I watched dad as he breathed slowly. It was nice to see him come back to life, but it was upsetting to see him struggle to breath. He inhaled and exhaled hard, his eyes glued to the ceiling above us. For some reason, he hadn't said anything to me.
I sat on the stool beside him, held his hand, squeezed it in mine. I felt a little bit of tears in my eyes, because I knew something wasn't right. The man I knew wouldn't ever stay this quiet on seeing his beloved Seth Lee. He would have said something about Louella, and would have given me some good advice on how to maintain my relationship with her.
"Dad, are you fine?" Tanya cut the silence which was dashing around us.
She sat on the other side of the bed, took dad's second hand. Mom stood behind her, mom eyes glued to the floor, probably because she was embarrassed to look at the man she had abandoned for years.
Dad took another
My eyes were comprehensively set on Erin who laid like a dead human on the hospital bed. She had a ventilator connected to her nostrils, while the cardiogram was reading her heartbeat. As well, she was on drip, and had been taking it for a couple of hours. Though these things were helping her to survive, to me, it felt like nothing was changing. She had undergone the surgical operation, yet she hadn't woken up.Was she going to survive?Mom was feeling good already, and would probably get discharged in a few hours, same as my driver. But here was Erin, being so close to death.I wiped off the tears on my cheek, sniffled. I didn't know what to do. To worsen all this, Seth hadn't returned yet. He had promised to be with me all through this, but for some reason, he vanished, and hadn't even bothered to call or text me. How upsetting was that?I took a deep breath, and stood up. Turning
Jerome••••••••••As soon as Louella stepped out of the room, I sighed hard. Finally, it was only Erin and me that was left in here. My eyes scanned the equipment that was attached to her body, a sudden fear running through me.What if she was truly not going to make it? What if she would really die? What would become of me?I walked towards her, and sat on the tiny space beside her. I held her hand, felt the tears running in my eyes. To be honest, I hated myself so much right now. Truly, this was all my fault. If I had expressed my true feelings, if I had accepted my feelings, if I hadn't hurt her last night, she would probably be fine by now."Since I've gotten a confirmation that you despise me, I'm ready to leave forever. I promise to go and never return. And, I hope that someday, you'll kno
I was so, so anxious. While the doctors had been trying to restore Erin's health, due to the loud wail from Louella, they had had no choice but to ask us to leave the room. And, that made me even more scared. Had she died, but they hadn't wanted us to know about it?I tightened my fist, closed my eyes.No.Not her.She didn't deserve to die.The door of the ICU opened, and the doctors and nurses started ambling out of the room. Immediately, not giving them a chance to take a breath, Louella hurried over to them, attacking them with questions.The doctor sighed. "Please, please, do calm down," the middle-aged man prompted. "The good news is, we've been able to restore her heart beat back to its normal form. Well, she is still in a coma state, but I can assure you that she'll recover in a few days or a few hours."
Seth•••••••Everyone thought I was so strong. They didn't know that all I was trying to do was to make sure that everyone was okay. I was hiding my emotions. I was trying to be strong.After dropping Louella off at my place, I had decided to come to the club so I'd get myself drunk. I knew I shouldn't leave her alone at my place, knowing fully well that she would be worried, but seriously, I needed to get drunk. I needed to snap out of the real world. I was way too upset.In the last few days, I had been riding in a roller coaster of emotions. I wasn't ready to live with the reality that dad was dead. Although I knew he wasn't coming back, although I knew I should move on, I still kept being emotional. I wasn't even able to cry any longer. My tears seemed to have dried up.Parking my car in the parking lot of thi
Louella•••••••••I took a glance at my wrist watch, then sighed hard. I really didn't know what to do anymore. He wasn't taking my calls, replying to my texts. It had been almost a day since he had gone, which was a bit bothersome.At first, I had thought he had probably gone over to Tanya's place, to maybe comfort her in this hard time. But no, that wasn't it. I had called her, and she had said that she hadn't seen him since yesterday.I brushed my fingers into my hair, kept my elbow on the table, exhaled hard. I wished he could know how worried I was. If he didn't call, text, or come back home by tonight, I would have no choice but to report this to the police. I only hoped that he hadn't harmed himself. He really seemed so hurt yesterday."Ms. Warren." I raised my neck to see who had called me.
"Seth!" I slapped Seth's arm, laughing like a crazy person. He laughed too, and sighed. "You're so unserious. We've got a lot of work to do, remember? And, um, since my dad's still taking thirty percent, I think I have to work harder.""It'll be fine.""When's the next meeting?" I asked him.He glimpsed at me, turned to the file in his hand, cleared his throat. "Tomorrow, I think," he replied."So, I'd have to come around tomorrow too?""Guess so.""What time?""In the morning."He dropped the files on the stool beside him, and looked at me. "What're your plans for today? If possible, I wanna go on a date with you." He winked."Nah. I've got to work. Besides, I'll be meeting my new secretary today. Rachel had said she'd come within a day, but now, it's going to be a week, y
I rolled uncomfortably on my bed. The bed was huge, spacious enough to accommodate seven people, yet, I felt so, so choked, even though I was the only one on the bed. A sharp pain played in my upper abdomen, and I felt the need to vomit.My back hurt like a rock had been thrown against it, my head hurt so much, my stomach hurt, as well as my throat. Also, a rare pain raced in my chest. I knew something wasn't right.In the last one week, I had been feeling this pain. I hadn't been able to work due to it. Good for me, Rita was pretty hard working, so she was able to handle everything at the office. Mom wasn't around, Erin still hadn't gotten her memory back. The only person who could help me was Seth, but he wasn't even in town.It felt like something jolted into my throat, and sent a wrong impulse to travel all through my body. What could I do now? Who could help me out?Hard
I quivered. I didn't know what to do. What would become of me? As far as I knew, everyone always said that cancer had no cure. Was I really going to die? What was happening? When were these predicaments going to end?"Oh my, oh my, oh my Lord. Oh Lord, help me!" I burst out crying, running my hands into my hair like a lunatic. "Oh my gosh! Oh my!" I also wailed at the top of my voice.Seth shifted close to me, cupped my face in his hands, trying to keep me calm. "Please, calm down. Wh-What does the result say?""I-I…" I sobbed so much. I couldn't speak or think properly. I just didn't want to believe what I had read."Calm down, please." I saw terror in his eyes. He was definitely scared. "What does it say? Just tell me."I sniffled. "I-I don't know what to do. I-I'm gonna die. I'm gonna die. I'm gonna leave you!""Hey, don't say that. You're not