Chapter four: the sins of the father
****Karen screamed, throwing the bloody box in her hands away. The sight of her father's severed head played over and over in her mind's eyes, his pale lifeless skin, his bulging eyes threatening to explode out of his head, the expression of pure horror and anguish on his face. The box fell to the ground and her father's head rolled out, his lifeless eyes staring at her.Karen's knees felt weak and she collapsed to the cold hard ground, her trembling bloodstained hands coming up to her mouth, small pained gasps escaping her lips. Tears clouded her vision as she stared at what was left of her father. Not once in his life did her ever show her that he loved her, not once had she ever imagined the last time she saw him to be like this."Are you scared?" Kai's voice reached her ears, mocking and cold. He came and stood in front of Karen, crouching down to her eye level. Karen raised her head and met his cold eyes, eyes that held no atom of emotion."You....you killed him..." She gasped, tears rolling down her face.Kai scoffed. "This is a merciful death compared to what he did to my family, compared to what he did to my people.""You call that merciful?" Karen whispered, emotions clogging her throat. She gripped her chest, feeling a pain inside her."Of course, you'll side with him, you're exactly like he is. The apple doesn't fall far from the tree does it." Kai said distastefully. "Your father was a heartless monster who had everything coming."Karen couldn't stop the tears trailing down her face."He plundered through my pack and tortured my parents in front of me before he beheaded both of them. Do you know how it felt, seeing my parents killed right in front of me?""Stop ..." Karen said weakly, shaking her head. The image being painted in her head was one of unspeakable horror and gore that she didn't want to even imagine."Stop?" Kai spat. He grabbed her hair and pulled her up. His cold eyes glared into hers with such intensity that Karen wanted to run and hide. The malicious energy rolled off him in massive waves. "But I haven't even started with what he did, have I?""No....please...stop...""He brutally murdered children alongside their parents. He and his men raped our women and handed them over like they were slaves. He cast a dark cloud over the history of this pack....and you think I'll just allow him to retire and have a peaceful life?!""Why are you taking it out on me?!" Karen cried out. "You've killed him already, what more do you even want?!""I will make sure you suffer as much as I and my people have suffered," Kai said, venom lacing his tone. "I will make you taste pain such that you have never imagined before. By the time I'm done with you, you will wish for death but you will not find it.""I'm not like my father," Karen said in a whisper. "I didn't know of all this....you've gotten your revenge, why keep me in this place?""Revenge?" Kai laughed. It was a cold and heartless sound. "I haven't even started with my revenge."Karen felt a coldness descend upon her. She couldn't believe the things she was hearing about her father. Sure he was a cruel man and an abusive father. But she had never thought he was capable of the gruesome things Kai described.But she was not her father. She was sure of it. If anything she has been on the receiving side of his anger and abuse for all her life.Karen raised her head and looked at Kai. She shakily wiped her eyes and stopped crying."You have to understand that I'm not like my father," Karen said calmly. "I am my own person, I.....I..." She couldn't bring herself to talk of the horrors she had experienced at the hands of her father, she doubted it would mean anything to Kai. She pursed her lips and sighed."I am not my father." She said firmly."You're a disgusting liar." Kai spat and pushed her aside.She fell roughly to the cold dungeon floors, her knees banging on the concrete. A cry of pain left her lips as she started to bleed. Kai stepped out of the dungeon and slammed the door shut. Karen looked at him with teary eyes, hoping that somehow he would have some sympathy for her.He was her mate for crying out loud!"You will suffer dearly for the sins of your father," Kai said coldly. He turned and walked away, leaving her in the cold cell alone with the severed head of her father.Karen started sobbing, the small courage she had built up crashing. She overheard Kai's commanding voice giving orders to his men."Make sure you keep an eye on her!" Kai barked. "Is that clear?!""Yes, alpha." The men replied.Karen felt a gust of cold wind hit her hard. She shivered, pulling her arms around herself. Dressed in only the shreds from her birthday gown, the cold in the dungeon was unforgiving. Karen moved to her father's severed head."Alpha..." She cried, using the title she was so used to calling him by. her throat clogged with emotions. This was the man she had feared more than anything, the man who had made her life a living hell. Now he was nothing but a head in her cell room."Hey boys, look what we have here." A voice snickered, approaching her as she heard the sounds movement, with each step she felt her breath hitched."Looks like a scared little princess." the voice mocked.Karen winced, a shudder running down her spine. Being called princess in such a manner reminded her of something she didn't want to ever recall."The daughter of that monster." One of the guards spat. "Too bad she's a charming little thing huh?""Luke please, don't be disgusting. That girl is a monster herself." One of the guards said with disgust."Leave me alone," Karen said quietly but firmly."Oh," The guards laughed loudly. "She can actually talk!""Didn't see that one coming." they laughed again.The door to the cell clicked open. Karen gasped and rushed to a corner, trying to make herself as small as possible. Three men walked into the dungeon. Karen's eyes darted between the three of them. They all looked terrifying. Tall and well built and staring at her like she was a pest."Hello, Princess." One of them said and stepped forward."Leave me alone!" Karen screamed out of fear. "Leave me....." Her words were cut off as he reached out and grabbed her by her neck, cutting off her air flow. He raised her up and slammed her into the wall. Pain exploded across her back, the back of her head hitting the wall. She groaned in pain, her eyes taking time to adjust."What was that? Princess?" He asked mockingly.Karen struggled, hitting his hand with her small fists. Her head felt like it was filling up with water and her vision was blurring. She tried to speak but all that could come out were strangled sounds."Hey, you'll kill her!" One of the guards yelled."So?""Alpha should have the honor of doing that.""Oh, that's right." He said with a sigh and dropped Karen. She fell to the floor, coughing and trying to get as much air into her lungs as she could. "He deserves to be the one to end her miserable life.""She still has to pay for what her father did though." One of the guards said and made his way over to Karen. "Doesn't she?""Yeah yeah."Karen barely had time to react before a kick connected with her ribs. She screamed out and grabbed her ribs. The sound of bones breaking rang out through the air."That's all you've got?" One of them scoffed and stormed up to her. He grabbed her by her neck and slapped her across the face. Karen felt her earring and her vision blur. The guard held her firmly in place and hit her again across the face before dropping her body to the ground."That's for my mother." The guard hissed in anger."Come on, your mother would be shaking her head at you." His fellow guard said. "I'll make a requiem for your mother, and mine too." He kicked Karen again, stomping on her arm at an angle so odd the sound of it breaking was heard.Karen sobbed, pain hitting her body from all angles. She tried to crouch over and protect herself from the angry blows and kicks but nothing helped."That's for my brother, you damn bitch!""You're so lucky Alpha wants to end your life himself!""Aww, are you crying?"Karen felt her consciousness slipping out of her. At the back of her mind, she couldn't believe that Kai would order his men to beat her up. Couldn't he just cut her head off like he did for her father? Her ears were ringing, and for a moment the world went silent and peaceful.Karen welcomed the darkness, thinking to herself how it felt like a warm comforting hug. This was worst, why was her life like this? it just ended from fry pan to fire.Chapter five: let me goKai paced the floors of his room, running his hands through his hair. The feeling of restlessness in his body was further amplified by his wolf silently judging him. As much as he wanted to ignore it, the mate bond was sparking a fiery pain in his chest for hurting his mate."You don't get to judge me!" He roared. His wolf kept quiet, not saying anything. But he could feel the silent judgment it shot at him.Kai refuses to believe that that girl wasn't like her father. She looked exactly like the man. She has his blood in her veins. The apple didn't always fall far from the tree.Yet he couldn't deny the stinging pain in his chest. He never believed in the mating bond or fated mates. He never wanted one in the first place, much less now his fated mate was the daughter of his mortal enemy.Kai paced the floors restlessly, his heart thumping in his chest. It hadn't even been ten minutes he got back from the dungeon, and all he wanted to do was to go back and pul
Chapter six: a taste of hellKaren's eyes were wide as she stared into the endless abyss that was Kai's eyes. So many questions ran through her mind all at once.Why did he stop her?What was wrong with him?Why was her heart beating so hard?Why was her skin tingling and burning where he touched her?She began to thrash and struggle against him. He released her, rising to his feet as if he had touched something filthy. Karen rushed out of the bed and raced to the nearest corner, pressing herself into it as much as she could."What are you trying to do?!" Karen said, fear lacing her voice. "What is even wrong with you?! You hate me so damn much and you won't even break the mating bond between us! What exactly do you....""Strip." Karen suddenly heard the unexpected, the one word silencing her as she froze."W-what?" "A word of caution, I do not repeat myself."Karen stared at Kai. She scoffed, a bitter laugh escaping her lips. "Strip?!" She shouted. "Who do you think you are to order
Chapter seven: my darkness, my light'That's enough from you! I've left her alone!'Abraxas, his wolf paced angrily, it's eyes flashing silver. It hadn't spoke a word, but Kai could feel the pain blooming in his chest. It made him restless and even more angry. Pain, he hadn't even show her a tenth of the pain he had suffered at her father's hand. Kai went and took a cold shower, hoping it would help calm his nerves down. He could hear Karen's cries reverbating in his ears. He could still feel her body trembling under the force of his hands. He had hoped that inflicting pain on her would make him feel better. "Fuck " He hissed, punching the bathroom wall. The tiles broke under the weight of his palm. He didn't feel better at all. Not for any reason. Someone came up behind him, their hands snaking around his mid riff."What has you so worked up?" A soft feminine voice whispered. Kai felt some of his tenseness dissolve. "Verena," he said and took her hand in his. "What are you doi
Chapter eight: freak of natureWow! Nicolas, are you seeing this?" Verena said, clapping in excitement. Blood stained her clothes and face, none of which was hers. In front of her was a half conscious Karen, her clothes torn and bloody from the number of times the corded whip had torn into her skin."Yes, I am." Nicolas replied coolly, his eyes scanning Karen's form."She's like some sort of cockroach." Verena said in awe, her liquid gold eyes observing Karen. She turned to Nicolas and said: "I think she's about to die though, soon we'll have a dead cockroach on our hands.""Oh dear," Nicolas said with a soft laugh. "I don't think alpha Kai would like that very much."Verena giggled. "Oops."Karen felt her entire body on fire. Her breaths came out short and hard. She raised her head up and stared at Verena and Nicolas.Verena looked like an angel, but she was a cold hearted devil. Karen had lost track of time, she wasn't sure how long it had been since Verena had started her little 's
Chapter nine: just how ruthlessKaren had a dream. A dream of her father, and the mother she had killed coming into the world."A girl?!" Her father shouted as the mid wife presented the bloody bundle to him. "Your child, alpha." The midwife said. Grown up Karen watched, feeling light as a feather as her father took one look at baby Karen and hissed in anger. "That thing is no child of mine! She wasn't supposed to be born! How can my heir be a girl?! It's unheard of! It's unnatural!"The midwife took a look at the baby girl. She was quiet, her eyes barely open, a serene look on her face. Oblivious to the world she had just come into, oblivious to the hatred her father had for her.Suddenly her father turned and looked straight at Grown up Karen."How is life now, you mother killing freak?" He barked, his face contorted in anger. He charged at her, claws drawn and ready to tear her apart.Karen's eyes flew open. A bucket of ice water was thrown on her making her Yelp and sit up insta
Chapter ten: talk back to me"Alpha, you still have other meetings with the scouts." Nicolas said, watch as Kai grabbed Karen by her hair and rose to his feet. Karen voice pierced through the room, hitting Kai hand and trying to break free. Nicolas found it amusing. It looked like a bug fighting a lion."How many more of them do I have to attend?" Kai asked, his voice unfazed by Karen's struggling."Let me go! Dammit!" Karen screamed, her voice booming through the empty throne room. "About five more." Nicolas said. "Supposed there are no more interruptions from them."Kai glanced at Karen. He dragged her up and peered into her face. "Be quiet." He said, his voice filled with animosity.Karen glared at him, but her lips were shut. Kai turned to Nicolas. "Take care of this." He said and tossed Karen at him. Nicolas caught her , his eyes narrowing at Kai."And what should I do with her?""Hello?! I'm like, right here?!" Karen yelled."Lock her up or something." Kai said dismissively.
Chapter eleven: painfulKaren crept through the dungeons as silently as she could, searching for Eve. She held a bundle close to her chest, inside was bread and some water she had managed to sneak out of the kitchen when Inez wasn't being a bitch and breathing down everyone's neck."Princess?" A voice whispered sternly. Karen paused and crept back to the cell she had walked past. "Eve!" She whispered, a smile spreading on her face. "I've been looking for you!" "What are you doing here?" Eve said, she looked around, her eyes flashing alarm. "If they find you here they'll hurt you."Karen felt her heart break as she started at Eve. She looked like a ghost of herself. Her hair was ashy, and her skin was pale. There were cuts on her face, and as much of her body as Karen could see was littered in bruises.It hurt her to see the most powerful warrior she knew reduced to a shell of herself."They hurt you..." Karen whispered, tears filling her eyes."Princess," Eve said with a soft laugh.
Chapter twelve: a wolf is a wild dogKaren slowly got up from the floor, wincing as her core screamed in protest. She looked down at her thighs, and her eyes widened in horror. Her thighs were bloody and bruised, handprints engraved deep into her flesh. Karen felt her heart skip. There was no way she could hide those marks with the ridiculous outfit she had to wear. She tried to get up but tripped in her blood and fell, hitting her head on the floor.She winced in pain, crying out softly. Her eyes went out of focus for a few seconds before her head started to heal itself. Karen felt like she was dead and still alive at the same time. She tried to get up again and was able to sit up. She cried out in pain as her thighs and core hurt like hell. It dawned on her that they weren't healing. Panic flashed through her. Her body never had a problem in the past healing major injuries. Things like small cuts and bruises took their time, but they were just minor inconveniences.It had been n
Chapter seventy four: the finale "Stay with David." Kai said to Karen. He got out of bed, and Karne could see his muscles taunt with tension. David got out if bed and ran to Karen's side hugging her legs tightly. "Kai I can fight!" "I'm not saying you can't," Kai wore a shirt and turned to her. She sobbed, the shirt was already soaking with blood. "Look at me, please " She raised her head and met his eyes. "You are my entire world now." He said. "I know you're strong, Karen. You are an alpha yourself, no matter how many times they try to convince you otherwise." "Let me fight...please. I don't want anything to happen to you!" "Nothing will happen to me okay. But if anything happens to you or David or our unborn child, I could never live with myself." Karne bit her lip to try and control her sobs. "Kai..." "Nicolas will be here with you," Kai turned to Nicolas. "Please," Nicolas nodded. "We have to move though, we can't stay here. I'll take you and Verena and we can leave."
Chapter seventy three: a noveltyKaren watched, her heart in her mouth as Kai stood from the bed. He lost his footing, Karne rushed forward to help him but he raised a hand telling her not to"Let me help you." She Said softly."I'm not an invalid." He growled in frustration. "I can walk myself "He stood up straight, his knees wobbling a bit. Karen sighed. It had been two days since he woke up, and it hadn't been easy for either of them.Karen followed beside Kai, watching him in case he didn't anything. He had a determined look on his face as he took one step after the other."Kai you're not rested enough yet."Karen tried to talk some sense into him, any sense at all."My pack is under attack" Kai said. "I can't be in bed and watch them get hurt.""You could get hurt. Seriously. You have a gaping wound in your chest!""I'm fine." He growled. But he winced, his hand going up to the bandages on his chest. "I can rest after we havi victory."Even in his state Kai still assumed control
Chapter seventy two: two goodsThat's a new scar, Karen thought to herself as she watched Kai's bandaged chest rise and fall in step with his breathing.The healer had concluded her business some minutes ago and left, leaving Kai, Nicolas and Karen alone. Karen sat by his bed, holding his had and watching his face. His skin looked ashy and he looked like he had lost weight in hours. Karen could see the back tendrils of poison spreading across his skin. It was oddly reminiscent to the time her father had given her her permanent scar.She had no idea what he used, if it was even poison or not. But today had confirmed that it is indeed poison."You should get some rest " She heard Nicolas said beside her. "I can't when he's like this...""Karen,""No." She refused. "I'll be here. I can't go."Nicolas sighed. "Very well." She thought he was leaving but he pulled a chair and sat beside her. "Don't wait alone in that case."Karen nodded, trying to smile and failed. She didn't get a wink
Chapter seventy one: yoga"Alpha Kai, you ask the impossible." Rasmus was quick to say the moment Kai had finished presenting his case to the counsel."How is it impossible?" Kai asked glancing at the faces of the alpha kings. "This man is acting on his own, joining forges with Lycan and trying to cause a war. And me asking for your judgment is impossible."There rose murmurs form the alpha's. Kai was starting to feel that coming here was a bad idea.But if he took major decisions without the council, they will brand him an insubordinate. Their double standard was disgusting."We don't even have proof if his plans with the lycans!" Rasmus said. "This is all word of mouth!"The council murmured in agreement.Kai sighed and rubbed his temples. This was why he liked to do things on his own. But the time they were done arguing and pointing fingers and talking about pointless things, it would be too late to do anything ."And besides," Rasmus did. "Reports reached us that you killed a huma
Chapter seventy: truths and scaresKaren turned to the servant. "Verena is looking for me?""Yes miss." The servant replied. Karen turned to Kai. "You may go. It could be urgent."Karen nodded. She kissed the top of David's head. "Go on and have dinner without me. I'll join you soon.""Okay mommy." David said with a smile. "I'll save some chia seeds for you."Karen chuckled. "I'm sure you will."She turned and walked down the hallway, heading to Verena's room. Karen had no idea what exactly had happened, but she had been able to heal Verena. It felt that way to her, she felt a kind of energy transferring for her to Verena. And then she had passed out. Or maybe she was imagining it.She got to Verena's room to see her sitting up in bed, Nicolas feeding her some soup. "You're awake." Karen said with a controlled smile.Verena turned to her and smiled. "Karen, hi. Come in please ."Karen walked in and shut the door behind her. Verena turned to Nicolas"Babe could you please give us so
Chapter sixty nine: family first"He's my son..." Kai gasped, the paper slipping out of his hands. He looked at Karen, his eyes full of shock."I told you " Karen replied. She looked down at the boy in her arms and her eyes softened. "He's yours"Kai walked up to her, his eyes on the child. "Put your hands down," He commandedThe boy obeyed, wide eyes staring into his. Those eyes....there were exactly his eyes. Kai felt silly. How could he have not recognized him since?! Kai glanced at Karen, but her eyes were on her son...their son....Kai turned and bolted out of the room. He felt choked up with emotion, not trusting himself in that moment. He had a sonHe had a son with Karen. The very same woman he was losing his mind over. Kai felt like he was dreaming. He had to be dreaming. For four years, four years he'd had a child. "Kai! Wait up!" Nicolas ran up to his side, trying to keep up with his strides. "What's wrong?" Nicolas asked, peering into his face. "What's wrong?" Kai pa
Chapter sixty eight: revelations"Okay, hold up." Karen said. "What is going on here?"Kai glared at her so coldly that she felt her blood freeze. "You know exactly what I'm talking about!""Well I would if you would just talk to me and stop being so damn passive agressive!""Mommy what's passive agressive?" David asked sweetly."Not now baby " Karen replied. She wasn't about to have this conversation with her child in the room. "Baby, how about you go outside and okay okay? Mommy has something to discuss with this man.""Okay he said with a smile. "I'll come and find you later and...""Not so fast." Kai growled. He grabbed the boy by the scruff of his neck and held him up."Kai," Karen said with worry. She got out of bed and tried to get closer to him"Stay right there." Kai hissed at her. He brought the boy up and stared at him. To his greatest surprise, the boy was calm, his blue eyes staring deep into Kai's."Hi," He said with a smile and a small wave. "I'm David, what's your name
Chapter sixty seven: healerIt took a while for Nicolas to calm down. "Not a word of this to anyone." He said to karen as he composed himself. Karen nodded. "Your secret is safe with me.""She'll be fine" Kai said to Nicolas. "I'll make sure of it. For you.""Thank you," Nicolas replied. Kai got to his feet and turned to Karen. "Let's go " He said, his eyes hard.Karen felt a bit afraid. "Okay."That night she slept beside David, only able to get two hours of sleep. She made a mental note to ask the healer for some sleeping potions. The next day, Kai mobilized his warriors. Karen met him in the field as he was addressing the warriors. She waited patiently for him to be done before going up to him ."What's going on?" She asked, confusion on her face."We're sending forces to Asher's pack for yesterday.""A war?!" She whispered"We will soon see." He said and brushed past her, walking away.Karen didn't like how cold he was. Ever since the previous night, he had been like this. Eve
Chapter sixty six: coming home"What do you mean by that?" Kai asked, narrowing his eyes at Asher. "Yeah," Verena said. "You didn't rescue him out of the kindness of your heart? Then why did you bother at all? What is going on here?""You're children have a lot to learn." Asher scoffed. "Everyone knew of Zeke's appetite and behavior. No One really paid him any heed. Especially not the counsel. But when I heard who his newest obsession was, I had to get in.""You're a disgusting pig." Nicolas said, his eyes wide. "You were in on it, all along. Weren't you?""In on what? Of course not. Rescuing you two was only for my benefit. Nothing else. I couldn't care less if you both perished or not.""You can't be serious." Verena gasped. "And all these years you....""Prepared a plan for my only daughter to be a Luna." Asher finished with a flourish. "And you had to ruin it.""You son of bitch " Kai growled and lounged forward attacking Asher. The brothers fell on him, trying to pin him down. H