The problem with leaving this place though was if you got caught trying to leave without permission you were punished. Shockingly.
Also with no paid job we could not save any money up so what would I do for food or shelter? These are the only reason that I am still around here. Now that I am eighteen I want there to be a chance of finding my mate even if the chances are slim.
We sort the breakfast out and it is taken out by the servers.
"Joseph since it is your shit food that you tried to give the Alpha, it will be you that cleans it up off the wall and when you are done you can get straight to your other chores with no breakfast." His head droops at that words no breakfast.
"Yes Nora." he replies to her though and makes his way to the wall.
We all finish the rest of the cleaning and have the scarps of food that is left. I slide a plum into my pocket and I will try give it to Joseph if I can later.
I am mopping the corridor when all the wolves leave the room where breakfast was just served. The Beta Jacob walks straight down the middle of where I had just cleaned leaving big dirty footprints. I don't make a sound but he turns to me and says
"What was that?"
"Sorry Beta what was what?"
"What did you just say to me?" I looked at him confused, I hadn't said a word.
He walks over to me and pushes me on the floor with such a force that my ribs hurt on my left side as they hit the floor. He then picks up the mop bucket and pour the now cold and mucky water all over me.
"That is what you get for talking to me." He sneers and walks away. All the other wolves had stopped to watch what he was doing and not a single one of them help they just stand there smiling and laughing. They all start to walk away as I lay on the ground not wanting to move just yet.
I finally try and attempt to stand up but I am in pain and wince as the shooting pain rocks through my body. Then I feel a small hand hold onto my arm and help me up. I look to see that it is Julie she was trying to help me.
"Thank you, but you shouldn't have if you get caught you will get punished."
"I didn't like seeing you and not helping, my Mummy always used to say to me that it takes a good person to help someone in need no matter the cost to you."
"Well thanks again, you go to where you need to be before you are caught." She runs off.
I look down at my self and see my tattered clothes are now mucky and wrinkled. The plum that I had put in my pocket for Jospeh was now squashed in my pocked and the juices were leaking down my leg.
"So much for me helping Joseph out." I mumble to myself. I spend the rest of the day doing my usual just in pain today and then I make my way to our room. There is about ten of us that share this room. The only thing we have is our bed, a blanket and two sets of clothes. I lay down onto my bed and wince at the pain and just go to sleep with the hope that I won't be in as much pain tomorrow.
I am woken up by Nora, but when I open my eyes the room is still pitch black and I can't see anything.
"Lexi, get up now the Alpha and the Luna want to talk to you."
What had I done now? Did the Beta tell the Alpha what happened earlier? I wasn't looking forward to this at all I had no idea what I had done or what they wanted with me. I get up quietly not wanting to wake the other girls up and make my wasy out of the room over the creaky floor boards. I follow Nora to the Alpha's office and she knocks on the door.
Through the door we hear the deep voice of the Alpha
"You may come in."
Nora opens the door and we walk in. I had never been in his office before and I look around the room and see that it is very basic really. Cream walls with a comfy chair in one corner with a side table. The other side of the room held shelved filled with files and his desk in front. The Alpha and the Luna was sat behind the desk looking at me. The Luna has the same coloured hair as me just cut a lot shored just above her shoulders and her eyes where very similar blue to mine, however she had a more full face from the fact that she ate when and what she wanted.
They then looked at each other and began to whisper to each other so quietly that even with wolf hearing I couldn't hear them.
"Nora you may leave us now." The Luna spoke.
Nora made a hasty exit not wanting to be around them any more than anyone else does.
"Now I bet you are wondering why we told you to come to us in the middle of the night."
I nod to him not wanting to ignore him.
"Well what we say now stays in this room and if you tell anyone, anyone at all I will kill you do you understand?" I just nod to him again.
"I SAID DO YOU UNDERSTAND?" He yells
"Yes Alpha." I managed to squeak out.
"Good, now we have chosen you to do a very special thing for this pack. You see my Luna here can't conceive children, but we are wanting a child. Now with your looks they are very similar to that of hers and no one would probably know that the child wasn't biologically hers. So you will carry our child, you will stay in a room for the months of which you are pregnant and for a week after the birth and then you will return to your work. We will tell the pack that she is pregnant and that the baby is ours. You will never tell a soul of this."
I didn't know what to say to this. I didn't want to do this at all. When I get pregnant I want it to be between me and my mate. I want to hold my own child not hand it over to the savages that is the Alpha and the Luna.
"I can see the look on your face and can see your not too happy about this. Let me put it this way, if you don't do it I will make your life a living hell and you will wish you were dead."
What choice do I have? I hold back the tears. The Luna then calls for Nora to come and take me to my new room. I follow her through the pack house up to the attic when I walk in there is a proper bed and a tray of food on the bed.
Of course there would be food they need me nice and strong to carry their child. As soon as Nora walks out of the room, the tears fall from my eyes like a waterfall. Nothing I did would stop them from falling. How could I get out of this without being killed? I spend the rest of the night just crying until my body is so tired that it falls asleep.
Looking around the attic room they had put me in and I really wondered what I had done to deserve this. Three days I had now been locked in this room, they brought food up three times a day and they were full proper meals not the scraps that I were used to. I only had to knock on the door and I would be escorted to the toilet. That was my entire days. I just looked out of the attic window looking over the pack lands. It was the first time I had seen it this way that I could remember.I could see the tree's for miles and dotted everywhere was colour from the flowers. I had never seen so many colours at one time. I remember this from when I lived with my Grandma the front of the pack land had the town where the houses and the businesses were. The back of the pack land was just miles and miles of land, for the wolves to be able to run around in.The pack house was smack bang in the middle of it, I must be in the back part of the pack house to be over looking j
I think I'm waking up when I hear voices talking about another Alpha coming to visit us, it is a last minute notice visit so Alpha Derek is not happy about it all. He wanted me to be sorted out first but now that wouldn't happen and we would just have to make sure none of them came over here and the docotor would have to stay with me.Then all I saw was black again. This time when I started coming back my head had a sharp pain running through it and my lower stomach felt like it had been punched fifty times. My mouth is so dry. I try to move my arms and legs but I am stopped by the leather straps. That is when it all comes flooding back to me. The injection and them forcing me to have my arms and legs strapped down. What had they done to me? The doctor then notices that I am awake and comes over to me. There is just me and him in the same room that I was orignially brought to, so they had not moved me.He starts to squeeze a bag of yellow looking liquid tha
ALPHA SAWYER'S POVI was brought up as the future Alpha of the Blue River pack. It was like I had two Dad's I had the strong, hard headed Alpha that was hard on me and made me learn and fight like an Alpha.The other one was soft and playful and treated me just like a normal Dad did to his child. We were close. When I was fifteen my Dad got a disease. One all wolves feared as it was the only one we couldn't heal. It was a horrible way to die, it was slow and painful and shut your organs down one by one.Even though he was dying he still made sure that I was taught how to be an Alpha until his last breath. My mum was absolutely devastated from losing her mate. When two wolves find each other and become mates their souls become one. If one half of that soul is lost, the one left behind they feel a part of themselves is missing and will always long for the other half. She spent the better part of two years locked in a room and only c
My mate, that was not what I was expecting her to say at all. "How can that be when the pull is always in the same place?" "I do not know that is for you to figure out." The next day I arrange for me and Jack to head back to Alpha Derreks pack, just for me to try find what is going on and if that really was the pull to my mate. When I arrive I am told by the Beta of his pack "Alpha Derrek is sorry but he is unable to attend a meeting today as something very important has come up that needed to be attended to immediatly and he hopes you understand. Now Jerry here will escort you to your vehicles." "I am sure we can find our vehicles by ourselves thank you." we turn around and start heading towards our car, but before we get to them I look around and make sure no one is watching us. Jack this way. He looks confused but keeps up with me. I feel the pull once more and I follow it. J
Feeling how much she was shaking while she was at the side of me made me worry.Was I doing the right thing? Is this what she wanted? But the more I thought about it, the more it just came down to me wanting her with me so that I can look after her, because looking at her you could tell she has not been taken care of in quite a while.I could feel her bones pressing into my skin as I held her. What were they doing to her? I wanted to ask her and find out but I wanted to give her some time before she answers the questions. I was also slightly hoping for her to trust me enough to tell me on her own.After a while of driving I knew she had fallen asleep she had completely relaxed against me and now I could hear a very faint snoring sound. It brought the corner of my lips up into a smile for the first time today.I look at the front of the car and see Jack looking in the mirror at us."What is it Jack?""I jus
LEXI'S POV I'm standing in the middle of the bedroom as Sawyer leaves and the door closes. I look around the beautiful room and see that all the furniture is made from a light brown wood and it all matches. The massive bed has a beautiful turquoise bed cover and about a hundred pillows. It looked so soft and I wanted to climb into it but I needed to be clean first. I walk to the bathroom and see the huge bath and a shower to the side. I couldn't wait to get in the bath I had never had one before my Grandma only had a shower in her house and I've only had a bucket since she died. I turn on the water and look at the bubble baths lined up on the side I pick them up and smell them one by one until I find the one I want vanilla. I fill the bathroom with steam and the scent of vanilla, once the bath is full enough I climb in and the water climbing up my body is fantastic, it is a little hot but my body soon adjusts. I lay there thi
SAWYER's POVAfter leaving Lexi in her room, walking out of that door was really difficult and I had to force myself to take each step. I wanted to be with her to look after her and to find out everything about her. However I knew that she needed some time to adjust to all of this and she wouldn't get that we if I didn't leave her alone.As I closed the door behind me I walk towards my office. As I'm walking I see Chloe walking past me."Chloe could you do me a favour?""Yes Alpha of course what can I do for you?""I would like for you to find some female clothes for me, she is only small maybe a size two at the most. Can you then take them to the room next to mine. Lexi is in there.""Yes of course Alpha." She starts to leave to do the job."Oh and please be patient with her she is very timid.""Yes Alpha of course I will do my best to help her in anything she needs or wants.""
LEXI'S POVHearing the doctor tell me that I wasn't pregnant was a huge relief. I never wanted to have Alpha Derek's and the Luna's baby to begin with and I never knew how I would feel or handle knowing I was that child mother and I wouldn't be able to do anything about it and I wouldn't get to see them and they would never know who I really was and that because of who I was in the pack I wouldn't get to do anything about it and that would have been the hardest thing in my life to ever do, not to be a part of my childs life.As soon as we heard the news I could feel the tension in Sawyer drain away. I wonder what he would have done if I were pregnant? I can't imagine that going over too well.After the visit with the doctor I was so much happier knowing I still had not had sex and that I was baby free. However he was concerned with my weight and I looked like I would need some more tests to make sure everything else was fine. I was told I needed to start eating
I wake up and I am instantly on guard as I feel myself tied up, then I realise I am not tied up at all but through the night my girl has decided to wrap herself around me. I smile and let the feeling of her around me sink in. I look at the clock and it is only just a little after four in the morning. After a while of just laying there I can feel her breathing change and I knew she was waking up. All of a sudden all her arms and legs move off me and I am left feeling cold. "I'm so sorry I didn't mean to do that." She stutters to me. "I like that in your sleep you are more comfortable with me and that you want to cuddle with me. Never apologise for something I wanted to do to you all night." She looks up at me shocked. She slowly moves closer to me and rest once more at my side. I can feel how hesitant she is as she tries to put her arm over me so I meet her half way and place her arm there. "Let's get some more sleep it is still early and you must still be exhausted." She lets
Knowing that Jack was going to be ok was a huge relief, I made sure to find out how the rest of my pack was and luckily we hadn't lost any body in this fight. Me and Lexi walk hand in hand back to the pack house. As soon as we walk through the door Chloe comes running over and pulls Lexi in for a hug. "Thank the Goddess you are alright, never worry me like that again are you listening." It looked like Chloe was about to break her ribs with how tight she was hugging her. "Chloe do you mind not crushing her." Lexi chuckles and Chloe releases her. "Sorry I was just so worried about her." "I am fine, it was not me that was in danger." Lexi says Both me and Chloe snort at that. "Are you kidding me, you run off into the woods, into a fight between Alpha's and you think you wasn't in any danger? are you crazy?" Lexi looked to me like I am going to disagree with Chloe and side with her, but not this time. "Yes, you are in trouble for that still." She looks at me scared. Shit I fo
We pull away from each other. Sawyer doesn't look to happy about being stopped. The doctor with a little smile on his face says."Sorry for the interuption Alpha but I thought you would like me to inform you of the progress of Jack."He sits up straighter."Yes, yes of course.""Well the damage was bad, between all the cuts and the broken bones they will all heal. However they removed a couple of his fingers from his left hand and there is nothing I can do there." I could feel Sawyer tighten up at those words. He was angry now. The doctor carried on."Now he wouldn't have been in such a state but some of the cuts that were given to him, well they were done using silver." Sawyer gasped at that and if he was angry before it was nothing like what he was now."How dare they." He goes to stand up but I am in the way and I slightly fall off the bed. He grabs hold of me before I hit the ground and pulls me back up to t
I stood in the middle of the waiting area still in wolf form, not knowing how to get back into human form."Amanda do you know how?""Yes i am trying, but it isn't working we have used a lot of energy and we are not to full strength yet."This was great how long would we be stuck like this? We can't see Sawyer like this. We wait for what seems like forever but was probaby only about an hour, for the doctor to come out. He looks shocked when he walks out and see's us still sat there in wolf form. He then tells us"He is stable now. Most of his smaller cuts have healed already and the bigger ones will take a while but within a day he will be back to his normal self." That seems to do it as soon as we know he is ok I can feel the same sensation run through our bones and we lay on the ground in human form, completely naked."Oh my." Says one of the nurses, she runs over to us with a blanket and helps to wrap it around us so we wasn't showing ever
LEXI'S POVKnowing that Sawyer was leaving the pack lands and that he was going to be putting himself in danger made me torn with different emotions, I was scared as I didn't want anything to happen to him. Annoyed that he would put himself in danger especially when he was the Alpha and what would happen to his pack if something happened, then I was worried that if something did happen what would happen to me?I was trying not to worry about all this though, I had heard how great a fighter he was and how good this pack was at fighting from Grandma Rose. I had to believe that he was going to be OK.Chloe turns up not long after Sawyer leaves."Are you up for some company?" She asks"I don't know what kind of company I will be but yes please.""You have nothing to worry about, they will protect their Alpha at all costs."I could tell for the next few hours that Chloe was trying to keep my mind of it and to not be
"We knew you that you would come." Alpha Derek speaks."Your a petty man and a sorry excuse of an Alpha and I feel sorry for your pack and for you to drag the blood moon pack into this aswell. Well that makes you a bigger idiot than I already thought you were.""How dare you speak to me like this. You say all this after taken what is mine from my pack under her protest? What gives you the right?""You damn well know that she didn't come under protest and that she was clinging to me scared I would give her to you, she is my mate."They both gasped at that."Why didn't you tell me that she was his mate, we have done this to help you thinking you were in the right, where he had the right to his mate and her to him.""He is lying can't you tell, he is just saying it so that we don't kill him and take back what is mine." Alpha Derek says back. There was a pause before Alpha Chris responded."Well I
Now more than ever I wish that I wasn't the Alpha and that this wasn't my choice and my responsibility.I hated having to be the one to make the decisions when it causes or may cause harm to any of the members of my pack. How do you make the right decision? I couldn't let them three members of my pack be hurt especially when one of them is the beta and my best friend, but was it right for me to put so many of my pack in danger to get them back?Hald the decision was taken out of my hands anyway. None of my warriors would ever choose to leave anyone in enemy hands if they could do something about it to get them back.After leaving Lexi, I meet all my warriors out the front of the pack house."Thank you for all coming and on time. Now the plan, well it's not so much a plan but a wing it in the moment, which as you know is one of strengths. We couldn't plan much as we don't know actual numbers and if there still there. We will go in a
SAWYER'S POVGetting called away from Lexi was really annoying but at the end of the day I was the Alpha and I couldn't stop doing my duty just because I had found my mate no matter how much I wanted to.Jack had used the mind link to tell me that he had some information about the pack at the other side of us who we had also asked to see if we could come to some sort of agreement on a bit of land.I told him I would meet him in my office in about ten minutes as I had to make my way back inside form the garden. I get to my office and Jack is sat there at my desk waiting for me."Hi boss, took your time to get here, I hope you finally having some fun." He says with a smirk on his face. He was the only person that could talk to me like that without feeling my fist against his face."It was not like that and you know it.""Shame.""So you going to be a pain in my arse all afternoon or are you goin
LEXI'S POVIn my bedroom alone once more, it felt a lot bigger this time, more lonely. After spending the day with Sawyer I wanted him with me even more than before.Hearing what Grandma Rose had to say did clear a lot of the things I was worried about Sawyer. He seems to be so sweet and kind but yet has the reputation of someone mean and cruel. It always baffles me how rumours can turn things completely upside down to the truth.Grandma Rose was lovely and I couldn't wait to go see her again. She was honest but not in a mean way but she made it funny somehow. Seeing someone of her age walk out of the door with bright pink hair like that shocked me. After you talk to her and get to know her a little you can tell the hair soots her personality down to a tee.Walking around the pack lands all day I felt some of my fear drain away. I was scared that everyone would look at me like dirt under their shoe and would 'accidently' bump into me and hurt me, bu