Why? That's the question that has been running through my head the moment our situation has sunk into my head. I've been crying all night long, thinking about the horrible things I've done in the past for me to deserve this pain I am feeling right now.I am a total shit today. With messy hair and swollen eyes with dark bags under it. I look like someone who takes drugs and hasn't been sleeping for weeks.If you ask me why I was crying, the reason is so simple. I was dumped.My ex-boyfriend and I for 2 years broke up last night after he found his mate. I thought I was gonna be his mate, but turns out I wasn't. Of course, he would choose her. After all, she's his mate. His lifetime partner. He apologized, he begged for my forgiveness, but at the end, he still left. I want to pull him to me, to not give him up, to fight for our love. I don't know what happened at that time, but I suddenly lost the will to do so. It felt like all the energy in my body was drained after the revelation unf
We sat awkwardly right across each other. Alpha Marlon wasn't pleased with his son growling earlier when he arrived. It shows no respect towards their visitors. "I am glad that you came right in time, son," Alpha Marlon said, trying to form a conversation between the awkward atmosphere around. "We have a very important announcement to make and we are happy that the two of you attended this night."My mother smiled and held the Alpha's hand. The scene itself was sweet and one look you can already guess what is going on between them. However, I couldn't find myself to be happy for my mother at this moment. My all attention was conscious about the dominant male sitting across the table. Even though my eyes were not looking in his way, I couldn't not help but to notice every action he made. He was sitting there quietly and observantly. It was my first time meeting him, but I can already guess he will be as good a leader as his father, or even much beyond that. He has that effortless int
I don't know what's more heartbreaking. If it's the reality that my boyfriend for 2 years found his real mate and left me for her, or the fact that I've also found my mate but unfortunately, he cheated right after we met.I didn't cry, though. I don't know. I'm probably too tired to shed a tear. My mind and heart were in chaos, which kept me awake all night.By the end of the night, I was exhausted. The dark circles underneath my eyes were so disturbing that it literally freaked out my mother.She cupped my face and looked at me worriedly. "You look worn out. What happened?"I shook my head and said nothing."She must be having difficulty sleeping here. After all, it was an unexpected decision that you'll be moving in here.""You're right. Me, too. I am not yet used to living here," mom said. "Don't worry, dream. We'll get used to it." My mother hugged me and kissed my cheek. Moving in and out wasn't new to me. I literally grew up with that scenario due to my mother being a single par
It was painful. Excruciating even. My stomach churn painfully that I had never imagined. My chest constricted and I could hardly breath. The bond that once existed was no longer existing and it was slowly killing me. It was too painful to the point that it had gotten numb.Tears soaked my face. Everything was over between us. I ended the ties between us and the chance of me having a second chance mate is quite impossible since mating is a very sacred thing and shouldn't be taken lightly. And yet, I dare to reject it.To say I was regretting it was probably an understatement. I am regretting it. Not because I want Axcel in my life or I was scared that I might not be able to find another mate. No, no, it was actually the contrary. I was regretting it because the excruciating pain in my chest from the rejection is slowly killing me. I don't want to die yet. Not when I haven't met my younger sister or brother yet."God, dear. What is wrong with you?! You've been crying all day. You're muc
I had a promise with my mom and I shouldn't be thinking of breaking it, but I do. I want to back out and break off my promise to her that I'll start moving forward. However, how could I really do that when the reason behind those unwanted tears that had escaped my eyes was practically standing right next to me?What he did was something unforgivable. I understand that Derick has to leave me because he has found his mate, and I knew my place. I cried over him because it hurts. I know he hurt me but it was all unintentional.Unlike this asshole...Axcel and I were sitting inside a car. He was the one driving and I was on the passenger's side, looking out the window and trying to avoid him as much as possible. We haven't spoken a word. And trust me, I don't want to start one. Talking to him is going to be a waste of time. I don't want to associate myself with someone like him.He cleared his throat. I could sense that he was itching to talk to me. "I'm sorry—" I cut him off rudely."It d
The lunch has finally come to its end. Most people were happy to hear that the alpha was expecting a new pup and is bound to remarry, but there were still a couple of people that were against it and disapproved of my mother. But the alpha shut them off and said their opinions about his love life does not matter to him nor the pack. To be honest, members were very ungrateful to their alpha. The alpha makes the pack safe and the members unharmed with more than enough resources to make a living. This big community of werewolves would've already crashed into nothingness if it weren't for the alpha. He rules the pack but he also protects it. He makes negotiations with other packs just to keep them from ruining ours. He keeps the members safe from the attacks of rouges, barbarians, hunters, and even from other races.And now the members were against the new life that the alpha deserves to have: a new family.So ungrateful.But then, as Alpha Marlon said, it doesn't matter to him. And it wa
I had a promise with my mom and I shouldn't be thinking of breaking it, but I do. I want to back out and break off my promise to her that I'll start moving forward. However, how could I really do that when the reason behind those unwanted tears that had escaped my eyes was practically standing right next to me?What he did was something unforgivable. I understand that Derick has to leave me because he has found his mate, and I knew my place. I cried over him because it hurts. I know he hurt me but it was all unintentional.Unlike this asshole...Axcel and I were sitting inside a car. He was the one driving and I was on the passenger's side, looking out the window and trying to avoid him as much as possible. We haven't spoken a word. And trust me, I don't want to start one. Talking to him is going to be a waste of time. I don't want to associate myself with someone like him.He cleared his throat. I could sense that he was itching to talk to me. "I'm sorry—" I cut him off rudely."It d
It was painful. Excruciating even. My stomach churn painfully that I had never imagined. My chest constricted and I could hardly breath. The bond that once existed was no longer existing and it was slowly killing me. It was too painful to the point that it had gotten numb.Tears soaked my face. Everything was over between us. I ended the ties between us and the chance of me having a second chance mate is quite impossible since mating is a very sacred thing and shouldn't be taken lightly. And yet, I dare to reject it.To say I was regretting it was probably an understatement. I am regretting it. Not because I want Axcel in my life or I was scared that I might not be able to find another mate. No, no, it was actually the contrary. I was regretting it because the excruciating pain in my chest from the rejection is slowly killing me. I don't want to die yet. Not when I haven't met my younger sister or brother yet."God, dear. What is wrong with you?! You've been crying all day. You're muc
I don't know what's more heartbreaking. If it's the reality that my boyfriend for 2 years found his real mate and left me for her, or the fact that I've also found my mate but unfortunately, he cheated right after we met.I didn't cry, though. I don't know. I'm probably too tired to shed a tear. My mind and heart were in chaos, which kept me awake all night.By the end of the night, I was exhausted. The dark circles underneath my eyes were so disturbing that it literally freaked out my mother.She cupped my face and looked at me worriedly. "You look worn out. What happened?"I shook my head and said nothing."She must be having difficulty sleeping here. After all, it was an unexpected decision that you'll be moving in here.""You're right. Me, too. I am not yet used to living here," mom said. "Don't worry, dream. We'll get used to it." My mother hugged me and kissed my cheek. Moving in and out wasn't new to me. I literally grew up with that scenario due to my mother being a single par
We sat awkwardly right across each other. Alpha Marlon wasn't pleased with his son growling earlier when he arrived. It shows no respect towards their visitors. "I am glad that you came right in time, son," Alpha Marlon said, trying to form a conversation between the awkward atmosphere around. "We have a very important announcement to make and we are happy that the two of you attended this night."My mother smiled and held the Alpha's hand. The scene itself was sweet and one look you can already guess what is going on between them. However, I couldn't find myself to be happy for my mother at this moment. My all attention was conscious about the dominant male sitting across the table. Even though my eyes were not looking in his way, I couldn't not help but to notice every action he made. He was sitting there quietly and observantly. It was my first time meeting him, but I can already guess he will be as good a leader as his father, or even much beyond that. He has that effortless int
Why? That's the question that has been running through my head the moment our situation has sunk into my head. I've been crying all night long, thinking about the horrible things I've done in the past for me to deserve this pain I am feeling right now.I am a total shit today. With messy hair and swollen eyes with dark bags under it. I look like someone who takes drugs and hasn't been sleeping for weeks.If you ask me why I was crying, the reason is so simple. I was dumped.My ex-boyfriend and I for 2 years broke up last night after he found his mate. I thought I was gonna be his mate, but turns out I wasn't. Of course, he would choose her. After all, she's his mate. His lifetime partner. He apologized, he begged for my forgiveness, but at the end, he still left. I want to pull him to me, to not give him up, to fight for our love. I don't know what happened at that time, but I suddenly lost the will to do so. It felt like all the energy in my body was drained after the revelation unf