“To you, the woman still living under him. Leave. There's a Daddy with a fatty out there more than willing to make it all better."
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Author's Note:
Welcome back! This book is a little different from my other ones, but my P A T R E O N readers LOVED it, so I decided to pull it from there and share it with you guys now! This book isn't like my other shifter books. Alpha's Good Girl is special to me. The first half is based on true events. I've poured my soul into AGG and am so thankful for my readers who loved Vera despite her faults, and drooled over Dane.
This book will have scheduled updates until the completion of book 1. Alpha's Good Girl will then go on Hiatus until I am ready to begin updates for book 2. I'm planning to focus on Alpha's Good Girl Book 2 after the completion of Alpha Shane and The Alpha's Mistress. These books take a lot out of me, but I'm doing my best to get them completed. I get a bit attached to the characters and the story, so I tend to slow down toward the end because I'm just NOT ready for it to come to a close.
If you are new to me, thanks for taking a chance! I am so very happy to have you here. I'm a multi-genre author, but nothing beats shifter romance. I always come back to it! Please read the CWs and take care of your mental health. This book is very special to my heart and I hope you like it! The paperback will soon be available on my s h o p, but until then I hope you enjoy this small piece of my soul. At any time, if you find yourself struggling mentally, please take a step back. I appreciate you coming here, but at no time do I want you hurting yourself. Thank you for support and willingness to try out one of my book babies!
xoxo Jp
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AcknowledgementsTo Lima and B, my babies. You keep me going.
To Amos, the man-child who proved to me that sometimes the demons are those closest to you. I didn’t stay silent.
To Joseph, the man who showed me there were still real men out there. I love you. Thank you for loving all my broken pieces. Thank you for not trying to fix me.
To Wayne, the real-life version of Dane, you showed me light in my darkest hour.
To Amy, for being my best friend and sister. Thank you for always having my back and trying to help me with my depression, even when you were drowning in yours.
To my readers, thank you for loving my broken, twisted characters. Without you, there is no me.
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Content Warnings
Graphic Sexual Depictions
Intimidation Rape Physical abuse Sexual abuse Harassment Drugs Violence Depression Self-hate Suicidal ThoughtsOpen-door spice (I'm super detailed lol)
Self-sabotaging FMC
Note:
Once again, thank you for taking a chance on me. This book is a lot slower than my other books, but I promise the MMC is worth the wait. You'll love him. For those who are not new to me, you will love him as much as you love Shane. (My P a t r e o n readers said this! So you better believe it! lol)
VeraThree years later“I don’t know, Ami…” I trailed off.“Why not? Give me a reason why? Is there a reason you don’t want to? Aren’t you angry?” Ami asked.Of course, I was angry, but Ami was even angrier in my stead. Ami is my best friend and has been since we both went to Alpha’s Academy. She was a hybrid mix of werewolf and vampire. The two conflicting halves were constantly at war with each other, and she suffered from it. We had been apart for years, but we were just as close as we had been when we were young. Seeing someone every day didn’t define a friendship. She was closer to me than all nine of my siblings. Sometimes blood wasn’t thicker than water.“Why are you still worried about him? After everything he’s done, he doesn’t deserve any of your thoughts!” Ami yelled through the phone.My ear was ringing, but my best friend was right. She had told me time and time again to leave him, but I never did. I stayed with him, and for what? I wanted to laugh, but I couldn’t. I don’
VeraAnd just like that, Cleo was quiet. She wasn’t gone far from it. She retreated to the farthest parts of my mind. I knew she was just there, but she gave me that false sense of privacy. I could feel her pouting, but she didn’t push it on me. She used to insist on me needing her as much as she needed me, but recently, because of what happened she has given that to me. She never liked him, but accepted that he was who I chose. It didn’t matter that he wasn’t our mate, she stepped back for me.Now that I’m single again, she has been itching to go out and meet people. Finding your mate isn’t something that is likely to happen. There are thousands, hundreds of thousands of wolves in the world. Not everyone is lucky enough to cross paths with their mate and I’m not one of those people who believe that’s even possible. I don’t want to find someone to be by my side forever. I don’t know what I want, but I know for sure that I do not want that. Cleo is interested in Dane because he’s a ran
VeraI hadn’t heard from James since I said goodbye to him. I didn’t reach out to him, and he hadn’t reached out to me. Days had passed and I was okay with it. I liked that my heart didn’t hurt, I liked that I didn’t miss anyone, and I really liked that I didn’t feel any sort of attachment to anyone. I know it wasn’t what most people wanted when they thought of seeing someone, but I hoped I never felt anything more than lust for anyone, ever again. If I could even manage that. I hadn’t been with anyone since him and I didn’t want to, ever again.Now that the packhouse was clean, I could disappear upstairs. I would rather sneak up to my room and hide before I had to face anyone else. I didn’t want to make small talk or pretend that I was happy. I was always aware of the time when people were due to arrive back, and I’d made it my life’s mission to stay unseen. I didn’t want to slap a smile on my face and wait for my mother, the Luna, to dismiss me. I was an adult, but still seen as not
VeraHis hand tugged up on his length slow as if he was enjoying it as much as I was. That or he got off on knowing I would watch him. He sighed, and the phone moved, giving me a wider look. I could see his tatted stomach, and I stared as if in a trance as his stomach flexed. His hand slid down his length and my fingers slid down my stomach and between my legs. I slipped my fingers into my wet heat and gasped as I followed his movements. The snarl ended as he started to pick up speed and opened up the chat. His little avatar popped up from the bottom of the screen and I knew he was here in the chat. I pressed the camera button and lowered the phone between my legs. I lifted my leg up and placed my foot flat on the bed. I swallowed as I pressed and held the button to record.As soon as it started, I slid my finger into my pussy. I gasped and pulled them out at the same speed he’d started to jerk himself to before the recording stopped. I fingered myself, pushing my finger in and out un
VeraWhat a way to end the night.His avatar disappears, the screen goes dark and just like that, we’re done. The nice thing about Dane is there’s no bullshitting. We both know what this is, and we don’t have to skirt around and pretend we want more. We don’t have any expectations. I made it clear from the beginning that I was not looking for more. Just the thought of it sends me into a panic. Dane, being in the military, agreed. He didn’t have time for that either. I think that’s why I feel so comfortable writing to him so openly. Even with sexting, I did that with my first boyfriend. I haven’t done this since my senior year of High School and that was seven years ago.Biting my lip, I fell back on the bed, naked, but thoroughly pleased. I let out a content sigh and my breasts jiggled. I stare up at the ceiling as I caught my breath. Even sexting with Dane is good. One minute I’m having a shitty day and the next, I’ve forgotten about all of my problems as I record myself coming. I di
“Can you pick Bella up from the airport?” he asked. At the mention of his little sister, I crumbled. My vision blurred as I thought about one of the little girls I considered my own. The asshole knew I’d do anything for her. She was his baby sister, but I practically raised Bella. I’ve known her since she was little, but six years flies by, and little girls grow up. There was no way I wouldn’t meet her at the airport, especially when I knew she was most likely flying alone.His family wasn’t the richest, but there was a time when they took me in. His dad has loved and treasured me, like only a father could. After I lost my dad, I never thought I’d get that again. When I got very sick, he took care of me, and I owed him my life. He felt more like family to me than my mother did. I hated that after all this time, I would see Bella again after we split. For the last six years, they had been my little sisters, too. I wouldn’t just be picking her up, and that’s why he called me. Because h
After I hung up last night, I cried over a man that didn’t deserve my tears. No matter how many times he hurt me, I couldn’t learn my lesson. I allowed myself to wallow in my despair and cried myself to sleep thinking about everything we could have been. I don’t know why I did, especially when I knew Amos was the type of man that never changed. In my small room, away from everyone, I at least had this space to breathe. I didn’t have that when he was here. I didn’t have to worry about anything, but what was happening in my DMs. Compared to before Amos left, I had plans on the weekends, and people who wanted to talk to me. I wasn’t isolated, and I didn’t have a man hovering me with expectations.It was a new day, and everything was right with the world. Despite my puffy eyes, crunchy snots, and swollen face, I was feeling optimistic. If Cleo was talking to me, I knew she would tell me I’m psychotic, but she wasn’t present. I was okay knowing he wasn’t here to make my life hell. I was tr
“… What?” She asked quietly.“Well…” I trailed off. There was a minute of silence with me waiting for her response and her probably brewing.“I swear to the Goddess and the original blood line, if you got back together with him, I’m going to book a ticket, fly down there right now, and kill you myself!” Ami hissed threateningly. I threw my head back and laughed. “I’m glad you think this is funny, V! I’m dead serious!”“Oh my gosh, no,” I laughed.“You better be telling me the fucking truth,” she yelled.“I would never get back with him! After everything, this is the best,” I said.“Then what were you going to say? I’m still dying of a heart attack over here,” Ami said dramatically.“Mm. So he called me last night,” I said.“What the fluff for? What could he possibly want?” she asked.