pull up to the same parking spot I have been since I started here and wait for the new guard to come get me. Lincoln texted me an hour before I was to leave for my shift to let me know that he would not be there, and his nephew would be there as a guard tonight and to wait for him in my car like usual. I look down at my phone from an incoming text from Tea and hear a tap at my window. I jump when I see Daxten from school. He has that protector look as he stands at attention with his hands in his pockets since I have my doors locked.
“I’m Daxten Belmont, Linc's nephew, you're safe to open the door darling,” he says as a greeting with a smirk. Of course, he has to be Linc's nephew I think as I unlock my door and he moves his hand so fast and opens my door. I don’t understand why Linc opens my door and now Daxten is like I'm some princess or something. I laugh at that thought and step out of the car. “Hello”, I say as I begin walking toward the building with Dax walking behind me like a protective overshadowing presence. “Nice to formally meet you, Embyrson,” he says as he steps around to open the door before I get a chance to even move my hand after swiping my key card over the security panel. Damn he is fast. “It's good to meet you as well Lincoln’s nephew”, I say as I pass by him holding the door open for me. That same kind of electric current ran through me when Mr. Silver and gray eyes touched me but also some differences. It was like Daxten touched a part of my soul that wanted to devour him. “I really don’t understand anything lately”, I say out loud. “Neither do I,” he sighed. I walk in and get the office ready like every other night except it is Dax staying with me and not Lincoln. Daxten has this look like he has to guard me with my life or his life would end. “You do know you can leave and come back when you have someone needing to be patched up right?” I say as I walk into the back office. He grunts like I said was a brat he couldn’t tame. He finally walks out of the back office and to the main door as Doc Lucian walks in. I get the feeling someone is watching me again. Like could you show yourself already. As I say that in my mind Dew appears at the front desk and I freak out, but he puts his index finger to my lips and does a shh motion with his own lips. Doc sighs and says from his office with a "what is this girl screeching about tone in his voice when he says, “what is going on in there with you girl”. “I'm okay just thinking I saw something, it was nothing” I say looking at Dew shaking his head to say nothing. Doc grumbles under his breath, “this girl is going to be the death of me”. Weird it was like I could hear him say that I had to imagine it because I know he didn’t say anything or normally doesn’t that I can hear when he grumbles as a response. I had to be going crazy with my lack of sleep and schedule. Dew is behind the counter and next to me holding out his hand before I can even react. I trust him somehow with all of my being. It's like deep seated knowing that he would never hurt me. I put my hand in his and we were transported to a dark closet. “Dew, how did you do that?”, I ask him in disbelief because I must have hit my head and in some weird state dream of a comma. Yes this was just a dream and I would wake up soon and be back to my normal self. The look in D’s eyes is mixed with understanding but also something else that makes me feel like everything was in fact never going to be the same again. “Well, Embyrson you're turning 18 in a week so you're coming into your powers.” He says like he is about to continue with a shit ton of mind blowing information but I can not get past the words coming into your powers. What does he even mean coming into my power? It's like he is speaking in another language and my human brain can’t grasp the concept. “Dew, what do you mean powers? I know now I must have hit my head and in a coma dream. Humans don’t have powers dude.” Yes, I am having a freak out ramble. “Embyrson this is going to be hard for you but I am going to try and explain everything. Yes, this is real and you are safe and alive. No, it is not a dream. Please just let me explain and I will answer any of your questions.” “Okay”, I softly say, shaking my head. “I am one of your guardians and have been with you since we were both preteens. I have always been here for you even when you could not see me because I am young and the counsel deemed it necessary for me to train in my realm but I always had a watcher with you.” “What do you mean, how could that be possible and what is the counsel, also what do you mean in your realm?” My head is about to explode and I need answers even if it is just a dream but the more I think about all the weird shit happening lately. “I will explain everything but not here. Let's meet in your room after you get off and I can tell you and Tea all I know.” Drew takes my hand and I’m back in my chair in the office and before I can ask what Tea has to do with any of this he disappears. Daxten comes back in looking around like a fight was about to break out. “I heard you scream, are you okay? I got back as fast I could with this injured bastard in tow.” It took me a moment to realize that he was holding a guy up helping him to a seat. I shake my head to make sure I’m not seeing what I think I’m seeing. Omg it cannot be him. It just couldn’t. The injured guy Dew dragged in here looks like my father, but it couldn’t be. I’m definitely dreaming because I haven’t seen him since I was 5. This man definitely looked the same with his shaved close to the scalp black hair and his black eyes. It's like this man has the same red tent to his eyes my father did when he was hangry. I chalk it up to a crazy night because no way my father would be here after all this time. I would ask my mother, but we never talked about him since our years calls had ended. He would call once a year on my birthday, but I never saw him after he walked out the door leaving my mother crying on the couch with a 3-year-old me in her lap. It was always just the one phone call which stopped when I was 14. When I turned 14 the annual phone call did not come. I always wondered what happened to him but my mama would refuse to speak about him one night weeks after that birthday since I was crying and I asked her why. All she would tell me is my father loved us but he would no longer be in touch. She would never say anything else and after asking a few times I finally let it go. I locked it away in a part of my mind. I did everything else because I had to cut all thoughts for my heart to stop being broken, especially thinking about the times when I asked when he was coming home and he would ignore it and ask to speak with my mother. It was always the end of our calls. I ignored the pain in my heart and put on my sweet caretaking face that was needed in this job that also had an edge of I won’t deal with your bullshit to it. “Doc, you have your work cut out for this one. I think I will take Embyrson home since you will be busy with this one until close.” As soon as he said my name the man looked up at me with a horrified look on his face then masked it with a cool look that said he didn't need help and like he didn’t know who I was. I saw the look of terrified horror. I know I didn’t imagine that. What is going on? My mind is reeling. The doc draws my attention back to the moment and out of my head which with all this stressing is causing a slight migraine coming on. I barely realize that Daxten has taken the patient into an exam room before doc sticks his head out after Daxten walks out and over to me sitting in my chair with knees raised and my arms wrapped around my legs doc waves his hand in a dismissive way and says, “Yes, go home Embyrson this one will take the rest of my night.” I let Daxten take my hand and help me up and out of my chair. I go grab my phone and keys to head out of the office. It's crazy how that feeling intensifies when Dax touches me, making me feel safe and almost like he is home. When we reach my car he stops short of opening my door and pulls me into him for a hug which lasts for a few minutes before he lets me go and opens the door of my car. I feel like my knees are going to buckle with the feeling of need after being so close to him. What is this connection we have since we don’t even know each other? This is the first time we've even been near each other. I miss the closeness of him even though he is only just a few inches from me before I shake my head to clear my thoughts. I look into his eyes and before I can even think about what I am doing, I lean in and pull him into me and kiss him. It takes him a moment to realize what is happening then he pulls me into and kisses me rough like I had his next breath on my lips. He pulls back so fast that I almost lose my balance but recover and see him run his hand through his hair. Before he can say or do anything I jump in my car and pull out of the parking lot like someone was chasing me. I don’t even look back as I make my way out of the parking lot and into the dark main road. I make it back to my dorm and go straight into the bathroom. I turn the shower on and let the hot water steam up the entire room then step into the shower and lower myself against the wall and let the water cascade down upon me while I think back to that kiss and what the hell came over me to kiss him like that. I’m not a virgin by any means but never had I wanted someone as bad as I did Daxten in that moment. It was like a hunger I never had before. It was like I needed his life force as much as I needed my next meal. I let the water fall over me until I have the strength to stand up and finish washing off the strange night and then get in bed and fall into another dream that I don’t ever remember when waking except this time I remember. I am in a forest and surrounded by giant wolves. They are looking at me like they can’t decide to eat me or protect me. I then see someone with red eyes off in the distance before I wake with my normal pounding heart and feeling of darkness.The next few days are uneventful with classes and work. Lincoln was back the next night when I returned to work and I was grateful since the impromptu kiss I have stayed to myself. Tearis kept looking at me like I was about to explode or something. Hmm that reminds me that Dew next stopped by after I got off work that night, he was being all you have powers. I have to find him soon because that shit has been eating at me. I don’t understand anything anymore and he owes me some goddamn answers. Like why if he has been watching me all these years why have I just as of lately felt like someone was watching me and then he appears. The guy is adorable with his ash blonde hair and nerdy lean features. Dew is the type you go shopping with and tell him all your boy troubles too. He is definitely the gender fluid type. I hurry in the shower after I take enough time letting my mind wander and get dressed to go into work.By the time I get in the parking lot, Lincoln is standing next to my usual
The next two weeks seems to be the same patch of bloody guys from the MC in the clinic due to some war that has been going on between the wolves and vampires. From what Tea and Dew said the MC is in fact full of werewolves which makes the name make more sense. Once Doc received word from the great counsel that I am now aware of my status and the world of the night and the four realms he decided it was time to show me where the blood section in his office was and which ones was for transfusion and the other for the vampires to attain for repair in the fights. I get home to shower the blood off me that seems to cling to me since I helped Doc and Linc with the really wounded wolves. I have this hunger that I cannot explain and all I want is to climb Daxten and take him on a ride that would rock my world. I would be more tempted if I would see him. I have not seen him since I gave him a ride home after work a few weeks ago. I heard Lincoln tell Doc that he was on the pack grounds dealing
Tea knows about my birthday and of course now everyone knows, and it means I need a party that will be bigger than what I really wanted. Tearis has a big mouth when it comes to parties and her extroverted personality. She spoke to Edgar, the Dean's assistant, about using the great hall for my birthday party and of course he was beyond excited to help her. So, my party is in the great hall set for 5:00 pm tonight.I was not surprised when she jumped on top of me to wake me up. What she doesn’t know is I am not a morning person and am evil when woken up. I am all about my sleep. As I swung out from the annoying hyper morning person voice coming in too loud, tsked, “Now Embryson no violence today especially since today is your birthday and your party is tonight. So, get up and chop-chop. We have breakfast with Drew then the dress fitting which took me forever to get the perfect designer for you.”“Ugh, what time is it and must you be full of this much energy”, I grunt and roll over dumpi
As we move into the great hall it is decorated with icy white and silver snowflakes and balloons with a couple of round glass tables and chairs that have white cushions on the seats. All the tables that are set with black silver leaf embossed plates, utensils, and napkins are all in place sittings on either side of the aisle that was created to lead to the stage and dance floor. It is like an elegant winter wonderland. Tea went all out. The band playing on the stage at the moment is a jazz band. From what I heard, there are two bands, one who plays jazz and another who plays classical dance songs.We walk in and everyone stops talking as it seems everyone is seated and watching us three walks down the aisle to the front of the stage. Once we get there the music stops and someone hands Tearis a microphone. Oh, lawd help us all. It is a palm to the face emoji moment for me because you never really know what will come out of that girl’s mouth. Everyone is on the edge of their seat as the
Jerking awake and feelings of the same nightmare that been plaguing my dreams as of late it takes me a few minutes to slow my heart rate and realize I’m on the plane from the same nightmare that has plagued my dreams for the last month, I’m disoriented and forgetting where I am because I still have the lingering feeling of suffocating Like every time I wake up sweating profusely with my heart pounding with a feeling of overwhelming and dreadful darkness. unable to remember what happened in the dreamI wake suddenly, my heart racing and a lingering feeling of dread. It takes me a moment before everything comes into focus. My eyes take in the ray of light coming from the small window showing that I’m still on the plane. The noise from the staff and other passengers come trickling back in. I can’t believe I fell asleep but it was my last night at home with mama before I got on the plane this morning to head to North Dakota for College. We stayed up late which with the nightmares as of
Looking around the room that I will occupy for the next 4 years of my life I realize I am alone for the first time in my life which is equally scary and exciting. On another note, I can’t believe all my furniture is set up and the bookshelf is clean and ready for me to organize all my books. It was like this room was made for me in the way it is simplistic in its elegance. Before I can get to putting all my books on the shelf that I brought along, I realize I am starving and have not had anything to eat since this morning when I stopped at the coffee shop in the airport before running to get on my flight on time, which means I only had enough time to get and eat a cheese Danish and finish off that with my ice mocha latte. I stand to go over to the desk to pick up the menus that Edgar laid on my there. I decided on a chicken taco salad and a large Starry.I had to call my mama to get the login information for FataEats delivery services since this college is in a remote part of a small
I arrived a few minutes later than the GPS said due to a little wildlife. I never thought I would see actual wolves but the size of the one I just saw looks like something otherworldly. It was huge, as big or bigger than one of those mastiff type dogs. Like wow how can wolves be that big. I swear this place just get weirder by the minute, anyway after I slammed on my brakes to stop before hitting him, I don’t know why but I just know it a boy wolf, but as he crossed and the road and almost causing me to hit him he just stops right in the middle of the road. It was a good thing I was driving slower and braking in time. the little shit just sat there and stared at me with his head tilted and you he was hanging out until I heard a growl-like bark that felt like a warning, which made the large black wolf turn his head and run off into the woods. I started driving after a moment of looking into the woods where the wolf disappeared then drove on toward Altur Clinic. I don’t even remember
The next few days flew by with work going smoothly and listening to Doc grunt and sigh a lot but he seems less annoyed by my presence since we don’t talk and I bring coffee for him and Linc. I walked in tonight and had a caramel blended with a shot of espresso and Linc's face was priceless because he just couldn’t understand how someone could like black coffee and ice mochas much less frozen caramel with espresso. I told him that I have a vast coffee plate and he just shook his head and walked out of the office while Doc went into talking about what clients he has scheduled to come into the clinic. I went to my desk and printed out the patient list for the night and then went and unlocked the file cabinet before I walked up to Lincoln to accompany me outside for some fresh air. Soon as I stepped outside I felt like something was about to change and for the better maybe?, I don’t know. I went back in and finished my third night in a row shift with a couple of regular Doc clients of
As we move into the great hall it is decorated with icy white and silver snowflakes and balloons with a couple of round glass tables and chairs that have white cushions on the seats. All the tables that are set with black silver leaf embossed plates, utensils, and napkins are all in place sittings on either side of the aisle that was created to lead to the stage and dance floor. It is like an elegant winter wonderland. Tea went all out. The band playing on the stage at the moment is a jazz band. From what I heard, there are two bands, one who plays jazz and another who plays classical dance songs.We walk in and everyone stops talking as it seems everyone is seated and watching us three walks down the aisle to the front of the stage. Once we get there the music stops and someone hands Tearis a microphone. Oh, lawd help us all. It is a palm to the face emoji moment for me because you never really know what will come out of that girl’s mouth. Everyone is on the edge of their seat as the
Tea knows about my birthday and of course now everyone knows, and it means I need a party that will be bigger than what I really wanted. Tearis has a big mouth when it comes to parties and her extroverted personality. She spoke to Edgar, the Dean's assistant, about using the great hall for my birthday party and of course he was beyond excited to help her. So, my party is in the great hall set for 5:00 pm tonight.I was not surprised when she jumped on top of me to wake me up. What she doesn’t know is I am not a morning person and am evil when woken up. I am all about my sleep. As I swung out from the annoying hyper morning person voice coming in too loud, tsked, “Now Embryson no violence today especially since today is your birthday and your party is tonight. So, get up and chop-chop. We have breakfast with Drew then the dress fitting which took me forever to get the perfect designer for you.”“Ugh, what time is it and must you be full of this much energy”, I grunt and roll over dumpi
The next two weeks seems to be the same patch of bloody guys from the MC in the clinic due to some war that has been going on between the wolves and vampires. From what Tea and Dew said the MC is in fact full of werewolves which makes the name make more sense. Once Doc received word from the great counsel that I am now aware of my status and the world of the night and the four realms he decided it was time to show me where the blood section in his office was and which ones was for transfusion and the other for the vampires to attain for repair in the fights. I get home to shower the blood off me that seems to cling to me since I helped Doc and Linc with the really wounded wolves. I have this hunger that I cannot explain and all I want is to climb Daxten and take him on a ride that would rock my world. I would be more tempted if I would see him. I have not seen him since I gave him a ride home after work a few weeks ago. I heard Lincoln tell Doc that he was on the pack grounds dealing
The next few days are uneventful with classes and work. Lincoln was back the next night when I returned to work and I was grateful since the impromptu kiss I have stayed to myself. Tearis kept looking at me like I was about to explode or something. Hmm that reminds me that Dew next stopped by after I got off work that night, he was being all you have powers. I have to find him soon because that shit has been eating at me. I don’t understand anything anymore and he owes me some goddamn answers. Like why if he has been watching me all these years why have I just as of lately felt like someone was watching me and then he appears. The guy is adorable with his ash blonde hair and nerdy lean features. Dew is the type you go shopping with and tell him all your boy troubles too. He is definitely the gender fluid type. I hurry in the shower after I take enough time letting my mind wander and get dressed to go into work.By the time I get in the parking lot, Lincoln is standing next to my usual
pull up to the same parking spot I have been since I started here and wait for the new guard to come get me. Lincoln texted me an hour before I was to leave for my shift to let me know that he would not be there, and his nephew would be there as a guard tonight and to wait for him in my car like usual. I look down at my phone from an incoming text from Tea and hear a tap at my window. I jump when I see Daxten from school. He has that protector look as he stands at attention with his hands in his pockets since I have my doors locked.“I’m Daxten Belmont, Linc's nephew, you're safe to open the door darling,” he says as a greeting with a smirk.Of course, he has to be Linc's nephew I think as I unlock my door and he moves his hand so fast and opens my door. I don’t understand why Linc opens my door and now Daxten is like I'm some princess or something. I laugh at that thought and step out of the car.“Hello”, I say as I begin walking toward the building with Dax walking behind me like a
“I know”, I say, holding my hands up in defense. I didn't want to explain my life story now or ever. I have to live with her for 4 years so how would I not end up telling her my life story? I will tell you more tomorrow. I really need to get some sleep before I crash. “Promise? She asked, holding up her pinky.“Yes”, I said as I passed out under my covers to a peaceful sleep until my alarm woke me to say time to get up for work. It is like waking up no matter if light or dark outside make me not a “morning person” or as I should call it, “waking up person”. I grab my phone off the nightstand to shut up the alarm. I barely open my eyes and grunt as the lights from my phone fade into my sight. It is quiet which means Tearis is not in the room. The good thing about this room is that it is the only one that has only a bathroom and shower. Weird right? I get up and get a nice warm shower like I do every day before and after my shift at work. As I'm walking back into the room with my tow
The next few days flew by with work going smoothly and listening to Doc grunt and sigh a lot but he seems less annoyed by my presence since we don’t talk and I bring coffee for him and Linc. I walked in tonight and had a caramel blended with a shot of espresso and Linc's face was priceless because he just couldn’t understand how someone could like black coffee and ice mochas much less frozen caramel with espresso. I told him that I have a vast coffee plate and he just shook his head and walked out of the office while Doc went into talking about what clients he has scheduled to come into the clinic. I went to my desk and printed out the patient list for the night and then went and unlocked the file cabinet before I walked up to Lincoln to accompany me outside for some fresh air. Soon as I stepped outside I felt like something was about to change and for the better maybe?, I don’t know. I went back in and finished my third night in a row shift with a couple of regular Doc clients of
I arrived a few minutes later than the GPS said due to a little wildlife. I never thought I would see actual wolves but the size of the one I just saw looks like something otherworldly. It was huge, as big or bigger than one of those mastiff type dogs. Like wow how can wolves be that big. I swear this place just get weirder by the minute, anyway after I slammed on my brakes to stop before hitting him, I don’t know why but I just know it a boy wolf, but as he crossed and the road and almost causing me to hit him he just stops right in the middle of the road. It was a good thing I was driving slower and braking in time. the little shit just sat there and stared at me with his head tilted and you he was hanging out until I heard a growl-like bark that felt like a warning, which made the large black wolf turn his head and run off into the woods. I started driving after a moment of looking into the woods where the wolf disappeared then drove on toward Altur Clinic. I don’t even remember
Looking around the room that I will occupy for the next 4 years of my life I realize I am alone for the first time in my life which is equally scary and exciting. On another note, I can’t believe all my furniture is set up and the bookshelf is clean and ready for me to organize all my books. It was like this room was made for me in the way it is simplistic in its elegance. Before I can get to putting all my books on the shelf that I brought along, I realize I am starving and have not had anything to eat since this morning when I stopped at the coffee shop in the airport before running to get on my flight on time, which means I only had enough time to get and eat a cheese Danish and finish off that with my ice mocha latte. I stand to go over to the desk to pick up the menus that Edgar laid on my there. I decided on a chicken taco salad and a large Starry.I had to call my mama to get the login information for FataEats delivery services since this college is in a remote part of a small