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(Selena's Pov) "Hey, Lena." To most, my step-sister is an angelic woman especially as she stands there, her golden hair catching the morning sun rays. But to me, she's a bad omen, a harbinger of doom because the only thing that'll make her come to my smelly little shack, as she calls it, is quite literally my pain and suffering. "I wanted to be the first to tell you," Elsa says, the wood creaking under the added weight as she perches herself at the edge of my stiff bed. It was hers, years ago. She stares at me, baring her teeth in a smile. She’s waiting, I realize, for me to ask. So I mumble, "tell me what?" Now her smile turns predatory, like I'm a rabbit on a hunt. "My congratulations, of course. You're getting married!" For a moment I think maybe she’s had a stroke. Or the moon goddess has answered one of my many whispered prayers and made her insane but other than that absurd statement, she looks as she usually does. "What?" "Yes, silly. I had Mom and Dad keep it from you, as a surprise. And aren’t you surprised?” I nod, but because I’m mostly confused and I want her to keep talking. ‘And to a very nice man too. Oh you’ll like him,” she says chuckling, the same noise she makes when I trip and fall. What on the Goddess’ earth is she going on about!? Again, I nod. But it seems she’s done talking to me. She hums, gets up and flounces off. Elsa is not above making up hurtful lies, in fact it’s one of her favorite pastimes. But still, a seed of unease settles in the pit of my stomach, and there's a voice at the back of my mind telling me to go investigate. I sigh, stand and make my way to the house. “Look out!” I moved out of the way, just in time to avoid being tackled by a woman hurrying through the door I was just standing in front of, a big bundle of curtains in her hands. I walk in after her. The house is in an absolute flurry and a ball of dread sinks low in my stomach. Cleaners are over, which is not something I have ever witnessed because I’m the one who cleans. People are making food and dusting everything, even the out of sight places that I’ve skipped a lot of times. I go upstairs and, through their open door, I see my step-parents, Derek and Fiona sitting, watching a movie. “Oh good, Elsa has told you then.” My step father doesn’t even turn to glance at me but mother stands and I begin to feel nauseous. This doesn't seem like a lie anymore. ‘Here,’ She says, tossing a dress she picked up from the floor at my face. It’s one of hers, that she’s always saying she’s going to throw out because the colors of it are fading. “It’s for tomorrow when your husband gets here. You should look less like,” she pauses to give me a quick once over, “well, like you always do.” There’s at least a subtle insult to me every time we speak, and sometimes it isn’t even subtle. This particular one doesn’t even register as the next words come out of her thin, painted lips. “It is the Lycan Prince, after all. Wouldn’t want him turning around and leaving you behind,” she mutters as she goe back to her chair beside Derek. “Now go down and help.” I stand there, staring at the spot she was once standing in. My heart is racing in my chest and the room’s getting blurry due to the tears quickly pooling in my eyes. I want to scream at her, shout that it’s not fair, that I already have a boyfriend, that they know I already have a boyfriend, that the Lycan prince would rip me apart and I won’t do it. But years and years of conditioning keep my lips shut. “Get the fuck out!” Those are the first words my step father speaks to me and I move immediately, out of the danger zone and shut the door behind me. I stand there for a moment, dress clutched to my aching chest. Of all the things that these people have done, from Elsa ‘accidentally’ burning me with hot appliances, being left out in the cold for small things that couldn’t even possibly be my fault, to having to learn to swing an ax that weighs as much as I do while the sun blisters my skin, this must be the worst. If it wasn’t me standing in front of the rabid wolf, I’d applaud them, they’ve outdone themselves. The Lycan Prince! How did my step parents even manage to arrange that match? The Night Reaper pack, the most brutal pack in the continent. Goddess. A cold chill scrapes its icy fingers down my spine. I can’t believe he’ll be here tomorrow. Asher Vale and his brother are the literal stuff of nightmares and their names are whispered in fear during the day. I’m finally able to unlock my limbs, walk to the top of the stairs and look down. The busy bees are still down there doing their jobs, preparing for a ruthless Lycan with no regard for werewolf life to come drag me away. And I’m supposed to help them prepare for my funeral. It’s too much, it’s just too much. I can’t be in this house any longer. I ball up the stupid dress and run down the stairs to my shack. I toss it to the floor somewhere, pull on some shoes and take off running. I have to see Ethan. I have to be with my boyfriend. * I love him so much, my big strong wolf. Ethan is all I want, and have ever wanted. I shouldn’t even have worried. He calmed me down and immediately jumped into finding a solution. He came up with a plan, my big smart, strong honey bear while I just sat there and looked at pictures of the Lycan twins on his laptop. I can't help but feel salty that they're not as hideous as their souls. I’ll sneak out early in the morning, before the sun comes up and meet him in the woods, then we’ll run away together and start a new life somewhere. He’s the Alpha’s son but the second. They’ll eventually stop looking for us. My eyes are dry as I go back to the house. The flurry is still going on but I don’t care. I don’t fucking care! They can do whatever they please because I definitely won’t be here to be punished by it. I’m agreeable the rest of the day, nodding and smiling as I do every single thing they ask of me, smugly holding a laugh in. Tomorrow’s going to be a surprising day.2. It’s almost eleven pm but I haven’t slept.Many things keep me awake. A lot of it is excitement and glee.But something else keeps nagging at me; the warning step-father gave me. Well, it was more of a threat. He’d grabbed my arm as I was hurrying to my room, nails digging into my flesh and snarled that if I ran away it would be the Lycan prince that would be coming after me. For a moment, I felt like he’d poured a bucket of water on my head. My heart stuttered in its beating. Goddess! How did he know? But he didn’t know. He releases my arm, leaving behind crescent-shaped gorges and doesn't look back as he leaves. My heart calmed when I realized it wasn’t far-fetched to assume I’d want to run away, especially because I was running away.I didn’t go to tell Ethan. I didn’t want to worry him even more because I know my boyfriend still won’t change his mind. Besides, we'll have a head start. And we’ll have an even bigger one if we leave now.Yes, I sit up in bed, we should leave n
3.It’s Ethan alright. He's dressed in a t- shirt, jeans and boots, his hair tousled. I hate the part of me which whispers that he looks good, even if his eyes are a little bloodshot.But the relief in his voice, the way he seems to light up, confuses the hell out of me. “Why are you here?”“What do you mean?”I look at him, really look at him. He’s doing the same, probably trying to find out what I know first. I purse my lips. ‘You need to go to your new girl.’ There's a long moment of silence as I glare at him. ‘New girl?’ he asks slowly.My forehead crinkles in displeasure. "Elsa. Yes, fuck you, I know you're screwing her."Again that damn silence, gauging me. "Did someone tell you that?"My body flashes hot. What. The. fuck? Is he being serious right now? Is he really trying to dig himself out of this hole by denying it exists? Fuck this. If this asshole takes a step closer to me, I will fucking spit in his eye. "Leave me the fuck alone, Ethan!""Lena-""Leave me alone!" I yell.
4.Axel’s PovI'm afraid of the concept of mates.Something so important to my pack, as well as to me personally, and I’ve been told I’ll have no control over it. It feels like a recipe for disaster. Literally within moments of meeting her, I’ll want to protect her and keep her close, no matter who she is; a rogue, a spy, an assassin, whatever. Or what if she’s not a bad person, just a horrible woman, that can’t be a good Luna for my pack? It’ll be the hardest thing ever, letting her go even if there's something important at risk, like my pack. And I don’t want to put my pack at risk. Heck, I haven’t even met her and I don’t want to let her go.But then again, maybe it’s not that intense, I thought. Look at the bitch who wants to be betrothed to Asher. She hasn’t met him, he’s not her mate and she doesn’t love him. But because of the power it would give her, she’s tossed her mate to the dump. She’ll probably be paid for it too, fucking information whore.But cradling the soft, war
5.Selena’s PovAn hour later I'm standing in the living room amidst decorations and food as my mate and his brother sit across from me. I'm stunned, shocked to my core. Neither of them have given me more than a passing glance.I've been in a daze ever since Axel left. Just turned around and left.But surely, he'll stop this. He won't let me get engaged to his brother, I think, as my step father starts saying the rites.He won't, I think, as our fingers are pricked so blood meets. Any moment now, I think, as the Alpha chants the words that will start a bind between us. But he doesn't. Ten minutes later, I'm betrothed to the Lycan prince.I'm so confused. He's my mate, he should not be ok with me marrying his fucking brother. How can he sit there, and just watch?I slink away as soon as the festivities start and sit at the back of the house.I've been sitting outside for a long time. A big part of me hopes he shows up. And he does, after the sun sets.Goddess. My throat runs dry. My h
Chapter 6Selena's POV Although the hurt cut deep, I didn't let it keep my legs plastered to the floor, instead, I turned away quickly before the two wolves on heat could spot me. The moment my hand landed on the doorknob, Asher called my name, and I watched as my initial plan to walk away undetected dissipated before me like dust. "Selena", his breathless voice reached my ears.My breath hitched on my throat as I slowly turned. If I expected a hint of remorse in Asher's eyes, I was sorely mistaken. Instead, the strain in his voice was linked to that in his pants."I...", I began, the words dying in my throat. The lady with him raised a delicate brow as she observed me with an unknown expression. I avoided her eyes. "I shouldn't have barged in like that. My apologies", my voice came out shaky and meek, it was almost embarrassing. I mentally gave myself a smack across the cheek. I had no reason to apologize, if anything, they were the ones who owed me an apology but I wasn't that b
Chapter 7Axel's POV I frowned at my reflection, my fingers fisted over the white sink in my bathroom. The urge to see my mate was almost overwhelming and it took a great amount of control to keep my feet firmly planted in the white tiles. Logic helped me resist but I knew it was only a matter of time before I began to think with my heart rather than my head. I groaned. My wolf was begging, almost whimpering in need. I tightened my fisted hands, resisting. It took almost thirty minutes to get myself under control and afterwards, I stepped out of the bathroom looking calm and collected. I began the short walk to my brother's study."Have you seen my brother's fiancée?", I asked a servant passing by. The servant tried but failed in keeping her trembling at bay. "Umm, she asked for directions to the prince's study so I believe she was headed there", she stuttered out.I didn't bother giving
Chapter 8Selena's POV Axel pushed open the door fully before stepping in, his height imposing, somehow filling the large room. I could scent him and the urge to bury my nose into his neck was overwhelming but before I could do something I might possibly regret for the rest of my life, I fisted my hands, feeling my fingers dig dangerously into my palm. Quelling the urge, I finally addressed him. "Alpha", I bowed lowly watching from my peripheral vision as Lily mimicked my actions. Axel didn't say a word, instead he kept his eyes firmly fixed on me."Out", he commanded. My brows furrowed in confusion until I realized he was speaking to Lily when she bowed again before running off, shutting the door behind her. When Lily left the room, Axel took a few more steps towards me, his presence causing my cloud of unbiased reasoning to be stifled pathetically. I took a small step back even when every cell in my body
Chapter 9Selena's POV The moment Axel left the room, I stumbled to the floor, steadying my beating heart. I knew I'd probably regret my decision to remain a decent person but for now, I'd revel in the feel of being like an amazing heroine who stood up for what was right. Lily walked in almost immediately. "You okay?", she lent me a hand as I staggered to my feet."Yeah. I'm fine""The Alpha can be hella intimidating ", she chuckled, earning a weird look from me. "Ah right. Your bath""I'll do it myself", I narrowed my eyes on her. "Listen, you have to get used to this, sooner or later. Those people out there may not give two flying hoots about you but I do care. And it'd be nice if I had someone to talk to in this place"Her words were heartfelt and I wasn't used to someone being nice to me except for ulterior motives. But I was in a strange place with basically no friends and no intel, so it would
Chapter 140 Axel's POV I walked out of the pack house and into the expanse of land now littered with my pack members. They were in little groups, talking amongst themselves in hushed whispers. When they noticed my presence, they immediately fell silent, looking up at me with expectant faces. The last time I stood before them, we were on the verge of making the most important decision of the pack. I've never felt so much appreciation for that day than at this point. More and more werewolves gathered and I leapt onto the elevated stage, facing them. "Night Reapers, it has come to my notice that the pack, Blood Red, has fallen." The whispers rose once more and with a lift of my hand, they were silenced. "You've seen the commotion outside the gates. Those are from the survivors of the pack. They've come to us for help", I paused, surprised that no one said a word. "Now, I bring the decision to your table. What do we do?" The question spurred them into action, some yelled that
Chapter 139 Selena's POV It took two months and five days before we heard any news about the packs. Technically, we heard news of progression and the added advantages the alliance offered to those packs, virtually every Alpha was involved except ours. As far as I was concerned, we were officially cut off. The strategy put in place by Axel worked. We had food, water and basically everything we needed within the pack. It made things considerably easier. No one complained and as days passed, more werewolves came forward as volunteers. Soon, we extended our little plan in agriculture to other aspects, like furniture making, fabric design and then, no distant time I was setting we were making waves. Orion and Zephyr were growing up quickly. Werewolves always had a weird aging style. We grow up quickly, then remain almost dormant before we begin aging slowly. Lily's presence was difficult to come by. She was mostly invested in Blake and I'd be honest when I say that their relati
Chapter 138Selena's POV I took three large gulps of air, like it would be my last moment of peace. Today was the day we were expecting the Alphas and to say the atmosphere was more than tense was an understatement. Axel had come clean to the pack, revealing the details of the visit to every member. He also told them about his decision and gave everyone the chance to either counter his decision or agree with him.Most of them agreed, the few that thought it was reckless were soon convinced that Axel was making the right choice. He gave them his reasons. Then, the topic of how we were going to generate incomes for ourselves even after we cut ourselves off from the other packs arose and Axel gave them the stellar idea on agriculture. The farmers came forward, pledging to give their all while some volunteered to help. By the time dawn broke, we were prepared. As prepared as we could be. "You ready?"
Chapter 137Selena's POV Lily looked like she'd throw up anytime soon while I was simply too stunned to say a word. "Isn't that poisonous?"Lily asked no one in particular, her eyes still fixed on the frog. "I don't think so", Orion answered, inspecting the frog. It was a miracle it hadn't leaped out of his hand and to an unlucky person's face. "Can you let it go, honey?", I coaxed. Orion stared at me with a sad look. "But why?", he whined. "It can be my pet."Except, werewolves don't keep pets. Our wolves were like pets, but on a way deeper level. It was part of us. "No. It can't."We were in a staring contest for at least thirty seconds before he finally gave in. "Whatever", he tossed the frog aside and it landed right on Lily's lap. Before I could react, Lily let out a loud scream. It echoed throughout the clearing and was just about to tear my sensitive eardrums.
Chapter 136Selena's POV For the next few days, we ignored everything. Axel and I focused on nothing else but ourselves and the kids. We had a family day out, of course Blake and Lily decided to tag along and we held a little picnic just for ourselves. Truth was, it was inevitable that Axel would have to give his reply concerning the alliance bug for now, it felt much better to simply live in our own bubble. Orion and Zephyr were bickering on the color of the sky while I lay on the blanket, my eyes shut as I basked in the warm sun. "I can't believe you", Lily was speaking, throwing a punch at Blake. I could tell when he muttered a low 'ouch'."It's serious though", Blake was trying to say. I had tuned out of most of the conversation and the one I had managed to catch snippets of didn't make any sense. I pried my eyelids open, scanning for Axel as he had been awfully quiet. His back was turned to
Chapter 135 Selena's POV "What?", I echoed, the sound loud enough that it bounced off all the walls. "An alliance?" Axel expected my reaction as he barely even reacted to my shrill. I'm certain I had alerted at least half of the staff members. "I thought so too", Axel stated blandly. I rifled through my head, searching for anything that made sense. An alliance between werewolves is nearly impossible, if not completely. That's the reason why it didn't happen, ever. It was way too risky and if not careful could cause war between packs. If Alpha Boris was proposing an alliance and the rest of the Alphas agreed with him, he was either very stupid or desperate. But, what for? "An alliance is...impossible." "I thought so too", he echoed, and I threw him a glare. "Are you even listening?", I asked. "Yes." But I co
Chapter 134Selena's POV The pack gates creaked open, revealing a number of stern faced and cold gazes of the Alphas. Their eyes scanned the crowd for a few seconds before they resumed their walk, soon standing in front of Axel and I.If Axel felt nervous, he didn't show it. His face was set in a stiff position as he watched them in return."What a pleasant surprise", he stated, his voice anything but pleasant or surprised. One of the Alphas chuckled, his eyes twinkling in amusement. "Thank you, Alpha Axel", he bowed, a motion which can barely be considered a bow but sufficient enough to pass as one. "What brings you here?", Axel asked, his brows creased as he stared at them all. "I wasn't aware of your visit.""And yet...", the werewolf gestured around him. "There's an entire group waiting.""Information tends to reach us quickly."The werewolf seemed more amused than offended as
Chapter 133Selena's POV "It's not what you think", I pointed out but Lily's amusement poured from her very pores as she stared innocently at Blake. Blake walked slowly into the room, his eyes darting from Lily to me, eyes narrowed. "Uhun", he answered under his breath.I threw a stern glare as Lily let out a muffled laugh and that seemed enough to cause her to straighten up. "Selena's right. I was just being silly. Before Blake could answer, we heard the shuffling of feet outside the door but the thing is, there was more to it than just the occasional movement. They seemed more than panicked. Lily, Blake and I exchanged confused looks before we hopped up, rushing towards the door. My mind drifted to the kids first, knowing Axel would be able to take care of himself. "What's happening?"Blake asked a maid rushing away but she seemed to be too much in her panicked state to realize who was
Chapter 132Selena's POV "Unfortunately, I'm not you", I glared. "Even though I wish with everything in me that I was."Axel's hand was entwined with mine, his thumb tracing lazy circles on it. "I hate you. So much. And I hope you'll suffer for as long as possible for the penance of your wickedness. I hope the world becomes a living hell for you and I hope you never find peace."The cell door creaked open, and my stepmother stepped out, her lips and brows turned down and her neck bent. "Forg...""Letting you go doesn't mean I think of you in a better light than I used to. But, you staying here will just mean you're a part of my life. I don't like that thought."She didn't make a move to say a word which contrasted to the manner which she had used to cut me off whenever I had something to say I'm the past. The cell holding my stepfather opened next. He looked like he had aged a century from