3 - I'm a Lycan

I'm not a werewolf, I'm a Lycan.  I look at my arms, black hair and defined muscle, my stomach flat with an 8 pack, I giggle and it sounds demonic as I look at my boobs and butt, "I'm the sexiest Lycan around," I run towards my house and get there in a flash, I always heard that Lycan's could run fast but dam.  I shift back to human form and mumble, "I can't stay here, they won't like that I'm a Lycan, they bullied me before I can't imagine what they'll do now, especially Alpha Maddon."  My lycan stirs in my head, "we can't leave mate." 

My eyes widen, "uhm, I'm sorry but we don't have a mate anymore." 

My lycan scoffs, "yes we do, his scent of carmel and chocolate is here." 

I look around the house, "I'm sorry, uhm, what should I call you?" 

Her voice is sweet, "Grace, it's nice to finally be out." 

"Well Grace, it's nice to have you with me, but our mate rejected us this morning, before you came out." 

She cackles in my head, "our mate can't reject us without me being out or it doesn't stick, it causes the pain, but the bond needs to be there and it can't without me." 

I walk up the stairs to my room, "it doesn't matter if it sticks or not, he gave me the rejection, he made me accept it and I felt the pain, I'm not sticking around for him to figure out that it's still there, just so he can reject me again." 

She growls in my head, "he made you accept it, like commanded you too." 

I pull a few outfits out of my closet and stuff them in my backpack, "no, but he was going too, I told him he'd regret it, but I had no other choice, he loves my sister and I guess she loves him, so they can have each other." 

She growls in my head, "he's ours, he needs to be with us, not her." 

I shake my head, "he doesn't want us, I don't want anyone who calls me ugly, fat ass or worthless,  and makes me feel as though I'm nothing, he doesn't want us and I don't want him, that's all there is to it."  I felt her sorrow inside me and I spoke gently to her, "hey, we can find our own kind, there are more Lycan's out there and maybe one of them will want us, maybe one of them will see how..."  I look in the mirror and cringe, "how special I am."  I'm not built like all the other she-wolves here, there all tall and slim, defined muscle.  I'm short, curvy and thick with a small belly, nothing is flat on me that's for sure.  I walk into my ensuite and took a few items that I'll need and then head downstairs, "can you find other's like us, because I have no idea where to look." 

Grace howls, "of course I can, I can sniff out anything or anyone, even if there on the other side of the world, I'll find them."  I went to my father's office and went into all his books on his shelf, he thinks no one knows where he stashes his money, but I know.  I took as much as I could find and walk out the back door and took off running towards the border.  I approach the border and stop inhaling deeply, calming my nerves , "I Ashley Silver denounce the Blue Mountain pack and Alpha Maddox Falcone as my Alpha," I feel a slight pang of pain in my chest and walk across the border.  I give Grace control and she take off running towards the unknown, the mixture of fear and apprehension somehow thrill me. 

I wake in the morning next to a stream, the air a bit cooler than I was use to for summer.  I walk over to the stream and drink water from my cupped hand, when I hear a twig snap behind me.  I snap my head towards the sound, scanning the area, looking for the predator stalking me, only to smile when I see a rabbit.  Grace pushes forward and pounces on it, eating it within minutes, then gives control back to me.  I giggle, "you shift so fast and it doesn't even hurt." 

She yawns, "I'm going to rest while you walk, just go north and stay out of sight, there are many different shifters out here, so be careful."  I put my backpack on and begin walking north as she instructed. 

After about 6 hours, I came upon a bear, I stop cold in my tracks, slamming my back against a tree, as I watch him lumber through the forest.  I sniff the air to confirm if he is a shifter or not.  He stops, his nose up in the air as his head moves in my direction.  I suck in a breath and hold it, but he's already seen me, he stands up on his hind legs and growls, I can't help but laugh at him.  He shifts and shakes his head, "you're in my territory why?"  I smile at him as I raise my hands in surrender, "just passing threw to the north, not trying to anger you."  He nods, "keep moving then, I have no need for your kind in my territory, leave it as you found it."  I nod and yell out to him as he walks away, "thanks sir."  He grunts as he shifts back to his bear and continued his walk.  I continue north until I couldn't walk any longer, I sit up against a tree, leaning my head back.  I feel my Lycan stir, "did you get enough rest?" 

She yawns, "yup, I'm hungry and ready to get us out of here." 

I smile, "it's all yours," I went back into my mind as she takes over, I wonder will my parents even notice I'm gone, will they even care, will anyone care?