I not? My curiosity had brought me here, and now the weight of her words crushed my chest.“Andrea’s parents rejected Joshua because of me,” I whispered to myself. My condition—my twisted spine, my premature birth—had stained my family’s reputation like a scar that would never fade.Would Blake’s or Paul’s mates hate the
DEREKI couldn’t stop thinking about the night before.My wolf had been restless all day, his guilt echoing through me like a distant growl. It was his connection to her wolf that alerted me—her wolf had said Ava wanted to end it all. The thought sent chills down my spine, even now. I had no choice but to rush to the river where she was, guided by that unbearable, familiar pull. I found her already deep in the water, her body barely visible under the moonlight as it reflected on the restless waves.The moment I plunged in after her, the icy water stabbed at my skin like thousands of tiny needles. My arms worked desperately to pull her lifeless form from the depths. When I finally dragged her ashore, her pale face was void of life. For the first time in my life, I was terrified. My hands trembled as I gave her mouth-to-mouth, pressing her chest repeatedly, praying to the Moon Goddess to spare her. Then—just as hope began to dwindle—her body jerked, and she gasped for air.But when s
The sparring grounds were quiet except for the sound of fists meeting flesh. Adrian ducked and swung, landing a clean hit to my side. For the fifth time that morning, I barely reacted, letting the blow push me back a step.“What’s gotten into you?” Adrian asked, lowering his fists. “I’ve never been able to land this many hits on you in one day.”I rolled my shoulders, trying to shake off the sluggishness. “Just tired, Adrian. That’s all.”Adrian frowned. “You’ve been tired for weeks. And it’s not just here. You’re distracted during meetings, you’ve been dodging everyone’s questions, and now you can’t even keep up in sparring. Come on, man, talk to me.”I sighed heavily, running a hand through my hair. “I’ve been thinking about bonded mate pairing,” I said flatly.Adrian blinked, taken aback. “Bonded mate pairing? Why? You’re the future Alpha—you have time to find your mate.”I shook my head, my gaze hardening. “Time isn’t a luxury I have, Adrian. The pack needs stability, and traditio
AVA As I sat on the edge of Derek’s massive bed, I couldn’t help but take in the size and grandeur of the room. It was enormous—larger than my family’s entire living space—with high ceilings and walls lined with shelves of books and artifacts that spoke of Derek’s status as the future Alpha. My eyes landed on the bed itself. It was a grand piece of furniture with dark, heavy posts and a thick mattress draped in luxurious navy-blue sheets. I sat stiffly, feeling like I didn’t belong in a space like this.My thoughts drifted back to what had just happened outside. Kora’s attack replayed in my mind—the insults, the hatred, and the humiliation I had endured in front of everyone. But what confused me most was Derek’s reaction. He had defended me , growled at Kora like a wolf ready to rip her apart, and carried me here as if I were something precious.“How could he do that after rejecting me?” . It didn’t make sense. He had made it abundantly clear that I wasn’t worthy of being his mate
After Derek left the room, shutting the door behind him, I found myself lost in thought. The kiss had left me dazed, a whirlwind of emotions coursing through me. I was torn between the pain of his rejection and the undeniable pull of our bond. Before I could fully process my feelings, there was a knock at the door, and the Alpha—Derek’s father—walked in.The Alpha’s presence was commanding yet kind, his gaze soft as he looked at me . "Ava," he started, his deep voice laced with regret. "I owe you an apology.”I blinked in surprise. "An apology, Alpha?"He nodded, stepping further into the room. "I’ve failed you, and for that, I’m deeply sorry. I didn’t realize the extent of what you’ve been through—how much you’ve endured in silence, hiding for years. As Alpha, my role is to protect every member of this pack, and I failed to do that for you.”I looked down, my voice barely above a whisper. "You have a lot on your shoulders, Alpha. You’re not just the leader of the pack—you’re a fath
DEREK “Dad, a pack from the south contacted me yesterday,” I said as we sat in the pack office. My father, the Alpha, raised an eyebrow.“And what pack would that be?” he asked, leaning forward with curiosity.“Their name is Lunaris Mystique,” I replied, feeling a small thrill at even saying the name.His eyes flickered with recognition. “Lunaris Mystique?” He sat back in his chair. “I know of them. They’re a smaller pack, deeply secluded, but they’re not ordinary. They have a history of taking in magical wolves, those gifted with abilities, and grooming them to master their powers. Their stories have always been shrouded in mystery. For a long time, I thought they were nothing more than a myth.”“Apparently, they’re very real,” I replied. “An unknown number called me yesterday. They claimed to have heard I was searching for my mate. Before coming to you, I had the council investigate their claim. They confirmed the same—Lunaris Mystique is indeed a pack of supernatural wolves.”T
AVAThe night air was cool, with the moon casting a silvery glow across the landscape, reflecting off the surface of the lake. As I made my way toward it, my thoughts wandered to everything that had happened between Derek and me. I couldn’t help but blush, remembering the way he had held me, kissed me, and said things I had never dared hope to hear.For the first time in my life, I felt like I was stepping into the light. The alpha’s offer to give me a job had been the best gift I could ever ask for. It wasn’t just about the task itself—it was about being seen, being heard. I had always hidden in the shadows, afraid of what others might think, ashamed of my twisted spine, my weakness. But now, I had a chance to be out in the world, to let people see me as I was, not as a fragile, broken thing to pity.It was liberating in a way I had never experienced before. Even my wolf seemed to rejoice in the freedom. She had always wanted to be out in the open, to run and feel the wind on her f
"Where have you been, Derek?" Adrian's voice broke the silence, his sharp gaze fixing on me. "I’ve barely seen you these past few days.”I hesitated for a moment, the half-truth already on the tip of my tongue. "I’ve been working on the building project—the new pack house for the increasing numbers in the pack," I said evenly. "And preparing for the arrival of the Alpha and his sister from the Lunaris Mystique pack." It wasn’t a lie, but it wasn’t the full truth either.The truth was, I had spent most of my time with Ava at the cave, a sanctuary I had made into something of a second home. After her daily shifts, we’d meet there under the cover of darkness, spending the night together. Those hours were our escape—a space where we could bond, talk, and let the tension between us unravel.If someone had told me before that I’d find solace with someone like Ava, I would have laughed. But she wasn’t like anyone else. Ava had a quiet strength about her, a resilience forged from years of b
AVA"You don't look like you would hurt a fly ? " she shrugs at me. " But she has all of your women's magic and her sisters , she is powerful and she's conniving. What if we lose ?" I asked her and her eyes softened. " I have not seen the entire pack that we are in , but I have seen enough to know you are surrounded. She is but one woman. Why do you all fear her so much ? " she asks and her questions stumped me into silence. So she continues to talk. " You have magic , so do the other girls that woke us. You are not defenseless ", she states." I know that " I was about to answer, but she cut me off. " Do you know that ? Because if you had known that you would already be fighting her back , would you not ? " I nodded dumbly. " Yea , I mean no. But shit . We have just been letting this all happen. We were so scared they would beat us. They lived with us for weeks and we did nothing. Always waiting. Too scared " I said quietly. " To lose people ? "she asked and I nodded again." You, my
DEREK I never knew being the Alpha of a pack can be this strenuous . Dad usually does it effortlessly, he carried everyone's burden like he was born for the role . Meanwhile I was here being worn out , but I couldn't get tired because Ava needs me more than she needs anyone else . We were literally running around the pack , until Ava looked ready to drop from exhaustion. After a lot of coaxing, I managed to convince her she needed some rest. It took a lot of work , everyone was on a very high alert about whether Sabrina would come back. Ava still needed to release the magic to the goddess , but one thing after another just kept coming up. To where it was now almost three in the morning. We were stopping at the pack house where we could all keep close. I think that was the only way she would settle, at least hopefully a little bit.By the time I got her to our room , she was pretty much asleep on her feet. Adrenaline had been running that high , she was now crashing. We all were. Bu
Once we were behind the door , it took a while for them all to become coherent. They were dazed and foggy , and weak. Some could hardly even stand. They'd been laid down for so long , I was surprised they even remembered how. " We need to get them some food and water down here , they may even need a doctor ", I said, worriedly, watching them. " Let's wait to see how they react first before we put a doc in the room with them " Derek said from behind me. " They're human Derek , what can they do if you have warriors standing guard " I tried to reason with him. Well I was the emotional one and Derek was the logical one so definitely we would clash here and there . " I'm going to go back to the hospital. Do you want me to send a doctor down here ? "Vee asked us . I was about to answer yes , but Derek spoke first. " Hold the doctor , but will you go ask Adrian if he will arrange for food and drinks to be brought down, please Vee ", she looked at him a little fearful. The concept of her goi
The women and concubines we took from the castle had these gloomy looks on their faces like they would be gone anytime soon , I actually felt an urge to release them but I don't work on my own here even though I'm the alpha of alphas I can't skip the authority figures in my life, and honestly I'm greatly for people around me , they help correct my head when I'm about acting irrationally." Can we even remove the spell put on them ? " I asked Nimue . Looking at all the immobile bodies through the cell door was creepy. It made shivers run down my spine just being down here. " We should be able to , but some spells can be tricky. It can be hard to undo another witch's spell. At least for us , I don't want to keep tapping into the moon goddess's magic. The quicker we give it back the better". I heard some shouting further down the hall. The alpha and Derek were talking to someone through the door. Walking over , I went to see what the fuss was about. Getting closer, I heard the one voice
" Nimue, I need them back. Let's just go after her now. We have your magic. I can feel the strength of it running through my veins. We can kill her ourselves ", I said to her while I paced through the room. I could feel Derek's eyes tracking me and I was doing my best to block my thoughts from him. He wouldn't agree with this. " And for good reason he wouldn't. "Ava, What have I been saying this whole time? I have always run into things alone , not relying on others. For me to stay, I have to prove that I no longer need this magic. Not all of it anyway. To go to her now and deal with her ourselves, that will prove the balance keepers right. We need to give the magic back and deal with her with what's left and with our mate and family and friends. Ava , I don't want to have to leave again" she said sadly.I groaned inwardly. " If we give it back now, she will kill them ", I told her. " She won't know , Ava , I think you see us as giving it back, as we will be weak again. We are the tru
"You mean that's not Adrian?" . I asked and Ava shook her head . "We need to go". She clapped her hands again and as soon as she got back , we were surrounded by everyone at the pack including Adrian . He was standing in front of me . "What the hell is going on?" I asked Ava . "We didn't have a choice. When she took you away we began to come up with different plans , and different ideas were coming up . Then Seth brought up the Idea of us distracting her while I went and got Nimue's magic." As I was trying to get everything she was saying, I noticed she was looking at me , from head to toe ,and the next minute I saw that I was putting on boxers ."Sabrina will figure everything out soon , she would know it's Seth and not Adrian and I fear for his life . She had said she wanted me to get the magic , what does that even mean ? She had Fay. Fay shook her head . It was as if I was dreaming because why did no one seem bothered about Sabrina's sister Fay standing with us . I think I pretty
DEREK The environment around the cave didn't look like how Ava and I left it . It was now looking more scary and shady , like Sabrina had visited the cave more often . Sabrina's presence gave this bad energy vibe. For someone who doesn't get scared easily, the bad energy was having an effect on me and it was weighing me down. Runner my wolf was howling seriously in my mind , it made it difficult for me to focus . She definitely had plans to break all my barriers and enter into my mind, that's what she always does .She stood leering at me , her smile evil and malicious. She was really winding me up. She had taken the spell off that held my body frozen , and replaced it with shackles around my wrists and ankles that were attached to the wall. They must be spelled with something too, because I had been trying to shift for the last hour we had been here , and had no luck. Runner was going ballistic inside of me. "Now let's try again to get into that head of yours shall we? I believe t
AVAWoh Woh Woh. How did I even do that? I don't even know any spell Nimue had actually taken over. I wouldn't have known how to do that. I would have been virtually helpless. This new me is giving what it should give . It's like I'm on high alert and very sensitive. Nimue too , it's like all the powers she had had advanced by two and it was awesome. I watched as she disappeared . I was about thanking the moon goddess when I saw her re-appear behind Derek. Her hand wrapped around his body and, in the blink of an eye , my world had disappeared. She had taken him. Nimue had stopped whatever spell she had been saying thinking she had gone. But she hadn't. She had just moved. Chaos broke out as the future alpha was taken. Adrian's bonds that held him slipped off , as he stumbled forward to his knees. Vee went running up to him. And even though he didn't shun her , you could tell that he didn't want her to be so close. Meanwhile, I stood watching it all frozen , unmoving. Like if I didn'
DEREK I definitely felt bad for Adrian and Vee . I remember when we were still teenagers how Adrian and I usually talked about treating our mates when we finally met them . Adrian for one was more calm than I was , so I expected that he would treat his mate with more princess treatment than me . Now Sabrina has taken away Adrian's opportunity to treat his mate the way he had envisioned it . I feel very sorry for him . But Ava was my mate and she was my main concern and protection went to her. Ava looked up at me after Vee had walked off with an expectant look. " What ? " I asked her and she rolled her eyes. " Go follow him " she told me and I shook my head. "I am not leaving your side, while ever that crazy bitch is on the loose " I told her and her eyes narrowed. She stepped back and crossed her arms over her chest. " You need to go to our friend. "He’s your best friend Derek, he needs you more right now , he needs a shoulder to lean on . I am going to the house to see my dad , an