Chapter Five

"I love having y'all here with me." Khalan said, kissing Adam's shoulder who had a happy smile laying in their bed.

Adam moved to Atlanta with Khalan, he set up an apartment with everything Adam and his daughters may need. Kayla was already born, but still a tiny baby. 

"We love to be here too. Now the only thing missing is we meet your mom." Khalan still needed to tell his mother about Adam and his daughters, which was something that bothered Adam. 

"I don't want her in my business."

"Khalan is not only your business; it is our daughters we are talking about. They don't know their own grandma, what you are going to do. Wait until they turn eighteen?"

"Give me one more kiss." Khalan said.

"No, don't try to switch the subject. They need to know their grandma Khalan."

"Fine. I'll bring her here to meet y'all. Happy?" Adam nods. "You're going to be a widower soon because she's going to rip out my skin when she finds out."

Adam laughed, "Don't be so dramatic, we're going to fill her with so much love that she's going to forgive you."

"I hope so. Now what about my kiss?"

"Ugh, big baby come here." Adam involved Khalan in his arms just like the boy liked. The bedroom soon was filled with so much passion and moans, bodies connecting and breaths increasingly strong, you could not deny their connection, their love, Adam was crazy about Khalan just as much Khalan was crazy about him.

"Baby I'm going to cum." Adam says, his toes are curling and the desire is ready to blow. Khalan was sucking him and the boy knows how to treat Adam well with his mouth.

"Cum for me babe." Khalan said, giving a kiss at the tip of Adam's dick. 

In the bedroom, Adam's loud moan could be heard as he comes on Khalan's mouth, Khalan didn't waste a sip as he swallowed all of his boyfriend juice.

"You're so good with this." Adam said breathlessly and looked at Khalan who was still spotting a hard one. "What about you baby? What do you want?" Adam asked, kissing Khalan.

"You know I want this fantastic ass."

Adam blushed at Khalan's words even together for four years and with two daughters Khalan still managed to make Adam blush. "Yeah? What are you waiting for come fuck this fantastic ass."

"Fuck I love naughty Adam."

"Get a condom on the bathroom babe."

"Why? You don't want to expand the family?" Khalan jokes. 

"Are you insane? No? Stop playing, come on." Adam laughed.

"Fine." Khalan said, giving Adam a hard kiss. "By the way I love you." He said before entering the bathroom. 

Khalan thought that day that he couldn't ever be any happier. 

---

Khalan

This club was crowded.

Girls occasionally come to dance on my lap, but I couldn't focus on anything.

I was remembering the week Adam moved in with me. The happiest week of my life was just the four of us against the world. 

I never got close to being that happy again. 

"Hey K. What is wrong with you man? That girl was practically rubbing her tits on you and you with a sad face. Come on, is this still because of that boy? You are better without him." Mike said when he sat down on the couch beside me. There were about three girls in his lap while another one was dancing in front of me but I wasn't paying attention. 

I don't know why I let Mike convince me to come to this strip club; all I can think about is Adam.

Has been a week since he broke up with me. I feel guilty as fuck for yelling at him but that neighbor of his got in my nerves. He clearly wants to fuck Adam and now my stupid self, gave Adam to him in a silver plate.

I need to do something about it.

If Adam thinks that we're done he's mistaken, we have a family together, is a bound nobody could break.

"Man look, isn't that rapper? The hot girl?" Mike asks me, pointing to the gorgeous dark skinned woman. That is the rapper Susy and I have to confess she's beautiful. Her smile is gorgeous and her skin is glowing in the club lights. She was in another section of the club.

"Yeah it is."

"Maybe you should introduce yourself. Come on could be an opportunity." I think about Mike's words and as usual, he's right, that friendship with her could open many doors for me.

"Alright." I say standing up.

Passing by the club there are a lot of girls dancing and so much money thrown on the floor. I arrive where she is and she receives me with a smile. 

"Hey you're Susy right?" I ask. She looks at me smiling. Her smile is even more gorgeous from closer.

"Oh yeah hey you're kmoney right. I hear your latest song is going to be number one soon." She says excited you can notice she is a good person just for the energy she transmits.

"Thank you. You have been on the radio too huh. I heard you a lot. We should make music together someday."

"Oh my god totally. I would love to do that." I spent the rest of the night talking to her. For what the media portraits her I thought she was just another party girl but talking with her you see how intelligent she is. We exchanged numbers that night with a promise to make a song together soon.

I was back to find Mike and tell him I was heading home, this night is over for me. "I'm going home."

"How did it go with her?" He tried to ask but I was already going to the exit.

I want to lay in my bed and end this day already. I know I will not be able to sleep because I'll spend the night thinking about Adam. We fought before but he never broke up with me, I do not know how to act now. I want to call him but I know he is not going to answer. I feel frustrated sometimes. I feel like I am doing all wrong but being a rapper was all I ever wanted and I'm getting there.

I do not know why I still feel empty.

Heading home, I feel an urge to write, I grab a pencil and a piece of paper and start to write. Twenty minutes later the song is finished. It was a break up song, different from everything I ever did.

Is about Adam.

Putting my head in the pillow, I think about us repeatedly. I love him, always loved him, I cannot live without him. 

I have to make things right but I don't know how. 

---

In the morning, I head to the studio to show my new song. I was excited because this song was different. I showed it to the producer and he loved it right away, we started to work on the beats and soon we found the rhythm. Was perfect.

I wanted to release the song already but I have to talk to Mike first since he is my manager, I have a feeling he is not going to like the song. 

"Hey K didn't know you were here." Mike said, entering the studio looking like a mess. He probably came straight from the club. 

"Yeah we are finishing a new song."

"Damn really? Alright let me hear." 

The producer put the song and Mike sat down on the chair beside me as the song started. Soon in the first lines, I felt a smile coming to my face, but I looked at him and he got an unpleasant look on his face. 

“If I’m breathin’

You must be the reason

If you leave me

My world will become crimson”

The song ends and I feel very proud of myself, the first song I did that is from the heart, as I was doing Adam was in my mind all the time. I want this song to go all there for him, hear it, for him to know I love him and I'm not letting us be over. 

"You want to release this?" Mike asked, looking at me. I knew he wasn't going to be happy about it. He's the only one in the music industry who knows about Adam; he knows this song is about him. 

"Yeah Mike."

"Tyler, can you excuse us please?" Mike said to the producer he only nodded and headed out in the door leaving us alone in the studio.

"K you're a rapper this is not what you do. This is a love song. If you release this people will start to question your love life, if you are in love, if you're dating someone. Is that what you want?" 

"I told you this once Mike all of this there's no purpose without him and now I'm without him." I said, getting angry. 

"The boy will come to his senses. Cut his money, don't give anything to him you will see him come back crawling." Mike said. 

"Adam is not like that."

Mike laughed "Oh really? The diamond necklace does not work as I told you? I didn't see you come back with that."

"I left it there, he didn't know I did."

"You want to jeopardize your career again because of him K I'll not let that happen. There's so much at risk here not only for you but for me too, I don't know what more that boy wants, you give everything to him and still nothing is enough for him, you better without him believe me."

"I'm not going to be without him, Mike. That is not an option. Also there's this neighbor of him who's trying to fuck him."

"Hold down, what?" Mike asks now with interest in the conversation. 

"He got a neighbor who's trying to fuck him, he told me they are only friends but that bitch wants Adam, I saw that on his face. That's why we fight."

"If you ask me he broke up with you to fuck his neighbor. Look at the facts, this is what it looks like." Mike said, putting his hands in the air. "But you still want to release a song about the boy? He's been unfaithful to you and you still want to fuck your career because of him?" 

"He told me he's not fucking with him." I feel my heart sink just thinking about Adam with someone else. 

"You remember when he came to Atlanta right? With a whole new baby that doesn't even look like you."

"Shut up Mike, she's my daughter." I said angrily standing up from the chair. 

"Oh you did a DNA test on her? Man, he told the baby was yours and you didn't even question him, just accepted."

"Shut the fuck up Mike this conversation is over I'm not releasing that song alright. Happy?" I said opening the door to leave this fuck studio. 

"I'm not the enemy here. I'm at your side. I want you to be number one. We are on the same team, Khalan."

"Whatever I'm out of here." I said, slamming the door furious. This bitch thinks he owns me as if I can't do any shit.

I will release the song; I don't need anybody’s permission. 

---

"Can I be honest?" Adam asked. They were laying in the bed after having sex that was the fourth time on the day. Khalan said he missed Adam so much that they are going to be in bed for a while. 

"Always babe, what's up?"

"I don't like Mike and I know he doesn't like me either."

"Nah he got that strange way of his but he's cool."

"No Khalan, he doesn't like me. He probably thinks I'm disturbing you, that I am in the way of your career. Also I don't like the way he looks at you."

"What? No babe you are seeing things and if he doesn't like you that is his problem I'll not let him get between us okay.” Adam nods. "Now come here with this sexy ass that I can't get enough."

"No babe I can't take more dick, my ass is numb. However, we should go to the mall with the girls. They haven't left the house yet and I saw there's a mall not far from here."

"Alright let's go then." Khalan said, getting up the bed and putting Adam on his arms. 

"You are not afraid to be recognized?" 

"I'm not very well known around here yet, it's alright."

"Okay. Just one more thing." Adam said, getting out of Khalan's arms to look at him. "Promise you'll not let Mike influence you please? I don't trust him." 

"I promise you Adam." Khalan said, kissing his lips. "Nobody will get between us."