“So annoying,” everybody flinched when Nate dropped his books on top of the table. We were currently having our breakfast in the cafeteria when Nate arrived with a bad morning. He slumped down on his seat and put his chin on the top of his hand. Everybody was confused why he was acting like this, though it’s not typical for Nate for having a bad day.
“I fell asleep last night and I didn’t finish the book that I was reading. Damn it,” he added as he opened the book that he was talking about.
Hiro and Finn continue their breakfast when suddenly someone caught our attention. As usual. You already know who it is. They both look up to Spencer, who’s looking for a vacant seat. Hiro, being the bubbly nice guy, waved his right hand for Spencer to see him. He pointed out that there was still another vacant seat beside me but Spencer’s smile faded away when he sees that he would be sitting next to the person he most hated.
The feeling is mutual, bro.
I also don’t want to be seated next to him.
Shifting my attention to my breakfast, I kept an eye on Spencer's movements outside of the corner of my eye. I know I shouldn't, but I can't stop myself from watching his reaction.
Spencer is still standing there, hoping that everybody will realize that he's not sitting beside me. This kid.
I was about to say something of the kind that if he doesn't want to sit here, he can go find another, but Finn interrupted me. Everyone was stunned into silence and stared at him. He got out of his seat and turned to Spencer.
“You can sit here. I will go and it next to Kieran,” he said as he picked up his food and walk beside me.
Hold up. What kind of romantic drama is this?
Spencer merely smiled at him and thanked him. He then sat down and continued to converse with Nate and Hiro as if nothing had happened. Finn seemed to be sitting next to me while he began eating his breakfast. We never speak or look at one another. Since then, I haven't spoken a thing. I'm only paying attention to what they're saying.
The three were having a normal conversation when Nate notices something about Spencer. I immediately averted my gaze at him from his eyes down to his wrist.
Shit. I fucked it up.
I remember what happened to us last night. We got into an argument, and I can't believe I hurt him. I feel guilty, and I haven't even apologized. If Spencer told them what happened to his wrist, I would apologize right away, but Nate, as the group's mom and dad, would lecture me nonstop about why I did that to him.
Spencer may be a petite small guy, but his mouth’s really sharp.
“What happened to your wrist?” Nate asks. Hiro stops his doing and he looked at Spencer in confusion. I noticed that Finn looked in his way too.
I felt that Spencer got a little awkward as he pulled his sweater to cover his whole hand.
“It’s nothing. I tried my mom’s bangle bracelet when I was in London and I tried to get it off but it didn’t, so I hurt myself a little.” He explained with a smile.
Liar.
Why would he lie?
Nate slowly nods his head like he literally bought it, “Okay. Just don’t be harsh to yourself.”
“Of course,” Spencer commented. It was silent again and we continued our breakfast.
We don't have anything planned for today because school starts next week. Basically, we've come to familiarize ourselves with the area and meet other students from various departments, as well as students who previously resided in the dorm. However, the dorm still has its own curfew. If you're late returning home, you won't be able to enter the building.
This week will be long since I don’t have many things to do but to spend my time with my friends… and Spencer.
I can't believe Spencer and I used to hang around with the same people. How is that even possible? We belong to the same social circle, but we are not friends, and even if I had the opportunity to be friends with him, I would drop out.
As the day ended, I rushed up to my dorm to have a quick shower before I got into my bed. We already had dinner outside. It was chilling just like when we were in high school. As I slumped down on my bed, I heard the door open and I knew it was my lovely roommate.
After dinner, Spencer excused himself because he was going to run some errand, so we didn’t walk together into our room. As if he and I did that.
When Spencer entered the room, he didn’t take a glance at me, and why would he? Instead, he walked straight to the bathroom and run the water. Once he finished, he walked to his bed and slumped down. I know that he’s still mad at me.
I called his name in a whispered tone but it was stupid because he wouldn’t hear it.
“Spencer. I know that you’re still awake.” I sternly called him once again, hoping he would hear it, but he didn’t even budge. I don’t know if he’s playing or he’s just plain mad.
I assume both.
The morning came, I woke up first. I looked at the time and it was only 5 in the morning, yet I couldn’t go back to sleep anymore. I tried a different position but it’s not working. I tried playing with my phone to make me feel sleepy, but it was not so. When I looked at the time once again, it was about 6 in the morning. The sun will shine soon.
I gave up going back to sleep and decided that maybe I should start my morning now. I don’t have a class, but I can spend my time by myself or with my friends. I glanced up to the side where Spencer was and he was still in his deep sleep.
Once I washed my face and brushed my teeth, I went to the kitchen to make my favorite brewed coffee. It was the best thing ever. Like, who doesn’t like coffee? Everybody does.
I sat on the kitchen counter for a long time, thinking how I would spend my day since I was not doing anything when I heard the bathroom door open. Spencer is awake and fully dressed up—where is he going this early in the morning? I glanced at him and he was walking straight to the pantry and grabbing his granola bar.
This is my time to apologize to him.
Before he could pass me, I stopped him. I’m glad that he listens to me.
He looked at me and I couldn’t even look straight at him.
“Uhm, I’m sorry… about last night,” I said.
Spencer gave me no emotion and I felt stupid. I know that apologizing to him would make me feel stupid. Plus, he would think that he won again. Me apologizing to him?
That’s no—
“It’s okay.” He smiled, “Anyway, can I ask you a favor?”
Wait for what? That’s it?
“What?”
“Can you open my luggage for me? I think the zipper got stuck, I can’t open it.” He sadly said, “My things are still inside and I can’t get them.”
Seriously? Zipper? Now he wants my help? My worst enemy is asking me to help him with his zipper luggage? Wow, this is so cool.
I can’t believe that he is actually asking me for help. Omg, this guy right here can’t open his luggage.
I followed him to where his luggage was and tried to help him. Again, tried. Besides, it is the best thing to do since I hurt him last night.
From the looks of his luggage, it’s quite expensive, but I think I can manage.
I bent down to lift up his luggage and put it on top of his bed. I zipped it open and it was perfectly fine. There’s nothing wrong with it. It’s not even broken. I looked at him and he gave me a fake shock look.
Wait a minute, is this a trap or something?
I need to relax my chill if that’s the case. I can't let him win this time.
Or maybe this is his revenge from last night?
What the hell, why did I even fall for that? I swear if this is one of his tricks, I will break every single one of his bones!
“It’s not broken,” I said.
“Really? Wow, thanks.” He said as he walked into the front door.
Well, there’s nothing suspecting anyways.
I went back to the kitchen counter and continued to drink my coffee when suddenly I felt a little tingly feeling. I know it is still hot but… what the fuck, I didn’t expect this to be THAT spicy!!
I spit my coffee on the sink and I heard the devil’s laugh. I turned around to face him and, perfect timing, he kissed the bottle of sriracha hot sauce. What the hell!
“Bye,” he laughed again as he busts the door open and ran away.
That’s it!
I am so done!
I jumped on my bed after I dunk my head in the tub filled with cold water. Damn it. I should’ve known that it was his trap to get even from the incident last night. I hate him so much. How come I didn’t even notice that the little devil was already pouring hot sauce on my drink? Why am I so stupid?! I was so busy with that stupid luggage of his and I fell into his trap. What the hell am I doing?I picked up my phone beside me when it received a message. As I look at it, it was from Nate.Where are you? We are already here at the cafeteria. The text says. I looked up to the clock and it was quarter to seven. I should get my breakfast now but since I know that Spencer is already in there with them, I decided that I should think of something before I go and see them. I can’t let him slip off after he put hot sauce on my beloved coffee. He can’t get away from my wrath. Just kidding, I should think of something. S
I was just watching every move he makes so that I know what he was doing. When he entered the bathroom, he threw the corgi plushie inside the washing machine and then the dryer after.I furrowed my brows because he was just focusing on what he is doing when he should be attacking me with names and harsh words instead! What is wrong with him? When the plushie was already dry, he exited the bathroom and walked into his bed. He placed it above his pillow as he went back to his luggage to find something again.Is he finding the one I threw earlier?Well, I guess that’s a yes.He was looking at every corner like it was his life depending on it. I w
Spencer’s POVAfter I got back from my job, I immediately went back to my room. When I arrived in front of my door, I took a deep sigh before entering since I have to deal with my beloved roommate. He’s annoying and I really hate him. Well, we both hated each other since high school. As I opened it, I saw Kieran sipping his coffee like there was something going on.Our eyes didn’t meet but I know that there’s something fishy here. He was drinking his coffee like he did something. I automatically walked to my bed only to find out that my luggage earlier was still above it. I know that there’s something missing because I took care of it for a really long time.I’m tired from my work and I don’t want to argue with him late at night.
Spencer’s POVIt has been days since Finn ask me for a coffee and it’s been days since my last argument with Kieran. After that day, I didn’t talk to him. He just looks my way but I never dare to spat at him. I only ignored him.The college school life will start tomorrow and I can’t wait to bury all of my time in the library and studying instead of locking myself in my dorm with my great roommate and hanging out outside the campus.I don’t like going out anyway but I have no choice but to do it since I don’t want to be near Kieran.After that fight, I just gave him a small smirk like I was more insulting him so that it can trigger him more. He can’t see me that I’m
Kieran's POVDamn it.After they all left, I remained in my seat. I loosen my fist that was under the table and pick out my phone from my pocket since it's ringing.I looked at the caller and it was Hiro.“Hello?”“Meet me at my dorm after class,” he said and he hung up the phone. I furrowed my brows at his tone because he sounds weird. He’s not the typical cheerful one right now but it doesn’t matter. What matters is that I can’t stand Spencer anymore. There’s no day that we didn’t yell or scream at each other.I know it has been
Kieran’s POV“What do you mean?” I curiously ask him.“Let’s play hide n seek.” he smiled devilishly, “I will be the brain and you will be the hands. You see, I know that something is going on with Spencer but he’s good at hiding, I just know because Spencer and Nate had some secrets that we will never know. Have you noticed that Nate always prioritizes Spencer over anything?”I slowly nodded my head.“See? And do you know where Spencer is right now?” I just look at him and shake my head no because no words were coming out in my mouth, “He is with Nate. Nate told you earlier that you aren’t allowed to hang out with them unless you
Kieran POV“So what do you think, Spence? Shall we give it a try?” I asked him once again as I handed him my hand. He looked at it and he went back into my eyes.As our hands collided, he smiled so brightly again and slowly nodded. Our hands collide for seconds since I don’t want to let it go. His hands were so soft that I could hold them forever and didn't want to let go.It was soft.The smile disappeared from Spencer’s face and he let go of my hand. He averted his gaze away from me when I came back from reality. Damn it. With just a single smile and handshake? Does my world stop? What the hell.“That’s kind of awkwar
Spencer’s POV“So what do you think, Spence? Shall we give it a try?” I came to a halt when Kieran asked me. I’m not sure if he’s just faking it or maybe he’s just being sincere.As I looked into his eyes, he was also looking at me.It won’t hurt if we try being friends, right? Plus, he already apologizes.I held his hand and we both shook it but by the time I pulled it away, he was not letting me go. It was kind of awkward for me because I was holding my ex-boyfriend’s hand. I mean, I don't mind holding someone’s hand, it’s just that I feel weird.
Kieran’s POVOnce Spencer woke up from his sleep, he didn’t notice that I was still inside the room. I woke up early so that he won’t freak out when he sees me beside him and I’m glad that he’s a heavy sleeper. Or maybe I just woke up really early.I’m wide awake all night because a lot of things were running through my mind. Spencer had been calling this Kash name nonstop. Are we talking about the same person? What if are we really talking about the same person?With all my curiosity, I tried to sneak into his phone. I know it’s bad and I’m invading his privacy but what if Spencer’s just doing these things because he had some past with my brother? I just don’t imagine that my brother and my
Spencer’s POV Waking up with a headache and a little hangover. I didn't realize that I drank too much. I don't even remember what happened last night. Except for Kieran’s bomb surprises. It was awful and embarrassing to everyone who was at the party last night. The only thing that I remember is that I left last night after I paid Kieran for the cake that he brought me and I went directly to the club to spend the night. I made out with other guys but didn’t dare to sleep with them. I don’t know why I didn’t sleep with them, usually, I spent the night with guys after I drink but now, I woke up in my dorm apartment. I never r
Kieran’s POVIt’s been two hours since Spencer left.I know that he needed space for what I did on his birthday. Damn it. If I just used my brain for once, maybe none of this had happened.“You don’t know behind everything, Kieran. You don’t know what happened to Spencer,”“You don’t know behind everything, Kieran. You don’t know what happened to Spencer,”“You don’t know behind everything, Kieran. You don’t know what happened to Spencer,”Nate’s words were running repe
Spencer’s POV“You see, you are not the angel that everybody looks up to. You are not that innocent. I already know you, Spencer and now, everybody knows you as well. Our friends knew what you were up to. Don’t worry, I gave you birth control just in case you get pregnant by some random dude you slept with and paid you after,” he said after I opened the present that Kieran gave me.Truth is, I don’t know what to feel. I feel betrayed, embarrassed, angry, sad, but out of all everything, I felt happy for once. Even just for seconds.After Kieran said those words, I still held on to the gift and held it tightly. I looked up to meet his eyes and he was smiling devilishly. I slowly smiled genuinely at him.
Kieran’s POV I can’t wait to go back to my dorm because I wanted to change some nice casual clothes. It is already 5:30 and I walked faster just to get into my room. As I opened the door, there was no sign of Spencer. Maybe he went out? I placed my bag on top of my study table and instantly changed my clothes when I spotted something new. As I turned around to Spencer’s bed, there was an opened gift. I don’t want to be nosy but when I looked at it, it was a Rolex watch. I smirked. I know where
Kieran’s POVIt was already late at night and I’m still working on my homework. I’m still alone in my room because Spencer always came back late. I don’t know where he’s been going every day and I don’t care. After what happened earlier, I never saw Spencer then. Nate called him and yes, he accepted the call but he’s making excuses. After several times of calling him again, he never picks it up.Spencer needs some space and I like it. Our friends won’t turn their attention to Spencer anymore and if they knew what Spencer is hiding behind their back, I don't know if they will still be friends with him.I took a glance at my mini clock that was in front of me and it’s already 8 in the evening. I furrowed my brows since Spencer hasn’t arrived
Kieran’s POVThe new day arrives and Nate asks us if we should do our homework at the library. Well, I don't have any homework because I already finished them all last night. I don't have any choice but to follow them to keep my cool. Also, they all apologized for last night, and of course, what did I do? I forgive them but I will never forget it. I forgive them and ask like everything is okay but the truth is I'm done. I’m done with everything and Spencer is the one to blame. If it’s not for him, none of this wouldn’t happened.Everybody was quietly reading their books while I was doing some doodle at the back of my notebook. Spencer is beside me, the usual.“Anyway– I have some important news!” Nate cheered and suddenly the libra
Spencer’s POV“Are you okay? What happened to you? Did Kieran push you off the bed?” I don’t know who asked those questions because I was focused on the nurse who put a bandage on my arm. It hurts so bad.I turned my head to them and Nate was looking at me worriedly.“What happened?” he ask,“I just fell on my bed. Kieran didn’t do anything. I’m just stupid for rolling at the edge of the bed,” I explained to him and they all nodded.I was really hooked on the book that I was reading. I was laying down and then sat and then laid back again but when I ro
Kieran’s POVI had to sit beside Spencer since Nate wanted to test us as if we are only doing this for a show. We are currently eating our lunch and everybody was talking nonstop except for me and Spencer. I get it. It’s still awkward for the both of us to be seated next to each other. Although we have our friends with us, it’s still awkward and I don’t know why. I shouldn’t be uncomfortable since I’m just faking this.I watch Spencer from the corner of my eyes and I can sense that he’s shaking. He kept on massaging his hands under the table. He even lets out a fake laugh if Nate or someone talks their dad jokes.Fast forward, at last, the day is finally over. I had lunch with them and my class was already finished