“So what do you think, Spence? Shall we give it a try?” I came to a halt when Kieran asked me. I’m not sure if he’s just faking it or maybe he’s just being sincere.
As I looked into his eyes, he was also looking at me.
It won’t hurt if we try being friends, right? Plus, he already apologizes.
I held his hand and we both shook it but by the time I pulled it away, he was not letting me go. It was kind of awkward for me because I was holding my ex-boyfriend’s hand. I mean, I don't mind holding someone’s hand, it’s just that I feel weird.
Kieran’s POVI had to sit beside Spencer since Nate wanted to test us as if we are only doing this for a show. We are currently eating our lunch and everybody was talking nonstop except for me and Spencer. I get it. It’s still awkward for the both of us to be seated next to each other. Although we have our friends with us, it’s still awkward and I don’t know why. I shouldn’t be uncomfortable since I’m just faking this.I watch Spencer from the corner of my eyes and I can sense that he’s shaking. He kept on massaging his hands under the table. He even lets out a fake laugh if Nate or someone talks their dad jokes.Fast forward, at last, the day is finally over. I had lunch with them and my class was already finished
Spencer’s POV“Are you okay? What happened to you? Did Kieran push you off the bed?” I don’t know who asked those questions because I was focused on the nurse who put a bandage on my arm. It hurts so bad.I turned my head to them and Nate was looking at me worriedly.“What happened?” he ask,“I just fell on my bed. Kieran didn’t do anything. I’m just stupid for rolling at the edge of the bed,” I explained to him and they all nodded.I was really hooked on the book that I was reading. I was laying down and then sat and then laid back again but when I ro
Kieran’s POVThe new day arrives and Nate asks us if we should do our homework at the library. Well, I don't have any homework because I already finished them all last night. I don't have any choice but to follow them to keep my cool. Also, they all apologized for last night, and of course, what did I do? I forgive them but I will never forget it. I forgive them and ask like everything is okay but the truth is I'm done. I’m done with everything and Spencer is the one to blame. If it’s not for him, none of this wouldn’t happened.Everybody was quietly reading their books while I was doing some doodle at the back of my notebook. Spencer is beside me, the usual.“Anyway– I have some important news!” Nate cheered and suddenly the libra
Kieran’s POVIt was already late at night and I’m still working on my homework. I’m still alone in my room because Spencer always came back late. I don’t know where he’s been going every day and I don’t care. After what happened earlier, I never saw Spencer then. Nate called him and yes, he accepted the call but he’s making excuses. After several times of calling him again, he never picks it up.Spencer needs some space and I like it. Our friends won’t turn their attention to Spencer anymore and if they knew what Spencer is hiding behind their back, I don't know if they will still be friends with him.I took a glance at my mini clock that was in front of me and it’s already 8 in the evening. I furrowed my brows since Spencer hasn’t arrived
Kieran’s POV I can’t wait to go back to my dorm because I wanted to change some nice casual clothes. It is already 5:30 and I walked faster just to get into my room. As I opened the door, there was no sign of Spencer. Maybe he went out? I placed my bag on top of my study table and instantly changed my clothes when I spotted something new. As I turned around to Spencer’s bed, there was an opened gift. I don’t want to be nosy but when I looked at it, it was a Rolex watch. I smirked. I know where
Spencer’s POV“You see, you are not the angel that everybody looks up to. You are not that innocent. I already know you, Spencer and now, everybody knows you as well. Our friends knew what you were up to. Don’t worry, I gave you birth control just in case you get pregnant by some random dude you slept with and paid you after,” he said after I opened the present that Kieran gave me.Truth is, I don’t know what to feel. I feel betrayed, embarrassed, angry, sad, but out of all everything, I felt happy for once. Even just for seconds.After Kieran said those words, I still held on to the gift and held it tightly. I looked up to meet his eyes and he was smiling devilishly. I slowly smiled genuinely at him.
Kieran’s POVIt’s been two hours since Spencer left.I know that he needed space for what I did on his birthday. Damn it. If I just used my brain for once, maybe none of this had happened.“You don’t know behind everything, Kieran. You don’t know what happened to Spencer,”“You don’t know behind everything, Kieran. You don’t know what happened to Spencer,”“You don’t know behind everything, Kieran. You don’t know what happened to Spencer,”Nate’s words were running repe
Spencer’s POV Waking up with a headache and a little hangover. I didn't realize that I drank too much. I don't even remember what happened last night. Except for Kieran’s bomb surprises. It was awful and embarrassing to everyone who was at the party last night. The only thing that I remember is that I left last night after I paid Kieran for the cake that he brought me and I went directly to the club to spend the night. I made out with other guys but didn’t dare to sleep with them. I don’t know why I didn’t sleep with them, usually, I spent the night with guys after I drink but now, I woke up in my dorm apartment. I never r
Kieran’s POVOnce Spencer woke up from his sleep, he didn’t notice that I was still inside the room. I woke up early so that he won’t freak out when he sees me beside him and I’m glad that he’s a heavy sleeper. Or maybe I just woke up really early.I’m wide awake all night because a lot of things were running through my mind. Spencer had been calling this Kash name nonstop. Are we talking about the same person? What if are we really talking about the same person?With all my curiosity, I tried to sneak into his phone. I know it’s bad and I’m invading his privacy but what if Spencer’s just doing these things because he had some past with my brother? I just don’t imagine that my brother and my
Spencer’s POV Waking up with a headache and a little hangover. I didn't realize that I drank too much. I don't even remember what happened last night. Except for Kieran’s bomb surprises. It was awful and embarrassing to everyone who was at the party last night. The only thing that I remember is that I left last night after I paid Kieran for the cake that he brought me and I went directly to the club to spend the night. I made out with other guys but didn’t dare to sleep with them. I don’t know why I didn’t sleep with them, usually, I spent the night with guys after I drink but now, I woke up in my dorm apartment. I never r
Kieran’s POVIt’s been two hours since Spencer left.I know that he needed space for what I did on his birthday. Damn it. If I just used my brain for once, maybe none of this had happened.“You don’t know behind everything, Kieran. You don’t know what happened to Spencer,”“You don’t know behind everything, Kieran. You don’t know what happened to Spencer,”“You don’t know behind everything, Kieran. You don’t know what happened to Spencer,”Nate’s words were running repe
Spencer’s POV“You see, you are not the angel that everybody looks up to. You are not that innocent. I already know you, Spencer and now, everybody knows you as well. Our friends knew what you were up to. Don’t worry, I gave you birth control just in case you get pregnant by some random dude you slept with and paid you after,” he said after I opened the present that Kieran gave me.Truth is, I don’t know what to feel. I feel betrayed, embarrassed, angry, sad, but out of all everything, I felt happy for once. Even just for seconds.After Kieran said those words, I still held on to the gift and held it tightly. I looked up to meet his eyes and he was smiling devilishly. I slowly smiled genuinely at him.
Kieran’s POV I can’t wait to go back to my dorm because I wanted to change some nice casual clothes. It is already 5:30 and I walked faster just to get into my room. As I opened the door, there was no sign of Spencer. Maybe he went out? I placed my bag on top of my study table and instantly changed my clothes when I spotted something new. As I turned around to Spencer’s bed, there was an opened gift. I don’t want to be nosy but when I looked at it, it was a Rolex watch. I smirked. I know where
Kieran’s POVIt was already late at night and I’m still working on my homework. I’m still alone in my room because Spencer always came back late. I don’t know where he’s been going every day and I don’t care. After what happened earlier, I never saw Spencer then. Nate called him and yes, he accepted the call but he’s making excuses. After several times of calling him again, he never picks it up.Spencer needs some space and I like it. Our friends won’t turn their attention to Spencer anymore and if they knew what Spencer is hiding behind their back, I don't know if they will still be friends with him.I took a glance at my mini clock that was in front of me and it’s already 8 in the evening. I furrowed my brows since Spencer hasn’t arrived
Kieran’s POVThe new day arrives and Nate asks us if we should do our homework at the library. Well, I don't have any homework because I already finished them all last night. I don't have any choice but to follow them to keep my cool. Also, they all apologized for last night, and of course, what did I do? I forgive them but I will never forget it. I forgive them and ask like everything is okay but the truth is I'm done. I’m done with everything and Spencer is the one to blame. If it’s not for him, none of this wouldn’t happened.Everybody was quietly reading their books while I was doing some doodle at the back of my notebook. Spencer is beside me, the usual.“Anyway– I have some important news!” Nate cheered and suddenly the libra
Spencer’s POV“Are you okay? What happened to you? Did Kieran push you off the bed?” I don’t know who asked those questions because I was focused on the nurse who put a bandage on my arm. It hurts so bad.I turned my head to them and Nate was looking at me worriedly.“What happened?” he ask,“I just fell on my bed. Kieran didn’t do anything. I’m just stupid for rolling at the edge of the bed,” I explained to him and they all nodded.I was really hooked on the book that I was reading. I was laying down and then sat and then laid back again but when I ro
Kieran’s POVI had to sit beside Spencer since Nate wanted to test us as if we are only doing this for a show. We are currently eating our lunch and everybody was talking nonstop except for me and Spencer. I get it. It’s still awkward for the both of us to be seated next to each other. Although we have our friends with us, it’s still awkward and I don’t know why. I shouldn’t be uncomfortable since I’m just faking this.I watch Spencer from the corner of my eyes and I can sense that he’s shaking. He kept on massaging his hands under the table. He even lets out a fake laugh if Nate or someone talks their dad jokes.Fast forward, at last, the day is finally over. I had lunch with them and my class was already finished