Spencer’s POV
It has been days since Finn ask me for a coffee and it’s been days since my last argument with Kieran. After that day, I didn’t talk to him. He just looks my way but I never dare to spat at him. I only ignored him.
The college school life will start tomorrow and I can’t wait to bury all of my time in the library and studying instead of locking myself in my dorm with my great roommate and hanging out outside the campus.
I don’t like going out anyway but I have no choice but to do it since I don’t want to be near Kieran.
After that fight, I just gave him a small smirk like I was more insulting him so that it can trigger him more. He can’t see me that I’m
Kieran's POVDamn it.After they all left, I remained in my seat. I loosen my fist that was under the table and pick out my phone from my pocket since it's ringing.I looked at the caller and it was Hiro.“Hello?”“Meet me at my dorm after class,” he said and he hung up the phone. I furrowed my brows at his tone because he sounds weird. He’s not the typical cheerful one right now but it doesn’t matter. What matters is that I can’t stand Spencer anymore. There’s no day that we didn’t yell or scream at each other.I know it has been
Kieran’s POV“What do you mean?” I curiously ask him.“Let’s play hide n seek.” he smiled devilishly, “I will be the brain and you will be the hands. You see, I know that something is going on with Spencer but he’s good at hiding, I just know because Spencer and Nate had some secrets that we will never know. Have you noticed that Nate always prioritizes Spencer over anything?”I slowly nodded my head.“See? And do you know where Spencer is right now?” I just look at him and shake my head no because no words were coming out in my mouth, “He is with Nate. Nate told you earlier that you aren’t allowed to hang out with them unless you
Kieran POV“So what do you think, Spence? Shall we give it a try?” I asked him once again as I handed him my hand. He looked at it and he went back into my eyes.As our hands collided, he smiled so brightly again and slowly nodded. Our hands collide for seconds since I don’t want to let it go. His hands were so soft that I could hold them forever and didn't want to let go.It was soft.The smile disappeared from Spencer’s face and he let go of my hand. He averted his gaze away from me when I came back from reality. Damn it. With just a single smile and handshake? Does my world stop? What the hell.“That’s kind of awkwar
Spencer’s POV“So what do you think, Spence? Shall we give it a try?” I came to a halt when Kieran asked me. I’m not sure if he’s just faking it or maybe he’s just being sincere.As I looked into his eyes, he was also looking at me.It won’t hurt if we try being friends, right? Plus, he already apologizes.I held his hand and we both shook it but by the time I pulled it away, he was not letting me go. It was kind of awkward for me because I was holding my ex-boyfriend’s hand. I mean, I don't mind holding someone’s hand, it’s just that I feel weird.
Kieran’s POVI had to sit beside Spencer since Nate wanted to test us as if we are only doing this for a show. We are currently eating our lunch and everybody was talking nonstop except for me and Spencer. I get it. It’s still awkward for the both of us to be seated next to each other. Although we have our friends with us, it’s still awkward and I don’t know why. I shouldn’t be uncomfortable since I’m just faking this.I watch Spencer from the corner of my eyes and I can sense that he’s shaking. He kept on massaging his hands under the table. He even lets out a fake laugh if Nate or someone talks their dad jokes.Fast forward, at last, the day is finally over. I had lunch with them and my class was already finished
Spencer’s POV“Are you okay? What happened to you? Did Kieran push you off the bed?” I don’t know who asked those questions because I was focused on the nurse who put a bandage on my arm. It hurts so bad.I turned my head to them and Nate was looking at me worriedly.“What happened?” he ask,“I just fell on my bed. Kieran didn’t do anything. I’m just stupid for rolling at the edge of the bed,” I explained to him and they all nodded.I was really hooked on the book that I was reading. I was laying down and then sat and then laid back again but when I ro
Kieran’s POVThe new day arrives and Nate asks us if we should do our homework at the library. Well, I don't have any homework because I already finished them all last night. I don't have any choice but to follow them to keep my cool. Also, they all apologized for last night, and of course, what did I do? I forgive them but I will never forget it. I forgive them and ask like everything is okay but the truth is I'm done. I’m done with everything and Spencer is the one to blame. If it’s not for him, none of this wouldn’t happened.Everybody was quietly reading their books while I was doing some doodle at the back of my notebook. Spencer is beside me, the usual.“Anyway– I have some important news!” Nate cheered and suddenly the libra
Kieran’s POVIt was already late at night and I’m still working on my homework. I’m still alone in my room because Spencer always came back late. I don’t know where he’s been going every day and I don’t care. After what happened earlier, I never saw Spencer then. Nate called him and yes, he accepted the call but he’s making excuses. After several times of calling him again, he never picks it up.Spencer needs some space and I like it. Our friends won’t turn their attention to Spencer anymore and if they knew what Spencer is hiding behind their back, I don't know if they will still be friends with him.I took a glance at my mini clock that was in front of me and it’s already 8 in the evening. I furrowed my brows since Spencer hasn’t arrived
Kieran’s POVOnce Spencer woke up from his sleep, he didn’t notice that I was still inside the room. I woke up early so that he won’t freak out when he sees me beside him and I’m glad that he’s a heavy sleeper. Or maybe I just woke up really early.I’m wide awake all night because a lot of things were running through my mind. Spencer had been calling this Kash name nonstop. Are we talking about the same person? What if are we really talking about the same person?With all my curiosity, I tried to sneak into his phone. I know it’s bad and I’m invading his privacy but what if Spencer’s just doing these things because he had some past with my brother? I just don’t imagine that my brother and my
Spencer’s POV Waking up with a headache and a little hangover. I didn't realize that I drank too much. I don't even remember what happened last night. Except for Kieran’s bomb surprises. It was awful and embarrassing to everyone who was at the party last night. The only thing that I remember is that I left last night after I paid Kieran for the cake that he brought me and I went directly to the club to spend the night. I made out with other guys but didn’t dare to sleep with them. I don’t know why I didn’t sleep with them, usually, I spent the night with guys after I drink but now, I woke up in my dorm apartment. I never r
Kieran’s POVIt’s been two hours since Spencer left.I know that he needed space for what I did on his birthday. Damn it. If I just used my brain for once, maybe none of this had happened.“You don’t know behind everything, Kieran. You don’t know what happened to Spencer,”“You don’t know behind everything, Kieran. You don’t know what happened to Spencer,”“You don’t know behind everything, Kieran. You don’t know what happened to Spencer,”Nate’s words were running repe
Spencer’s POV“You see, you are not the angel that everybody looks up to. You are not that innocent. I already know you, Spencer and now, everybody knows you as well. Our friends knew what you were up to. Don’t worry, I gave you birth control just in case you get pregnant by some random dude you slept with and paid you after,” he said after I opened the present that Kieran gave me.Truth is, I don’t know what to feel. I feel betrayed, embarrassed, angry, sad, but out of all everything, I felt happy for once. Even just for seconds.After Kieran said those words, I still held on to the gift and held it tightly. I looked up to meet his eyes and he was smiling devilishly. I slowly smiled genuinely at him.
Kieran’s POV I can’t wait to go back to my dorm because I wanted to change some nice casual clothes. It is already 5:30 and I walked faster just to get into my room. As I opened the door, there was no sign of Spencer. Maybe he went out? I placed my bag on top of my study table and instantly changed my clothes when I spotted something new. As I turned around to Spencer’s bed, there was an opened gift. I don’t want to be nosy but when I looked at it, it was a Rolex watch. I smirked. I know where
Kieran’s POVIt was already late at night and I’m still working on my homework. I’m still alone in my room because Spencer always came back late. I don’t know where he’s been going every day and I don’t care. After what happened earlier, I never saw Spencer then. Nate called him and yes, he accepted the call but he’s making excuses. After several times of calling him again, he never picks it up.Spencer needs some space and I like it. Our friends won’t turn their attention to Spencer anymore and if they knew what Spencer is hiding behind their back, I don't know if they will still be friends with him.I took a glance at my mini clock that was in front of me and it’s already 8 in the evening. I furrowed my brows since Spencer hasn’t arrived
Kieran’s POVThe new day arrives and Nate asks us if we should do our homework at the library. Well, I don't have any homework because I already finished them all last night. I don't have any choice but to follow them to keep my cool. Also, they all apologized for last night, and of course, what did I do? I forgive them but I will never forget it. I forgive them and ask like everything is okay but the truth is I'm done. I’m done with everything and Spencer is the one to blame. If it’s not for him, none of this wouldn’t happened.Everybody was quietly reading their books while I was doing some doodle at the back of my notebook. Spencer is beside me, the usual.“Anyway– I have some important news!” Nate cheered and suddenly the libra
Spencer’s POV“Are you okay? What happened to you? Did Kieran push you off the bed?” I don’t know who asked those questions because I was focused on the nurse who put a bandage on my arm. It hurts so bad.I turned my head to them and Nate was looking at me worriedly.“What happened?” he ask,“I just fell on my bed. Kieran didn’t do anything. I’m just stupid for rolling at the edge of the bed,” I explained to him and they all nodded.I was really hooked on the book that I was reading. I was laying down and then sat and then laid back again but when I ro
Kieran’s POVI had to sit beside Spencer since Nate wanted to test us as if we are only doing this for a show. We are currently eating our lunch and everybody was talking nonstop except for me and Spencer. I get it. It’s still awkward for the both of us to be seated next to each other. Although we have our friends with us, it’s still awkward and I don’t know why. I shouldn’t be uncomfortable since I’m just faking this.I watch Spencer from the corner of my eyes and I can sense that he’s shaking. He kept on massaging his hands under the table. He even lets out a fake laugh if Nate or someone talks their dad jokes.Fast forward, at last, the day is finally over. I had lunch with them and my class was already finished