I've had enough

As you may all know by now, I’m a victim of bullying at school. You may also know

that everyone has a breaking point. Yes, I snapped and I’ll tell you how it happens. You know

the saying “stick and stones may break my bone, but words may never” - that’s a lie. Those

words cut deeper than a two edged shored. The truth is that I could deal with having no friends

at school and I could deal with eating at alone at lunch, but I could not deal with persons hitting

on me, especially Jason.

Jason was this boy that was in my form class. To the girls he was all they wanted, a

dream come true some say. I really can’t see what they can see in a fellow like him. Him just

ugly. Yeah, he has a nice frame…..Cover my face… he was handsome and all. But he was not a

good person when it comes on to his personality and his behavior towards others. ********

On a Friday after Social Studies class, I was in a very emotional turmoil, as they guys I

was dating for also six months the following Thursday to come had cheated on me. One more

problem added to my billion and one that was already there. At a time like this my guard was

down. I wasn’t suspecting Jason to be waiting outside the school in pathway that I had to take to

get my bus.

“Hey Fish we’ve been waiting for you!!”

I turn my head and look, saw it was Jason and his other friends. I wasn’t prepared for this, so I continue to walk as if I didn’t hear what they had said.

“Pussy you nuh hear we a talk to you” another guy in the group shouted.

“Battybwoy” Jason said haughtily in my face as he used his thick frame to block me off

from walking away, while the other boys walk up behind me. At this point they had formed a

circle around me. I felt intimidated and lot was running through my mind; how am I going to

escape this. Is is really me against six boys.

I could see other school mates standing and watching the incident, but do nothing as to

them it was a thriller. Some whip out their phone and began to record this 'spectacle' for the

amusement of their self and to share it on social media. Which would gain thousands of views

with the headline – “Student beats battybowy out their school”. On their face you could see the

excitement and the fun that they were getting out of this. It was time for me to run or defend

myself.

“You fucking asshole. I have e-fucking-nough of you all treating me like I’m some dog

you can hit and abuse as you please!’, I screamed as tear drops exploded from my eyes, as I

suddenly unable to hold everything in.

Jason folded the rest of this right hand and push me. Against the bus stop wall I landed

on my back. I began to rise from the ground, but the other boys began to throw fist all over my

body. And in the process cussing me out

We nuh wan’t no Bloodclaath Faggot at wi school” - they mention as if it was a private

owned school and I have trespassed on their property.

I close my eyes and reach for my scissors’ that was stashed in my pocket that I always

walk within there after school, for emergencies like this. Finally, my hand met up with the

scissors’ and I pulled it out. Immediately I start to stab without looking. I just hold the scissor in my hand right hand a tight as I could and just stab after anything that was around me. I could

feel it lodged in something and I pull my hand backwards and again I go. I did this for about

seven of less minutes, after which I could hear the spectator shouting out

“The battybwoy stab two a them”

“Him a bleed, Jesus”

So I open my eyes and realize that I have stab Jason in the chest and another in the arm.

At this point I was scared, not knowing what to do next and what would happen next. But Jason

was coming after me, so I extended my right foot and kick him right on the ground.

I grab another of the guys that was holding on to me and wrestles with him, before

spinning him around 360 degrees and slamming him to the ground in a wrestling move.

Onlookers gasp in shock as he crashes to the concrete ground and then staggers to his feet

apparently dazed by the impact.

“Gange the bowy” – a girl shouted

Hearing that and seeing the crown of person coming after me, I began to run breathless

for my life. I ran and ran, till I could not see anyone. I start to walk briskly down the road when

I saw a vehicle approaching

“Town!!! Down town” the man shouted through the window of the car.

It was a white plate car and I was always suspicious about these illegal taxi operators, but

I fan down the anyways and rush in. I just wanted to be away from the mob of students that was

coming after. Looking through the back window of the car I could see the mob rushing as the taxi drove off.