Meg
Beth? How could he do that knowing Will was just outside with him? Is the beta okay with the alpha screwing his daughter?
Just how?
My jaw slackens when the alpha looks up at me, nostrils flaring. The rawness I had seen in his eyes while I myself was beneath him, is in his eyes now. He raises slightly up a bit, his hand snaking in between them then he brings it back up, holding her hands together, all the while holding my gaze.
Beth releases a breathy feminine moan.
Helplessly, I gape, eyes wide but unable to move while an acute pain surges throughout my body and pierces my heart. His swiftly drawn breath was accompanied by a snarl on his lips.
Turning his head to the side, he winces. A deep frown across his forehead as he grounds out an animalistic sound for another few seconds and something strange takes place inside me. It clouds my head then I catch my breath, grabbing onto the doorframe when a sensation hits me.
Both Red and I are taken back when I release a shudder. She rears her head, a vertical frown between her eyes.
Why am I- I suck-in a harsh breath, comprehension coming to me then when Beth rakes her long claws across his chest. He likes it, I can tell by the hissing sound he makes followed by a cross between a cry and hastily withdrawn breath and I undergo erotic pleasure. But I do not have the conscious thought as to why.
Then the alpha moves forward and the woman gasps while something inside me aches- I have personal knowledge myself of the feeling he gives. But the pleasure is still there mingling with the pain. Red is whimpering inside me, head bent, paws over her eyes. A furrow sets upon my forehead, but I am unable to turn away, so I just stare- my brain trying to comprehend what my eyes are seeing.
Both my knees buck when my centre core responds to the alpha raw cry.
<Mat-> I hear the growl inside my head but I block it off. Red’s ears perk up and she searches for the voice but I ignore her as well, instead concentrating on what my eyes are witnessing.
My heart races and another wave of pleasure washes over me when he moves again, and I am appalled. Tiny tingles accompany it and my breathing quickens.
He pulls his narrow waist back, not breaking eye contact with me. Why is he watching me while screwing another? Is this a kink for him?
Red is speechless but I can still feel her emotions. One, she wants to throw up. And two, she wants to know why we are still standing here.
He pushes forward again, and Beth’s sound of pleasure burns my eardrums. But another wave of pleasure rocks me. “Beth, only you can-” He bends to kiss the woman and that’s when I am freed from his hold.
It stings but here's the truth smack dab in front of me.
Beth’s gorgeous while I am- what am I? I am not even attractive in the slightest. Lowly and attractive is me. Also knocked up, I added to my list of what I am.
A darkness enters me. He kisses Beth but the morning after he’d been with me, he chased me out of his bed- regret all over his features. I know deep in my gut that Beth would not have the same fate. She would be welcomed back again and again.
The pain and hurt rocks me internally from the memory of that morning. It dimmed the scandal that was happening inside me and my quickened breaths slowed. It made way for rational thinking.
I recall his disgust as he sneered the words at me and I feel my insides being ripped out again.
Why had that completely slipped my mind, till now?
The scorn on his face... the hurt inside me. His moans of pleasure now, in front of me with someone else. I feel the momentary urge to run towards them and rip Beth’s face off. But instead, my head drops and tears spill down my cheeks and onto the floor. Another wave of please washes over me and from my peripheral view I see Beth taking the lead now as they switched places.
When had I become so- delusional? Red does not tell me to add this to my list as I know she is feeling the, ‘I told you so’ and I appreciate her for it.
No, this will not be who I am. Omega or not, I deserve respect!
Turning I run out, not stopping till I am home. And I block out every thought of the alpha, from his brow eyes to his muscled body. I blank my mind from what I saw- not that I could ever forget that sight but I pushed it away from my thoughts.
In the week that followed, I did not go to the packhouse, and the alpha did not send for me which is a big deal because I am one of the domestic workers here. But I brushed it off as if it was unimportant. I have spent the past few days chastising myself over my stupidity over the alpha while spending time with Jax daily.
He takes my mind away from the heavy stuff. And it was as if we were teenagers again, picking up right where we left off. And Red and Blue love each other’s company as well. Jax and I tune them out to leave them in privacy.
There are times when the alpha has been in my thoughts but dull. Almost faded. But when he comes to mind, it’s only as a fleeting reminder of what is in my tummy and nothing more.
One time, at Jax’s house, glancing up at his yellow circle ring bulb, as we both lay on the wooden floor of his entertainment room, exhausted from the video games we had been playing, Jax details to me about his quite recent break-up with his very human girlfriend. He is not teary-eyed, but I can sense the emotion in his tone.
He's mending a broken heart. And I thought of the alpha then. No, I was not in love, was I? I was something. Stupid probably, but no, definitely not in love with him.
MegYesterday, we ate a delicious lunch made by Jax’s mother, who gushed over me saying I used to make her so happy whenever I visited them before they moved. She apologised to me for leaving me alone which made me uncomfortable because I am not used to people saying sorry to me...except when they tell me what a sorry excuse for a werewolf I am. Red is overwhelmed as well. My chin wobbled a bit and I did have the thought, ‘not bad enough for you to take me with you- some daughter’ but it was just an evil thought. It’s not like she birthed me or was my blood relation where she was obligated towards me in any type of way. And besides, she had her own life to live. It’s not like it was her fault my parents are dead. Or as if she should have taken me with her when she was leaving. Or even adopted me into her family when I was a child. Where I remained all alone except for the other omegas who cared for me. But they showed no love. It was just warm meals and taking me to school. No tucki
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Jax Gazing at Emily’s profile again, I see she has posted the guy she claimed was ‘only a friend’ just five months back and my chest ached. Social media will be the end of me. Inside me, Blue shakes his head, in disapproval. I thought I had everything figured out. I am young, I could fall in love, or not, play around with a bunch of human girls- women whatever, and have an enjoyable time until I get my mate. I knew there was a chance that the human I was with would receive some sort of degree of hurt when I got my mate and broke up with her. But I figured I would cross that bridge when I came to it. Only Emily spun me faster. Blue is not much of a talker and he broods silently. My affairs are mine, and his is his. He did not like the whole idea of human dating but he is a supernatural creature that is made for one and will wait for that one. He made it abundantly clear that he wants nothing to do with the ‘human courtship’ when he already knows when he will get his mate.
Meg Waking up with a smile is another first for me, so I send Jax a message, but he does not reply and by the next morning, I am in a depressed mood. My headache is so extreme from all my over-thinking. Am I being over dramatic again? Too clingy? Red, is also now waking up and attempting to soothe my mood. Then my thoughts go to Soren, the alpha and our one night to the last night I saw him- between Battemptingeth’s legs. Am I so starved for love that the first person to give me a bit of affection, I become a total psych and break into his house? Ignoring Red, I continue with my irrational thoughts. I’m so lucky that all the alpha did was look at me. Had he been triggered; I would have been in bloodied chunks on the spot that night. Maybe even in one of the cages in the dungeon at the back of his house. Red agrees with me here and keeps mum. Now, I am doing the sam
Meg Red starts whining, her paws over her eyes as she tries to cower away- I mean I cannot see her, but I feel her movements. I am still reeling from the fact that the alpha’s scent was soothing to me when he growls, “Answer me.” And why now, out of all my life, did I suddenly sense wolves? I could have felt their powerful aura before but never their wolves. This is all new to me. Disgust is what I feel when I see the alpha because it brings back a memory of the last time I saw him. With Beth’s legs around him. And him moaning and groaning out her name in sweet bliss. Red senses my perception and I could feel her courageous stance. I beamed at her bravery and she did a happy puppy dance, at my praise. Another first. My nose twitches when I pick up another scent. It’s as if my olfactory system is now being activated. My head twists a bit to the side, my eyes sort of dropping as well from the alpha as I dissect it. Same as the beta and alpha- woodsy, musky, sort of earthly but les
Meg His thumbs press up against the lower region of my face so that my head is forced upwards as well where his eyes meet mine then slowly down to my mouth. I drag in a shaky breath- half a breath and his hold slackens. Red vanishes after throwing that out. Without a second to spare, he ravages my mouth then with his own causing me to now taste the intoxicating liquor he had swallowed. Sweet yet bitter. My eyelids blink a few times before shutting down completely. My resentment vanishes. As if sensing my surrender, he drags me closer, roughly, moving his full lips over mine just like before. His wicked tongue exploring every part of my softness that it could reach, and my senses left as his scent invaded my mind. And like before, I try to follow his pattern of kissing, but I am not yet good at it, so I allow him to lead. This is a disaster. But I still am allowing him to ravage me, powerless to resist. Starved. My chest swells and my heart aches with such a force. His tast
Meg Staring at the huge metal-framed front door, I inhaled deeply, exhaling and repeating the process, counting again to three before I once again hesitated but this time, I knocked. My anxiety has been on a high but as soon as I entered the property and I picked up his scent, I was a bit ...serene. I do not comprehend why Jax has this calming effect on me when he is not my mate. While our alpha says he is my mate and I do not feel this with him. I figured this is similar to what Jax meant by the mate pull but heightened. Red is restless, and circles around me and almost beats me to it by calling out to Blue but she gives me the reigns and stands in the background, waiting. “Meg, you’re okay!” Jax almost shouted the words, his eyes searching behind me, alertly, engulfing me in his tight bear hug. Tears sting my eyes. Overwhelming joy and relief flood me. My heart feels as if it beats faster and a pained expression covers my facial features, though I am ev
MegAs if he too is in denial of what he knows to be the truth, he pulls me toward him again and rubs his palms over my entire body, as if waiting for me to hiss in pain. He's searching for bruises. Jax wants what he knows to be true to be a lie. We both know it. Should I confide my troubles in him? It’s not like he will be here to judge my fat belly later on. He told me he didn’t plan on staying long here. My wolf is very disapproving of my thoughts as much as she adores Jax and Blue. But how to bring it up? Like, “Hey, I know we haven’t been in touch for a while and this might be unexpected but uh, I’m pregnant?” Red’s tongue hits the roof of her mouth and her head goes from side to side, to emphasize her disbelief. What? I’m already conflicted with this drama in my life and you’re- judging me? ’s a lot Meg but you’re doing a great job on your own, you know? I am more than proud of you but what is your plan for your future? How are you taking care of this pup? Do yo