Vera
What a way to end the night.
His avatar disappears, the screen goes dark and just like that, we’re done. The nice thing about Dane is there’s no bullshitting. We both know what this is, and we don’t have to skirt around and pretend we want more. We don’t have any expectations. I made it clear from the beginning that I was not looking for more. Just the thought of it sends me into a panic. Dane, being in the military, agreed. He didn’t have time for that either. I think that’s why I feel so comfortable writing to him so openly. Even with sexting, I did that with my first boyfriend. I haven’t done this since my senior year of High School and that was seven years ago.Biting my lip, I fell back on the bed, naked, but thoroughly pleased. I let out a content sigh and my breasts jiggled. I stare up at the ceiling as I caught my breath. Even sexting with Dane is good. One minute I’m having a shitty day and the next, I’ve forgotten about all of my problems as I record myself coming. I didn’t bother looking at the other Snarls, nor did I really care. I gulped as I realized Dane just might be my favorite.Before I could hyperventilate about possibly catching feelings, I told myself there’s nothing wrong with having a preferred booty call. It’s not like I was going to bring him home and call him my mate. The image of his long-veined cock flashed across my mind and I couldn’t help but giggle. Dane was hot. I didn’t need to lie to myself about that.How can sex with a man I’ve never met be better than sex with a man I was shackled to for almost six years?No, no, no.I would not go there. I close my eyes and erase that last thought from my mind. The last thing I want to do is spiral into thoughts of him. That will open a door to me questioning myself, and it took Ami so long just to convince me to make this plunge. My brain is already working overtime, throwing questions across the big screen. Why am I doing this? Why am I on Mythinder? What would he think if he knew? I let out a shaky breath and feel myself sink into the bed. I shouldn’t care about anything that has to do with him, and yet, my heart still ached at the thought of him.My phone vibrated, and I grabbed it and held it up in the sky. As if he was still on the other end of my fate string, I cursed when I saw his name on my screen. I had blocked him, but a part of me didn’t want to remember that I had unblocked him to snoop. My wolf whined. It wasn’t often that I heard her these days, and when she did say anything, I pushed her away. I silenced her as he had done to us. We’d been so fucked up, so used to silence, we preferred it. Old habits die hard. Recently though, she’d been more vocal. The bomb in my hands vibrated again.Shit, shit, shit.Don’t answer it.You know I can’t do that, Cleo.Can’t or won’t?I’ve missed you.You lie. If you actually missed me, you wouldn’t pretend I was dead.… That’s not true.We’re used to the void now. Don’t lie to me a second time.We just talked the earlier.When you told me to stop talking?… We’re so fucked up.You won’t distract me. Don’t pick it up, V.I don’t know how to ignore him yet.Let me take over and…No! I… I can’t. I have to be in control. I can’t... No.… He hurt us.Pushing her to the farthest parts of my mind, I felt her hurt as I answered the call and brought it to my ear. Cleo accepted what I would do but wouldn’t be a part of this. She went so far back into my mind I couldn’t feel her. My hands were clammy and sweat tricked down my spine and my heart roared in my ears as I held my breath. I didn’t say anything, couldn’t breathe a word as I listened to the noise coming in from the other side of the line. I picked up on loud music and laughing in the background. He shushed someone and there was a giggle.“Vera?” He asked. My heart exploded and my eyes watered at his familiar ache. It soothed the ache in my chest and tore it open at the same time. No boyfriend, no partner had ever hurt me as much as he had.“Mm.”“Are you sleeping?” He asked.“No,” I said curtly as a tear escaped and slowly made its way down my cheek.“I need a favor,” he murmured. I hated the way he talked to me as if everything was normal, as if this wasn’t weird, as if we hadn’t split. Like he could call me on a Friday night and ask me for a favor, and it was no big deal.“What do you want?” I asked.“Can you do it, or not?” He huffed. As if I was the one burdening him. As if he could just waltz into my life and make demands, and I had no say in it.“Do I even have a choice?” I whispered.“There’s my girl,” he laughed. It wasn’t his genuine laugh; it was the one he had when he’d had too many drinks. The one he made when his eyes crinkled at the corners and his smile was bright because he was feeling good. There was a slurping sound, and he groaned before he cleared his throat. I closed my eyes and did everything I could to keep myself from crying.“What do you need?” I asked as calmly as possible.“Can you pick Bella up from the airport?” he asked. At the mention of his little sister, I crumbled. My vision blurred as I thought about one of the little girls I considered my own. The asshole knew I’d do anything for her. She was his baby sister, but I practically raised Bella. I’ve known her since she was little, but six years flies by, and little girls grow up. There was no way I wouldn’t meet her at the airport, especially when I knew she was most likely flying alone.His family wasn’t the richest, but there was a time when they took me in. His dad has loved and treasured me, like only a father could. After I lost my dad, I never thought I’d get that again. When I got very sick, he took care of me, and I owed him my life. He felt more like family to me than my mother did. I hated that after all this time, I would see Bella again after we split. For the last six years, they had been my little sisters, too. I wouldn’t just be picking her up, and that’s why he called me. Because h
After I hung up last night, I cried over a man that didn’t deserve my tears. No matter how many times he hurt me, I couldn’t learn my lesson. I allowed myself to wallow in my despair and cried myself to sleep thinking about everything we could have been. I don’t know why I did, especially when I knew Amos was the type of man that never changed. In my small room, away from everyone, I at least had this space to breathe. I didn’t have that when he was here. I didn’t have to worry about anything, but what was happening in my DMs. Compared to before Amos left, I had plans on the weekends, and people who wanted to talk to me. I wasn’t isolated, and I didn’t have a man hovering me with expectations.It was a new day, and everything was right with the world. Despite my puffy eyes, crunchy snots, and swollen face, I was feeling optimistic. If Cleo was talking to me, I knew she would tell me I’m psychotic, but she wasn’t present. I was okay knowing he wasn’t here to make my life hell. I was tr
“… What?” She asked quietly.“Well…” I trailed off. There was a minute of silence with me waiting for her response and her probably brewing.“I swear to the Goddess and the original blood line, if you got back together with him, I’m going to book a ticket, fly down there right now, and kill you myself!” Ami hissed threateningly. I threw my head back and laughed. “I’m glad you think this is funny, V! I’m dead serious!”“Oh my gosh, no,” I laughed.“You better be telling me the fucking truth,” she yelled.“I would never get back with him! After everything, this is the best,” I said.“Then what were you going to say? I’m still dying of a heart attack over here,” Ami said dramatically.“Mm. So he called me last night,” I said.“What the fluff for? What could he possibly want?” she asked.
Ami finding a man with the same name as her baby is hilarious because his name is Charming. She really would call it fate. The birds sing outside my window and I know I have to get up. It was now, or I’d waste another hour in bed. Which, in my mother’s words, meant being useless. The nagging voice in my ear was hers. My one goal in life was being useful to her.The cloud hovering above my head thundered, but I closed my eyes and calmed the rumbling. I had enough on my plate. Spiraling would only hinder me from doing what I needed to do today. I didn’t have enough time to deal with my negative thoughts and self-loathing.Rolling out of my bed, I rise from the bed like Dracula out of his coffin. My head spins as I jump to my feet and my vision goes black. It clears as I walk. If I don’t make breakfast, I’ll never hear the end of it, and that will only come back to bite me when I try to go out. It doesn’t matter how old I am; I live under h
Everyone knows that Mythinder is used for two things. One, to find people you’re attracted to and two, hook up with them. I’ve been out of practice until recently and I’ve talked to a few guys that have made it unbelievably awkward. It had only been a few minutes and he was so easy to talk to. I didn’t joke around with the other guys, so this was a nice change. Goddess it feels good to laugh.Another ping from my mother reminded me I was in a rush to leave the packhouse. I still hadn’t checked her message and I needed to get out of here before she lost her patience and mind linked me. This was something wolves within a pack could do to communicate with each other. If she couldn’t get a hold of me, it was common practice for her to screech down the mind link line. I tapped my screen and it lit up.Me: Guess again! You have two more tries.Uriel: Okay… are you a werebear?
It’s like he knows. How can he know me so well when we’ve never met? The need to please, the need to be good for him is like a fucking calling. It’s so easy for him. He can dominate this conversation, he can push up in the direction he wants, Goddess, he would make me feel better than any man ever has.Me: Yes.Dane: Don’t make me wait, babe.Am I really going to do this? The use of that pet name should make me cringe but it doesn’t. It has the opposite effect. My pussy is drenched and I want him. This fantasy that he’s painted for me is everything I’ve ever wanted. I close my eyes as I envision him. The large alpha that wants to control me, take me, use me, and stares down his nose at me. The slick between my legs tells me that I want it all. I want him to dominate me and use my body until he’s sated. I want to please him, I want to do anything and everything without consequences. I don’t want to think about w
Just Dane’s voice alone could make me moan. It came out through the speaker and washed over my body like a decadent dessert. He didn’t have to tell me to watch him while he fucked his fist. The world could end and I wouldn’t bat an eye. I’d die staring at the screen. His veins popped out on top of his hand and he squeezed his length tightly as he thrust his hips. Dane’s even breathing made me want to roll my eyes into the back of my head, but I couldn’t even blink. I watched as he held the phone stead above him. I got an eagle eye view of his tatted stomach, every inch of his cock, and even his thighs.Goddess. This man is…Enough to make you damn your mate?I wouldn’t go that far!Cleo’s laughter was silenced as he groaned as his movements picked up. I slid my fingers in and out of my wet pussy as two of Dane’s fingers reached down and squeezed his balls. He released them and I watched as he thrust
I don’t know how many times I re-read his text. Hope? He hoped I liked the cumshot? Liked? I more than liked it. My mouth still watered from the need to lick up every last drop. There was something about Dane. It was hard for me to come out of my shell, especially sexually, but with him it was something I didn’t even need to think about. He had gotten me to switch off the voice in my head. The one that told me I couldn’t do things out of my comfort zone and reminded me of why I didn’t like being touched. But when I thought of Dane, I wanted to do everything. I wanted to explore a side of my sexuality I’d never explored.From the moment I decided to obey him, I didn’t give a flying fuck if anyone was around, or if anyone could see me. I wanted to do it, I wanted to do what he wanted. Not only had he gotten me to move without thinking, the cloud above my head had disappeared. There was no thunder clapping or lighting flashing. The rain dried up