ARYA
The orientation program was hosted by Nathan’s company. It was one of a kind program where thirty students, this time thirty-three including Sri, Raghu and I, from all over the world were chosen and taught by Nathan himself. Day one comprised of multiple sessions, and day two was about assessment and getting to know each other. It was kind of an adventure and as per Sri and Raghu, only the brightest of all were selected for this program and people formed lifelong friendships in these two days.
Our adventure began the next day at 6 AM when we three – Sri, Raghu and I, checked in the hotel Plaza, the venue of the orientation. The previous night, we had received emails detailing the schedule and agenda. Where Sri and Raghu were beyond excited, I was lost. Sri and Raghu had packed up all the fat books from their course to look up anything and everything that may come up during the session, whereas I packed my novels, sketch pads, drawing pencils and all tools needed when creativity inspired me.
Something inside me said that something magical was going to happen on the trip, and I was all prepared to go for it.
The session started and the first one was from Nathan himself.
My elbow slipped from the desk on which I was resting my face in bored fashion when he took the stage. He was wearing a silver-grey suit with a black shirt and tie. He had a headphone attached to one ear and he was walking the dais, talking to the group.
I was sitting at the back, alone in a corner, and not listening to a word he was saying, well after his very first introduction.
“I am Nathan Anderson, you all can call me Mr. Anderson.” His tone was so dominating and different in comparison to when he had whispered in my ears, you can call me Nate. My mouth had watered at the memory of his proximity and his warm, minty fresh breath on my face and ears.
As the sessions progressed, everybody was engrossed in the words that Nathan was saying. Everybody except for me. Finance was not my subject and its terms were alien to me. Nathan was showing many graphs, charts and formulas to everybody. And everybody was soaking in his every word like a dry sponge. But I, well I was the only one who was just soaking in his voice, his physique, his body, his stance, his gestures and his everything. His voice seemed like music to my ears, a rhythm that one knows since forever, but had forgotten the lyrics.
The session had given me a full reign to stare at him, observe his every move, every gesture. How he lifted his glass to take a sip of water. How he wiped his moist lips that I so desired to chew upon. And how he raked his hair every time his gaze moved in my direction and lingered on me for a few seconds. While my eyes didn’t leave his profile for a second, my pencil was moving constantly. I had a talent of being able to draw without looking at the paper much, and today, my talent was coming to perfect use.
Yes, he knew that I was staring at him shamelessly, but did I care? Well, yes and no! Yes, because I felt something hot and raw for him that I knew I could never share with him in real life. And no, because I had until tomorrow to soak in every aspect of his personality, and post that he will only shine in my dreams and in the sketches that I was drawing non-stop, without blinking, or without even looking down at my paper.
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NATHAN
Maybe inviting this girl to my orientation program was a mistake… a huge mistake. What the hell was she doing? Was she staring at me like I was the object of her fascination or was she just sitting glassy-eyed and thinking of someone else altogether?
No matter how hard I was trying, my eyes kept flickering to her corner every few seconds. And she was not blinking. With her face resting on her left palm, elbow tucked on the table stably, she was doodling non-stop with her right hand. She had her stupid geeky glasses back on, which were hiding almost half of her tiny face, and today her hair was tied in a loose ponytail. Everyone around here was immaculately dressed, they were here to impress me, but not this girl. She was wearing yellow floral two sizes too big top and baggy jeans. I couldn’t help but notice how stiff her body felt and how much I wanted to massage those tiny shoulders and relax them. I was trying too hard to shake off this feeling again and again, but yet again I was drawn towards her. She was biting her lips now, why? Thank God she chose the last seat, god forbid if she were sitting closer.
“Err…” I paused as I literally forgot what I was saying few seconds ago. Fuck! What was happening to me? Everyone in the room moved but not her. She was still staring at me with the same expressions. “Any questions?” I spoke abruptly.
Almost every single hand shot up in the air and an inadvertent laugh escaped my lips. “I will take three questions, just three at the time…” and as I randomly chose three students to ask whatever they wished to, I decided firmly not to glance in her direction – a decision that I knew was absolutely useless!
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NATHAN
Only I knew how I went through the first four hours of the day. I had never felt such kind of pull towards any girl, ever. She was different, she was unique, and there was something so raw about her that I could not help but make a beeline towards her during the lunch break.
The event management team of my company, i.e. the hard-working people behind the event who planned out everything meticulously from picking up the right hotel, to transport and every minute thing required to make the orientation program a success, had arranged for a five-star buffet for lunch. I never attended the lunch hour with the students as my presence made them nervous but today, today was different.
A hush fell when I stepped into the room. A lot of students tried to gain my attention, but I just smiled and waved at them. As I looked around, I spotted her friends, but she was not there.
As I saw a couple of students making their way towards me, I quickly pushed two sandwiches on a plate and walked back out, waving like a celebrity. Well, to them and many more, I was equivalent to a celebrity, I mused.
“She is in the backyard of the hotel,” Daniel spoke from behind me, making me jump.
“Holy!” I swore as I turned around. “You do know how to sneak up on me!”
“Isn’t that why you went to the buffet hall, sir?” Daniel asked with raised eyebrows.
I pretended to look around, then asked rather casually, “And which way is this backyard?”
Daniel masked his laugh and led the way.
And there she was… Sitting all by herself, on a broad railing on the hotel boundary, facing the ocean. Her unkempt hair was rippling in the breeze and her very loose top was getting blown away, but she was not bothered. Her legs were dangling from the side wall and she was shaking them and enjoying the view as if she had no care for the world.
As I walked up to her I couldn’t help but notice how perfect her body was, which was now evident as the breeze was making her shirt hug her torso tightly. Why on Earth does she always wear such weird clothes?
“What are you doing here?” I asked and she jumped so wildly that I instinctively grabbed her.
“Umm…” she spoke as she stared into my eyes. We were so close now that her hair were blowing in my face and tickling me, sensually. Suddenly, I was super aware of my hands wrapped around her body. Her smell, lavender with a hint of roses, despite getting mixed in the sea breeze was raising havoc in my body.
I exhaled heavily and felt her stiffen in my arms. Did she feel the same way for me?
“Umm…” she repeated. As she was partially dangling from the boundary, I secured her in my arms and pulled her back. Her eyes widened as I walked back. All I wanted to do was take her straight up to my suite and place her on my bed and… but she fidgeted in my arms and I planted her feet on the ground.
Her hands were fisted on my chest, and before I could bend a bit to taste that flowery scent, she dropped her hands and stepped back.
Despite what I wanted, I too dropped my hands and let her go.
“What?” She was speechless, and for the first time, so was I. I was speechless in the company of this weird, gorgeous woman.
I wanted to say so much, but her phone went off. I saw that she had put up an alarm for the time of the class.
“Shoot!” she cursed and ran away.
“Lunch?” That was all I could shout after her. Her untouched plate of sandwiches was still on the boundary, looking sad and miserable, just like I was feeling.
ARYAI had never been so riled up in my life. For starters, that moron almost threw me off the roof. And then he grabbed me. The way his muscular body felt against mine, I couldn’t help but drool. He had such strong arms, how easily he had lifted me in his arms. If only someone was there to click a photo of the moment, I would have loved to sketch it for my collection.“Ms. Nathan,” someone called out. The session was going on and some blonde woman was speaking finance gibberish, which I was tuning out as usual.“Ms. Nathan,” someone repeated. I looked up and saw the elderly man who often stayed glued to Nate. The man was gesturing me to follow him. I looked up ahead, the woman taking the session was impatiently waiting for me to leave. So, I obliged.As I walked outside, the man led the way and took me to a buffet room.“What?” I asked, but he just opened the door for me. I s
ARYA“What was that?” Sri demanded that evening. “What was in your notes that he took them? It could not be anything related to the lecture!”Her tone and jealous look bothered me, and for a moment I didn’t want to share, but if I didn’t share with Sri and Raghu, who else could I share this with? They were my only friends in the whole damn world! So, with a scoff, I showed them my notebook, “These…” I spoke as I opened the last pages, “are my notes.”They stared at the pages for a moment then laughed in unison as they saw my latest drawing of him in there. “Yeah, it is mighty impressive,” Raghu laughed. “No wonder he took your ‘notes’.”I rolled my eyes and took back the notebook. I looked at my own handiwork and this time, I had drawn him from a pose that I remembered from our lunch together. He was sitting straight with h
ARYAThe next day while everyone took the test, I doodled over the paper. It was a multiple-choice questionnaire, and where everyone else was busy doing calculations and forming equations, I was busy drawing.I filled each side of the test paper with intricate designs, designs that not just incorporated small circles provided after each question, but also used them to enhance the overall drawing. Once the alarm bell rang indicating the end of the test, I didn’t want to submit the test paper but I was forced to. The woman supervising the test snatched it from my hands before I could refuse.After the test, all the students were taken for sight-seeing and then we were free. One of the most popular ways of visiting various tourist attractions in Cape Town was the ‘Hop-on-Hop-Off Bus’ and this was what was arranged for the students.I, along with Raghu and Sri, occupied seats on the open-top ‘Red Bus’ and had fun with other students. Though I was feeling out of place, especially with ever
ARYAAs Nathan’s hand slid into mine, a shock emitted all over my body. His grasp was so familiar and comforting that a warmth, which had nothing to do with my clumsy, baggy clothes, spread in my heart.“Do you know how I can go on top, there?” I asked Nathan, pointing at a mountain top.“Why?” he demanded, shielding his eyes from the Sun’s glare and looking up.“Para gliding,” I beamed in excitement.“What?” he looked taken aback.“Why? You haven’t done it ever?” I asked, shocked. “With your kind of money and resources, you must have tried everything.”“Yes, but not here,” he pointed around.“Why?” I asked serenely. I had done paragliding back home once or twice, but never from this height.“Because it is frigging dangerous,” he looked strangely at me as if I had lost all my senses.“Umm… I am pretty sure it isn’t,” I laughed.“You can drown,” he pointed at the vastness of the ocean.I too looked at the horizon and smiled, “If I fall there,” I stretched my hand, “Smack in the middle
NATHAN“My Nate…” her parting words reverberated in my ears as I stood by the cliff for a long moment, longer than necessary. Arya was so different, but she was so familiar. When I had kissed her, the moment I touched those soft lips, I had felt a desire ripple through not just my body, but also hers. I had realized the moment she had gotten comfortable with my touch, and when she had tried to take charge. She had risen on her toes to meet me equally. How could someone be so timid and simple and yet so fierce and dominating?“I didn’t want you to stop the first time,” her voice echoed in my head on an endless loop.“Sir?” One of my security guards spoke.I looked up at him. At least six men were standing around me, “Sir, can I get you something?” He added, feeling uncomfortable.I shook my head and decided to take my thoughts back home. I needed to see what I could do about this Arya situation. What did that Sri mean when she asked Arya, ‘Have you forgotten everything?’ And why did Ar
ARYAI didn’t know why but tears kept pouring down my cheeks today. Sri, who had given me an earful for my incandescent behavior, had left for the evening. She was going to spend the night at Ajit’s, her long term boyfriend and fiancé. Raghu too was out with his friends and I was all alone.Two months were still left in my term, and after that I was supposed to go back to India forever. But today, I wanted to go back immediately. Not because I didn’t want to be with Nathan. Oh, I desperately wanted to be with him, but I knew that it was neither possible nor plausible. So, to silence that desperation, I wanted to put an end to any possibility. And the best way was to get a one-way ticket to India. I knew if – no when – when I will go back home next, it would be the last time. And I would never see Cape Town ever again.So, to make this sad thing possible, I had called my professor and begged him to let me go early. Hearing my tearful plea, he agreed to let me go after I had submitted t
ARYAHe looked so stunned that I almost laughed. He was confused. “Why are you crying then?” he demanded, outraged. “It was as if you are doing something awful, against all your damn wishes.”Only if I could tell him!“Where are we going?” I wiped my face and smiled now.“Why are you crying?” he demanded. “I need to know why you are crying so harshly.”I shook my head and smiled again. “These tears, they come with the territory. But you will soon give me the reason to smile all my life…” I grabbed his collar and shook him slightly. “You will give me memories that will make me happy forever…” he looked so confused. “So, tell me, Mr. Anderson,” he screwed his face at this, I leaned in and pressed my lips to him, he relaxed slightly, “Nate, my Nate,” I whispered at his lips, “Tell me, Nate, where are you taking me for my perfect vacation.”He stared at me for a long moment, then nodded.“I need to know why you are crying, but it can wait. I am sure that Daniel will be here in a short w
NATHANI have been to this island more times than I could count, but this time was worth it. Being with her, away from prying eyes, away from all the distractions, was everything. Deep down I was feeling guilty, yes, a lot guilty for abandoning the empire I had built from scratch, but I was hopeful that James would be able to hold the fort down for a few days, at least. Maybe, I will catch up on emails – and give away my location and privacy to Daniel in the process – later in the week.“What are you thinking?” she asked, bringing me back to my senses. She was wearing a long t-shirt and shorts. Her bare legs were dangling from the chair and I couldn’t help but notice how beautiful she was. I could see that she was much more comfortable around me now, especially after our adventure in the ocean. She didn’t mind anymore if I wrapped my hands around her body or kiss her when she was not expecting. She was sitting on a chair by the kitchen counter and eating happily. She was so easy to
NATHANUsually people say that it takes a lot of courage to be where I was, but they were wrong. It takes even more… hell of a lot more… well, it takes every ounce of courage that a person ever had in his blood.“It will be fine, sir,” Daniel spoke as he pressed his hand on my shoulder.Finding comfort in his touch, I knocked. There was no doorbell! I looked around, everyone in the vicinity was staring at us. She was right, it was a small village, and a group of white men in suits looked alien in the area.The door opened and a man in his fifties was standing there.“Yes?” he looked a little taken aback at the sight of me and my three bodyguards. Three were with me in the front, but at least eight were lurking in the shadows. Daniel had insisted on taking more men with us, and judging by the area, he was right. Damn it, why was he always right?“Mr. Naaaathan,” I asked with folded hands. I had asked Jay, who was standing beside Daniel, how to greet Arya’s family, and I was right in d
ARYAWhen I woke up, I found myself in a room so luxurious that it seemed that I was not in a hospital but a five-star hotel.I sat up, there was a hint of pain in my torso, but it felt like from an old injury. How long was I out? I looked around, there was a bed adjacent to mine and it was unkempt as if someone was occupying it. A laptop was placed on it and it was clear that someone had just left it there. I looked out the window, we were back in Cape Town… back to land… back to real life.My phone was placed on the table next to my bed. As I picked it up to check it, I heard a voice filled with relief, “Ah, you are up…”I looked up, and a very tired but perfectly healthy Nathan was standing in the doorway.I smiled at his handsome face. He raced up to me and pressed his lips to mine. I pulled back and he groaned. “I saved you, I deserve a hearty kiss, at least,” he grinned.“You deserve a lot more, but just not with me, Mr. Anderson,” I croaked.He scowled, then spoke, “Are we bac
ARYAI could hear him cry, but it was as if my brain was shutting down. I could hear his voice, but it was from a distance. The pain in my body was insurmountable, but somehow, closing my eyes made it bearable.Knock! Knock! Knock!Someone was knocking… how?A new burst of pain spread through my body as I felt him take me in his arms. What was he doing? Trying to kill me?“Hold your breath,” I heard him shout.Why? I heard a lot of water gush inside the box, and I tried to hold my breath but I couldn’t. I felt water splash on my face for a second, then I was being lifted upwards. Someone was pulling me up.“We should leave before another wave comes in,” I heard a familiar voice.“Go…” Nathan agreed, holding me in his arms again.“How did she get hurt?” the familiar voice asked. And I recognized him, it was Daniel.“How are you here so soon?” Nathan demanded.“Promise to not kill me?” Daniel requested.“Go on,” I could hear a scowl in Nathan’s voice.“I knew that you would do something
NATHANI caught her as she fell in the box and pressed the button to close the lid. The lid started to close but with the pressure with which the water was gushing inside, I knew we were dead.“Arya,” I patted her face, but she was unconscious. I held her by her waist and pushed myself to the ‘drain button’. “Come on… close… damn it!” I cursed as I pressed the button.The water started to drain, but still more kept pouring in. Was something stuck in the door? A thin slit was still open and the water was falling inside rapidly. The outlet speed was much slower in comparison to the inlet. “Arya, wake up…” I tried to shake her, but she was unconscious. “Arya I need to close the door, please stand,” I tried to put her on her feet, but she was fast asleep. “Wake up…” I patted her again. The water had now reached to the chest level.“Damn it!” I cursed as I struggled to check what was blocking the door.The inflow of water was too much and I needed both hands to check.“Arya…” I gave her
NATHANI don’t know why, but I wanted to put as much distance as possible between her and myself. I feared what I would say if she asked me ‘Why’. Why did I feel this way? Why I was feeling betrayed? Why… How could I tell her that I didn’t want to let go of her? That the thought of another man owning her bothered me way too much. To think that after a few days, some other man would kiss her, touch her the way I did… the way only I should be able to… As I pictured a faceless man grabbing her bare body and having his way with her without her consent, my anger rose. I fisted my hands to temper my rage and walked to the cottage. I picked up my phone and walked out.I was moving to the opposite side of the island when I heard her shout.“Nathan…” she was calling my name.I stopped to see if she was hurt, would I be able to tell through her shout? “Nathan…” she called again. She was panicking. Of course, she was panicking because of my abrupt behavior. She was here for a fun week, a week
ARYAYes, I was committing sin, and I know that I would have to repent for that for the rest of my life. But well, the punishment does not change if we commit one murder, or two or a hundred. We only die once, and I wanted to live a hundred times before my timed death.“What do you want to do today?” he asked me the next afternoon. I was very sore… especially in places that I had never dreamed of.I pouted naughtily and he raised his eyebrows at me. I was wearing nothing but one of his t-shirts.“How many days are we here for?” I asked after a pause.He grinned. His demeanor was so casual now, I liked it very much. It was like he was at ease, in his natural environment. No mush-no fuss!“How many days do you wish to stay here?” he asked with a smile.I sighed as I bent over the kitchen counter and stretched, “Forever…” I moaned, my cheek pressed against the cold surface. “Oh, don’t do that,” he spoke, standing behind me and pushing himself.“Oh, I want to do everything in this foreve
NATHANThe reality came crashing down upon me worse than I had ever imagined. I was not looking for a long-term relationship with this weird girl, but knowing what she has been through and what she would go through once we part ways, sent shivers down my spine.“You cannot marry a stranger,” I snapped.“Many girls in my country marry a stranger, Nate,” she smiled sadly. “I am lucky that I was not married off to a man when I was barely fourteen. At least I was given time to grow up, time to live my dream, time to meet you –” she whispered the last word sadly.“Don’t go back,” I insisted. “Stay here. I will ensure that you have a visa. I will arrange for a permanent residency for you here.”“And do what?” she asked, smiling now.“I told you Amy can make you a star in the arts community,” I suggested. “Open a gallery, run shows. Be famous, be rich.”“And the cost would be?” she asked with raised eyebrows.“You don’t have to pay anything… I will make sure that everything is sorted,” I str
NATHANI have been with many women, but not one was like her. The way she kissed me, loved me, fought to take charge, I still could not push her out of my mind.And I wanted more… so much more…I knocked at the bathroom door behind which she was currently hiding.“Can I come in?” I asked.“Yes,” she replied, her voice hoarser than my expectations.As I entered, I saw her sitting in the shower. “What’s wrong?” I asked, rushing to her. Her head was down on her knees and she was hugging herself. “Does it hurt or was I that bad?” I added.She sniffed and looked up. Her eyes were bloodshot and she was crying.I could never stand anyone’s tears, but hers simply broke my heart.“Hey,” I spoke, as I moved her hair from her face and wiped it. “I am sorry,” she choked.“Why are you sorry?” I asked. “I am sorry,” she hugged me and sobbed so harshly that I could not understand what I was supposed to do.I picked up her sobbing form in my arms and carried her out. I wrapped her body in a blanke
NATHANFor the first time in my entire life, I was so shocked and embarrassed. What was I thinking? I didn’t ask her to be my girlfriend or my live-in. I asked her to be my home! Who does that? Holy hell, I haven’t even fucked her yet. What has gotten into me?To pass on this weird feeling developing in the pit of my stomach, I picked up my wine bottle and started to drain it. Identically, she picked up her vodka. For a girl who doesn’t like wine, she sure could drink neat vodka!As she finished almost half of the bottle, sipping quietly, staring at the sky or horizon, I asked, “When did you start drinking?”She chuckled but she was in her senses. “The week I came to your gorgeous country.”There was no slur in her voice, she must be a good drinker!“Before that?” I asked curiously.And she laughed maniacally. Okay! Maybe she was a bit drunk.“Sri made me drink. She said and I quote, ‘if I have to live and enjoy life in this country, I need to drink,’ so yeah, I have been drinking eve