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Alpha Damon: His Lustful Desire Craving Freedom
It's the early hours of the morning. While others are still sleeping, I am right here in the kitchen washing the dishes and trying to make breakfast before the morning sun rises. My eyes are red from lack of sleep, I slept late and woke up early. It is just like a daily habit for me when I am not a maid, or perhaps I am. My wolf yawned from exhaustion, I do virtually everything in the house. As a werewolf, we are not supposed to get tired but my wolf is weak. I don't have enough wolf power like the rest of the werewolves, I haven't summed up why it is like that for me. My parents died when I was barely 5 and since then, I moved in with my uncle and his family who is a beta just like my mum because they were siblings while my Dad was an omega. In the face of everyone, my uncle and his wife treat me like their daughter but it's never like that when we are in the house.They hit me, send me on difficult errands. I cook, and clean and yet, they are never satisfied with anything I do.
Alpha Damon: His Lustful Desire Alpha Damon: I am not an exception
During that time they were having breakfast in the kitchen, I chose to remain in my room to avoid bumping into any of them when they were leaving the kitchen The sharp pain in my abdomen brought me back to reality once again. I sat back on the floor and lifted up my shirt to see the burn on my stomach. I took an herbal disinfectant I stole from the kitchen a few days back and applied it to the burn on my stomach.It will take time before the wound heals and there are lots of scars on my body. I am glad I get healed after everything because I am a werewolf even though it takes time. Although the scars have never gotten healed with the pain. No matter how much I treat a wound after they've hurt me, it will leave a scar as if it's telling me not to ever forget the incident. I don't know if it's like that for other wolves. I scoured the sweat on my forehead, once again relaxing my back on the wall with my eyes closed to suck in the pain. My eyes jerked open the instant I heard my na
Alpha Damon: His Lustful Desire A shocking surprise
For a moment, I wondered what they were conversing about and why they kept belaboring my name and that of Alpha Damon. My ugly luck booted in as I tripped on a little stone on my path, the sound of my body hitting the ground brought their attention to me. I cussed silently as the door swung open in my face. There at the door were Karen and Lucia, my uncle's wife staring at me with disgust and resentment. I abruptly stood up on my feet without being told. "What are you doing?" Lucia asked with her hand folded on her chest. "You were not eavesdropping on us right?" Karen chipped in. I precipitously shook my head in denial, I didn't want my hair to be pulled out like the last time. "I thought something important was happening outside, you just succeeded in ruining my mood but I am excited that you are leaving" Karen added, the smile on her face broadened. Karen excitedly exited the door, leaving me in confusion. Are they planning on throwing me out of here? The thought of that mad
Alpha Damon: His Lustful Desire His mistress
I staggered backward while still shuddering my head. Now I understand why they were mentioning my name and that of Alpha Damon a few hours ago. The sudden deafening silence in the room created a sense of foreboding in me. Alpha Damon used to be a sweet, loving and someone who cares deeply for his subjects but everything changed three years ago when he lost his mate, the Luna. He became deeply cold-hearted and heartless and will never forgive anyone for making a simple mistake.No one dares to say anything bad about him without having to face the impacts. He kills at his will, he doesn't care about anyone else but himself. The thought of working under someone like that brought nothing but fear into me. Alpha Damon is someone who takes pleasure in hurting others. He is unfeeling, unemotional, callous and cruel. I feel like I would go through hell there than here. Even with everything my uncle and his family are making me go through, it will be better than being an underdog to Alph
Alpha Damon: His Lustful Desire You are mine
I stood there rooted at one spot, staring at Alpha Damon like I had seen a ghost. What I heard about him is nothing like him. He precisely said it, he wants me to be his mistress! But why? I thought he would take me away and turn me into a slave whom he could slay at his will. "Are you not going to say something? Will you prefer being a maid instead?" he probed. As extensively as any female wolf doesn't want to come close to Alpha Damon because of how ruthless he is, no one will turn down the request to be his mistress. To us, being his mistress is comparable to being the Luna of the Sea Moon Pack since there is no one presently occupying the seat. I am scared of this well-built man standing in front of me, becoming his mistress comes with a lot of detriments. It will mean that I will do whatever he wants me to, my body will become his and because of that, I will answer his call whenever he wants me without daring to refute him. "If you do not want to be my mistress, you will b
Alpha Damon: His Lustful Desire First Night
Alpha Damon took hold of my hand. Rather than going back to get my things from my uncle's house, he took me to the tower with him. "My things" I murmured thinking he wouldn't pay attention to it but he did. "Trash them, I will equip you with whatever you want" he reacted. I can't negate it, he sounded cool after enunciating that and that single statement was enough to make my heart flutter. The fact that he was grasping my hand diverted my attention from seeing how the world looked like for the first time, I was too flustered.It took us at most thirty minutes to arrive at the tower by foot. I was already exhausted from that diminutive walk because it was my first time. My mouth went wide at how big the tower was, I couldn't help but dreamily look around. Just for that moment, my worries died down as I mopped around like a lost pup. The interiors of the tower were beautifully designed with gold, it looks spacious, uncluttered and welcoming. It was crammed with people who were di
Alpha Damon: His Lustful Desire Understand the consequences
My eyes twinkled rapidly and lowered my gaze in mortification but I was compelled to dart at him again when his hands fell on my flanks, his face closely bumped into mine. My face turned scarlet red at his words and how enormously he was staring at me.His labored breath slowly aerify my neck, he placed his right hand on my back negligibly closing his eyes. "I can't get enough of your scent" he mumbled. Alpha Damon kept talking of my scent, I don't know why he has been stretching the point when I can't perceive anything. Karen invariably told me that I stink, so why has he been accentuating my scent? What's so special about it? What's the use when I am a nobody.To think that I haggled with Alpha Damon on how long I would stay as his mistress when he bought me was clearly absurd. He can do whatever he wants with me and let me go whenever he wishes, I am only a commodity he purchased. I was astounded at how fast he was at how he pushed me down on the bed. He held my hand down and
Alpha Damon: His Lustful Desire The Run
DAMONI stood under the unshaded sun and tapped my leg impratiently on the floor. I will wait for two more minutes, if she is not here then, I'd punish Olivia for keeping me waiting. I walked around the suburbia of the tower, admiring the beauty of the aesthetics. People think of me as a cold and heartless Alpha and I couldn't agree less. Everyone lives with their own pain and what happened three years ago turned me into a cold and unfeeling Alpha. For the first time in three years, Olivia is the first female I have proposed to be my mistress. It has been a long time, now is the time to get over my past although it won't change me back to the way I used to be. I feel like someone who was thrown into shackles and manacles for a long time. I am surrounded by nightmares that appear in broad daylight. Keeping people away has been the only way I have survived over the years but the sight of Olivia and the way she scents made me think otherwise. Olivia
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Alpha Damon: His Lustful Desire Mixed emotions
OLIVIAI took a deep breath and adjusted the mask on my face as I stood in front of the tower. My eyes roamed around the huge and mighty securities and I subconsciously snickered. It has been years, but it still felt like everything happened yesterday. I remember being thrown out and pushed around by these same people who are now bowing right in front of me as a welcome to the same tower I was sent away from. I know they acted on instructions, but they could have treated me better. “Miss Hunter?” my eyes moved up the seconds my name escaped one of the securities’ mouths. “Yes, I am here to see the Alpha,” I said without missing a tone. There was no need for me to. “Please, come with me. He has been waiting for you,” he answered, motioning me to enter the tower. I took a deep breath, hoping to steady my heart as it pounded wildly in my chest, betraying me with every beat. I was wearing a mask, and that was supposed to be my armor tonight. He wouldn’t know me. He wouldn’t see past
Alpha Damon: His Lustful Desire Karen
OLIVIAThe sweet relief of the cool evening breeze caressed my skin. I could feel the gentle prickles of goosebumps as the breeze raised the fine hairs on my arm. I closed my eyes, letting the soothing sensation wash over me, and I felt my worries drift away in the breeze. “Are you sure you are okay with going out without your mask?” Kate asked. I shrugged my shoulders, walking as steadily as I could. “It's evening. I bet no one will recognize me,” I inferred. Although it wasn’t late in the evening, anyone would find it difficult to recognize me and even if they did, they wouldn’t find out about my identity as the mysterious and popular young lady who is currently a hot topic in the pack. It is important to choose a special day for such an announcement. That way, I will get to see the reactions on their faces when they know who I am. “Did you get the name of the place?” I inquired. Kate slightly bobbed her head, turning her attention to me. I am working on a case of a pup who we
Alpha Damon: His Lustful Desire The request
OLIVIAI dropped the papers on the table, grabbed a drink, and gulped it down my throat before taking a seat. Funny how three years passed by in a blur after giving birth to my triplets. It’s been three years of formidable survival, three years of working, learning, and taking care of my kids. I worked myself up to be where I am today and I am grateful I decided to learn something new years back. As I picked up the papers again with the intent to get back to work, my assistant pushed open the door to my small study, revealing herself “You got over fifteen meeting requests today, Miss Hunter. Should I prepare an appointment with them?” Kate asked. I relaxed on my back and creased my forehead in exhaustion. “Right now, I am juggling multiple cases.” I can’t take more for now, please” I implored. Three years ago, everyone looked down on me for being a rogue whore, for getting pregnant without a mate. People insulted, harassed, and denied me opportunities and work. But right now, I
Alpha Damon: His Lustful Desire The necklace
DAMONThree years on>>>I dropped the papers in my hand and sat down on the chair, picking up the cup of water on the table. The past three years have been a nightmare; living with Hazel and also with Olivia’s disappearance. These past years, I have searched for her everywhere in the entire pack, but it seems she vanished into thin air. No single news about her, nothing! Her family does not care if she is dead or alive and I feel guilty knowing that she left because of me when I promised to protect her. I want to see her, to know how she is doing, to see how grown has become. She is no longer the teenager I lived with anymore since she will be turning 22 in a month. I long for her presence. I can’t even tell if she is doing fine, wherever she is or not. I took Hazel’s conduct for three years for good health. Now that I am all healed, there is no reason for me to keep her with me anymore. It’s high time I got rid of her. Everyone complains about her antics, she does as she please
Alpha Damon: His Lustful Desire Make him regret
OLIVIATWO MONTHS LATERI dropped the bucket in my hand as I rushed to get Aria, who was crying. I picked my baby girl in my hand and cooed her to stop her from crying, but she wouldn’t. I bit my lips and slowly sat down to breastfeed her. She just woke up from sleep so she is hungry and needs to be fed. The second she started sucking on it, she stopped crying immediately. I sighed, turning to look at Aiden and Asher, her brothers who were thankfully still sleeping. These past two months have not been easy, with me trying to take care of three kids at the same time while also working to provide for us. And when they all decide to wake up with cries, I have to pause my work to take care of them first, like right now. “What the hell are you doing sitting down, Olivia? Do you think that you are here to relax?” my boss asked, startling me with his presence. I was praying not to get caught today, but I guess I couldn’t avoid it. I sprang up on my feet, holding Aria close to me. “I am
Alpha Damon: His Lustful Desire Someone I Need
DAMONI woke up to the weight on my hurting arm. Right beside me was Hazel placing her head on my arm while she was sleeping. I groaned and pushed her away as I sat down on the bed with a scowl on my face. She turned around and smiled the moment her eyes met mine. “A beautiful morning to you, Damon,” she greeted. I got out of bed, trying all I could to restrain myself from dragging her out of my bed and out of my room. “I told you not to crawl into my bed when I am already asleep. Do you want me to repeat that I don’t like it when people come into my room without my permission?” I polled. Like I expected, she shrugged her shoulders and laughed. Her laughter was one of the most annoying sounds I have ever heard and if I could, I would stop her from laughing like a maniac, but right now, there is nothing I can do other than to watch her. “You should stop saying that, Damon. What will people say if you keep saying that you don’t want your mate in your bedroom? I am your Luna, rememb
Alpha Damon: His Lustful Desire A New Chapter and New Responsibilities
My lips quivered as the security grabbed me roughly, yanking me to my feet with a firm grip on my arms. Before I could regain my balance, they shoved me backward, making me stumble.I teetered on the edge of falling, but someone thankfully supported me. My baby would have been in danger if I had fallen terribly.“Olivia?” I heard a familiar voice, but I was too perplexed to turn back and by the time I did, I saw Zania standing right behind me with a surprised expression on her face.“Please don’t come back here. You are no longer the Alpha’s mistress, and we also have no reason to treat you with respect,” the security reminded me. It’s okay to choose his mate over me since the mate bond can’t be severed, but what about our baby? Shouldn’t he have at least given me the chance to tell him about it? “Are you okay?” Zania asked as she turned me around to face her. I felt awful and the feeling of abandonment settled in the pit of my stomach.I was angry and blamed myself for thinking that
Alpha Damon: His Lustful Desire Nuisance
OLIVIA’s POV My lips quivered as I stared at the physician in shock, unable to say anything. If I am truly pregnant, how am I supposed to cope? What am I going to do with an unwanted pregnancy when I have no one to take care of me? “From the look on your face, I guess you are just finding out that you are pregnant,” the physician said, looking at me while I shook my head. “You should know,” he informed, “that if you decide to keep this pregnancy, society will brand you as a rogue whore and disregard you. People like you will be avoided, and you are too young to be a mother at your age.” I held my hands together under the table as my mind wandered to so many things while I was trying to hold back my tears. Alpha Damon is happy with his mate. Will he believe me if I inform him of my pregnancy? Or will he tell me to get rid of it? “And if you still want to keep the pregnancy, I will advise you to let the father know. It might make it easier for you,” the physician added and my shou
Alpha Damon: His Lustful Desire The pregnancy
OLIVIA’s POV‘There is no need to keep you around, Olivia’ Those words kept playing in my ears in an unhealthy manner. I tried to process what he just said to me from another angle that would be in my favor, but his words were too clear, perplexing me for over a minute. “I only kept you here for my sake and our agreement has expired,” Alpha Damon pronounced, throwing me off guard with his sudden coldness towards me. I thought that he would never show me this side of him that people talk about and fear, but I was wrong. The look on his face right now screams irritation and a burning anger that he does not want to let out just yet. “I advise you to go out there and search for your mate. It’s high time you left because I don’t want to be seeing you around here anymore. It will make Hazel uncomfortable,” he added. For the first time in my life, I felt my heart shatter. I stumbled backward as Alpha Damon pushed me out of the way and left with his supposed mate.Just within two months
