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Chapter 42: Alone At Last
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2020-08-20 07:01:58We were soon back at the camp where Rose and Tobias still sat. Theodore still gripped my arm tightly and as he looked down at Tobias with cold eyes, he instantly knew something was up.
"It's been settled. Esme will be living with me," Theodore told him, "As my Luna."
Tobias looked from Theodore to me and my tear-stained cheeks and the way I depended on Theodore's arm for support, my legs still weak and shaking, maybe from the shock, maybe the pain, maybe the betrayal.
Tobias got straight to his feet.
"What has happened?" he questioned, "Esme?"
Saying nothing, I just kept my eyes on the floor, completely unable to face either of them.
I was ashamed of my weakness. Ashamed that I had let him do this to me.
"What the fuck have you done to her?" Tobias growled a few seconds later.
"None of your business, Alpha Brynn. All you need to know is that she has changed her mind," Theodore replied, "And you will need to manage w
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