ARYA
“I still don’t understand why I had to come with you?” I commented for the hundredth time. I was feeling exceptionally irked by the behavior of my two best friends. They knew that I was uncomfortable in such flashy places, but did they care? I think not!
“Like I said, there is strength in numbers,” Raghu spoke, giving me a very condescending look.
I sighed as I looked around, feeling sore and out of place. I was tapping my shoes at the table and was hopelessly waiting for the dreaded hour to be over when Sri roared, “Vishwaswamini Arya Nathan.” I froze. I always froze at the mention of my full name, which I hated to my core. “Can’t you do this for your friends? You didn’t have the courtesy to wear something decent and gracious to honor the venue, at least do us some favor and not make impolite and mediocre noises in a place like this,” Sri glared.
We were sitting in the bar-cum-restaurant of the biggest and the finest establishment in Cape Town, South Africa. It was a miracle that they had allowed us entry despite my presence. Not that I was a beggar or a foul creature, but it was just that I was the most under-dressed person in the entire room. I was wearing a double-XL full-sleeved top, baggy jeans and my hair was done in the most untidy fashion. Sri always insisted that I wore something of my size, which was easily S but I had my reasons that no one understood.
“Why don’t you take off your glasses at least?” Raghu pointed, “You are neither reading nor working, do you really have to wear those hideous things here?” This time, I glared back. Yes, my glasses were possibly the geekiest ones in the entire world. Square, with broad black frames, but I liked them. They helped me stay invisible to the world. Giving them a very annoyed look, I pulled out a book from my bag and started reading it. My friends sighed and scoffed at my actions and turned their focus on the man of the hour.
“How long do you think his meeting would go on?” Sri asked softly.
“As long as he needs to. I don’t mind sitting here all day,” Raghu added.
“But the manager of the restaurant might. If we have to sit here for another hour, the bill is going to bleed me dry,” Sri exclaimed, sipping at the coffee. “Mind you, for 250 Rands a cup, this is one horrible drink,” she screwed up her face.
Both Sri and Raghu had planned today meticulously. As they were not sure for how long they needed to occupy a table here, they were ordering one thing at a time and were taking all the time in the world to consume it.
Out of habit, I did a quick mental calculation – the current exchange rate between Indian rupees and South African Rand was approximate 4.5Rs. So, this coffee was actually Rs. 1,125. Fuck! I thought as I stared at the tiny cup in Sri’s hands.
“It’s already been three hours,” I spoke again and my friends ignored me, yet again. “Why do you even think that he would give us a second glance? He is the richest man in the country. Even his bouncers and security are not giving us a second look,” I pointed in the right direction.
“We have to try,” Sri spoke hopefully. “I really need to get into that orientation program. If I pass the final test and get the certificate, I will be eligible to qualify directly for the final interview for any international finance company.”
“Yeah, it won’t matter to you, Arya, but it matters the world to me,” Raghu added to Sri’s sentiments.
We sat there for another two hours during which I finished another book. “You really devour these romance books like food,” Sri smirked.
“This cover,” I pointed at one of the sexiest covers that I had ever seen – a semi-naked couple in an intimate embrace, making out in the rain in a forest, “And this title is nowhere allowed in my home back in India. So, I want to read the entire collection before I have to go back,” I smirked.
“Yeah, this is hot,” Raghu spoke, drooling over the cover. Both Sri and I knew that he was not admiring the girl featuring on the cover. He was drooling over the bare-chested man whose body was shining like diamonds.
“How do you read this and not get aroused?” Raghu enquired.
“It’s personal,” I spoke, getting red in the face. How could I tell how aroused I was feeling just now but had no one to share that arousal with! I snatched the book and hid it in my bag.
“Oh, she gets aroused. Just that she channels it when she is alone in her bed, fantasizing about the hero of the book,” Sri teased and laughed. I, who had just turned brick-red, screwed my face and sipped my water, seriously missing the vibrator that Sri had gifted me this year on my birthday.
“Maybe you can start fantasizing about him,” Raghu pointed. I looked at the object of my friends’ obsession. The man for whom they had been desperately waiting for hours was sitting with his back to us. I looked at him curiously for a moment, he had a rigid posture, dark blonde hair and a strong muscular body. The way his arms were flexing out of his shirt, I could tell that he worked out, a lot… my mouth watered and I cursed internally. Damn! Only if I hadn’t read that semi-erotic book a few minutes ago…
“Nope, not my type,” I shook my head and crossed my arms.
“He is everyone’s type. Just wait and watch…” Raghu winked. And as if it was on cue, the man shook hands with the three people he was entertaining today and stood up. Something in the way he got up made my heart skip a beat. There was a grace, masculinity, a sense of authority with which he made his every move. Slowly, without turning, he twisted his arm and picked up his coat and I couldn’t help but notice how firm and toned his biceps were, which were shining through his well-ironed white shirt.
I was still locked on his biceps when he turned and started to walk away. Sri and Raghu jumped out of their seats and hurried towards him.
“Sir… Sir… please, one moment,” Sri requested. She had deliberately chosen her most revealing dress – a black thigh-high, sequential dress. He stopped abruptly. His security moved forward to stop us ambushers, but he dismissed them.
“How can I help you?” he asked with a smile. Something in his smile said that he was not interested in her at all.
“We would like your autograph, sir,” Raghu added quickly and offered him his notebook to sign. He obliged. He turned to Sri to ask for her notebook too, but she was too busy ogling at him. He smiled again and started to leave.
“Damn!” Raghu hissed. Sri was supposed to ask him for the seat in the orientation, but she froze. This was so unlike her.
I, who really didn’t want to get involved at all, jumped to their rescue. “Excuse me, sir,” I spoke as I quickly rushed towards him. I was wearing sports shoes, yet I almost slipped. My actions didn’t go amiss as he gave me a curious look but continued to walk away.
“Sir, one second, please,” I ran and stopped roughly in front of him. I couldn’t help but notice that he gave me a very curious smile. To the normal world, I was an invisible girl. But his smile said otherwise. His smile said that he found me different, an object of fascination.
“And you are?” he asked simply.
“Arya, the friend,” I pointed towards my friends, who were standing dumbfounded.
“Sir, can I borrow your two minutes?” I requested.
“If you are willing to return them ten-fold,” he smiled mysteriously.
“What?” his words confused me. Why would he say something like that to me?
“What do you want?” he asked, curtly this time.
“My friends, they somehow missed on applying to your orientation program. They are the brightest of all, but they, stupid as they both are, mixed up the deadlines and missed. Can you please allow them? It is just two seats, please!”
His expressions changed suddenly. A hint of irritation flashed on his face now. He really wanted to yell at the two stupid college students who thought that ambushing him was the way to get a seat, but decided to maintain his façade.
“No, sorry. It is full,” he announced and started to walk again. I didn’t know what overtook me, maybe it was the thought that I had wasted six hours waiting for him in this restaurant and I wanted my time’s worth, but I persisted.
“Please sir,” I walked with him. “It’s just two seats. It won’t matter to you, but it would mean the world to them… sir, their career depends on it,” I kept on blabbering as I followed him outside. But he didn’t turn. He was annoyed now.
His security was now rounding up on me, so I saw my final opening and grabbed his arm. Yes, it was just as perfect as I had imagined. He stopped instinctively and turned. The force with which he moved was full of anger, and in one moment I was grabbing his arm, and I was in his arms in the next. I had slipped and he caught me just in time.
“You are stubborn,” he whispered, bending over me. Ideally, I would have straightened up, but something in his eyes caught me off-guard. His eyes were grey, and there was a luster, something I couldn’t put my finger upon, and there was something so mesmerizing in his gaze that I felt rooted in his arms.
Ironically, he also didn’t stand up. Bending over me, with one arm around my waist and another on my back, he was looking down at me, as if reading my face. His eyes lingered on mine for a long moment, then moved down to my lips, neck and then back to my eyes.
“I inherited my stubbornness from my father,” I replied coming back to my senses. I tried to stand straight, but he didn’t let me. A smile was flickering on his lips at my words and it stirred something in me. Something deep. Something raw.
This was the first time that I was so close to any man in my life and his proximity was ringing fire alarms in my head. I realized how strong he was and my mouth watered. I was grabbing his shoulder with one hand and neck with another. His shoulder felt just as firm as his arm did. I licked my lips to gain some control and he smiled. Was he feeling the same way? I wondered.
Sri and Raghu rushed to help me, finally! After all, I was fighting for their cause. “Are you okay?” Sri asked, interrupting the most beautiful moment of my life. Finally, he stood up straight and composed himself.
“She really wants you both to be in my orientation program,” he muttered, without taking his eyes off me. “I wonder, why are you not interested to join?” he asked as he continued to peer into my eyes.
I picked up my glasses that had fallen on the ground and put them back. I could sense a weak hesitation in his expressions but he didn’t reply. The way his shoulder flexed, I could tell he didn’t like that I was wearing my geeky but strong and sturdy glasses.
“I am an Arts student. Your program is in the finance domain,” I informed simply.
“Hmm…” he gave me a long searching look as if wondering what I desired. Could he tell by my look that I actually desired him? In the moment at least! And as if on cue, a smile flashed across his face. Yup! He knew what I desired.
“I will take you all in my session,” he announced and Sri and Raghu cheered.
“But…” I started, but the look he gave me quieted me instantly. It said ‘All or none’.
“Sir, even me?” I asked, thoroughly confused.
“Take it or leave it,” he shrugged and looked at Sri and Raghu.
“We all will be there, sir,” Sri stressed at the word ‘all’.
“Sir,” I started again. I didn’t know what I would do in a Finance orientation program but he raised his hand and spoke, “My assistant Jay here will take down your details. Don’t forget to be there at 7 am tomorrow. We don’t entertain late-comers,” this time he gave a shrewd glance to Sri and Raghu.
“We will be on time, sir,” Raghu stammered as he extended his hand for him to shake.
“Thank you, Sir,” I whispered.
He shook hands with Raghu and Sri, then offered his hand to me.
Considering how I had clung to him a few minutes ago, I should not feel smitten shaking hands with him, but I did. Gingerly, I took his hand and he wrapped his strong fingers around mine. He pulled me close, bent and whispered in my ears, “By the way, it’s Nathan. You should call me Nate,” and with this pronouncement he left, leaving me with a body covered in goose-bumps.
Nate, I whispered after him. Somehow that name tasted sweeter than every other syllable in the English dictionary.
ARYASri and Raghu were beside themselves with happiness. They couldn’t believe the level to which I had gone to procure them the seats.“What came over you?” Sri demanded on our way back.“Same thing that came over you, I have never seen you so quiet, ever,” I remarked. Sri blushed a bit.“Do we need to remind you that you have a rather long-term boyfriend, Ajit, who is also kind of your fiancé?” Raghu pointed. The blush faded from Sri’s face.“Alright! Alright! He was just so handsome that I was caught off-guard,” she confessed. “Don’t tell it to Ajit though, please,” she continued in a begging tone. Both Raghu and I laughed.“But seriously, how did you do it?” Sri asked again.“I don’t know, I just thought that we had wasted six hours today waiting for him. My ass literally hurts by sitti
ARYAThe orientation program was hosted by Nathan’s company. It was one of a kind program where thirty students, this time thirty-three including Sri, Raghu and I, from all over the world were chosen and taught by Nathan himself. Day one comprised of multiple sessions, and day two was about assessment and getting to know each other. It was kind of an adventure and as per Sri and Raghu, only the brightest of all were selected for this program and people formed lifelong friendships in these two days.Our adventure began the next day at 6 AM when we three – Sri, Raghu and I, checked in the hotel Plaza, the venue of the orientation. The previous night, we had received emails detailing the schedule and agenda. Where Sri and Raghu were beyond excited, I was lost. Sri and Raghu had packed up all the fat books from their course to look up anything and everything that may come up during the session, whereas I packed my novels, sketch pads, drawing p
ARYAI had never been so riled up in my life. For starters, that moron almost threw me off the roof. And then he grabbed me. The way his muscular body felt against mine, I couldn’t help but drool. He had such strong arms, how easily he had lifted me in his arms. If only someone was there to click a photo of the moment, I would have loved to sketch it for my collection.“Ms. Nathan,” someone called out. The session was going on and some blonde woman was speaking finance gibberish, which I was tuning out as usual.“Ms. Nathan,” someone repeated. I looked up and saw the elderly man who often stayed glued to Nate. The man was gesturing me to follow him. I looked up ahead, the woman taking the session was impatiently waiting for me to leave. So, I obliged.As I walked outside, the man led the way and took me to a buffet room.“What?” I asked, but he just opened the door for me. I s
ARYA“What was that?” Sri demanded that evening. “What was in your notes that he took them? It could not be anything related to the lecture!”Her tone and jealous look bothered me, and for a moment I didn’t want to share, but if I didn’t share with Sri and Raghu, who else could I share this with? They were my only friends in the whole damn world! So, with a scoff, I showed them my notebook, “These…” I spoke as I opened the last pages, “are my notes.”They stared at the pages for a moment then laughed in unison as they saw my latest drawing of him in there. “Yeah, it is mighty impressive,” Raghu laughed. “No wonder he took your ‘notes’.”I rolled my eyes and took back the notebook. I looked at my own handiwork and this time, I had drawn him from a pose that I remembered from our lunch together. He was sitting straight with h
ARYAThe next day while everyone took the test, I doodled over the paper. It was a multiple-choice questionnaire, and where everyone else was busy doing calculations and forming equations, I was busy drawing.I filled each side of the test paper with intricate designs, designs that not just incorporated small circles provided after each question, but also used them to enhance the overall drawing. Once the alarm bell rang indicating the end of the test, I didn’t want to submit the test paper but I was forced to. The woman supervising the test snatched it from my hands before I could refuse.After the test, all the students were taken for sight-seeing and then we were free. One of the most popular ways of visiting various tourist attractions in Cape Town was the ‘Hop-on-Hop-Off Bus’ and this was what was arranged for the students.I, along with Raghu and Sri, occupied seats on the open-top ‘Red Bus’ and had fun with other students. Though I was feeling out of place, especially with ever
ARYAAs Nathan’s hand slid into mine, a shock emitted all over my body. His grasp was so familiar and comforting that a warmth, which had nothing to do with my clumsy, baggy clothes, spread in my heart.“Do you know how I can go on top, there?” I asked Nathan, pointing at a mountain top.“Why?” he demanded, shielding his eyes from the Sun’s glare and looking up.“Para gliding,” I beamed in excitement.“What?” he looked taken aback.“Why? You haven’t done it ever?” I asked, shocked. “With your kind of money and resources, you must have tried everything.”“Yes, but not here,” he pointed around.“Why?” I asked serenely. I had done paragliding back home once or twice, but never from this height.“Because it is frigging dangerous,” he looked strangely at me as if I had lost all my senses.“Umm… I am pretty sure it isn’t,” I laughed.“You can drown,” he pointed at the vastness of the ocean.I too looked at the horizon and smiled, “If I fall there,” I stretched my hand, “Smack in the middle
NATHAN“My Nate…” her parting words reverberated in my ears as I stood by the cliff for a long moment, longer than necessary. Arya was so different, but she was so familiar. When I had kissed her, the moment I touched those soft lips, I had felt a desire ripple through not just my body, but also hers. I had realized the moment she had gotten comfortable with my touch, and when she had tried to take charge. She had risen on her toes to meet me equally. How could someone be so timid and simple and yet so fierce and dominating?“I didn’t want you to stop the first time,” her voice echoed in my head on an endless loop.“Sir?” One of my security guards spoke.I looked up at him. At least six men were standing around me, “Sir, can I get you something?” He added, feeling uncomfortable.I shook my head and decided to take my thoughts back home. I needed to see what I could do about this Arya situation. What did that Sri mean when she asked Arya, ‘Have you forgotten everything?’ And why did Ar
ARYAI didn’t know why but tears kept pouring down my cheeks today. Sri, who had given me an earful for my incandescent behavior, had left for the evening. She was going to spend the night at Ajit’s, her long term boyfriend and fiancé. Raghu too was out with his friends and I was all alone.Two months were still left in my term, and after that I was supposed to go back to India forever. But today, I wanted to go back immediately. Not because I didn’t want to be with Nathan. Oh, I desperately wanted to be with him, but I knew that it was neither possible nor plausible. So, to silence that desperation, I wanted to put an end to any possibility. And the best way was to get a one-way ticket to India. I knew if – no when – when I will go back home next, it would be the last time. And I would never see Cape Town ever again.So, to make this sad thing possible, I had called my professor and begged him to let me go early. Hearing my tearful plea, he agreed to let me go after I had submitted t
NATHANUsually people say that it takes a lot of courage to be where I was, but they were wrong. It takes even more… hell of a lot more… well, it takes every ounce of courage that a person ever had in his blood.“It will be fine, sir,” Daniel spoke as he pressed his hand on my shoulder.Finding comfort in his touch, I knocked. There was no doorbell! I looked around, everyone in the vicinity was staring at us. She was right, it was a small village, and a group of white men in suits looked alien in the area.The door opened and a man in his fifties was standing there.“Yes?” he looked a little taken aback at the sight of me and my three bodyguards. Three were with me in the front, but at least eight were lurking in the shadows. Daniel had insisted on taking more men with us, and judging by the area, he was right. Damn it, why was he always right?“Mr. Naaaathan,” I asked with folded hands. I had asked Jay, who was standing beside Daniel, how to greet Arya’s family, and I was right in d
ARYAWhen I woke up, I found myself in a room so luxurious that it seemed that I was not in a hospital but a five-star hotel.I sat up, there was a hint of pain in my torso, but it felt like from an old injury. How long was I out? I looked around, there was a bed adjacent to mine and it was unkempt as if someone was occupying it. A laptop was placed on it and it was clear that someone had just left it there. I looked out the window, we were back in Cape Town… back to land… back to real life.My phone was placed on the table next to my bed. As I picked it up to check it, I heard a voice filled with relief, “Ah, you are up…”I looked up, and a very tired but perfectly healthy Nathan was standing in the doorway.I smiled at his handsome face. He raced up to me and pressed his lips to mine. I pulled back and he groaned. “I saved you, I deserve a hearty kiss, at least,” he grinned.“You deserve a lot more, but just not with me, Mr. Anderson,” I croaked.He scowled, then spoke, “Are we bac
ARYAI could hear him cry, but it was as if my brain was shutting down. I could hear his voice, but it was from a distance. The pain in my body was insurmountable, but somehow, closing my eyes made it bearable.Knock! Knock! Knock!Someone was knocking… how?A new burst of pain spread through my body as I felt him take me in his arms. What was he doing? Trying to kill me?“Hold your breath,” I heard him shout.Why? I heard a lot of water gush inside the box, and I tried to hold my breath but I couldn’t. I felt water splash on my face for a second, then I was being lifted upwards. Someone was pulling me up.“We should leave before another wave comes in,” I heard a familiar voice.“Go…” Nathan agreed, holding me in his arms again.“How did she get hurt?” the familiar voice asked. And I recognized him, it was Daniel.“How are you here so soon?” Nathan demanded.“Promise to not kill me?” Daniel requested.“Go on,” I could hear a scowl in Nathan’s voice.“I knew that you would do something
NATHANI caught her as she fell in the box and pressed the button to close the lid. The lid started to close but with the pressure with which the water was gushing inside, I knew we were dead.“Arya,” I patted her face, but she was unconscious. I held her by her waist and pushed myself to the ‘drain button’. “Come on… close… damn it!” I cursed as I pressed the button.The water started to drain, but still more kept pouring in. Was something stuck in the door? A thin slit was still open and the water was falling inside rapidly. The outlet speed was much slower in comparison to the inlet. “Arya, wake up…” I tried to shake her, but she was unconscious. “Arya I need to close the door, please stand,” I tried to put her on her feet, but she was fast asleep. “Wake up…” I patted her again. The water had now reached to the chest level.“Damn it!” I cursed as I struggled to check what was blocking the door.The inflow of water was too much and I needed both hands to check.“Arya…” I gave her
NATHANI don’t know why, but I wanted to put as much distance as possible between her and myself. I feared what I would say if she asked me ‘Why’. Why did I feel this way? Why I was feeling betrayed? Why… How could I tell her that I didn’t want to let go of her? That the thought of another man owning her bothered me way too much. To think that after a few days, some other man would kiss her, touch her the way I did… the way only I should be able to… As I pictured a faceless man grabbing her bare body and having his way with her without her consent, my anger rose. I fisted my hands to temper my rage and walked to the cottage. I picked up my phone and walked out.I was moving to the opposite side of the island when I heard her shout.“Nathan…” she was calling my name.I stopped to see if she was hurt, would I be able to tell through her shout? “Nathan…” she called again. She was panicking. Of course, she was panicking because of my abrupt behavior. She was here for a fun week, a week
ARYAYes, I was committing sin, and I know that I would have to repent for that for the rest of my life. But well, the punishment does not change if we commit one murder, or two or a hundred. We only die once, and I wanted to live a hundred times before my timed death.“What do you want to do today?” he asked me the next afternoon. I was very sore… especially in places that I had never dreamed of.I pouted naughtily and he raised his eyebrows at me. I was wearing nothing but one of his t-shirts.“How many days are we here for?” I asked after a pause.He grinned. His demeanor was so casual now, I liked it very much. It was like he was at ease, in his natural environment. No mush-no fuss!“How many days do you wish to stay here?” he asked with a smile.I sighed as I bent over the kitchen counter and stretched, “Forever…” I moaned, my cheek pressed against the cold surface. “Oh, don’t do that,” he spoke, standing behind me and pushing himself.“Oh, I want to do everything in this foreve
NATHANThe reality came crashing down upon me worse than I had ever imagined. I was not looking for a long-term relationship with this weird girl, but knowing what she has been through and what she would go through once we part ways, sent shivers down my spine.“You cannot marry a stranger,” I snapped.“Many girls in my country marry a stranger, Nate,” she smiled sadly. “I am lucky that I was not married off to a man when I was barely fourteen. At least I was given time to grow up, time to live my dream, time to meet you –” she whispered the last word sadly.“Don’t go back,” I insisted. “Stay here. I will ensure that you have a visa. I will arrange for a permanent residency for you here.”“And do what?” she asked, smiling now.“I told you Amy can make you a star in the arts community,” I suggested. “Open a gallery, run shows. Be famous, be rich.”“And the cost would be?” she asked with raised eyebrows.“You don’t have to pay anything… I will make sure that everything is sorted,” I str
NATHANI have been with many women, but not one was like her. The way she kissed me, loved me, fought to take charge, I still could not push her out of my mind.And I wanted more… so much more…I knocked at the bathroom door behind which she was currently hiding.“Can I come in?” I asked.“Yes,” she replied, her voice hoarser than my expectations.As I entered, I saw her sitting in the shower. “What’s wrong?” I asked, rushing to her. Her head was down on her knees and she was hugging herself. “Does it hurt or was I that bad?” I added.She sniffed and looked up. Her eyes were bloodshot and she was crying.I could never stand anyone’s tears, but hers simply broke my heart.“Hey,” I spoke, as I moved her hair from her face and wiped it. “I am sorry,” she choked.“Why are you sorry?” I asked. “I am sorry,” she hugged me and sobbed so harshly that I could not understand what I was supposed to do.I picked up her sobbing form in my arms and carried her out. I wrapped her body in a blanke
NATHANFor the first time in my entire life, I was so shocked and embarrassed. What was I thinking? I didn’t ask her to be my girlfriend or my live-in. I asked her to be my home! Who does that? Holy hell, I haven’t even fucked her yet. What has gotten into me?To pass on this weird feeling developing in the pit of my stomach, I picked up my wine bottle and started to drain it. Identically, she picked up her vodka. For a girl who doesn’t like wine, she sure could drink neat vodka!As she finished almost half of the bottle, sipping quietly, staring at the sky or horizon, I asked, “When did you start drinking?”She chuckled but she was in her senses. “The week I came to your gorgeous country.”There was no slur in her voice, she must be a good drinker!“Before that?” I asked curiously.And she laughed maniacally. Okay! Maybe she was a bit drunk.“Sri made me drink. She said and I quote, ‘if I have to live and enjoy life in this country, I need to drink,’ so yeah, I have been drinking eve