"Oh hey Khalan is not here." Adam said as he opened the door and saw Mike standing there.
"I want to talk with you, Adam. Can we?"
Adam was living with Khalan for two months already; they were in their best phase after all the drama. Adam did not know why but he did not like Mike but to Khalan Adam was just being jealous since they spend a lot of time together. Time that Khalan was supposed to spend with his family, but for Adam it was not jealousy, it was something else, he felt that Mike purposely did not want him and Khalan together but he did not know why.
"Yeah sure, come on in." Adam said politely.
"I have never been to Khalan's house before, very nice." Mike said with a sip of venom. That didn't come unnoticed by Adam.
"Yeah, our house is beautiful isn't it?" Mike only gave a small smirk to the boy. "So what do you want to talk about with me Mike?" Passing by the living room Mike saw family pictures; Adam with Khalan and their daughters just after Kayla was born still in the maternity room. Everybody had a big smile, the happiness patterned on their faces. Khalan's family was perfect.
Too perfect, Mike thought."Khalan told me you two have known each other since high school right?" Mike asked but didn't bother to look at Adam to see his response.
"Yes we've been together ever since."
"Khalan is getting more famous every day." Mike says and sees a picture of Khalan with Adam. Adam was sitting in Khalan's lap as he looked at the person who was taking the picture. Khalan was kissing his neck. They looked so happy. "Do you know that if the media discovers about Khalan's relationship with you his career will be over?" Mike put the photo back at its place and turned around to look at a very annoyed Adam.
"What do you mean?"
"I mean dear Adam that the media can't know about you and your daughters. That's going to destroy Khalan's career before it even starts, we need to focus on making him become number one and this..." Mike said pointing around the house. "Is distracting him from his goal."
"This?" Adam was controlling his anger. Whom this man thinks he is to enter his house and say whatever he wants.
"Yes and if you love him as much as he says you do you'll understand."
Adam could not believe what he was hearing, he was agitated, he wanted to slap this intruder in the face and scream for him to leave his house.
"What?"
"I think is better if you live in another house, Khalan can no longer be seen near yo-"
"Who the fuck do you think you are?" Adam couldn't hold his anger any longer. This man came to his house to say that Adam can't be living here. With his boyfriend? With the father of his daughters?
And Mike has the audacity to laugh on his face.
"You're funny Adam but I don't know if you remember the contract both of you signed? Did you read the small print?" Adam felt his throat close at how venom and malicious Mike's words were. "Oh I guess you didn't but since I'm a nice guy I'll tell you what was written there. On the contract, you signed in the small print was written that you agreed to maintain your relationship with Mr. Khalan Amaechi a secret until the remainder of the contract and if any parts do not respect the clauses of the contract the penalty is the loss of eighty-five percent of all of Mr. Amaechi assets. And if the media knows about you, Khalan's career will be over and he will be poor again. So imagine Adam, Khalan losing the career he always dreamed of, all of his money gone, having to be poor again, losing everything he has ever achieved, then I ask you…”
“Do you think he still will love you?" Adam felt the tears dropping in his face. He did not want to believe what he was hearing, he knew that something was wrong with Mike but he did not know he was a monster.
"Should I start to look for somewhere else for you to live?"
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Adam
"Aaliyah can you please obey me? Didn't I tell you to not get your sister up; you are going to bring her down." I say taking Kayla from Aaliyah. I need to calm my mood; I have been moody since the breakup.
Khalan was not talking to me. I found it so funny. He called me a whore, and thinks he got the right to be mad?
No, we are not like that anymore, the same way my Khalan was gone, the sweet and idiot Adam was gone too.
I am tired of being made of a fool. If I was a bad person only a simple DNA test could end Khalan's entire career, but no, I am not a bad person, as much as Khalan deserves it, I am not capable of doing it.Who must be happy about this is Mike. That snake always tried to separate us, now he got Khalan all to himself. Good for him.
I don't know what my problem is, why I still think about him. I need to occupy my mind with something or I am going to go crazy.
"Girls lunch is ready." I announce and the two come running. Kayla got this habit of running around the house from Aaliyah.
"Hey, no running."
Picking Kayla up I put her on her chair, Aaliyah is already sitting down in her chair waiting for her plate.
I am not the best at cooking, but I know how to make amazing pasta, everybody always compliments me.
"Can Kayla and I play with Brenda?" Aaliyah asks with a mouth full of pasta.
"Did I already tell you to not speak with your mouth full? It is impolite. I'll speak with Mr. Brown later if you two can go to his house."
My doorbell rings. I get up to answer it, when I open; my father is on the other side. I think he got a sense, whatever when I am upset he shows up even if I did not say anything to him. Dad things, he says.
"Hi dad."
"Hey son, how are you doing?" He asks, hugging me.
"Good. Come on in."
"He's here?" I know he is asking about Khalan, my father always had a problem with him but I was so blind that I always thought he was just being difficult.
Now I see how right he was.
"No, he already left."
"Really? You told me he was going to stay the whole month."
"Yeah well... We fight and we're not together anymore."
"Oh."
"Is alright dad I know you don't like him."
"Is it that I don't like him, Adam. I don't like the situation he put you in." I smile at him.
"Girls, grandpa is here." A minute later Aaliyah comes running. No matter how many times I tell this girl ‘don’t run’ in the house, she keeps doing it.
"Grandpa."
"Hey my love." Dad says filling her with kisses.
"We are eating pasta." She announces.
"Hum the only thing your daddy does right." He says and she giggles, these two are like best friends.
"Come on, let's finish lunch, the food must be cold."
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"And how are you feeling about this?" Dad asked me. We were sitting in the balcony enjoying a much-deserved drink, the girls were at Brenda's house, I asked Andre if they could come to play and my dad insisted that he wanted to meet the guy, so he went there with me. Andre is a nice person and he takes very much care of his daughter.
"Well, it's weird."
"How so?"
"We've been together since high school dad; Khalan is all I know, the only man I've been with. I feel strange like something is missing."
"It's going to take a while for you to get used to it."
"Yeah."
"But maybe this is an opportunity to meet someone new." He says eyeing me. "I saw how your neighbor looked at you."
"Please dad don't, he was the cause of the fight. Also he's straight I-"
"He told you this?"
"No but-"
"Oh so you're assuming? I raised you better than this Adam." My dad says with a smirk.
"Can we stop talking about him please?"
"Fine I'll let that go for now." He winks at me. "So Kayla's birthday is coming, do you have any plans?"
"I'm thinking I'll do a little party here. Inviting some people. I thought about doing a mermaid theme since she loves it."
"That's going to be so cute." I smile imagining my little nugget in a mermaid costume.
"If you need any help you know I'm around."
"Yeah but Khalan's mother already offered to help. Let her have it."
"You two came from dislike each other to be very close. That's nice to see." He fills our cups with more wine.
"Well I don't blame her; she thought I was keeping her granddaughters from her. Khalan stupid ass was afraid to tell her the true." I say sipping in a very good wine.
"Did you notice how many times you said his name already?" He asked seriously and truly, I did not notice.
I am not going to lie and say it was easy to break up with him. That is the hardest thing I ever did but some things in life are necessary. He sees me, as I was his property, as I was always going to be here whatever the shit he did. The Adam from some years may be accepted but not the Adam from today, he has two daughters who are his priorities. Hurts a lot, I never felt something like this before.
"I'm not going to stop loving him out of nowhere dad. I'm trying but. It's hard." It is as if someone is squeezing my heart to stop from beating.
"I know honey, come here; you're never too old for dad's caring." He says patting his lap and I lay my head there, always being my safety place. "You so strong Adam I think you never realized how much, you keep pushing, you keep trying, you don't give up when you put your heart in something. Was always like that ever since little. I have faith in you honey. I know you made the right decision even if it is hurting you. One day maybe it will stop hurting, one day you will feel nothing more, but put in your mind that so far you did your best. You tried. Only works if two people want the same thing."
I feel the tears running in my face. My father was at my side at every step of the way even if I was right or wrong. The amount of times we fight, the amount of shit I said to him and he never left, never abandoned me.
"Thank you."
"For what?" He asks, passing his fingers on my hair.
"For never give up on me."
"You and my granddaughters are the most precious things I have. I'll be here for as long as I can breathe."
"I love you dad." I say getting up to hug him.
"I know Adam, and I love you too. That will pass honey, nothing in life is forever."
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"Hey I came to pick the girls; they must be giving you a lot of trouble." I say to Andre as he opens the door.
"Nah, they are angels. Its nice Brenda had such good friends. Come on in." He says and opens the door for me.
As I enter I look around the house, it is incredible how his house is always tidy even him having a four years old daughter.
My house could never.
"You're alright? You look sad." Sometimes I curse how I can't hide my emotions.
"Yeah I'm alright."
"Sorry if I am being nosy but that guy I met the other day. He's your baby daddy?"
"Yes, he is. Sorry about that day, he can be an idiot when he wants to."
"Is alright, I hope I didn't cause any trouble between you two." He asks looking me in the eyes.
"No you didn't do nothing, Khalan was being disrespectful. He didn't know about the situation and was assuming things." I say, tired of talking about him. Looks like that was all I did today. "We broke up, actually."
"Sorry to hear that but know that you have a friend here if you want to talk." He says offering me a smile.
"Thanks Andre." I look at my watch. "Can you call the girls for me please; I need to give bath and dinner to them. Parent duties."
He laughs. "Yeah I know how it is."
"If you wanted Brenda can spend the day tomorrow with us, since you stayed with the girls today. That will give you some rest."
"Thanks but I was planning to have a picnic with Brenda tomorrow, maybe you guys could join us."
"I don't want to intrude."
"No Adam, truly, I will really appreciate having you guys with us." He says, looking like he was flirting with me, but I have been out of this game for so long that maybe I am imagining things.
"Well, okay." I say blushing.
"Alright, is a date.”
One month later...AdamThe house was a mess.We were setting everything for Kayla's birthday. Khalan's mother Jada and I. She insisted on preparing everything from the food to the decorations and I was glad she was helping me because alone would be chaos."Adam I think we should move this table and put it in the corner that would give more space around the living room.""Sounds great, let's move this thing."Jada and I started to move things from one place to another; the girls were at Andre's house. In the last month we get a little closer, he is such an amazing man. We are letting things go slowly between us, he knows I just got out of a relationship and I do not want to hurt him, because my feelings are still very strong for another person.Talking about the other person, Khalan and me managed to stay civilized with each other, I know he feels guilty for yelling at me that other day but he nev
Why do you want to leave? What did I do babe?" Khalan asked, desperate.Adam was making his bags. After Mike's threat he decided to stay away from this life here, he couldn't let his daughters in that environment, he didn't know what Mike was capable of."I'm not happy here Khalan, I barely see you nowadays, why should I stay here? I'll go back to my hometown where my father is.""Please Adam, all I'm doing here is because of you, because of our daughters, just have a little more patience babe I promise you this situation will not be going to be forever.""I feel alone here Khalan, I tried God knows how much I tried but it is not working.""Please." Khalan said trying to hold Adam on his arms but that didn't reach Adam, he was scared, that night he saw in Mike's eyes, his determination, he feared for his and his daughters safety.He could not stay."Y
Khalan"Mike, we shouldn't do this." I say taking Mike's hands off me and grabbing my shirt that was on the floor.I was about to commit the biggest mistake of my life. I wasn't even thinking about the consequences. Just because I wanted to forget about the fucked up situation that I put myself in.It’s my entire fault I know that, but I can't have one more mistake on my account too. I don't want to lose Mike's friendship."What? Why not Khalan? Is only the two of us here, nobody needs to know.""Mike I can't do this, you're my friend I don't want to mess up our friendship, you're the only friend I have. I don't want to lose this either just because I'm feeling sad. That's not fair with you." I say."Do you think I care, Khalan? I've liked you for so long, now that you're single, why can't you give me a chance?" He says trying to kiss me again and I swipe from his hands."I'm not single Mike, me and
Adam"What should I do?""What do you want to do?" My father asked me.Honestly, I did not know.I was a mess after Khalan's call. All I wanted to do was call him back and say that I loved him too and that everything was all right.However, not everything was all right.We are so complicated. Our lives are not in the same place anymore. These last couple of months showed me that I could have a little peace without worry every second about the media or about him. For the first time in years, Khalan was not my priority.But, how much I miss him."I don't know, dad. I'm tired of chasing him, I did that enough already. It's like a loop, we are not getting anywhere." My dad and I were in another of our wine sessions.We have this thing, he comes to my house and we just drink wine, talk and relax. He's my best friend; he knows how I feel without the need to say anything. I thank the heavens for him becau
"The tea today is especially delicious." The crowd laughs at Wendy's joke."Did y'all see the latest news? Please put the guy on the display." A picture of Khalan appears on the big monitor.In all the gossip blogs and television programs, the main gossip was about the rapper kmoney and his supposed family. Khalan did not reveal who Adam was but it did not take long until the fans did a quick search on Khalan's Instagram and found the Adam Trent he follows.Gladly Adam did not have any pictures of the girls on any of his social media accounts, he never wanted to put pictures of them because you never know the kind of freaks that are out there, the pics he has of his girls are only for him and his family to see.Adam's phone started do blow insanely, mostly were messages asking if he was the Adam the rapper kmoney was talking about, other saying that they were a cute couples, others saying homophobic things that he d
Khalan We were in bed, again, after another round of amazing sex. I do not seem to get enough of Adam. He is so sexy, so handsome; every day in my life, I wonder how I get so lucky to have him. I need to go back to Atlanta, to face everything I have left there. My contract is over and I do not plan to renew it. I need to be a father and a better boyfriend now, something I have been failing off for years. I knew of my mistakes, but I'm trying to be a better person, I want to be a better person, Adam deserves that from me. "I need one month, baby. To set everything in Atlanta and come back to live here with you." Adam was laying down on my chest; my fingers were passing on his brown hair that was getting a little big. I remember how I was pulling this same hair last night, his muffled moans, the pleasure in his face. "Are you serious? What about your career? The contract you have." "Yeah my contract is over, they w
AdamI mean, I should know better by now.However, no, my stupid self does not seem to give a fuck about anything.Here I am, test in hand and the thing telling me that I am pregnant, again.This time is different though. My situation is different.I started to feel weird a week ago, Khalan has been in Atlanta for three weeks now and he asked me to give him a month to settle his life there and come back here. I agreed but my heart wasn't a hundred percent on it. After being promised so many times and the promise never being kept, my trust on what Khalan says is not the same anymore. I gave him the benefit of doubt, but I was being serious when I told him that this is his last chance, pregnant or not, that is his last chance.Dad comes today to spend the day with us, he has not been around much since Khalan was here and I understand his reasons. This is something that Khalan will need to fix too; I want him and my dad to be a
"I was planning to have a picnic together, what do you think? You and Brenda could bond. She's a nice girl; she's going to love you." "I would love to meet your daughter Andre; of course I want to bond with her. We've been together for a month now, and I like you, it's time for me to meet your daughter." Andre had a huge smile on his face. He was in love already. "You can also invite Brenda's friends; you said they live next door right?" "Yeah, Adam's daughters." Andre said, putting Mike in his arms to give him a kiss. "Yes. Adam. The one you used to have a thing with." Mike said, trying to sound jealous. Andre laughs, "Don't need to get jealous, baby. That was a long time ago, both of us were needy at the time and it was only a kiss. We are only friends now, he loves his boyfriend and I like mine very much." Andre did not notice the flash of envy that passed by Mike's eyes when he mentioned those two.&nbs
17 years laterPapa = AdamDad = KhalanSebastian Khalan Amaechi"Sebastian, get up. You're going to be late for school.""Five more minutes Pa." I say, turning on the other side of the bed."That was what you said ten minutes ago. GET UP." My blanket is yanked from my sleeping figure. Can't wait to be over with school and join my sisters at college. That shit so annoying. I get up before Dad comes in and drags me out of bed. Let me just say that is not pretty when he does that.I drag myself to my bathroom still with my eyes closed. Stumbling on the door I manage to get into the shower and start to clean myself."Sebastian, get off this shower, what will take you so long?" Pa comes again to rush me. It is like that every single morning. I lose count of how many times he says my name daily."I'm going.""Your breakfast is r
"Here comes Rihanna. Looking fabulous, let's see if she talks to us. Rihanna here, a word please." "Oh hello." "You look amazing Rihanna, what you're wearing." "Baby, I'm wearing Fenty from head to toe obviously, with my Fenty beauty makeup." "Riri, the world wants to know. When are you going to drop a new album?" The star only turned around leaving the reporter embarrassed. The Grammy was starting and many celebs had already passed by the red carpet. Suddenly a commotion took place. All the media is focused on the next celebrity that has arrived. Khalan stepped off the car first followed by his husband. The couple has been in the media a lot in the past year. From Khalan's daughter kidnapping where Mike, his former manager was plead guilty for, and for the process, that Adam moved against the cop that shot at Khalan and almost killed him. The birth of their son, Sebastian, and Khalan's new album that were nominated for
Khalan "Here you are? I can come at you Mike; we can be together like you want." "You think I'm a fool, Khalan? You're only interested in her." "No Mike, think about it. We can be together, all three of us." I was desperate, saying anything that came to my mind. "Only us?" He asks and I instantly get disgusted with myself, but this is for my daughter. "Yes. We can go far away from here and be together as a family. Is that what you want, right?" "Is all I always wanted. All right, go to the train station, I will pick you there and then we are going to be gone from this city, leave him forever. Only us." "Yes, yes. All right I am going. Bring Kayla too-" "No, she'll be waiting at the place I left her, until I know you're telling me the truth and the cops aren't involved. That's what is going to be." "Okay it's alright. I'm going." I looked at the police station one more time
"We were playing, playing in the grass of the park... I swear, officer. I looked away for five minutes I guess, I was talking to a neighbor friend and then... They are gone. Fuck. Gone. I do not know how that happened... Fuck... Oh my God... Please, you have to help me. We need to find them please." "Sir, I need you to calm down. Tell me your name again." "Andre Smith." "Okay Mr. Smith. Now tell me what happened." Tears fell from the man's eyes. He was desperate. "I brought my daughter Brenda to the park for a picnic. My neighbor has two daughters who were with me too. Aaliyah and Kayla. My boyfriend was also with me-" "What is your boyfriend's name?" "Mike... Michael Knight." "Alright. So, you were at the park playing and..." "Yes, and I saw a friend of mine. She lives in the neighborhood. I was talking to her, for five minutes, I distracted myself for five minutes. They disappeared." "Alright, so the n
Khalan "So are you truly leaving it all behind?" I was saying goodbye to Tina. This last month she was of great help for me. When we first met back in the club, we got along instantly. She is an amazing girl and in my time in Atlanta, we became good friends. "Yeah, I'm done with all this. I did what I wanted for a time, got a taste of the fame but I have to be honest with you. I was never happy. Now I get it. Besides, I have enough money to take care of my family and that's my focus now." "Well my friend, do what your heart is telling you to do. Adam seems like a sweetheart from what you talk about him, so do right by him this time." "I will Tina. So let's get going, I have a flight to catch. Thank you for everything." I say and get up to give her a hug. I needed to thank her; she was the only true person I met along the way. "Good lucky Khalan." --- I tried to contact Adam but without success. He still
"I was planning to have a picnic together, what do you think? You and Brenda could bond. She's a nice girl; she's going to love you." "I would love to meet your daughter Andre; of course I want to bond with her. We've been together for a month now, and I like you, it's time for me to meet your daughter." Andre had a huge smile on his face. He was in love already. "You can also invite Brenda's friends; you said they live next door right?" "Yeah, Adam's daughters." Andre said, putting Mike in his arms to give him a kiss. "Yes. Adam. The one you used to have a thing with." Mike said, trying to sound jealous. Andre laughs, "Don't need to get jealous, baby. That was a long time ago, both of us were needy at the time and it was only a kiss. We are only friends now, he loves his boyfriend and I like mine very much." Andre did not notice the flash of envy that passed by Mike's eyes when he mentioned those two.&nbs
AdamI mean, I should know better by now.However, no, my stupid self does not seem to give a fuck about anything.Here I am, test in hand and the thing telling me that I am pregnant, again.This time is different though. My situation is different.I started to feel weird a week ago, Khalan has been in Atlanta for three weeks now and he asked me to give him a month to settle his life there and come back here. I agreed but my heart wasn't a hundred percent on it. After being promised so many times and the promise never being kept, my trust on what Khalan says is not the same anymore. I gave him the benefit of doubt, but I was being serious when I told him that this is his last chance, pregnant or not, that is his last chance.Dad comes today to spend the day with us, he has not been around much since Khalan was here and I understand his reasons. This is something that Khalan will need to fix too; I want him and my dad to be a
Khalan We were in bed, again, after another round of amazing sex. I do not seem to get enough of Adam. He is so sexy, so handsome; every day in my life, I wonder how I get so lucky to have him. I need to go back to Atlanta, to face everything I have left there. My contract is over and I do not plan to renew it. I need to be a father and a better boyfriend now, something I have been failing off for years. I knew of my mistakes, but I'm trying to be a better person, I want to be a better person, Adam deserves that from me. "I need one month, baby. To set everything in Atlanta and come back to live here with you." Adam was laying down on my chest; my fingers were passing on his brown hair that was getting a little big. I remember how I was pulling this same hair last night, his muffled moans, the pleasure in his face. "Are you serious? What about your career? The contract you have." "Yeah my contract is over, they w
"The tea today is especially delicious." The crowd laughs at Wendy's joke."Did y'all see the latest news? Please put the guy on the display." A picture of Khalan appears on the big monitor.In all the gossip blogs and television programs, the main gossip was about the rapper kmoney and his supposed family. Khalan did not reveal who Adam was but it did not take long until the fans did a quick search on Khalan's Instagram and found the Adam Trent he follows.Gladly Adam did not have any pictures of the girls on any of his social media accounts, he never wanted to put pictures of them because you never know the kind of freaks that are out there, the pics he has of his girls are only for him and his family to see.Adam's phone started do blow insanely, mostly were messages asking if he was the Adam the rapper kmoney was talking about, other saying that they were a cute couples, others saying homophobic things that he d