JUSTINE'S POV
Last night's show was such a legend. He's so hot. I can't stop thinking about him.Most of the time I just imagine what if we were lovers.Actually, if I will be given a chance to met him in person, a simple hug will do or even a kiss on my cheeks. But, if ever that we will share a hot moment, then I would love that, too.Even if he's wearing that silver wolf mask, you can already say that a handsome face is what beneath that.He got that hot body, a beautiful lips and teeth that can make a killer smile and his eyes that can make you melt even if he's just gonna stare at you for few seconds. I really wonder what does he look like. But, absolutely there's no doubt that he's handsome.He's so perfect, such an ideal boyfriend and a man.I accidentally got to know him when someone in twitty shared a hot picture of him where he was topless and his hot seductive body revealed, then I remembered that the caption of that post was his name.That's why, I immediately go to the internet and searched for his name then I found him. I then followed him on every accounts in different platforms he has, even if you need to pay first.I don't know but I get obsessed with him I guess. He's very charming."Hello? Justine, my friend are you with me?" Ayen snapped her fingers in front of my face that made me shook my head."Oh, sorry, what are you talking about again?" I asked then took a sip from my drink. We are now at the university's café to take some rest first.Our class just ended and we can already go home but we decided to take a rest here first instead.Luckily, I still have one hour before my shift starts that is why I go with her."You were just completely staring at your drink, it's been I think ten minutes," she said and pouted."I've been talking and talking here for a while and turns out you're not even listening? What are you thinking, huh? Care to share? You're like that since morning, do you have a problem?" she asked again.I just shook my head first and smile sparingly. "No, I don't have any serious problem. Maybe I'm just tired. So, what are you talking about?" I just asked.She slowly nodded first. "If you're tired then take a rest. Maybe don't go to your work today."I just laughed a little at what she said. "No, I can't.""Hey, I'm just curious. Why are you still even working if your father is giving you money? He can fully support your study and all of your expenses. Given you also have two older sisters that are also giving you some allowance sometimes, right? The amount of money they giving you is not enough? Or they stopped supporting you now and let you make your own money and let you live on your own?" she asked one after another.I just hold my laughed at what she's thinking. "What made you think of that? They are still supporting me it was just my own decision. If I can't anymore, then I will stop working. I just want to experience how does it feel making your own money," I explained."I don't mean to brag anyone, huh?" I added."I know," she replied.We went silent for a while."They don't know this, aren't they?"I nodded one time as a response and she just shook her head.Ayen knows every secret I have and she keeps it. We supports and guide each other everytime.She knew from the start that I am gay and I asked her to keep it as a secret and she's doing it. Ayen really got my back and I am blessed to have a friend like her."Anyways, so as what I was talking about." She looked at me sharply."I got his name." Her mood changed into jolly and excitedly unlocked her phone and hugged it."Who?" I confusedly asked."Him!" She showed me her phone and I saw a picture of a handsome guy that was wearing our university's jersey soccer shirt.I felt that I get awaked when I saw the picture. That guy is handsome and hot! You can see that he has a well built body and biceps that are surely strong."Who's he?" I asked when she took away her phone from me."He's Joshua! Joshua Alfuego, third year architecture student, president lister and the mvp of our university's soccer team! Not to mention his looks, body and charm! Aaack! I want him to marry me!" she almost shrieked by just introducing me the guy from the picture and I just unbelievably looked at her."Do you know his social media accounts or does he even have one?" I asked."No, not yet. I'm still waiting for my resources," she replied and keep her phone."Resources?" My eyebrows met."Yes, resources. I went to their building and asked some architecture boys, that were also freshmen like ours to go get his social media accounts. All of the accounts he has," she confidently said."And how come they followed you?" I asked."I said I will give them my socials and let them talk to me," she answered and even flicked her hair.I just slowly nodded and my jaw dropped a little at her response.Well, no doubt. Ayen is indeed beautiful, but she's a total crazy thing."I can't take your confidence," I commented."Well, there's nobody like me." She shrugged."How come you did not just search on your own? You're good at that, aren't you?" I grabbed my drink and took a sip on it."I won't asked someone to do that for me if I can, dummy." She gave me a flat look."Of course, I did that! I actually spent two hours in searching for his accounts in every social media platforms but I can't! I almost got to adult websites. But, it turned out that he is not using his real name on social media and using other name instead. Also, many is protecting his account that is why it's not easy to find, plus, they said that his account is private and you can't find it if he will not be the one who's going to add you," she longly explained."Make sense. Then how can they give you his name on socials?" I curiously asked again. I really can't believe how she planned the things she wants to do."A simple link of his account will do. I can do the rest after that. All they have to do is befriend him on his social, then they can already give me his social's link. You got it?" She even do a sassy pose where she puts her tongue on her right canine tooth.I just closed my eyes for a second."Wow, you're very unbelievable." I clapped quietly."I know, I know." Then she flicked her hair.We went silent again for a moment."Alright then, I think we should go. I have to go back in my apartment first to change before I go to my work," I said as I arrange my things."Okay, I will go home then to wait for some update," she replied as she also fix her belongings."Don't worry, I will let you know what his socials once I got it," she added and winked.I just laughed a little and shook my head at what she said.---I was facing my laptop and writing my reaction paper which is our assignment when my phone suddenly rang beside me.I looked at it and immediately picked it up and put my phone close to my ear when I saw it was my dad who's calling."Hello, dad?" I immediately asked."Hello, Justine. What are you doing?" my dad asked from the other line."Uhm, doing my homework, why?" I replied."Oh, sorry to disturb you,""No, it's okay. I'm already half way,""Okay, have you already eaten?" he asked."Yes, dad. You?""Yes, I just finished. Okay, to let you focus on what you're doing I'm gonna ask you what I really want to."I stopped what I'm doing first to hear out my dad."What is it, dad?" I asked."I know you're busy and you have a lot on your plates but, can you come home on Saturday?" he asked which made me think."We can set it up next time if you can't," he added."No, no. I will try to finish all the things I need to do until this Friday. I will just update you tomorrow, dad, if I can. Is that fine?" I replied and asked."Yes, that's fine. Thank you,""May I ask why?" I asked curiously."Uhm, I actually want you to meet someone. Is that fine?""Huh? Who?""Secret, you'll just meet them on Saturday," he excitedly said."Okay,""All right then, for you to finish what you're doing, let's end this call. It's pretty late, kiddo. Take care always, have a good rest, keep safe and I love you, son," he enthusiastically said which made my left eyebrow raised out of shocked at how dad acts. It's very unusual and confusing."You too, dad. Take care always and love you, too." Then he was the who ended the call.I didn't protest anymore and I know dad that, that when he wants something or he wanted me to come home, it's important.But, now it's people. He wants me to meet someone and I'm curious to know who he wants me to meet.Did he set me up on a blind date? Or maybe it is just a surprise and my sisters were actually already come home to take their vacation?Also, there's no reason to say no or else they will be the one who's going on my apartment instead. In case if it's really my sisters.I'm dead if that will happen, especially if I'm not on my apartment and I'm on my work./W.W/JUSTINE'S POVThe next day I planned all the things I needed to do and I plan to finish them all by Friday since today is Tuesday.After class, Ayen and I doesn't have enough time to be together since I need to go to work immediately so that I can personally speak to the owner of the cafè and ask if I can take day offs on weekends.I am working on a small cafè and we're just actually three there. Me, then Sam, who is a friend of mine. He's also a gay but unlike me, he is brave enough to show the world who he really is but he doesn't cross dress. Every Friday he goes to different gay bars just to hook with someone. He's twenty years old, second year college, taking up bachelor of science in hospitality management, but we're not in the same university.He is just actually studying at the university, one block after this cafè. So, that means our university is not that far from each other.I got to know him at a bar last year. I was just curiously to know how does it feel to go out by m
JUSTINE'S POVWhat happened next was just a very quiet trip. I do not know what to really react, I mean, I do not know if I should do some violent reactions for real. But, as we approach our house, I choose to let my father love someone romantically once again."And yeah, here we are," he said after he pulled over the car.Dad immediately removed his seatbelt and so am I but I did it slower than him."Is she already inside?" I politely asked that made him stopped from opening the door.I slowly looked at my dad as he also gazed to me."Yes," he sparingly and slowly replied.I nodded few times."Does she comes with somebody?" I asked."Yes... She will be with her son," dad replied that made me furrowed my forehead."What do you mean?""Her son is not here yet, he'll just arrive later." I just nodded again few times."So, she also had a family?""Uhm---""No, dad, I'm just fine. I'll just ask her my other questions directly to her. Of course with respect." I then smiled that made dad a
JUSTINE'S POV"What's your course, Justine?" Aunt Laura asked in the middle of our eating."I'm taking up bachelor of arts in fashion design and merchandising," I answered that made aunt Laura nod."Nice choice," she commented."Thank you." I sparingly smiled.Joshua is sitting next to me and I feel like I can't breath.I glance quickly on him and I secretly gulped when I got back to my food.Darn those brown deep eyes of him! That crescent of moon eyebrows! He also got a hawkish nose! Redish lips! Concrete jaw! Defined cheekbones and he's tall!My height is 5'5'' and base on our height gap when we're standing next to each other earlier, he's probably 5'11"!He's so dishy! He's so fine!I hope they doesn't suspecting me for anything. I feel like I'm on a hot seat right now because I'm sitting next to this hunk guy!Luckily, I'm good at pretending and I am showing that I'm just calm right now and does not feel any awkwardness.But, deep inside? I'm trembling already!I gulped when I f
JUSTINE'S POVAfter that talk we just went back inside and found our parents watching a movie and we just joined them."It's pretty late, I should go." Joshua stood up and about to pack his things."Why don't you just sleep here? Don't worry you don't have to share room with Justine if you're not comfortable, we have guest room. But, I guess it's more fine if you two will sleep together and bond somehow?" my dad immediately asked as he straighten his back from the sofa where he was sitting next to Aunt Laura."Yeah, son, as you said it's pretty late. Why, do you still have some things to do?" Aunt Laura also ask.I looked at Joshua but immediately looked away after he glance at me.I just acted and grabbed my phone from my pocket and act like I was checking something on it."Ok, I'll stay." I secretly gulped at what he said. Though, you can sense calmness in his voice and aura."Great! So, where do you want to sleep?" my dad asked pertaining about my room or our guest room.My heart b
JUSTINE'S POVI still can't get over about what Grae mentioned on his live two days ago.I know that I shouldn't bother or think anything stupid but I just can't!Especially that it's Joshua and the fact that he's also an indeed hottie.I was just laying on my bed, looking straight in the ceiling and thinking about nonsense stuff!I was already done with my chores yet Grae won't do live later since it was just two days ago since his last live.But, what if?Could I really possibl---"Goodness, Justine! What the hell are you just thinking about?!" I covered my face using my pillow and rolled over my bed to get rid of what I'm thinking right now."How can you think of that!" I slapped my face and I feel like in any moment I could cry!It's just so horrendous! I can't think of it and I kinda feel like I'm gonna throw up somehow because the fact that he is my stepbro.I should remember that my father and his mother are in a relationship and we are now considered as one family!Aren't we?
~Hot content coming throughJUSTINE'S POV"Dang it! Among of all people!" Joshua massaged his forehead due to frustration.He get his electric cigarette from his pocket and hit it. He then blew the smoke onto me.I don't have that much problem in e-cigar that is why I didn't react aggressively, but I did close my eyes. But if ever that this is a real cigarette then I might ask and react since I really don't like the smell of the smoke of it.I just bow my head and I feel like my knees are trembling. I just keep holding myself not to cry. I feel like just another one hurtful word from him can make me burst to cry.But then I heard him smirk which made me confuse."Hah! What a surprise, I just realized!" he said in kinda excited tone.He lightly grabbed my chin and lift it."You're gay, aren't you?" There's a crazy smile that is drawn on his face.My eyes widen and I my heart beats so fast!I'm doomed! I have been reckless awhile ago!"Come on, you're a total stalker. All right, as you
JUSTINE'S POVHow can I be genuinely happy if I am not free? Free to live myself of who I am really is.How can I be happy if I am living in a gold cage? Am I indeed a bird or a...---"Butterfly! Yes! I feel like a thousand of butterflies were going wild and crazy inside of my stomach everytime I see him!" my friend Ayen giggles as we were walking to go in the soccer field.I just shook my head in disbelief and I even tsked as I can't take and reach her enthusiasm.We were classmates from grade ten to senior high school and luckily, we were also blockmates this college.We are taking up Bachelor of arts in fashion design and merchandising."We're still freshmen and the academic year was just starting but you are already showing your true colors," I said and laughed a little.She faced me and rolled her eyes. "Duh, the class started one month ago and it's already fine. Come on! Let's walk faster or else we won't see him or them!" She grabbed my arm, lead the way and walked even faster
~Hot content coming throughJUSTINE'S POV"Dang it! Among of all people!" Joshua massaged his forehead due to frustration.He get his electric cigarette from his pocket and hit it. He then blew the smoke onto me.I don't have that much problem in e-cigar that is why I didn't react aggressively, but I did close my eyes. But if ever that this is a real cigarette then I might ask and react since I really don't like the smell of the smoke of it.I just bow my head and I feel like my knees are trembling. I just keep holding myself not to cry. I feel like just another one hurtful word from him can make me burst to cry.But then I heard him smirk which made me confuse."Hah! What a surprise, I just realized!" he said in kinda excited tone.He lightly grabbed my chin and lift it."You're gay, aren't you?" There's a crazy smile that is drawn on his face.My eyes widen and I my heart beats so fast!I'm doomed! I have been reckless awhile ago!"Come on, you're a total stalker. All right, as you
JUSTINE'S POVI still can't get over about what Grae mentioned on his live two days ago.I know that I shouldn't bother or think anything stupid but I just can't!Especially that it's Joshua and the fact that he's also an indeed hottie.I was just laying on my bed, looking straight in the ceiling and thinking about nonsense stuff!I was already done with my chores yet Grae won't do live later since it was just two days ago since his last live.But, what if?Could I really possibl---"Goodness, Justine! What the hell are you just thinking about?!" I covered my face using my pillow and rolled over my bed to get rid of what I'm thinking right now."How can you think of that!" I slapped my face and I feel like in any moment I could cry!It's just so horrendous! I can't think of it and I kinda feel like I'm gonna throw up somehow because the fact that he is my stepbro.I should remember that my father and his mother are in a relationship and we are now considered as one family!Aren't we?
JUSTINE'S POVAfter that talk we just went back inside and found our parents watching a movie and we just joined them."It's pretty late, I should go." Joshua stood up and about to pack his things."Why don't you just sleep here? Don't worry you don't have to share room with Justine if you're not comfortable, we have guest room. But, I guess it's more fine if you two will sleep together and bond somehow?" my dad immediately asked as he straighten his back from the sofa where he was sitting next to Aunt Laura."Yeah, son, as you said it's pretty late. Why, do you still have some things to do?" Aunt Laura also ask.I looked at Joshua but immediately looked away after he glance at me.I just acted and grabbed my phone from my pocket and act like I was checking something on it."Ok, I'll stay." I secretly gulped at what he said. Though, you can sense calmness in his voice and aura."Great! So, where do you want to sleep?" my dad asked pertaining about my room or our guest room.My heart b
JUSTINE'S POV"What's your course, Justine?" Aunt Laura asked in the middle of our eating."I'm taking up bachelor of arts in fashion design and merchandising," I answered that made aunt Laura nod."Nice choice," she commented."Thank you." I sparingly smiled.Joshua is sitting next to me and I feel like I can't breath.I glance quickly on him and I secretly gulped when I got back to my food.Darn those brown deep eyes of him! That crescent of moon eyebrows! He also got a hawkish nose! Redish lips! Concrete jaw! Defined cheekbones and he's tall!My height is 5'5'' and base on our height gap when we're standing next to each other earlier, he's probably 5'11"!He's so dishy! He's so fine!I hope they doesn't suspecting me for anything. I feel like I'm on a hot seat right now because I'm sitting next to this hunk guy!Luckily, I'm good at pretending and I am showing that I'm just calm right now and does not feel any awkwardness.But, deep inside? I'm trembling already!I gulped when I f
JUSTINE'S POVWhat happened next was just a very quiet trip. I do not know what to really react, I mean, I do not know if I should do some violent reactions for real. But, as we approach our house, I choose to let my father love someone romantically once again."And yeah, here we are," he said after he pulled over the car.Dad immediately removed his seatbelt and so am I but I did it slower than him."Is she already inside?" I politely asked that made him stopped from opening the door.I slowly looked at my dad as he also gazed to me."Yes," he sparingly and slowly replied.I nodded few times."Does she comes with somebody?" I asked."Yes... She will be with her son," dad replied that made me furrowed my forehead."What do you mean?""Her son is not here yet, he'll just arrive later." I just nodded again few times."So, she also had a family?""Uhm---""No, dad, I'm just fine. I'll just ask her my other questions directly to her. Of course with respect." I then smiled that made dad a
JUSTINE'S POVThe next day I planned all the things I needed to do and I plan to finish them all by Friday since today is Tuesday.After class, Ayen and I doesn't have enough time to be together since I need to go to work immediately so that I can personally speak to the owner of the cafè and ask if I can take day offs on weekends.I am working on a small cafè and we're just actually three there. Me, then Sam, who is a friend of mine. He's also a gay but unlike me, he is brave enough to show the world who he really is but he doesn't cross dress. Every Friday he goes to different gay bars just to hook with someone. He's twenty years old, second year college, taking up bachelor of science in hospitality management, but we're not in the same university.He is just actually studying at the university, one block after this cafè. So, that means our university is not that far from each other.I got to know him at a bar last year. I was just curiously to know how does it feel to go out by m
JUSTINE'S POVLast night's show was such a legend. He's so hot. I can't stop thinking about him.Most of the time I just imagine what if we were lovers.Actually, if I will be given a chance to met him in person, a simple hug will do or even a kiss on my cheeks. But, if ever that we will share a hot moment, then I would love that, too.Even if he's wearing that silver wolf mask, you can already say that a handsome face is what beneath that.He got that hot body, a beautiful lips and teeth that can make a killer smile and his eyes that can make you melt even if he's just gonna stare at you for few seconds. I really wonder what does he look like. But, absolutely there's no doubt that he's handsome.He's so perfect, such an ideal boyfriend and a man.I accidentally got to know him when someone in twitty shared a hot picture of him where he was topless and his hot seductive body revealed, then I remembered that the caption of that post was his name. That's why, I immediately go to the in
JUSTINE'S POVHow can I be genuinely happy if I am not free? Free to live myself of who I am really is.How can I be happy if I am living in a gold cage? Am I indeed a bird or a...---"Butterfly! Yes! I feel like a thousand of butterflies were going wild and crazy inside of my stomach everytime I see him!" my friend Ayen giggles as we were walking to go in the soccer field.I just shook my head in disbelief and I even tsked as I can't take and reach her enthusiasm.We were classmates from grade ten to senior high school and luckily, we were also blockmates this college.We are taking up Bachelor of arts in fashion design and merchandising."We're still freshmen and the academic year was just starting but you are already showing your true colors," I said and laughed a little.She faced me and rolled her eyes. "Duh, the class started one month ago and it's already fine. Come on! Let's walk faster or else we won't see him or them!" She grabbed my arm, lead the way and walked even faster