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It’s almost eleven pm but I haven’t slept. Many things keep me awake. A lot of it is excitement and glee. But something else keeps nagging at me; the warning step-father gave me. Well, it was more of a threat. He’d grabbed my arm as I was hurrying to my room, nails digging into my flesh and snarled that if I ran away it would be the Lycan prince that would be coming after me. For a moment, I felt like he’d poured a bucket of water on my head. My heart stuttered in its beating. Goddess! How did he know? But he didn’t know. He releases my arm, leaving behind crescent-shaped gorges and doesn't look back as he leaves. My heart calmed when I realized it wasn’t far-fetched to assume I’d want to run away, especially because I was running away. I didn’t go to tell Ethan. I didn’t want to worry him even more because I know my boyfriend still won’t change his mind. Besides, we'll have a head start. And we’ll have an even bigger one if we leave now. Yes, I sit up in bed, we should leave now. I have no friends, nobody that will miss me, people that I would need to say goodbye to. He might not be done with preparations but we’ll make do. I toss the threadbare blanket off me and slip out, humming to myself. His door is not locked which means he’s not in bed yet. He’s probably still putting things together. That’s a good thing because in my haste I forgot my key and I wouldn’t have liked to make noise by knocking. I dust the sand off my bare feet before going in. I walk through the living room, grinning but quiet. He likes when I pop up on him. I’m in the hallway when I start hearing a raunchy TV scene. Or that's what it would be if I didn’t just pass the blank TV in the living room. Must be from his laptop then. I turn the corner and step on a shirt. It’s a dainty blue thing with a small ruffle on the sleeves, one I’ve seen before. I picked it up. That’s all the warning I get. I was right, I had seen that shirt before. It’s Elsa’s. No mortal can keep track of Elsa’s clothes except maybe Elsa herself but I had just seen that shirt today. Elsa was wearing it when she came into my space this morning. But she’s not wearing it now as she rides Ethan’s cock. His books are all over the floor, tossed from the desk carelessly as well as the rest of the clothes. And they’re sitting on his plush work chair. Well, Ethan is sitting and she’s straddling him. I stand there for maybe a whole minute, hearing his low groans as Elsa moans deeply until her eyes pop open. A gross feeling zips through me as I meet her green eyes. They widen as she sees me standing there, her shirt in my hand. But only for a moment, then she smirks and still looking at me, she tangles her fingers in his hair and pushes herself down on him. They both groan intensely. I can’t, I can't. No. I toss the shirt down and make my way outside, and away from those disgusting sounds Elsa’s making, straight into my bed. Wow, what a night. What a wild ride, and that’s something my step sister can also say. Well, she’s not really my stepsister. I’m actually an orphan and for some reason, her parents adopted me, only to value a filthy piece of cloth more than they do me. I didn’t ask for this. Matter of fact, I might have chosen to stay in the orphanage all things considered. Ethan is my everything . . . Why? Why would he do that? I just don’t understand. A tear rolls down my cheek. It's quickly followed by another, until I’m fully sobbing. Maybe I could still pretend like I didn’t see him? I don’t have to ruin what we have, maybe we could still be happy. . . Or maybe I could do something horrible that the Lycan Prince will reject the betrothal? That wouldn't be hard. Because I can’t leave. I have nothing planned. I’ve never had a job so I have no money, nothing, not even enough to purchase a pencil. What would I do with one anyway when I can barely write? If I leave now, I wouldn’t know which way to go, which areas contain rogues or what plants are safe to eat. I wouldn’t survive. Maybe it’s the fresh hurt talking but between the ruthless Lycan king and staying here to continue being treated like the smelly, decaying carcass of a deer, especially by Elsa, I know what I’m picking. They say better the rogue you know than the Alpha you don’t but I’m taking the Lycan, three times over. They would treat me even worse, after I lost the chance for them to be related to royalty. Even though I don’t see how they could step up their game, I don’t want to find out. I can’t stay here. Besides, I’d have to see Elsa and Ethan gallivant through the pack together. Yesterday, I noticed their names start with the same letter and it still deeply irks me. So when my step-mother bursts into the shed, with so much determination in her stride, that tells me she’s ready to yank me out of there by the hair, kicking and screaming if she has to, I almost smile. She won’t need to. ‘Good morning, ma’am.’ I’ve brushed both my teeth and my hair, bathed and put on the dress she gave me. There’s nothing I can do about the bags under my swollen eyes though, I didn’t sleep. I stand as she comes to a stop, eyes screwed in distrust. ‘Good morning,’ she replies slowly. Again she shouldn’t worry, I have neither the energy nor the desire to do anything otherwise to what they’ll tell me. “Outside. They're here.” "Yes, ma'am." I leave the shed but the sight of Elsa sitting pretty in a pink dress, on a picnic cloth on the lawn stops me in my tracks. She looks like she usually does, if a little tired. But that’s reasonable, expected even, for the bitch who was fucking my boyfriend late last night and who knows, maybe into the early hours of this morning. And when she looks at me, a tiny smirk playing at the edge of her lips, the miniscule voice protesting my decision to go with Lycan King shuts up. Before I lunge and drag my claws down her stupid face, I turn on my heels and walk into the woods. ‘Lena!’ And walk right into Ethan, in the bushes past the perimeter of the house. My heart drops. Moon Goddess, fucking help me.3.It’s Ethan alright. He's dressed in a t- shirt, jeans and boots, his hair tousled. I hate the part of me which whispers that he looks good, even if his eyes are a little bloodshot.But the relief in his voice, the way he seems to light up, confuses the hell out of me. “Why are you here?”“What do you mean?”I look at him, really look at him. He’s doing the same, probably trying to find out what I know first. I purse my lips. ‘You need to go to your new girl.’ There's a long moment of silence as I glare at him. ‘New girl?’ he asks slowly.My forehead crinkles in displeasure. "Elsa. Yes, fuck you, I know you're screwing her."Again that damn silence, gauging me. "Did someone tell you that?"My body flashes hot. What. The. fuck? Is he being serious right now? Is he really trying to dig himself out of this hole by denying it exists? Fuck this. If this asshole takes a step closer to me, I will fucking spit in his eye. "Leave me the fuck alone, Ethan!""Lena-""Leave me alone!" I yell.
4.Axel’s PovI'm afraid of the concept of mates.Something so important to my pack, as well as to me personally, and I’ve been told I’ll have no control over it. It feels like a recipe for disaster. Literally within moments of meeting her, I’ll want to protect her and keep her close, no matter who she is; a rogue, a spy, an assassin, whatever. Or what if she’s not a bad person, just a horrible woman, that can’t be a good Luna for my pack? It’ll be the hardest thing ever, letting her go even if there's something important at risk, like my pack. And I don’t want to put my pack at risk. Heck, I haven’t even met her and I don’t want to let her go.But then again, maybe it’s not that intense, I thought. Look at the bitch who wants to be betrothed to Asher. She hasn’t met him, he’s not her mate and she doesn’t love him. But because of the power it would give her, she’s tossed her mate to the dump. She’ll probably be paid for it too, fucking information whore.But cradling the soft, war
5.Selena’s PovAn hour later I'm standing in the living room amidst decorations and food as my mate and his brother sit across from me. I'm stunned, shocked to my core. Neither of them have given me more than a passing glance.I've been in a daze ever since Axel left. Just turned around and left.But surely, he'll stop this. He won't let me get engaged to his brother, I think, as my step father starts saying the rites.He won't, I think, as our fingers are pricked so blood meets. Any moment now, I think, as the Alpha chants the words that will start a bind between us. But he doesn't. Ten minutes later, I'm betrothed to the Lycan prince.I'm so confused. He's my mate, he should not be ok with me marrying his fucking brother. How can he sit there, and just watch?I slink away as soon as the festivities start and sit at the back of the house.I've been sitting outside for a long time. A big part of me hopes he shows up. And he does, after the sun sets.Goddess. My throat runs dry. My h
Chapter 6Selena's POV Although the hurt cut deep, I didn't let it keep my legs plastered to the floor, instead, I turned away quickly before the two wolves on heat could spot me. The moment my hand landed on the doorknob, Asher called my name, and I watched as my initial plan to walk away undetected dissipated before me like dust. "Selena", his breathless voice reached my ears.My breath hitched on my throat as I slowly turned. If I expected a hint of remorse in Asher's eyes, I was sorely mistaken. Instead, the strain in his voice was linked to that in his pants."I...", I began, the words dying in my throat. The lady with him raised a delicate brow as she observed me with an unknown expression. I avoided her eyes. "I shouldn't have barged in like that. My apologies", my voice came out shaky and meek, it was almost embarrassing. I mentally gave myself a smack across the cheek. I had no reason to apologize, if anything, they were the ones who owed me an apology but I wasn't that b
Chapter 7Axel's POV I frowned at my reflection, my fingers fisted over the white sink in my bathroom. The urge to see my mate was almost overwhelming and it took a great amount of control to keep my feet firmly planted in the white tiles. Logic helped me resist but I knew it was only a matter of time before I began to think with my heart rather than my head. I groaned. My wolf was begging, almost whimpering in need. I tightened my fisted hands, resisting. It took almost thirty minutes to get myself under control and afterwards, I stepped out of the bathroom looking calm and collected. I began the short walk to my brother's study."Have you seen my brother's fiancée?", I asked a servant passing by. The servant tried but failed in keeping her trembling at bay. "Umm, she asked for directions to the prince's study so I believe she was headed there", she stuttered out.I didn't bother giving
Chapter 8Selena's POV Axel pushed open the door fully before stepping in, his height imposing, somehow filling the large room. I could scent him and the urge to bury my nose into his neck was overwhelming but before I could do something I might possibly regret for the rest of my life, I fisted my hands, feeling my fingers dig dangerously into my palm. Quelling the urge, I finally addressed him. "Alpha", I bowed lowly watching from my peripheral vision as Lily mimicked my actions. Axel didn't say a word, instead he kept his eyes firmly fixed on me."Out", he commanded. My brows furrowed in confusion until I realized he was speaking to Lily when she bowed again before running off, shutting the door behind her. When Lily left the room, Axel took a few more steps towards me, his presence causing my cloud of unbiased reasoning to be stifled pathetically. I took a small step back even when every cell in my body
Chapter 9Selena's POV The moment Axel left the room, I stumbled to the floor, steadying my beating heart. I knew I'd probably regret my decision to remain a decent person but for now, I'd revel in the feel of being like an amazing heroine who stood up for what was right. Lily walked in almost immediately. "You okay?", she lent me a hand as I staggered to my feet."Yeah. I'm fine""The Alpha can be hella intimidating ", she chuckled, earning a weird look from me. "Ah right. Your bath""I'll do it myself", I narrowed my eyes on her. "Listen, you have to get used to this, sooner or later. Those people out there may not give two flying hoots about you but I do care. And it'd be nice if I had someone to talk to in this place"Her words were heartfelt and I wasn't used to someone being nice to me except for ulterior motives. But I was in a strange place with basically no friends and no intel, so it would
Chapter 10Selena's POV Asher was leaning against his desk, his sleeve rolled up to his elbow and a few buttons left open. His hands were crossed, revealing the veins that trailed the length of his arm. Asher's face didn't portray any emotions that even as I stepped in, he simply stared. The confidence which I gathered pathetically before walking in was slowly waning due to his lack of action or perhaps, attention. The situation didn't look any better than it did a few days back. Even without Cecelia hanging by his arm, the effect was still the same. I still felt like nothing more than a desperate leech vying for his stupid attention. It was demeaning, not that I had any sense of self worth in the beginning. Asher finally stirred from his position, straightening himself to his full height as he began his strides towards me. I wanted an escape, needed to disappear or tear this stupid dress from my body. I needed someone to bl
Chapter 140 Axel's POV I walked out of the pack house and into the expanse of land now littered with my pack members. They were in little groups, talking amongst themselves in hushed whispers. When they noticed my presence, they immediately fell silent, looking up at me with expectant faces. The last time I stood before them, we were on the verge of making the most important decision of the pack. I've never felt so much appreciation for that day than at this point. More and more werewolves gathered and I leapt onto the elevated stage, facing them. "Night Reapers, it has come to my notice that the pack, Blood Red, has fallen." The whispers rose once more and with a lift of my hand, they were silenced. "You've seen the commotion outside the gates. Those are from the survivors of the pack. They've come to us for help", I paused, surprised that no one said a word. "Now, I bring the decision to your table. What do we do?" The question spurred them into action, some yelled that
Chapter 139 Selena's POV It took two months and five days before we heard any news about the packs. Technically, we heard news of progression and the added advantages the alliance offered to those packs, virtually every Alpha was involved except ours. As far as I was concerned, we were officially cut off. The strategy put in place by Axel worked. We had food, water and basically everything we needed within the pack. It made things considerably easier. No one complained and as days passed, more werewolves came forward as volunteers. Soon, we extended our little plan in agriculture to other aspects, like furniture making, fabric design and then, no distant time I was setting we were making waves. Orion and Zephyr were growing up quickly. Werewolves always had a weird aging style. We grow up quickly, then remain almost dormant before we begin aging slowly. Lily's presence was difficult to come by. She was mostly invested in Blake and I'd be honest when I say that their relati
Chapter 138Selena's POV I took three large gulps of air, like it would be my last moment of peace. Today was the day we were expecting the Alphas and to say the atmosphere was more than tense was an understatement. Axel had come clean to the pack, revealing the details of the visit to every member. He also told them about his decision and gave everyone the chance to either counter his decision or agree with him.Most of them agreed, the few that thought it was reckless were soon convinced that Axel was making the right choice. He gave them his reasons. Then, the topic of how we were going to generate incomes for ourselves even after we cut ourselves off from the other packs arose and Axel gave them the stellar idea on agriculture. The farmers came forward, pledging to give their all while some volunteered to help. By the time dawn broke, we were prepared. As prepared as we could be. "You ready?"
Chapter 137Selena's POV Lily looked like she'd throw up anytime soon while I was simply too stunned to say a word. "Isn't that poisonous?"Lily asked no one in particular, her eyes still fixed on the frog. "I don't think so", Orion answered, inspecting the frog. It was a miracle it hadn't leaped out of his hand and to an unlucky person's face. "Can you let it go, honey?", I coaxed. Orion stared at me with a sad look. "But why?", he whined. "It can be my pet."Except, werewolves don't keep pets. Our wolves were like pets, but on a way deeper level. It was part of us. "No. It can't."We were in a staring contest for at least thirty seconds before he finally gave in. "Whatever", he tossed the frog aside and it landed right on Lily's lap. Before I could react, Lily let out a loud scream. It echoed throughout the clearing and was just about to tear my sensitive eardrums.
Chapter 136Selena's POV For the next few days, we ignored everything. Axel and I focused on nothing else but ourselves and the kids. We had a family day out, of course Blake and Lily decided to tag along and we held a little picnic just for ourselves. Truth was, it was inevitable that Axel would have to give his reply concerning the alliance bug for now, it felt much better to simply live in our own bubble. Orion and Zephyr were bickering on the color of the sky while I lay on the blanket, my eyes shut as I basked in the warm sun. "I can't believe you", Lily was speaking, throwing a punch at Blake. I could tell when he muttered a low 'ouch'."It's serious though", Blake was trying to say. I had tuned out of most of the conversation and the one I had managed to catch snippets of didn't make any sense. I pried my eyelids open, scanning for Axel as he had been awfully quiet. His back was turned to
Chapter 135 Selena's POV "What?", I echoed, the sound loud enough that it bounced off all the walls. "An alliance?" Axel expected my reaction as he barely even reacted to my shrill. I'm certain I had alerted at least half of the staff members. "I thought so too", Axel stated blandly. I rifled through my head, searching for anything that made sense. An alliance between werewolves is nearly impossible, if not completely. That's the reason why it didn't happen, ever. It was way too risky and if not careful could cause war between packs. If Alpha Boris was proposing an alliance and the rest of the Alphas agreed with him, he was either very stupid or desperate. But, what for? "An alliance is...impossible." "I thought so too", he echoed, and I threw him a glare. "Are you even listening?", I asked. "Yes." But I co
Chapter 134Selena's POV The pack gates creaked open, revealing a number of stern faced and cold gazes of the Alphas. Their eyes scanned the crowd for a few seconds before they resumed their walk, soon standing in front of Axel and I.If Axel felt nervous, he didn't show it. His face was set in a stiff position as he watched them in return."What a pleasant surprise", he stated, his voice anything but pleasant or surprised. One of the Alphas chuckled, his eyes twinkling in amusement. "Thank you, Alpha Axel", he bowed, a motion which can barely be considered a bow but sufficient enough to pass as one. "What brings you here?", Axel asked, his brows creased as he stared at them all. "I wasn't aware of your visit.""And yet...", the werewolf gestured around him. "There's an entire group waiting.""Information tends to reach us quickly."The werewolf seemed more amused than offended as
Chapter 133Selena's POV "It's not what you think", I pointed out but Lily's amusement poured from her very pores as she stared innocently at Blake. Blake walked slowly into the room, his eyes darting from Lily to me, eyes narrowed. "Uhun", he answered under his breath.I threw a stern glare as Lily let out a muffled laugh and that seemed enough to cause her to straighten up. "Selena's right. I was just being silly. Before Blake could answer, we heard the shuffling of feet outside the door but the thing is, there was more to it than just the occasional movement. They seemed more than panicked. Lily, Blake and I exchanged confused looks before we hopped up, rushing towards the door. My mind drifted to the kids first, knowing Axel would be able to take care of himself. "What's happening?"Blake asked a maid rushing away but she seemed to be too much in her panicked state to realize who was
Chapter 132Selena's POV "Unfortunately, I'm not you", I glared. "Even though I wish with everything in me that I was."Axel's hand was entwined with mine, his thumb tracing lazy circles on it. "I hate you. So much. And I hope you'll suffer for as long as possible for the penance of your wickedness. I hope the world becomes a living hell for you and I hope you never find peace."The cell door creaked open, and my stepmother stepped out, her lips and brows turned down and her neck bent. "Forg...""Letting you go doesn't mean I think of you in a better light than I used to. But, you staying here will just mean you're a part of my life. I don't like that thought."She didn't make a move to say a word which contrasted to the manner which she had used to cut me off whenever I had something to say I'm the past. The cell holding my stepfather opened next. He looked like he had aged a century from