ARYA
“What was that?” Sri demanded that evening. “What was in your notes that he took them? It could not be anything related to the lecture!”
Her tone and jealous look bothered me, and for a moment I didn’t want to share, but if I didn’t share with Sri and Raghu, who else could I share this with? They were my only friends in the whole damn world! So, with a scoff, I showed them my notebook, “These…” I spoke as I opened the last pages, “are my notes.”
They stared at the pages for a moment then laughed in unison as they saw my latest drawing of him in there. “Yeah, it is mighty impressive,” Raghu laughed. “No wonder he took your ‘notes’.”
I rolled my eyes and took back the notebook. I looked at my own handiwork and this time, I had drawn him from a pose that I remembered from our lunch together. He was sitting straight with his eyes twinkling, a wide grin on his lips and the expression of absolute adoration for me. My heart swelled at the memory as I remembered the love with which he had looked at me. As if I was the most important person to him.
“He is staying in the same hotel, you know!” Sri informed me as she caught me staring at his photo.
“And?” I asked seriously, putting away my notebook and the dirty thoughts that were slowly creeping into my head.
“Nothing, just thought of mentioning it,” she shrugged as she took out her evening gown to get dressed for dinner.
For the first time, I felt that I too should have brought something nice and fancy to wear. But alas, all I had were my usual clothes.
We all changed, Raghu and Sri looking dashing and I looking like my usual self, and walked down. It was a buffet dinner and everyone was mingling and talking.
Tomorrow was the test for these students to determine if they would get the certificate or not. It was rumored that Nathan issued certificates only to people who scored perfectly. And the room was abuzz with speculations about what this test would contain.
Nathan was not present at the buffet, and I ate quietly in a corner. A lot of students present were eyeing me slyly, almost everyone had noticed how Nathan’s eyes were flickering in my direction throughout the day and how we had entered together in the afternoon, and not to mention ‘my notes’… but no one approached me. I felt alienated in the middle of this crowd. I used to be invisible, but now it seemed like they all were talking – no gossiping – about me. Feeling suffocated and stressed, I left without finishing my dinner.
Once out in the open, I took a breath of relief. I felt that I was still being watched, but it seemed like a friendly watch, not the stalkerish one! Maybe, I was growing paranoid!
I strolled around, a nice summer breeze was blowing, helping me relax. I decided to visit the rest of the hotel. This was the best hotel in Cape Town and I knew that I would never set foot in it in my life ever again. So, I began my tour.
This was a five-star hotel with a rich aura around it. I started with the small gallery which showcased many priceless artefacts, then moved on to the various conference rooms and alike. There was an elite gym in which a few shirtless men were working out. They ignored me like everyone else in the world did – everyone else, except for Nathan perhaps. I brushed the thought of Nathan from my head and walked to the small library that had a wide collection of books, including a few of my favorite authors. And though I had read almost all of them, I picked a book, signed my name and room number on the register and stepped out. Now all I needed was a quiet place to sit and re-read this masterpiece.
I ventured out to the backyard of the hotel and noticed a swimming pool with a sign saying that its temperature was regulated, indicating that the water was warm enough to swim at any time of the day. Large, oval, shimmering blissfully in lights, and mercifully devoid of any swimmers. Water was my weakness. Growing up in a coastal area, I had developed great fondness for it. Unable to resist myself, I pulled my baggy jeans up to my thighs, sat by the edge, dipping my feet in the warm soothing water and started to read.
Was it my paranoia acting up again or someone was really watching me? I looked up and my heart thudded to a stop. Nathan was at the far end of the pool, fully wet and staring. He was half-submerged in the water. He had his arms on the edge, his torso outside, legs moving swiftly to paddle the water and hair soaking wet. He was looking divine, nothing short of a Greek God. I felt my mouth water with lust.
I hesitated. Was he already in the pool and I missed noticing him? It was impossible, I could never ignore him! He must have come in after I sat down to read.
As he swam in my direction, he was a very graceful swimmer I must admit, I felt my breath hitch. A part of me wanted him to grab my legs and pull me in the water with him, and show me what ‘passionate love’ meant – the kind I have read so often in the romance novels I devoured so frequently. But there was another part of me, the part which was scared. As he drew closer, the scared part won, I quickly closed my book and got out of the pool.
“Don’t go on my account,” he called out, his musical voice echoing in the quiet around.
I gulped as I turned and saw him step out as well. As he strained to pull himself out of the pool, an audible sigh escaped my mouth as I drooled over his bulging arms, perfect abs, and the sexy ‘V’ of his torso that ended at his God-crafted ass.
“Like the view?” he grinned as he walked to me. His comment brought me to my senses; I felt embarrassed but I recovered quickly and composed myself.
“Nothing I haven’t seen before,” I spoke with an attitude and he twisted his lower lip and nodded slyly.
“All ready for the test tomorrow?” he asked, grabbing his towel. As he wiped his wet face and hair, something throbbed in me.
“Good night,” I muttered, turned and started to go.
“What do you plan on doing tomorrow during the test?” he asked suddenly, in a clear attempt to make me stay longer.
I just shrugged as I was finding it really hard to stay in his almost naked company. No matter how hard I tried, my eyes kept flickering down… to his chest, stomach, wet boxers that were hugging his – Oh God help me!
“You draw really well, you know,” he complimented.
This time I smiled with a shrug, keeping my eyes strictly away from his body.
“Why aren’t you speaking?” he demanded, a little angrily.
Exhaling heavily through my mouth, I looked at his naked torso again and wondered how to form some, well, any kind of coherent words.
“Are you okay?” he asked with a partial smile.
This was just a tad bit too much for me. Seriously unable to control myself, I blabbered, “I have to leave, have a good night, Mr. Anderson,” and I practically ran away.
*
NATHAN
I watched her run away with baffled expressions. What kind of weirdo was she? At one moment, it seemed like she wanted nothing but grab hold of me and eat me raw, but in another, she was the least interested.
Mr. Anderson, I repeated her voice in my head. It sounded so delicious when she uttered my name.
“Everything alright?” Someone called from a distance, it was Daniel. “Ms. Nathan causing some troubles in your mind?”
I looked at him sharply and muttered, “Leave me alone!”
“I personally find the connection between your first and her last name exceptionally funny, don’t you?” Daniel mused.
“Or, it is something else,” I spoke thoughtfully.
“Honestly Sir, I won’t read this as anything more than mere coincidence. Where she hails from, ‘Nathan’ is quite a common last name,” Daniel huffed.
“Don’t tell me you ran a check on her too,” I was partially annoyed, partially intrigued.
“I won’t be doing my job if I didn’t run a check on someone who has caught your interest and attention so rapidly,” Daniel shrugged.
“Fine, lay it on me,” I sighed as I wrapped a towel around my waist and dropped my wet boxers. I was not planning to swim tonight, but when I saw her sitting by the pool, engrossed in a classic romance book, I couldn’t help it. I was hoping that she would join me, but instead, she had run away.
“She is a nobody,” Daniel informed simply.
I made myself comfortable on the lounger placed in the swimming area and gaped at Daniel, who continued, “She came from India for her graduation. She has no record, official or otherwise. She lives a very down-to-earth life as if trying and succeeding in staying visible. And has no relationships whatsoever.”
My interest was piqued at the last words. As if reading my expressions, Daniel added, “Not in South Africa, not in India.”
Something tingled in me as I realized what Arya was. A total nerd!
“I—” Daniel started a bit loudly again, “I think you should lay off her, Sire.”
When I stared accusingly at him, Daniel added, “Sir, she is an inexperienced girl. And virginity is a big deal in the culture she comes from. I don’t think she has it in her to resist your charms.”
“Daniel,” I spoke with an edge in my voice, “I respect you a lot. You are like a father figure to me.”
“I feel the same, sir. You are like my own son,” Daniel reciprocated.
“So, please don’t mind me when I say, butt out!” I scathed.
“What has gotten into you?” Daniel looked shocked.
“I—I don’t know,” I muttered as I jumped out of my seat. “I don’t care if she is a virgin or inexperienced, okay. I don’t care if she has had a hundred sex partners, okay? I am not that shallow or that big a dick, okay!”
“Okay,” Daniel spoke thoughtfully. “What is it, sir?”
“I don’t know,” I rubbed my forehead and as I closed my eyes, Arya’s face flashed in front of me. Her long black curls, her mesmerizing blue eyes with gold streaks, her uneven jaw… I shook my head to compose myself.
When I opened my eyes, I found Daniel staring at me with grave concern. “I don’t know Daniel,” I repeated. “She is different, she is new.”
“New?” Daniel looked alarmed. “I don’t recall you having any olds.”
“I mean, she is different. She feels different, like a breath of fresh air. She tries to be invisible, but I see her. I see how she smiles when lost in some thoughts, how her fingers move when she draws, how—” I trailed off.
Daniel was dumbfounded at my words, so I added quickly, “I will leave now. I have an early start tomorrow,” and without a backward glance, I picked up my clothes and went away.
I knew why Daniel looked so thunderstruck. Girls always drooled over me. Girls always wanted to charm me. Girls noticed me. I, The Nathan Anderson, the owner, founder of the biggest finance corporation of the Africa region never did. I never pined over any girl. This was new. Yes, she was new!
ARYAThe next day while everyone took the test, I doodled over the paper. It was a multiple-choice questionnaire, and where everyone else was busy doing calculations and forming equations, I was busy drawing.I filled each side of the test paper with intricate designs, designs that not just incorporated small circles provided after each question, but also used them to enhance the overall drawing. Once the alarm bell rang indicating the end of the test, I didn’t want to submit the test paper but I was forced to. The woman supervising the test snatched it from my hands before I could refuse.After the test, all the students were taken for sight-seeing and then we were free. One of the most popular ways of visiting various tourist attractions in Cape Town was the ‘Hop-on-Hop-Off Bus’ and this was what was arranged for the students.I, along with Raghu and Sri, occupied seats on the open-top ‘Red Bus’ and had fun with other students. Though I was feeling out of place, especially with ever
ARYAAs Nathan’s hand slid into mine, a shock emitted all over my body. His grasp was so familiar and comforting that a warmth, which had nothing to do with my clumsy, baggy clothes, spread in my heart.“Do you know how I can go on top, there?” I asked Nathan, pointing at a mountain top.“Why?” he demanded, shielding his eyes from the Sun’s glare and looking up.“Para gliding,” I beamed in excitement.“What?” he looked taken aback.“Why? You haven’t done it ever?” I asked, shocked. “With your kind of money and resources, you must have tried everything.”“Yes, but not here,” he pointed around.“Why?” I asked serenely. I had done paragliding back home once or twice, but never from this height.“Because it is frigging dangerous,” he looked strangely at me as if I had lost all my senses.“Umm… I am pretty sure it isn’t,” I laughed.“You can drown,” he pointed at the vastness of the ocean.I too looked at the horizon and smiled, “If I fall there,” I stretched my hand, “Smack in the middle
NATHAN“My Nate…” her parting words reverberated in my ears as I stood by the cliff for a long moment, longer than necessary. Arya was so different, but she was so familiar. When I had kissed her, the moment I touched those soft lips, I had felt a desire ripple through not just my body, but also hers. I had realized the moment she had gotten comfortable with my touch, and when she had tried to take charge. She had risen on her toes to meet me equally. How could someone be so timid and simple and yet so fierce and dominating?“I didn’t want you to stop the first time,” her voice echoed in my head on an endless loop.“Sir?” One of my security guards spoke.I looked up at him. At least six men were standing around me, “Sir, can I get you something?” He added, feeling uncomfortable.I shook my head and decided to take my thoughts back home. I needed to see what I could do about this Arya situation. What did that Sri mean when she asked Arya, ‘Have you forgotten everything?’ And why did Ar
ARYAI didn’t know why but tears kept pouring down my cheeks today. Sri, who had given me an earful for my incandescent behavior, had left for the evening. She was going to spend the night at Ajit’s, her long term boyfriend and fiancé. Raghu too was out with his friends and I was all alone.Two months were still left in my term, and after that I was supposed to go back to India forever. But today, I wanted to go back immediately. Not because I didn’t want to be with Nathan. Oh, I desperately wanted to be with him, but I knew that it was neither possible nor plausible. So, to silence that desperation, I wanted to put an end to any possibility. And the best way was to get a one-way ticket to India. I knew if – no when – when I will go back home next, it would be the last time. And I would never see Cape Town ever again.So, to make this sad thing possible, I had called my professor and begged him to let me go early. Hearing my tearful plea, he agreed to let me go after I had submitted t
ARYAHe looked so stunned that I almost laughed. He was confused. “Why are you crying then?” he demanded, outraged. “It was as if you are doing something awful, against all your damn wishes.”Only if I could tell him!“Where are we going?” I wiped my face and smiled now.“Why are you crying?” he demanded. “I need to know why you are crying so harshly.”I shook my head and smiled again. “These tears, they come with the territory. But you will soon give me the reason to smile all my life…” I grabbed his collar and shook him slightly. “You will give me memories that will make me happy forever…” he looked so confused. “So, tell me, Mr. Anderson,” he screwed his face at this, I leaned in and pressed my lips to him, he relaxed slightly, “Nate, my Nate,” I whispered at his lips, “Tell me, Nate, where are you taking me for my perfect vacation.”He stared at me for a long moment, then nodded.“I need to know why you are crying, but it can wait. I am sure that Daniel will be here in a short w
NATHANI have been to this island more times than I could count, but this time was worth it. Being with her, away from prying eyes, away from all the distractions, was everything. Deep down I was feeling guilty, yes, a lot guilty for abandoning the empire I had built from scratch, but I was hopeful that James would be able to hold the fort down for a few days, at least. Maybe, I will catch up on emails – and give away my location and privacy to Daniel in the process – later in the week.“What are you thinking?” she asked, bringing me back to my senses. She was wearing a long t-shirt and shorts. Her bare legs were dangling from the chair and I couldn’t help but notice how beautiful she was. I could see that she was much more comfortable around me now, especially after our adventure in the ocean. She didn’t mind anymore if I wrapped my hands around her body or kiss her when she was not expecting. She was sitting on a chair by the kitchen counter and eating happily. She was so easy to
NATHANFor the first time in my entire life, I was so shocked and embarrassed. What was I thinking? I didn’t ask her to be my girlfriend or my live-in. I asked her to be my home! Who does that? Holy hell, I haven’t even fucked her yet. What has gotten into me?To pass on this weird feeling developing in the pit of my stomach, I picked up my wine bottle and started to drain it. Identically, she picked up her vodka. For a girl who doesn’t like wine, she sure could drink neat vodka!As she finished almost half of the bottle, sipping quietly, staring at the sky or horizon, I asked, “When did you start drinking?”She chuckled but she was in her senses. “The week I came to your gorgeous country.”There was no slur in her voice, she must be a good drinker!“Before that?” I asked curiously.And she laughed maniacally. Okay! Maybe she was a bit drunk.“Sri made me drink. She said and I quote, ‘if I have to live and enjoy life in this country, I need to drink,’ so yeah, I have been drinking eve
NATHANI have been with many women, but not one was like her. The way she kissed me, loved me, fought to take charge, I still could not push her out of my mind.And I wanted more… so much more…I knocked at the bathroom door behind which she was currently hiding.“Can I come in?” I asked.“Yes,” she replied, her voice hoarser than my expectations.As I entered, I saw her sitting in the shower. “What’s wrong?” I asked, rushing to her. Her head was down on her knees and she was hugging herself. “Does it hurt or was I that bad?” I added.She sniffed and looked up. Her eyes were bloodshot and she was crying.I could never stand anyone’s tears, but hers simply broke my heart.“Hey,” I spoke, as I moved her hair from her face and wiped it. “I am sorry,” she choked.“Why are you sorry?” I asked. “I am sorry,” she hugged me and sobbed so harshly that I could not understand what I was supposed to do.I picked up her sobbing form in my arms and carried her out. I wrapped her body in a blanke
NATHANUsually people say that it takes a lot of courage to be where I was, but they were wrong. It takes even more… hell of a lot more… well, it takes every ounce of courage that a person ever had in his blood.“It will be fine, sir,” Daniel spoke as he pressed his hand on my shoulder.Finding comfort in his touch, I knocked. There was no doorbell! I looked around, everyone in the vicinity was staring at us. She was right, it was a small village, and a group of white men in suits looked alien in the area.The door opened and a man in his fifties was standing there.“Yes?” he looked a little taken aback at the sight of me and my three bodyguards. Three were with me in the front, but at least eight were lurking in the shadows. Daniel had insisted on taking more men with us, and judging by the area, he was right. Damn it, why was he always right?“Mr. Naaaathan,” I asked with folded hands. I had asked Jay, who was standing beside Daniel, how to greet Arya’s family, and I was right in d
ARYAWhen I woke up, I found myself in a room so luxurious that it seemed that I was not in a hospital but a five-star hotel.I sat up, there was a hint of pain in my torso, but it felt like from an old injury. How long was I out? I looked around, there was a bed adjacent to mine and it was unkempt as if someone was occupying it. A laptop was placed on it and it was clear that someone had just left it there. I looked out the window, we were back in Cape Town… back to land… back to real life.My phone was placed on the table next to my bed. As I picked it up to check it, I heard a voice filled with relief, “Ah, you are up…”I looked up, and a very tired but perfectly healthy Nathan was standing in the doorway.I smiled at his handsome face. He raced up to me and pressed his lips to mine. I pulled back and he groaned. “I saved you, I deserve a hearty kiss, at least,” he grinned.“You deserve a lot more, but just not with me, Mr. Anderson,” I croaked.He scowled, then spoke, “Are we bac
ARYAI could hear him cry, but it was as if my brain was shutting down. I could hear his voice, but it was from a distance. The pain in my body was insurmountable, but somehow, closing my eyes made it bearable.Knock! Knock! Knock!Someone was knocking… how?A new burst of pain spread through my body as I felt him take me in his arms. What was he doing? Trying to kill me?“Hold your breath,” I heard him shout.Why? I heard a lot of water gush inside the box, and I tried to hold my breath but I couldn’t. I felt water splash on my face for a second, then I was being lifted upwards. Someone was pulling me up.“We should leave before another wave comes in,” I heard a familiar voice.“Go…” Nathan agreed, holding me in his arms again.“How did she get hurt?” the familiar voice asked. And I recognized him, it was Daniel.“How are you here so soon?” Nathan demanded.“Promise to not kill me?” Daniel requested.“Go on,” I could hear a scowl in Nathan’s voice.“I knew that you would do something
NATHANI caught her as she fell in the box and pressed the button to close the lid. The lid started to close but with the pressure with which the water was gushing inside, I knew we were dead.“Arya,” I patted her face, but she was unconscious. I held her by her waist and pushed myself to the ‘drain button’. “Come on… close… damn it!” I cursed as I pressed the button.The water started to drain, but still more kept pouring in. Was something stuck in the door? A thin slit was still open and the water was falling inside rapidly. The outlet speed was much slower in comparison to the inlet. “Arya, wake up…” I tried to shake her, but she was unconscious. “Arya I need to close the door, please stand,” I tried to put her on her feet, but she was fast asleep. “Wake up…” I patted her again. The water had now reached to the chest level.“Damn it!” I cursed as I struggled to check what was blocking the door.The inflow of water was too much and I needed both hands to check.“Arya…” I gave her
NATHANI don’t know why, but I wanted to put as much distance as possible between her and myself. I feared what I would say if she asked me ‘Why’. Why did I feel this way? Why I was feeling betrayed? Why… How could I tell her that I didn’t want to let go of her? That the thought of another man owning her bothered me way too much. To think that after a few days, some other man would kiss her, touch her the way I did… the way only I should be able to… As I pictured a faceless man grabbing her bare body and having his way with her without her consent, my anger rose. I fisted my hands to temper my rage and walked to the cottage. I picked up my phone and walked out.I was moving to the opposite side of the island when I heard her shout.“Nathan…” she was calling my name.I stopped to see if she was hurt, would I be able to tell through her shout? “Nathan…” she called again. She was panicking. Of course, she was panicking because of my abrupt behavior. She was here for a fun week, a week
ARYAYes, I was committing sin, and I know that I would have to repent for that for the rest of my life. But well, the punishment does not change if we commit one murder, or two or a hundred. We only die once, and I wanted to live a hundred times before my timed death.“What do you want to do today?” he asked me the next afternoon. I was very sore… especially in places that I had never dreamed of.I pouted naughtily and he raised his eyebrows at me. I was wearing nothing but one of his t-shirts.“How many days are we here for?” I asked after a pause.He grinned. His demeanor was so casual now, I liked it very much. It was like he was at ease, in his natural environment. No mush-no fuss!“How many days do you wish to stay here?” he asked with a smile.I sighed as I bent over the kitchen counter and stretched, “Forever…” I moaned, my cheek pressed against the cold surface. “Oh, don’t do that,” he spoke, standing behind me and pushing himself.“Oh, I want to do everything in this foreve
NATHANThe reality came crashing down upon me worse than I had ever imagined. I was not looking for a long-term relationship with this weird girl, but knowing what she has been through and what she would go through once we part ways, sent shivers down my spine.“You cannot marry a stranger,” I snapped.“Many girls in my country marry a stranger, Nate,” she smiled sadly. “I am lucky that I was not married off to a man when I was barely fourteen. At least I was given time to grow up, time to live my dream, time to meet you –” she whispered the last word sadly.“Don’t go back,” I insisted. “Stay here. I will ensure that you have a visa. I will arrange for a permanent residency for you here.”“And do what?” she asked, smiling now.“I told you Amy can make you a star in the arts community,” I suggested. “Open a gallery, run shows. Be famous, be rich.”“And the cost would be?” she asked with raised eyebrows.“You don’t have to pay anything… I will make sure that everything is sorted,” I str
NATHANI have been with many women, but not one was like her. The way she kissed me, loved me, fought to take charge, I still could not push her out of my mind.And I wanted more… so much more…I knocked at the bathroom door behind which she was currently hiding.“Can I come in?” I asked.“Yes,” she replied, her voice hoarser than my expectations.As I entered, I saw her sitting in the shower. “What’s wrong?” I asked, rushing to her. Her head was down on her knees and she was hugging herself. “Does it hurt or was I that bad?” I added.She sniffed and looked up. Her eyes were bloodshot and she was crying.I could never stand anyone’s tears, but hers simply broke my heart.“Hey,” I spoke, as I moved her hair from her face and wiped it. “I am sorry,” she choked.“Why are you sorry?” I asked. “I am sorry,” she hugged me and sobbed so harshly that I could not understand what I was supposed to do.I picked up her sobbing form in my arms and carried her out. I wrapped her body in a blanke
NATHANFor the first time in my entire life, I was so shocked and embarrassed. What was I thinking? I didn’t ask her to be my girlfriend or my live-in. I asked her to be my home! Who does that? Holy hell, I haven’t even fucked her yet. What has gotten into me?To pass on this weird feeling developing in the pit of my stomach, I picked up my wine bottle and started to drain it. Identically, she picked up her vodka. For a girl who doesn’t like wine, she sure could drink neat vodka!As she finished almost half of the bottle, sipping quietly, staring at the sky or horizon, I asked, “When did you start drinking?”She chuckled but she was in her senses. “The week I came to your gorgeous country.”There was no slur in her voice, she must be a good drinker!“Before that?” I asked curiously.And she laughed maniacally. Okay! Maybe she was a bit drunk.“Sri made me drink. She said and I quote, ‘if I have to live and enjoy life in this country, I need to drink,’ so yeah, I have been drinking eve