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Dedication, Author's Note, Acknowledgement, & CWs
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2024-10-29 19:42:56“To you, the woman still living under him. Leave. There's a Daddy with a fatty out there more than willing to make it all better."
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Author's Note:
Welcome back! This book is a little different from my other ones, but my P A T R E O N readers LOVED it, so I decided to pull it from there and share it with you guys now! This book isn't like my other shifter books. Alpha's Good Girl is special to me. The first half is based on true events. I've poured my soul into AGG and am so thankful for my readers who loved Vera despite her faults, and drooled over Dane.
This book will have scheduled updates until the completion of book 1. Alpha's Good Girl will then go on Hiatus until I am ready to begin updates for book 2. I'm planning to focus on Alpha's Good Girl Book 2 after the completion of Alpha Shane and The Alpha's Mistress. These books take a lot out of me, but I'm doing my best to get them completed. I get a bit attached to the characters and the story, so I tend to slow down toward the end because I'm just NOT ready for it to come to a close.
If you are new to me, thanks for taking a chance! I am so very happy to have you here. I'm a multi-genre author, but nothing beats shifter romance. I always come back to it! Please read the CWs and take care of your mental health. This book is very special to my heart and I hope you like it! The paperback will soon be available on my s h o p, but until then I hope you enjoy this small piece of my soul. At any time, if you find yourself struggling mentally, please take a step back. I appreciate you coming here, but at no time do I want you hurting yourself. Thank you for support and willingness to try out one of my book babies!
xoxo Jp
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AcknowledgementsTo Lima and B, my babies. You keep me going.
To Amos, the man-child who proved to me that sometimes the demons are those closest to you. I didn’t stay silent.
To Joseph, the man who showed me there were still real men out there. I love you. Thank you for loving all my broken pieces. Thank you for not trying to fix me.
To Wayne, the real-life version of Dane, you showed me light in my darkest hour.
To Amy, for being my best friend and sister. Thank you for always having my back and trying to help me with my depression, even when you were drowning in yours.
To my readers, thank you for loving my broken, twisted characters. Without you, there is no me.
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Content Warnings
Graphic Sexual Depictions
Intimidation Rape Physical abuse Sexual abuse Harassment Drugs Violence Depression Self-hate Suicidal ThoughtsOpen-door spice (I'm super detailed lol)
Self-sabotaging FMC
Note:
Once again, thank you for taking a chance on me. This book is a lot slower than my other books, but I promise the MMC is worth the wait. You'll love him. For those who are not new to me, you will love him as much as you love Shane. (My P a t r e o n readers said this! So you better believe it! lol)
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VeraAnd just like that, Cleo was quiet. She wasn’t gone far from it. She retreated to the farthest parts of my mind. I knew she was just there, but she gave me that false sense of privacy. I could feel her pouting, but she didn’t push it on me. She used to insist on me needing her as much as she needed me, but recently, because of what happened she has given that to me. She never liked him, but accepted that he was who I chose. It didn’t matter that he wasn’t our mate, she stepped back for me.Now that I’m single again, she has been itching to go out and meet people. Finding your mate isn’t something that is likely to happen. There are thousands, hundreds of thousands of wolves in the world. Not everyone is lucky enough to cross paths with their mate and I’m not one of those people who believe that’s even possible. I don’t want to find someone to be by my side forever. I don’t know what I want, but I know for sure that I do not want that. Cleo is interested in Dane because he’s a ran
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VeraHis hand tugged up on his length slow as if he was enjoying it as much as I was. That or he got off on knowing I would watch him. He sighed, and the phone moved, giving me a wider look. I could see his tatted stomach, and I stared as if in a trance as his stomach flexed. His hand slid down his length and my fingers slid down my stomach and between my legs. I slipped my fingers into my wet heat and gasped as I followed his movements. The snarl ended as he started to pick up speed and opened up the chat. His little avatar popped up from the bottom of the screen and I knew he was here in the chat. I pressed the camera button and lowered the phone between my legs. I lifted my leg up and placed my foot flat on the bed. I swallowed as I pressed and held the button to record.As soon as it started, I slid my finger into my pussy. I gasped and pulled them out at the same speed he’d started to jerk himself to before the recording stopped. I fingered myself, pushing my finger in and out un
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VeraWhat a way to end the night.His avatar disappears, the screen goes dark and just like that, we’re done. The nice thing about Dane is there’s no bullshitting. We both know what this is, and we don’t have to skirt around and pretend we want more. We don’t have any expectations. I made it clear from the beginning that I was not looking for more. Just the thought of it sends me into a panic. Dane, being in the military, agreed. He didn’t have time for that either. I think that’s why I feel so comfortable writing to him so openly. Even with sexting, I did that with my first boyfriend. I haven’t done this since my senior year of High School and that was seven years ago.Biting my lip, I fell back on the bed, naked, but thoroughly pleased. I let out a content sigh and my breasts jiggled. I stare up at the ceiling as I caught my breath. Even sexting with Dane is good. One minute I’m having a shitty day and the next, I’ve forgotten about all of my problems as I record myself coming. I di
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Dane was right. It had been hours. The sun had already sunk beneath the horizon and the moon hung high in the sky. The stars danced and their sparkle kept catching my eye. But nothing held my attention as much as Dane’s chiseled, tattooed back. When we walked into the kitchen, he lifted me and placed me on the counter. He hadn’t given me a shirt or let me change before he dragged me downstairs. So the cool counter top against the back of my thighs caused goosebumps to break out across my skin. He stood right beside me with a bowl of meat and had already finished peeling and chopping potatoes into thin little cubes.“How do smash burgers and fries sound?” Dane asked.“Like a food orgasm,” I groaned.“I love it when you make that sound. I’ll give you whatever kind of orgasm you want, whenever. Just say the word,” he sighed. My cheeks flushed as a smile spread across my face. He smirked as he rolled the meat in the palm of his hand and squished it effortlessly. He placed one patty after a
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Surprise. That’s what had my eyebrows diving into my hairline. The meaning behind Dane’s words were clear, but my mind wouldn’t process them in correlation with myself. Stripped bare in front of this man with my his hand on my neck, my pulse thrummed beneath his thumb.The things that would make me nervous on a daily basis, weren’t. Why? Because of his big dick? No. Dane waving his cock around didn’t make my trauma disappear. My body and brain have been at odds since he showed up at the party and dragged me to his car. I couldn’t help the giggle that bubbled up and fell from my lips. I felt like I was going to crack. I’d blame my hysteria on exhaustion.“I didn’t know you were a king, but I think you’re mistaken.”“About what exactly?” Dane asked as he cocked his head.“I am no queen,” I murmured in comedic disbelief.Steel eyes darkened to a stormy gray, and the hand wrapped around my throat squeezed. After the abuse I’d suffered at the hand of the man who was supposed to love me, I s
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