Maya's P.O.V
"Does everyone know which role they're playing?" Gabe asked.
He was also part of the football team, playing as the left tackle. His job was to protect the quarterback's blindside, which was Ethan, to prevent him from getting tackled. Being almost 6'5" tall, everyone referred to him as the mountain.
His hair was an unusual mix between a light brown and dirty blonde, slightly ruffled, but he didn't look like he cared. Gabe was reasonably quiet compared to the rest of the team, always did his own thing and minded his own business. He was one of the bearable ones.
"We can't win if our team is unsynchronized. Everyone needs to know precisely what they're doing." He repeats.
The team nods as he goes over the roles of each person again, probably for the fifth time now. Once he's done, he huddles us close together for a final pep talk before the real thing begins.
"The New England Patriots wouldn't have been able to win so many games if their team didn't know what they were doing. Everyone has a specific role that they need to perform. So do it."
I tried not to cringe at his failed attempt at a motivational speech. Out of all the pep talks I've come across, I must admit, this might be the worst one so far.
We all disperse into our assigned areas around the territory with two other boys and me staying at the back. Since every team needed someone to defend their flag while the faster people sprint towards the other team's territory, I automatically knew I belonged in the far back, guarding the flag, where all the action wasn't taking place.
Ethan, Gabe and one other guy were standing fairly to the front as they were the sprinters. Being the fastest members in our team, it would only make sense to use them wisely.
In my head, I was trying to formulate a plan of action on how to survive this game without getting knocked down or injured.
It was midafternoon, but the warm sun was still beating down above our heads and onto my exposed skin as I mentally cursed at myself for not putting on any sunscreen. Despite being a fan of sunny days, the lack of clouds was not helping.
As we lined up face to face on opposite sides to begin our battle to capture the flag, I took that as my cue to follow along.
There was white chalk line that was roughly drawn to separate both territories. Connor was standing in the middle of the field, explaining the instructions.
"To win the game, bring back the opponents flag to your territory."
The rules were pretty self-explanatory after Ethan explained them to me for the nth time.
I lifted my head to compensate for my lack of confidence as everyone else is bellowing out loud noises and slamming against their chest like animals.
Okay. I took a deep breath. I had to keep cool.
I glanced around, and in the distance, I could feel Leighton staring at me, hard. I kept my face angled down to avoid any possible eye contact. Whatever anxiousness, I thought I suppressed has now doubled as I closed my eyes and tried to think of peaceful thoughts.
Ethan noticed that I looked a bit dazed and thankfully came over to give me the much-needed reassurance while Connor continued to explain the rules out loud for everyone. He linked his fingers with mine and gave them a hard squeeze.
With just one simple action, the sinking dread that was forming in the pit of my stomach seems to completely disappear as I'm now trying to carefully control my blood pressure before it ends up sky-rocketing through the roof.
He stood next to me for a few more moments before striding back to his position as the game was about to start. Not long after, Connor finishes and makes his departure.
As the whistle blew, the front line shot up, and each ran in three different directions as part of the decoy tactic. I tried not to notice how effortlessly Ethan was bypassing the other team as the other boys ran behind him to lure the defenders away. His body was shining under the sunlight, which made him look ten times more toned than usual.
As our attackers aggressively penetrated the other team's line of blockers, I paid no attention that their sprinters were sneaking from the side to reach our flag. I hear someone call out my name, and my eyes pop open. Before my brain could comprehend what was going on, I could see Leighton and her minions running straight at me.
In situations like this, most people would run away. But like the non-sporty person I was, I decided to close my eyes instead. A shiver racked through me as I felt the breeze as Leighton ran passed me. Instead of dodging me, she pushes her lush body against mine, which resulted in me receiving a hard contact against the grass field.
A gasp escaped her lips. "Oh my god, I'm so sorry!"
My eyes open and I see Leighton standing in front of me, trying to hide the smile that threatened to creep onto her face.
"Are you okay?" She asked once again. I can practically hear her smirk.
For a few minutes, I let the self-pity and pain wash over me while simultaneously planning Leighton's murder. Not to be all dramatic or anything, but she's soon going to get what she deserves.
As I sat up, I could feel my fist clenching, not knowing whether I was mad at Leighton for pushing me or be angry that I agreed to play this stupid game in the first place. Knowing I was incapable of playing any sports whatsoever, I should have stood my ground by denying Ethan's offer, so I didn't have to face any embarrassments.
My throat held back something between a sob and a scream. I chewed my bottom lip to stop the tears that were threatening to escape as Ethan and Leah came jogging up to me.
Leah leans into my ear and whispers. "Do you need me to go kill her?"
"No, I want to do the honors." I gritted my teeth.
After that, I sat out for the rest of the game and watched while they continued playing. Not long after, everyone went back to their rooms to get ready for dinner, leaving me, Ethan and Leah behind.
Ethan leans down and takes a quick look at my knees before reassuring me that it isn't as bad as it looks once you clean off the blood. To my surprise, he even offered to clean my wound.
I felt Leah's hesitation before agreeing to leave Ethan to do the job.
Once again, I'm left alone drowning in deep thoughts as Ethan went to get the first aid kit and some tissues. Ever since lunch, everything has turned out pretty shit. If there was anything positive that came from this, it was the fact that I got to spend some alone time with Ethan.
A few minutes later, the sound of the door opening echoes through the empty field as Ethan approaches me with a red first aid kit in his hands. He places the bag on the table and kneels in front of my injured knee before doing his own thing.
I glanced down at him, watching him dab a wet piece of tissue to clean my wound before covering it with a gauze and taping it down with some medical tape. A smile appeared on my face as I studied his concerned expression and how gently he was trying to be when handling my wound.
"All done." He says casually, picking up the trash from the floor.
I nodded my head nervously. "Thank you for doing this."
I tried not to think about how pathetic I was for being overly ecstatic that Ethan had just cleaned and bandaged my bloody knees.
"Does it still hurt?" He asked, moving to sit down in one of the free chairs beside me.
"It's getting better," I said.
If I was completely honest, I was too focused on Ethan even to notice the feeling of pain on my knees.
I watched the relief flood into his eyes. "That's good. It shouldn't take too long to heal." His voice was raspy and dreamy sounding.
Something about his caring personality makes him extra attractive.
I couldn't help but look into his blue eyes and felt drawn in by them. They weren't the typical shade of blue, but the type that sends electrical chills down my spine, making my body numb. Though I desperately wanted to move, I felt myself frozen in place.
My heart was now beating at a hundred beats per second, and any moment now, it was going to explode. He was way too close to me for my own good. I watched him closely as he tilted his head slowly, leaning forward.
Is this really happening?
I took a deep breath, and without even thinking, I closed my eyes. My whole body was tense as I waited for him to pull me into a kiss.
I heard the sound of his chair scooting and subconsciously opened my eyes. Before I could say anything, I saw the box of tissues in his hand that he had reached for from the table beside me.
He was getting the fucking tissue box, not leaning in to kiss you.
What were you thinking?
Of course, he was grabbing the box of tissues. Why would he be kissing you?
With the tissue box now on his lap, the awkward silence reigned between us as I glared down at my shoes. It feels like an eternity before he attempts to break the silence by clearing his voice. I reluctantly lifted my eyes to meet him, and he gave me a warm smile.
"I'm probably going to catch up with the guys."
He stands up from the chair as I nodded, feeling like an idiot.
"I hope you feel better."
I don't say anything back, and he seems to get the message as he starts walking towards the door. I could feel myself shrinking. "I guess I'll see you around, Maya."
I sighed and shook my head, tucking my knees into my chest. If I thought lunch was terrible, well, this is a thousand times worse.
Maya's P.O.VIt was currently two in the morning, and I was standing by the balcony, watching the glint of starlight and the radiating moonlight. Nobody was here to accompany me, not even the wind. The streets were quiet and empty, and not a single person was outside. Damn, this is what loneliness must feel like.here were a lot of things I enjoyed doing alone, such as reading, listening to music, or going to the park. But despite my introversion, this very moment made me realize that although I liked being alone, I don't fancy being lonely.The only sounds that filled my eyes were the sound of chirping crickets. It was like they were mocking me because even they had someone to accompany them. Leah was fast asleep after spending hours comforting me. I found it quite amazing that I didn't even have to tell her that something bad happened. Just with one look at my face, she could automatically tell that something was off.I was too busy crying to remember what she said to me accurately,
Maya's P.O.VOnce our curfew was up, Ms. Wilson came by all of our rooms to check on us before wishing us goodnight. We both pretended to lie in our beds with our pajamas, telling her to turn off the light to make it seem like we were going to sleep.As the door shuts, my eyes go wide open as Leah hops off her bed.I had spent hours going over in my mind about my outfit choices, wondering if the night of freedom was worth the risk of being caught. As the goody-two-shoes I am, breaking the rules was a big no-no for me.I knew people judged me for being the way I am, but it was nothing new. It bugged me at first, but Leah would tell me to ignore any opinions that didn't come from someone who cares about you. At this point, I've gotten used to the constant criticism and was now letting it roll off my shoulder. Not like I needed that negativity in my life anyways. As they say, misery loves company.Digging through my suitcase to find something appropriate to wear, I mentally cursed at mys
Maya's P.O.VInstead of deciding to go back to the hotel, I stayed and waited for Leah as she prances around the dance floor, arm-in-arm with Connor. They looked like they were having the time of their lives.Meanwhile, I've decided to kill as many hours as I can by sitting at the bar alone and drowning myself in drinks. It's kind of funny that although I'm sitting in this crowded nightclub, it hits me that I still feel immensely alone.I guess that's what you get for being insecure. I've always lived in fear of judgment, avoided meeting new people, and never thought that I was good enough for anyone, even my best friend. I've never done anything exciting, stuck by the rules, and always did what I was told.Leah, one the other hand, learned how to not give a fuck since forever. She got along with everyone, and her confidence radiated through everything she did.Maybe if I were a little more like Leah, I'd be easier to handle, and I'd be a better company.I grab the drink in my hand, s
Maya's P.O.VBeing my second night in a row that I'm unable to sleep, I'm surprised I even had the energy to stay up after tonight's hectic event. By the time we stepped foot into our room, Leah immediately jumped onto the bed and passed out. Meanwhile, I'm sitting on the couch and having a quarter-life crisis about a boy that I barely even knew. What the fuck was wrong with me?It was almost three in the morning when we got back, which meant I had no more than three hours of sleep before we had to get up for breakfast. There was no point in sleeping, especially when I had the urge to throw up every fifteen minutes.I go to the toilet to check myself in the mirror. Unlike how I looked like when I left the place, my hair was bundled up on one side of my head, and mascara was streaking down my face.I decided to take a shower to wash off the nasty scent of alcohol and people, which I thought would be the first step in solving my problems. After a good fifteen minutes of drowning myself
Maya's P.O.VIf anyone told me I would be waking up to the thought of Ethan Morrison, I wouldn't be as surprised as that happened way too often. But waking up knowing that I was somewhat dating Ethan Morrison?Never in my wildest dreams did I think that would ever happen. If you asked me before this trip, I would tell you that there was a higher chance of Earth getting invaded by zombies than Ethan liking me.Since it was the last day, Ms. Wilson decided to give us free time to explore the the places that we wanted. We all got some rest before changing our clothes. Leah wore a cute t-shirt dress that was incredibly soft. We planned to meet up an hour later to hang out and explore Rome before we head off to Paris tomorrow.After a quick shower, I wore my standard summer wardrobe that consisted of a light and breezy summer dress and a pair of flats. I retrieved all the things I needed for our afternoon exploration session."You look cute," Leah complimented."Thank you," I smiled, "so d
Maya's P.O.VThe sunny weather slowly faded, and the cold droplets of rain started to pitter-patter around me. The sky that was once bright yellow was now grey.When the gloominess takes over, everyone seems to take it as some sort of discomfort that the rain brings along. But for me, I love the rain. It gives me this excited and high on life feeling. Something is refreshing and soothing about the sound of the rain.Lucky for me, Ethan didn't seem to mind walking under the rain with me either. Any sane person would have taken shelter as soon as the rain started to get heavier, but Ethan kept his coolness and continued to accompany me around the mark et without one single complaint.Seemingly hours later, Leah and Connor emerged from the market and through the huddles of people crowding under their umbrellas. Despite us all getting rained on, it was dawning on me that we all still had so much fun.Finding a cab to go back to the hotel, we sat in soggy clothes and what felt like inches
Maya's P.O.VIt seems almost surreal that I'm wearing pyjama pants, a hoodie, and a pair of flip flops to sneak out at midnight. Never in a million years would I think I'd ever sneak out anywhere, let alone sneak out to be with Ethan Morrison in Rome. Not that I was complaining.I had already told Leah about night's meetup, resulting in a high-pitched scream from her. In exchange for her looking out for me, she demanded that I tell her every single detail afterwards. She spent a minute or two digging around in her suitcase."Here, keep this." She said before handing me a couple of condoms."God, Leah!""What?" I rolled my eyes at her."It's just in case anything happens. I want you to be safe!" She defended."Why do you even have this much condoms in your suitcase?"A small smirk appeared on her face. "You don't want to know."I took the condoms she gave me and shoved it in my bag so she would stay quiet, but I had no intention of using it. I never really thought about having sex wit
Maya's P.O.VAs excited as I was to get the next morning started, it was hard to get myself out of bed, considering I had less than one hour of sleep. Consider it a nap. My nose draws in a deep breath as my body stretches out as far as it can, a feeling of pleasure running through my body. With the bright sunlight piercing through the thin curtains, I tried my hardest to prop myself out of bed. I turned around, ready to wake Leah up, but saw the space next to me was empty. I sent her a quick text asking where she was.I was miraculously not hungover despite drinking yesterday night, which I took as a sign of God telling me to have fun and let loose for once. I took down a few aspirins just in case it starts hitting me later on in the day, which I couldn't afford happening. With a full day of traveling ahead, I had to make sure I wasn't in the worst mood possible.Trying my hardest to get out of bed, I took a shower to wake myself up before dressing quickly. With the keys jingling in
Ethan's P.O.VIf someone told me years ago that I'd find the love of my life and get married on the beach, I'd think you were crazy. But now that it was becoming a reality, I felt the hairs on the back of my neck lift in excitement as the limo pulls up to the resort where our wedding is being held.Maya has always dreamed of having her wedding on the beach and who was I to protest against it?The driver walks around and opens the door for me. "I wish you all the best on your special day."I sent him a nervous smile and tipped him. "Thank you. Have a great day!"The warm glow of sunlight rested upon my shoulders. Today, Maya was going to become my wife. God, I don't think I'll ever get tired of thinking her that way.Upon entering the room, the atmosphere was buzzing with excited chatter as children ran around between the tables. Since our wedding was on the beach, there was a pleasant breeze that rustled in the surrounding trees. Sweet strains of classical music drifted through the cr
Dear Ethan,I suppose that since you're reading this letter, it means that I've decided to come to the airport to send you off. If I'm going to be completely honest, I didn't think I was going to go. Not because I hate you, but because I didn't know how I'd react seeing you leave. I have so many mixed feelings that I can hardly wonder where to start when it comes to saying goodbye.Being a hopeless romantic, I believe that everyone deserves a chance at love. It might sound silly, but after the countless romance novels and movies that I've watched, how can I not?My whole life, I believed the definition of love was two people being romantically attracted to each other and living happily ever after.Oh, how wrong I was.Ever since I could remember, I was known as the girl with very good grades, and I can't deny the fact that it was in fact true. I absorbed every material teacher taught with ease and excelled in tests. I know how to describe the process of protein synthesis in detail and
Ethan's P.O.VI gaze at my reflection in the mirror, taking in that this was going to be one of the very last times I get to do this. Was it weird to say that I'm going to miss this mirror?Or this bedroom.Or my everyday routine.My friends.My life here.My shoulders tighten when I hear a knock on my door, yet I felt relieved as the knock probably spared me from what would have been hours of overthinking.Hurrying over, I opened the door to see my dad standing in front of me. I was sủprised, to say the least. The last time he knocked on my door was when mom was still alive, which was years ago. And for the first time, he doesn't reek of alcohol and cigarettes."So, your flight to London is today?" he asked, still standing outside.I nodded. "At one.""You packed everything?"He sounded like he actually cared, which worries me."Yeah, I'm done packing.""That's good."A heavy silence fell and we stood there facing each other for what seemed like an eternity.His voice came out in a h
Maya's P.O.VThe exam week passed in a blur.My face was so deeply buried in textbooks that I had no recognition of what was going on around me. My friends would ask me to hang out, but I'd always end up declining. Time was precious, especially when exams were so close, which meant I couldn't let myself waste it.I could slightly recall the tingle I felt when I walked into the exam room. I hated being in exam conditions. It was suffocating.But I got over it anyways.Couldn't say the same about my break up with Ethan though.A few days later, we received our end of year school reports, which included the final exam grades that I studied so hard for. I let the happiness soak into my bones as I savored in my perfect final exam grades. All A's — except for that one A-minus — but I wasn't going to beat myself over it. For the first time in weeks, I finally felt relaxed. No more vigorous studying, no more deadlines, no more schedules to meet.Also no more relationship.After our exams, sen
Maya's P.O.VThe loneliness I felt was beyond anything I have ever felt. Before I knew it, my life changed significantly in very little ways, and in such a short period of time that it affected me more than I thought it would. Nobody brought up the conversation about Ethan again, nor dared to mention his name when I was around.Instead of spending all-day around people, I've become more introverted every since our breakup. I spend most of my days flipping through textbooks and rewriting my notes. One week prior to our exams, our teachers usually gave us free time in class to study, but everyone just procrastinated or talked amongst themselves. Nobody actually studied — except me.Being someone that couldn't study in a loud environment, I've asked the teachers to let me go to the library to study, so it's become a routine now. Just like every other day, I've headed to class for attendance before making my way to the library aka my second home."Look who's here," Jason said, approachi
Ethan's P.O.VI woke up the same way I had fallen asleep, tired, and emotionless. Rolling over to my nightstand, I removed the charging wire before checking my phone.Gabe: Wanna head to the gym today?It's not like I was going to do anything at home, so might as well.Ethan: Sounds good. Meet you there in an hour.Setting my phone to the side, I close my eyes. The moment I do, the image of Maya crawls into my head.It's been a week. One cold, lonely, and meaningless week of me avoiding her. I haven't replied to any of her texts, calls, and would head to the gym instead of eating lunch together at the cafeteria.This is what you have to do.As much as I don't want to, I have to.Grabbing whatever was closest to me, I buried my face deep into my pillow, screaming in the process. All this thinking was going to drive me crazy.I'm going to the gym. I'm going to gym out all my problems.Walking to my closet, I picked and changed into the first tank top and pair of shorts that I see. As I
Maya's P.O.VIt's been almost a week and not one single text from him.Even after a few days, I was still in a great deal of shock after my conversation with Ethan. In fact, it's eating me up so much that I couldn't even remember what I learned in class today. As much as I tried not to obsess over what he said, it seemed almost impossible considering I've sat on my table for thirty minutes and haven't started on any work yet."Honey, dinner's almost ready," my mom hollered from downstairs. Sucking up all the air in my lungs, I yelled back just as loud, if not louder. "Coming!"If I was going to be honest, I had no appetite whatsoever, but it would look suspicious if I didn't come down for dinner. My dad didn't even wait for my mom before stuffing his mouth with the cheese-filled lasagna. It was his all-time favorite so she would make them every Monday. Usually, families had their unhealthy cheat meals on Friday night, but not in this household. My mom believes that since Monday wa
Ethan's P.O.VI glanced around to see where they were sitting before easing my way towards them. From far away, I could already hear the guys talking about which girls they thought were hot, and what they did after prom (which I'd prefer not to say).Scanning the table, the moment I laid eyes on Maya, a part of me couldn't believe that this gorgeous girl was my girlfriend. She was wearing a light-colored floral top that complemented her figure well. My gaze slowly traveled down and I take in her tight skinny jeans. My god."I love your outfit today," I said, giving her a quick peck on the lips. Her cheeks flamed as she tried to hide her smile. "Hey."Maya stared up at me as I slide into the seat net to her. She shifted her eyes to me, and the worry plastered on her face didn't go unnoticed.She shoved a fry in her mouth. Why was she worried? "You okay?" I asked.Once I settled down, I squeezed her thigh for reassurance, but she didn't muster up a reply. I tried to let it go until th
Maya's P.O.VLeah and Connor dropped us off before heading to the back to park the car. Right away, I noticed that everyone was super dressed up As I stepped out of the door, I felt a rush of cool air hit my body. God, I should have brought a coat with me or something. While we waited for Leah and Connor, I tried hard not to shift around and I was pretty sure he noticed considering he put his arm around my shoulder. "You okay?" Ethan asked, "you look nervous.""Just a bit," I smiled, "I've never actually worn anything like this before, especially in front of so many people."His brow wrinkled as he shook his head. "That's crazy, there's nothing to worry about. You're the most beautiful girl here."I frown. "That's a lie.""Well, my eyes are only going to be on you tonight so technically, it's not a lie," he shrugs casually. I guess it makes sense..."Are you ready?" he asked.I smiled and nodded as he intertwined our hands together. The moment our hand makes contact, a wave of ha