Chapter five: let me go
Kai paced the floors of his room, running his hands through his hair. The feeling of restlessness in his body was further amplified by his wolf silently judging him. As much as he wanted to ignore it, the mate bond was sparking a fiery pain in his chest for hurting his mate."You don't get to judge me!" He roared.His wolf kept quiet, not saying anything. But he could feel the silent judgment it shot at him.Kai refuses to believe that that girl wasn't like her father. She looked exactly like the man. She has his blood in her veins. The apple didn't always fall far from the tree.Yet he couldn't deny the stinging pain in his chest. He never believed in the mating bond or fated mates. He never wanted one in the first place, much less now his fated mate was the daughter of his mortal enemy.Kai paced the floors restlessly, his heart thumping in his chest. It hadn't even been ten minutes he got back from the dungeon, and all he wanted to do was to go back and pull her out of it."I'm not doing that." He said out loud shaking his head wildly. "She deserves to suffer."The silent judging look he got from his wolf was getting seriously annoying.Kai found himself heading out of his room and making a beeline for the dungeons. He would just check, check and see that she was still breathing and not yet dead. He didn't want her dead yet anyway, he still had so much in-store for her.As Kai approached the dungeon, he could hear the sounds of beating. He rolled his eyes, wondering who had been so unlucky to incur the wrath of the guards. He got closer to Karen's cell, and suddenly his wolf became on edge, growling in anger.She was the one who had been unlucky enough to incur the wrath. Kai felt an anger fill him inside as he saw the scene in front of him.She was laid out on the floor, bloodied up and lifeless. Three guards rained blows on her, laughing and mocking her as they did.His wolf went on a rampage inside him. Kai felt the sudden violent urge to tear those men apart. He quickly calmed himself down, reminding himself just who this girl was."Damn mating bond." He hissed under his breath in disgust.The guards stopped and went on their knees. "Alpha," They said in unison."Who gave you the order to touch that girl?" Kai asked, his imposing alpha aura rolling off his body in waves. The guards quivered in fear, lowering their heads to avoid looking at him."We..." One of them started to say."Silence!" Kai roared, glaring at the guards. "I simply told you to watch her! What if you kill her before I'm done with her?! How will you atone for that?!""We're sorry, alpha,"Kai sighed and rubbed his temples. He mind linked with his beta, Nicolas. 'Come down to the dungeon's immediately.''Yes alpha.' Nicolas replied instantly.A minute later Nicolas appeared in the dungeons. He looked at Kai, then he surveyed the dungeon. He picked up the girl without words. Her arm fell limply, if not for his honed hearing, Kai would have thought she was dead. Nicolas headed out of the dungeons. Kai turned and looked at the guards who still had their heads bowed. His wolf threatened to be set free and destroy them.Kai decided he had to do something. About their clear breech of power, and about the stupid mating bond.He turned and left without words.'Alpha,' Nicolas spoke through the mind link. 'Shall I send for a healer?''Yes.' Kia said after moments of thought. He arrived at the room where Karen was laid, unconscious and barely breathing. The room was plain and simple, with just a bed and a desk. And on the bed was Karen's lifeless form. Her face was mostly untouched, but her torn gown was bloodstained.Nicolas returned with a healer, a middle aged woman. The healer bowed and acknowledged her alpha. She wordlessly went over to Karen and began examining her wounds.'Are you happy now?! Do you see the state our mate is in because of you?!' Kai heard the deep voice of his wolf thunder. His wolf rarely ever spoke, opting to communicate with his eyes.'She is not our mate.' Kai snapped back. 'You need to control yourself.''Control?' His wolf said. 'When it comes to our mate, you think control exists? How can you stand by and just watch her suffer at the hands of those low lives?''Im still going to have my revenge on her.' Kai said with a note of finality. 'This is nothing compared to what is coming to her. You had better started healing.'His wolf glared at him. 'Do not hurt our mate anymore.'Kai chose to ignore him. He had to get rid of this pesky bond, and fast.The healer turned to Kai. "Alpha," She called quietly."Yes?" Kai replied,"I need to examine her entire body. If you would like to stay by her side and....""No." Kai said, already turning to leave. "Let's go Nicolas.""Yes alpha." Nicolas said and followed him out.Outside the room, Kai didn't miss how Nicolas was looking at him."Spit it out." He snapped.Nicolas raised a dark brow. "Did you order them to beat her up?""No." Kai said. "And for that they will pay.""What should I do?"Kai turned and looked at Nicolas. Both of them grew up together, suffering the same fate at Karen's father's hand. Both lost their families and were tortured for years. Neither of them spoke about it anymore, but Kai thought to himself that Nicolas didn't bear the animosity towards Karen as he had expected. Now Nicolas was his beta, and they weren't as close as they used to be."Have some warriors take care of them." Kai said.'That's much better.' His wolf said with a pleased tone.Nicolas nodded. "Yes, alpha."Kai waited outside the room. Nicolas left to execute the command. Kai could hear sounds of chanting from inside the room. Barely two minutes later the healer emerged from the room."She heals weird, alpha." The healer said."What do you mean weird?" Kai asked. "I think you should come and see for yourself."Kai went inside the room. The healer gestured towards Karen's body. She had covered most of her with the bed sheets. Kai's eyes widened. With the amount of blood he saw on her clothes, he had expected her body to be covered with nasty cuts. Bruises littered her skin, but there was no cuts and no blood."How is this possible?" Kai asked."I'm not entirely sure." The healer replied. "It seems her body healed the major injuries and left the minor bruises. She had several broken ribs, and her arm was also broken. It's fixed on its own.""Even at that, this healing speed is fast...faster than...." Kai cut himself off. He was about to say faster than mine. But that was impossible. She was a weak wolf, how did she have such fast healing speed?"Either way, she is still in a lot of pain. It may take a while before she wakes up. I'll come by and check on her regularly."Kia stared at the girl asleep. Her breathing had improved and her heart wasn't beating like it would stop anytime soon. His eyes hardened. Of course, what had he expected from the daughter of a monster. He turned and left the room, a certain feeling of distress settling in his chest.****The first thing Karen registered was the softness. It felt like she was lying on clouds, and not the cold grainy floors of the dungeon. She opened her eyes, blinking to clear the fog out of her vision. Her eyes focused on a ceiling that wasn't the dungeon ceiling. She sat up, feeling a soft mattress on her back.Looking around her, she was met with the sight of an unfamiliar room and not the dark damn dungeon she had last seen before she passed out.The lack of pain in her body made her realize that something was off. She looked down at her body, she was clothed in a loose nightdress. She hugged herself slowly, feeling for any injuries. She felt none.She clearly remembered how the guards kicked her ribs and kept kicking her till she passed out. Of course only Kai would have ordered such a thing, and she wasn't surprised.Karen sighed heavily, sadness settling in her stomach. Tears started to fill her eyes, threatening to spill. The door to the room opened made her wipe her eyes furiously. She looked up to see Kai holding a tray of what looked like medicine. Karen felt her heart skip a beat.He set the tray down on the bed. "Your medicine." He said simply."I don't need it." Karen said quietly."You should appreciate my kindness. You don't know how long it'll last "Karen laughed. "I don't need your kindness."She didn't miss how his jaw tensed and his eyes flashed silver. "How dare you?" Kai spat, anger radiating off of him."You think this will make any difference?" Karen said, meeting his eyes fearlessly. "I don't need your acts of kindness if you are the very source of my pain.""Pain, you haven't even seen any pain at all. I haven't even begun with you."Karen laughed. "Go on then. Kill me. I don't care."Kai looked shocked and taken aback."If you won't do that, then fine. I will accept your rejection and break the mating bond, spare us both the pain."Kai's eyes narrowed dangerously. "You wouldn't dare.""I, Karen Winterblood, accept your...." She didn't get to finish. Because before she knew it, he clamped a hand shut over her mouth and pushed her into the bed, his body towering over hers.Chapter six: a taste of hellKaren's eyes were wide as she stared into the endless abyss that was Kai's eyes. So many questions ran through her mind all at once.Why did he stop her?What was wrong with him?Why was her heart beating so hard?Why was her skin tingling and burning where he touched her?She began to thrash and struggle against him. He released her, rising to his feet as if he had touched something filthy. Karen rushed out of the bed and raced to the nearest corner, pressing herself into it as much as she could."What are you trying to do?!" Karen said, fear lacing her voice. "What is even wrong with you?! You hate me so damn much and you won't even break the mating bond between us! What exactly do you....""Strip." Karen suddenly heard the unexpected, the one word silencing her as she froze."W-what?" "A word of caution, I do not repeat myself."Karen stared at Kai. She scoffed, a bitter laugh escaping her lips. "Strip?!" She shouted. "Who do you think you are to order
Chapter seven: my darkness, my light'That's enough from you! I've left her alone!'Abraxas, his wolf paced angrily, it's eyes flashing silver. It hadn't spoke a word, but Kai could feel the pain blooming in his chest. It made him restless and even more angry. Pain, he hadn't even show her a tenth of the pain he had suffered at her father's hand. Kai went and took a cold shower, hoping it would help calm his nerves down. He could hear Karen's cries reverbating in his ears. He could still feel her body trembling under the force of his hands. He had hoped that inflicting pain on her would make him feel better. "Fuck " He hissed, punching the bathroom wall. The tiles broke under the weight of his palm. He didn't feel better at all. Not for any reason. Someone came up behind him, their hands snaking around his mid riff."What has you so worked up?" A soft feminine voice whispered. Kai felt some of his tenseness dissolve. "Verena," he said and took her hand in his. "What are you doi
Chapter eight: freak of natureWow! Nicolas, are you seeing this?" Verena said, clapping in excitement. Blood stained her clothes and face, none of which was hers. In front of her was a half conscious Karen, her clothes torn and bloody from the number of times the corded whip had torn into her skin."Yes, I am." Nicolas replied coolly, his eyes scanning Karen's form."She's like some sort of cockroach." Verena said in awe, her liquid gold eyes observing Karen. She turned to Nicolas and said: "I think she's about to die though, soon we'll have a dead cockroach on our hands.""Oh dear," Nicolas said with a soft laugh. "I don't think alpha Kai would like that very much."Verena giggled. "Oops."Karen felt her entire body on fire. Her breaths came out short and hard. She raised her head up and stared at Verena and Nicolas.Verena looked like an angel, but she was a cold hearted devil. Karen had lost track of time, she wasn't sure how long it had been since Verena had started her little 's
Chapter nine: just how ruthlessKaren had a dream. A dream of her father, and the mother she had killed coming into the world."A girl?!" Her father shouted as the mid wife presented the bloody bundle to him. "Your child, alpha." The midwife said. Grown up Karen watched, feeling light as a feather as her father took one look at baby Karen and hissed in anger. "That thing is no child of mine! She wasn't supposed to be born! How can my heir be a girl?! It's unheard of! It's unnatural!"The midwife took a look at the baby girl. She was quiet, her eyes barely open, a serene look on her face. Oblivious to the world she had just come into, oblivious to the hatred her father had for her.Suddenly her father turned and looked straight at Grown up Karen."How is life now, you mother killing freak?" He barked, his face contorted in anger. He charged at her, claws drawn and ready to tear her apart.Karen's eyes flew open. A bucket of ice water was thrown on her making her Yelp and sit up insta
Chapter ten: talk back to me"Alpha, you still have other meetings with the scouts." Nicolas said, watch as Kai grabbed Karen by her hair and rose to his feet. Karen voice pierced through the room, hitting Kai hand and trying to break free. Nicolas found it amusing. It looked like a bug fighting a lion."How many more of them do I have to attend?" Kai asked, his voice unfazed by Karen's struggling."Let me go! Dammit!" Karen screamed, her voice booming through the empty throne room. "About five more." Nicolas said. "Supposed there are no more interruptions from them."Kai glanced at Karen. He dragged her up and peered into her face. "Be quiet." He said, his voice filled with animosity.Karen glared at him, but her lips were shut. Kai turned to Nicolas. "Take care of this." He said and tossed Karen at him. Nicolas caught her , his eyes narrowing at Kai."And what should I do with her?""Hello?! I'm like, right here?!" Karen yelled."Lock her up or something." Kai said dismissively.
Chapter eleven: painfulKaren crept through the dungeons as silently as she could, searching for Eve. She held a bundle close to her chest, inside was bread and some water she had managed to sneak out of the kitchen when Inez wasn't being a bitch and breathing down everyone's neck."Princess?" A voice whispered sternly. Karen paused and crept back to the cell she had walked past. "Eve!" She whispered, a smile spreading on her face. "I've been looking for you!" "What are you doing here?" Eve said, she looked around, her eyes flashing alarm. "If they find you here they'll hurt you."Karen felt her heart break as she started at Eve. She looked like a ghost of herself. Her hair was ashy, and her skin was pale. There were cuts on her face, and as much of her body as Karen could see was littered in bruises.It hurt her to see the most powerful warrior she knew reduced to a shell of herself."They hurt you..." Karen whispered, tears filling her eyes."Princess," Eve said with a soft laugh.
Chapter twelve: a wolf is a wild dogKaren slowly got up from the floor, wincing as her core screamed in protest. She looked down at her thighs, and her eyes widened in horror. Her thighs were bloody and bruised, handprints engraved deep into her flesh. Karen felt her heart skip. There was no way she could hide those marks with the ridiculous outfit she had to wear. She tried to get up but tripped in her blood and fell, hitting her head on the floor.She winced in pain, crying out softly. Her eyes went out of focus for a few seconds before her head started to heal itself. Karen felt like she was dead and still alive at the same time. She tried to get up again and was able to sit up. She cried out in pain as her thighs and core hurt like hell. It dawned on her that they weren't healing. Panic flashed through her. Her body never had a problem in the past healing major injuries. Things like small cuts and bruises took their time, but they were just minor inconveniences.It had been n
Chapter thirteen: A sliver of hope "It will take a few days for your injuries to heal." The healer announced after examining Karen. "Why?" Karen asked. The elderly woman shrugged. "If you don't understand your body, how do you expect me to?" Karen hugged her body close. "Can you at least give me some herbs to ease the pain?" "I tried, I applied a salve on you, the tea you just drank was supposed to help." The healer said with a sigh. "They aren't working on you." Karen sighed heavily. "I'm doomed." After the throne room incident, it had been two days. Kai summoned Karen again. Karen was scared, but had to obey him. She tried, she really tried to ignore the pain. But she couldn't hold it in for long and started crying. He sent for the healer. And here she was, with no solution. "So I should just suffer till it heals?" Karen asked. "That's what it looks like." The healer said with a sigh. "I'm really sorry I can't help, okay?" Karen nodded. "It's all my fault. If
Chapter seventy four: the finale "Stay with David." Kai said to Karen. He got out of bed, and Karne could see his muscles taunt with tension. David got out if bed and ran to Karen's side hugging her legs tightly. "Kai I can fight!" "I'm not saying you can't," Kai wore a shirt and turned to her. She sobbed, the shirt was already soaking with blood. "Look at me, please " She raised her head and met his eyes. "You are my entire world now." He said. "I know you're strong, Karen. You are an alpha yourself, no matter how many times they try to convince you otherwise." "Let me fight...please. I don't want anything to happen to you!" "Nothing will happen to me okay. But if anything happens to you or David or our unborn child, I could never live with myself." Karne bit her lip to try and control her sobs. "Kai..." "Nicolas will be here with you," Kai turned to Nicolas. "Please," Nicolas nodded. "We have to move though, we can't stay here. I'll take you and Verena and we can leave."
Chapter seventy three: a noveltyKaren watched, her heart in her mouth as Kai stood from the bed. He lost his footing, Karne rushed forward to help him but he raised a hand telling her not to"Let me help you." She Said softly."I'm not an invalid." He growled in frustration. "I can walk myself "He stood up straight, his knees wobbling a bit. Karen sighed. It had been two days since he woke up, and it hadn't been easy for either of them.Karen followed beside Kai, watching him in case he didn't anything. He had a determined look on his face as he took one step after the other."Kai you're not rested enough yet."Karen tried to talk some sense into him, any sense at all."My pack is under attack" Kai said. "I can't be in bed and watch them get hurt.""You could get hurt. Seriously. You have a gaping wound in your chest!""I'm fine." He growled. But he winced, his hand going up to the bandages on his chest. "I can rest after we havi victory."Even in his state Kai still assumed control
Chapter seventy two: two goodsThat's a new scar, Karen thought to herself as she watched Kai's bandaged chest rise and fall in step with his breathing.The healer had concluded her business some minutes ago and left, leaving Kai, Nicolas and Karen alone. Karen sat by his bed, holding his had and watching his face. His skin looked ashy and he looked like he had lost weight in hours. Karen could see the back tendrils of poison spreading across his skin. It was oddly reminiscent to the time her father had given her her permanent scar.She had no idea what he used, if it was even poison or not. But today had confirmed that it is indeed poison."You should get some rest " She heard Nicolas said beside her. "I can't when he's like this...""Karen,""No." She refused. "I'll be here. I can't go."Nicolas sighed. "Very well." She thought he was leaving but he pulled a chair and sat beside her. "Don't wait alone in that case."Karen nodded, trying to smile and failed. She didn't get a wink
Chapter seventy one: yoga"Alpha Kai, you ask the impossible." Rasmus was quick to say the moment Kai had finished presenting his case to the counsel."How is it impossible?" Kai asked glancing at the faces of the alpha kings. "This man is acting on his own, joining forges with Lycan and trying to cause a war. And me asking for your judgment is impossible."There rose murmurs form the alpha's. Kai was starting to feel that coming here was a bad idea.But if he took major decisions without the council, they will brand him an insubordinate. Their double standard was disgusting."We don't even have proof if his plans with the lycans!" Rasmus said. "This is all word of mouth!"The council murmured in agreement.Kai sighed and rubbed his temples. This was why he liked to do things on his own. But the time they were done arguing and pointing fingers and talking about pointless things, it would be too late to do anything ."And besides," Rasmus did. "Reports reached us that you killed a huma
Chapter seventy: truths and scaresKaren turned to the servant. "Verena is looking for me?""Yes miss." The servant replied. Karen turned to Kai. "You may go. It could be urgent."Karen nodded. She kissed the top of David's head. "Go on and have dinner without me. I'll join you soon.""Okay mommy." David said with a smile. "I'll save some chia seeds for you."Karen chuckled. "I'm sure you will."She turned and walked down the hallway, heading to Verena's room. Karen had no idea what exactly had happened, but she had been able to heal Verena. It felt that way to her, she felt a kind of energy transferring for her to Verena. And then she had passed out. Or maybe she was imagining it.She got to Verena's room to see her sitting up in bed, Nicolas feeding her some soup. "You're awake." Karen said with a controlled smile.Verena turned to her and smiled. "Karen, hi. Come in please ."Karen walked in and shut the door behind her. Verena turned to Nicolas"Babe could you please give us so
Chapter sixty nine: family first"He's my son..." Kai gasped, the paper slipping out of his hands. He looked at Karen, his eyes full of shock."I told you " Karen replied. She looked down at the boy in her arms and her eyes softened. "He's yours"Kai walked up to her, his eyes on the child. "Put your hands down," He commandedThe boy obeyed, wide eyes staring into his. Those eyes....there were exactly his eyes. Kai felt silly. How could he have not recognized him since?! Kai glanced at Karen, but her eyes were on her son...their son....Kai turned and bolted out of the room. He felt choked up with emotion, not trusting himself in that moment. He had a sonHe had a son with Karen. The very same woman he was losing his mind over. Kai felt like he was dreaming. He had to be dreaming. For four years, four years he'd had a child. "Kai! Wait up!" Nicolas ran up to his side, trying to keep up with his strides. "What's wrong?" Nicolas asked, peering into his face. "What's wrong?" Kai pa
Chapter sixty eight: revelations"Okay, hold up." Karen said. "What is going on here?"Kai glared at her so coldly that she felt her blood freeze. "You know exactly what I'm talking about!""Well I would if you would just talk to me and stop being so damn passive agressive!""Mommy what's passive agressive?" David asked sweetly."Not now baby " Karen replied. She wasn't about to have this conversation with her child in the room. "Baby, how about you go outside and okay okay? Mommy has something to discuss with this man.""Okay he said with a smile. "I'll come and find you later and...""Not so fast." Kai growled. He grabbed the boy by the scruff of his neck and held him up."Kai," Karen said with worry. She got out of bed and tried to get closer to him"Stay right there." Kai hissed at her. He brought the boy up and stared at him. To his greatest surprise, the boy was calm, his blue eyes staring deep into Kai's."Hi," He said with a smile and a small wave. "I'm David, what's your name
Chapter sixty seven: healerIt took a while for Nicolas to calm down. "Not a word of this to anyone." He said to karen as he composed himself. Karen nodded. "Your secret is safe with me.""She'll be fine" Kai said to Nicolas. "I'll make sure of it. For you.""Thank you," Nicolas replied. Kai got to his feet and turned to Karen. "Let's go " He said, his eyes hard.Karen felt a bit afraid. "Okay."That night she slept beside David, only able to get two hours of sleep. She made a mental note to ask the healer for some sleeping potions. The next day, Kai mobilized his warriors. Karen met him in the field as he was addressing the warriors. She waited patiently for him to be done before going up to him ."What's going on?" She asked, confusion on her face."We're sending forces to Asher's pack for yesterday.""A war?!" She whispered"We will soon see." He said and brushed past her, walking away.Karen didn't like how cold he was. Ever since the previous night, he had been like this. Eve
Chapter sixty six: coming home"What do you mean by that?" Kai asked, narrowing his eyes at Asher. "Yeah," Verena said. "You didn't rescue him out of the kindness of your heart? Then why did you bother at all? What is going on here?""You're children have a lot to learn." Asher scoffed. "Everyone knew of Zeke's appetite and behavior. No One really paid him any heed. Especially not the counsel. But when I heard who his newest obsession was, I had to get in.""You're a disgusting pig." Nicolas said, his eyes wide. "You were in on it, all along. Weren't you?""In on what? Of course not. Rescuing you two was only for my benefit. Nothing else. I couldn't care less if you both perished or not.""You can't be serious." Verena gasped. "And all these years you....""Prepared a plan for my only daughter to be a Luna." Asher finished with a flourish. "And you had to ruin it.""You son of bitch " Kai growled and lounged forward attacking Asher. The brothers fell on him, trying to pin him down. H