Chapter: stare that stabs like daggersKieran’s POVOnce Spencer woke up from his sleep, he didn’t notice that I was still inside the room. I woke up early so that he won’t freak out when he sees me beside him and I’m glad that he’s a heavy sleeper. Or maybe I just woke up really early.I’m wide awake all night because a lot of things were running through my mind. Spencer had been calling this Kash name nonstop. Are we talking about the same person? What if are we really talking about the same person?With all my curiosity, I tried to sneak into his phone. I know it’s bad and I’m invading his privacy but what if Spencer’s just doing these things because he had some past with my brother? I just don’t imagine that my brother and my
Last Updated: 2022-04-07
Chapter: world against spencer Spencer’s POV Waking up with a headache and a little hangover. I didn't realize that I drank too much. I don't even remember what happened last night. Except for Kieran’s bomb surprises. It was awful and embarrassing to everyone who was at the party last night. The only thing that I remember is that I left last night after I paid Kieran for the cake that he brought me and I went directly to the club to spend the night. I made out with other guys but didn’t dare to sleep with them. I don’t know why I didn’t sleep with them, usually, I spent the night with guys after I drink but now, I woke up in my dorm apartment. I never r
Last Updated: 2022-04-05
Chapter: drunk words are sober thoughtsKieran’s POVIt’s been two hours since Spencer left.I know that he needed space for what I did on his birthday. Damn it. If I just used my brain for once, maybe none of this had happened.“You don’t know behind everything, Kieran. You don’t know what happened to Spencer,”“You don’t know behind everything, Kieran. You don’t know what happened to Spencer,”“You don’t know behind everything, Kieran. You don’t know what happened to Spencer,”Nate’s words were running repe
Last Updated: 2022-03-27
Chapter: the night falls Spencer’s POV“You see, you are not the angel that everybody looks up to. You are not that innocent. I already know you, Spencer and now, everybody knows you as well. Our friends knew what you were up to. Don’t worry, I gave you birth control just in case you get pregnant by some random dude you slept with and paid you after,” he said after I opened the present that Kieran gave me.Truth is, I don’t know what to feel. I feel betrayed, embarrassed, angry, sad, but out of all everything, I felt happy for once. Even just for seconds.After Kieran said those words, I still held on to the gift and held it tightly. I looked up to meet his eyes and he was smiling devilishly. I slowly smiled genuinely at him.
Last Updated: 2022-03-23
Chapter: birthday disaster Kieran’s POV I can’t wait to go back to my dorm because I wanted to change some nice casual clothes. It is already 5:30 and I walked faster just to get into my room. As I opened the door, there was no sign of Spencer. Maybe he went out? I placed my bag on top of my study table and instantly changed my clothes when I spotted something new. As I turned around to Spencer’s bed, there was an opened gift. I don’t want to be nosy but when I looked at it, it was a Rolex watch. I smirked. I know where
Last Updated: 2022-03-21
Chapter: Spence's birthday Kieran’s POVIt was already late at night and I’m still working on my homework. I’m still alone in my room because Spencer always came back late. I don’t know where he’s been going every day and I don’t care. After what happened earlier, I never saw Spencer then. Nate called him and yes, he accepted the call but he’s making excuses. After several times of calling him again, he never picks it up.Spencer needs some space and I like it. Our friends won’t turn their attention to Spencer anymore and if they knew what Spencer is hiding behind their back, I don't know if they will still be friends with him.I took a glance at my mini clock that was in front of me and it’s already 8 in the evening. I furrowed my brows since Spencer hasn’t arrived
Last Updated: 2022-03-17