Chapter three

Looking around the attic room they had put me in and I really wondered what I had done to deserve this. Three days I had now been locked in this room, they brought food up three times a day and they were full proper meals not the scraps that I were used to. I only had to knock on the door and I would be escorted to the toilet. That was my entire days. I just looked out of the attic window looking over the pack lands. It was the first time I had seen it this way that I could remember. 

I could see the tree's for miles and dotted everywhere was colour from the flowers. I had never seen so many colours at one time. I remember this from when I lived with my Grandma the front of the pack land had the town where the houses and the businesses were. The back of the pack land was just miles and miles of land, for the wolves to be able to run around in. 

The pack house was smack bang in the middle of it, I must be in the back part of the pack house to be over looking just the land, they probably did it so less chance of me being seen through the window. Even though I am so high up I don't think anyone would know who I am. 

Even though I enjoyed looking out of the window, I was starting to get really bored. I was used to my days been filled of activites nice ones or not made no difference, I wasn't one to just sit around. 

"Amanda, you willing to talk today?"

"I don't know how you can sit there knowing that someone who is not our mate is going to make you have our baby."

"Oh great you don't talk to me for ages and now you do it is to have a go at me. What do you want me to do? Do you want us to be killed for it?"

"You should just go."

"How there is no way down, I am too high up and there is someone always near enough to the door for them to hear me knock when I need the toilet so I can't escape that way. I AM TRAPPED." 

I was mad by the time I finished the sentence. She never replied to that. What did she want me to do I have no where to go and no way out.

The next couple of weeks passed by the same way, i was starting to fill out more and actually hadsome meat on my bones for once. That was when I had a doctor come in and have a look at me and take my vitals. The Alpha and the Luna had made themselves present when the doctor arrived they were wanting to know and see what ever it was he wanted to do. 

He took my blood, my blood pressure and injected me with something that they didn't feel obliged to tell me what it was. 

After the doctor had finished he spoke to the Alpha and the Luna and they seemed to be happy with whatever it was that he told them. I was getting tired of not knowing what was going on when it was my body. 

Everyday after that the doctor came and injected me with the same clear liquid that he had used on the first visit. All my days just blurred into one now. I no longer knew how long exactly it had been since I had been locked in here but it has to have been months now. 

One morning the doctor, the Alpha and the Luna came to my room once more. 

"Tonight will be the night that you will get pregnant and carry our young. Is that understood?"

"Yes Alpha."

"If you do anything to cause the baby any harm while you are carrying it we will do to you whatever it is you did to them ten fold. You will get the same treatment if you commited treason to the pack." 

As much as I would love to reply that I would never do anything to the baby anyway, it is not the babies fault and I would never be able to hurt something so innocent. However I just stayed quiet.

"You will have one more meal and then you will be taken for yourself to get a shower and make sure you are clean enough everywhere. Then you will be brought down to the clinic." 

They all left me alone and true to his word food was brought to me. Not long after I had finished Nora walked in and took me to the shower room. Where I was given shower gel that I imagined smelled like the flowers that I had spent months looking at, shampoo that was the smell of blueberry according to the bottle and a razor. I had never had the pleasure of having a razor before. This was the first proper shower that I had, had in years. We were only given a bucket of water once a week and we had to share it between all the girls in our room. 

I turned on the water and stripped out of my clothes and stepped under the water. This is what I imagine heaven would feel like. The heat of the water seeping into my bones and muscles made me feel releaxed for the first time ever. The water ran brown at the bottom of the shower from all the years of lack of cleaning. I put my head back and let all the water run down into my hair. I spent ages rubbing the shampoo into the long length of my hair making sure to clean every last strand as I didn't know when the next time I would be allowed a shower. 

Unfortunaly eventually there was a knock on the door. 

"Lexi hurry up in there this is not a vacation get your arse moving now."

I sighed and turned off the water and stepped out of the water and wrapped the nice big blue fluffy towel around me and dried myself. I got dressed in the gown that they had left out for me. I then re plait my hair. Looking back at the room to make sure I had not left anything behind and waled out to Nora waiting for me. 

"Right we are going to the clinic, you keep your head down and get into the car. You don't look out of the windows, you don't let anyone see you at all." 

"Yes Nora."

She nods at me and we walk out to the car, I do as I was told and keep my head down just looking at my feet as we walk. This was the first time that I remember that I have ever been in a car. I was both excited and anxious about it. I climb in and feel the car start to move. We eventually reeach our destination and I was ushered out of the car into the clinic. I walk into the room and everyone leaves me except the doctor, Alpha and the Luna. I was really starting to hate them three been together all the time. 

I look around the room there wasn't much in it. A few cabinets and a bed with what looked like a thinner version of a normal bed but this one seemed to have some form of leather straps attached at the top and the bottom. I didn't know what they were for. 

"Lexi, lay on the bed for me." 

I walk over to the bed and lay on it. It wasn't much more padded than my old bed used to be. 

The doctor walks over to me with an injection and injects me. I start to feel really dizzy and like I want to go to sleep, but something doesn't feel right, this can't be right. Then I feel him holding one of my arms down and wrapping one of those leather straps around my wrist and he moves down the bed and goes to do the same to my ankle, but now I am starting to really panic and I thrash my three remaining arms and legs about. 

I feel myself getting weaker and weaker. Until eventually all I see is black and feel nothing.