15: Terrence.

As usual, after making love with Benny, I wake up in a fog. Vaguely, I recall him placing me gently in the passenger seat of his car and buckling the belt around me. After that, there was the hum of the engine in my ears and his big, strong hand resting on my thigh. He must have carried me into the lobby and up to his room, which is where I am now.

His room.

His, period.

I roll over and inhale his scent off the pillow, my sex immediately turning wet and pliant. Where is he? I want him to be back inside of me, possessing me in a way no one has before. My protector, caretaker and lover all rolled into one perfect man.

After a few seconds of obsessing about his body, his touch, my effervescent tingles give way to dread. I need to go find Benny and figure out what we’re going to do about his family. I don’t want to be the reason they grow estranged. I definitely don’t want to lose my best friend who I’ve grown to love. But I’m not willing to give up Benny. And I don’t think he’s willing t