Chapter Forty-One: Sensored Emotions

Lucas’s POV

It was almost as though sleep had been deleted and no matter what I did, I just couldn’t, and no matter what I did to keep myself so distracted I thought of her.

Making my way to my table, I tried working on my subconscious worries about her and I knew how dangerous these kinds of thoughts were for me.

Her being far was causing me sleepless mess, I wondered what kind of emotional distress I would go through if she ended up being kidnapped again.

Heaven knows why the forbidden fruit was so much desired.

Raegan made me weak and distant from my emotions. In as much as it was nice to finally be in sync with them, for the world I had created around myself it was the most dangerous thing ever.

I laughed at myself before walking down to the cellar and helping myself with something that would help me relax and probably sleep.

Standing at the balcony, I stared at the empire I had built from scratch and I found thoughts of Rae still slipping in.

The thoughts of taking sleeping pills