I’d braced myself for the bitter cold beforehand thanks to my dad’s warnings about what to expect in this new world, but it didn’t stop the shivers from wracking through my slender frame as gusts of wind washed over me.
The sky should’ve been lit up by the sun at this time of day, but it was as dark as if it was still nighttime due to the radioactive dust and ash still clinging in the atmosphere.
My father had been an environmental scientist before the downfall of society, but all his knowledge hadn’t been enough to save him in the end.
Numbness threatened to take over as despondency crept in with the memory of my parents’ deaths still raw, and I considered simply giving up for what seemed the thousandth time since I’d started losing my family members.
Howbeit, some tiny portion of my head reminded me why I had to carry on, the promise I’d made to my dad replaying in my mind as I forced myself to take one step after another.
On some subconscious level, I’d been imagining a completely demolished landscape, but the scene before me aligned overall with my last memory of what I’d seen of the outside world ten years prior.
There were more than a few dead trees as I moved along the same route that I hoped had led me to the bunker to begin with, the downward incline encouraging at any rate, but it was one made in vain because any sliver of a trail had disappeared long ago.
The straps from my backpack dug into my shoulders with the weight I was lugging as I trekked on. I wasn’t sure when I would be able to find food again, so I’d loaded my bag down with the last of the shelter’s resources.
It was a comforting burden to have, but I knew it would also slow me down as I picked my way through the overrun underbrush.
Staying alert, I tromped through the forest, pausing periodically to drink from the reusable water bottle I’d brought along with me. It came with a filter specially attached to the lid, so at least fresh water was one less concern for me.
Be that as it may, I’d opted to increase the load I shouldered by bringing along a couple of additional bottles in case I didn’t come across a water source for a while, well aware that I was walking blind into the forest surrounding the bunker.
The chilly temperature didn’t seem to raise any, but I found myself sweating before long as I continued onward, my progress impeded by the untamed wilderness blocking my path at every turn.
At times, I felt like the trees were conspiring against me as stray branches caught on my clothes during my flight, and I fell more than once as I marched on, making me realize I wasn’t in nearly as good of shape as I’d previously believed.
There was a distinct lack of animal life from what I could tell, but I didn’t exactly hang around for any creatures to cross my path either. Still, the thought left me concerned about whether I would find anyone else in my search for the unknown if animal life wasn’t easily sustained.
I was lonely most of the time, the physical exertion doing nothing to lessen the mental torment I continued to feel, but I kept reminding myself there had to be a reason why I’d survived.
My scattered brain roamed to my parents occasionally as I plodded forward among the trees, and I thought about the future I might build once I landed somewhere safe, as far away as that seemed to be in the moment.
Nonetheless, try as I might, I couldn’t conjure up anything remotely happy with all the negativity in my life working to blur my perceptions of what was to come.
Faltering, I winced as several sticks snapped against my denim-clad knees when I crashed into the ground once more, the stinging ache informing me they had penetrated through the thicker material of my jeans this time.
I thought about letting myself collapse the rest of the way down to the forest floor as I felt my lifeblood begin to soak through, my body feeling like it was on fire from all the exertion, but then I caught a glimpse of something glinting in the dim light ahead.
Shooting to my feet with renewed optimism, I bounded forward, tearing at the overgrown foliage as I grasped what I’d stumbled upon.
My dad’s truck looked the worse for wear, but I threw my bag down anyhow, looking for the keys I’d pocketed on impulse as a memento on my way out of the bunker earlier.
I crossed my fingers as I clambered in, twisting the keys in the ignition, but the engine didn’t roar to life to my dismay.
“Argh!” I yelled, banging my head against the steering wheel as my frustration leaked through to the surface.
It was stupid of me to think that it would start after all this time, but I hadn’t been able to stop myself from wishing something would go my way, not to mention the headache that was blossoming where I’d stupidly injured myself.
I thought about hunkering down in the cab for a while, but I was aware I needed to keep moving. I’d probably been going around in circles knowing my luck, but I knew I hadn’t traveled far from the bunker now that I’d come across a familiar landmark.
Gathering up every ounce of my resolve, I made myself haul the heavy bag back onto my weary shoulders and set off without a backward glance, knowing it would only weaken my resolution to move forward.
My feet felt like lead weights, but I concentrated on a point in the distance, putting one foot in front of the other until I reached my goal. Then, I started all over again, the monotony allowing numbness to take hold.
I knew I certainly wouldn’t win any medals with the sluggish pace I’d set, but the fact that I was advancing at all was enough for me.
Wiping the sweat from my brow, I glanced up through the canopy of branches high above me a while later, but it was difficult to say what time it was with the ever-present darkness encircling me and the roiling storm clouds I spied churning in the distance.
Groaning, I went to push up on my feet from where I’d fallen yet again, but then I heard a noise that I hadn’t noticed before.
Twigs cracked to the right of me, the noise close enough to have me on my feet in a flash, and I spun in a wide arc, simultaneously scanning my surroundings as a chill ran down my back.
I’d been hiking for hours, but this was the first time that I’d perceived other signs of life aside from myself, that I felt unsafe on my own.
Hurriedly, I tucked my hair up into the knit hat I’d removed a while ago, cognizant that my bright red strands would serve as a beacon for anything that might be lurking nearby.
I glanced around for somewhere I could hide, my eyes landing on the pin oaks and other trees surrounding me, but I hadn’t gone far before I caught sight of movement out of the corner of my eye.
Twirling around in a circle, I froze as an enormous scarlet-colored wolf came into view, its hackles raised as a vicious snarl tore through the silence.
My heart stuttered and then picked up double-time when two more huge beasts appeared behind it, flanking the first impossibly large creature as my dad’s caution from a decade ago filtered through my addled brain.
“…I’m not sure I’m strong enough to protect you and your mother from the shadows clawing their way to the surface…”
I don’t know why that particular warning came to light at the moment, leaving me guessing at the extent of my dad’s knowledge, but I was reminded of the many mysteries he’d left behind with his death, not that they mattered when I was about to be torn to shreds.
In the next instant, the wolf from the middle of the bunch stalked forward, the motion being enough to shake me out of my stupor, and I launched myself in the opposite direction, knowing it likely wouldn’t make a difference.
Even so, I found I wasn’t as ready to meet my maker when it came right down to it, and I accordingly put my all behind my escape attempt, using the copious trees to my advantage.
My senses were zeroed in on the wolves hunting me, a charcoal-gray and pure white wolf joining the first assailant, so I was taken off guard as the drone of an engine picked up close by, and before I knew it, a strong arm was whisking me off the ground.
Throbbing spiraled out from my left foot as razor-sharp teeth bit down on it, but a blade slashed out across the wolf’s face before it could gain purchase, an earsplitting howl resounding throughout the forest.
More yelps sounded over the whine of the engine as it revved, but the stranger was already maneuvering the vehicle through the dense foliage, me holding onto him for dear life as the wolves fell further behind with the male’s adroit acceleration.
I was terrified that I might slip off as the motorcycle moved unsteadily through the trees, but that feeling faded the longer I remained safe, another extreme emotion filling the void as electricity thrummed through me. He helped me readjust my position after we were no longer in imminent danger, and there was no doubting that my rescuer was indeed a he considering the impressive muscles that I could feel flexing under my fingertips as he expertly steered despite the added passenger. I kept expecting him to slow down now that we had outpaced the wolves, but the male kept up the same breakneck speed, carving a path through the underbrush with a metal guard that I could see he’d attached to the front of the bike. Boom! Craaacck! Shit! I’d completely forgotten about the storm rolling in, but I evidently didn’t need to worry about it with this guy around. He was already driving straight into the mouth of a cave before the next rumble sounded, the pitter-patter of rainfall starting sec
I was tentative the second time around when it came to gripping Gage’s waist without the danger obliterating my boundaries to smithereens, but he only chuckled, grabbing my arms and yanking me forward until I was plastered against his back. My body was reacting in ways that I hadn’t experienced before, but I deflected, asking the first thing that popped into my mind, “You’re not worried about someone taking off with your stuff?” “Nah, it’s rare that I come across anyone this far out. I have a few spots all over the place for when I’m too far from home. No one has messed with any of them for the months I’ve been out here, but I also have some silver hidden near the entrances to deter shifters from investigating.” I was left with the distinct impression that he was leaving something out, but I trusted him, just the same. He’d already saved my skin after all, and he seemed to be in a hurry to leave now since the rain had forced us to take cover through the night and well into the next
I entered the faintly lit room behind Alissa, opting to stand regardless of the incessant throbbing coming from my foot when I took in the last two seats available. There was a metal folding chair, which Alissa had claimed for herself, and a dingy brown, leather loveseat as the only furniture in the spartan room. It seemed this area had missed out on the homey makeover Gage had spoken of, but no way in hell was I risking the creep, who was currently very conspicuously appraising me, ‘accidently’ brushing up against me. No thank you. So yeah, I would stand. My disgust was made all the worse when Alissa introduced him as Robbie, whom I knew to be the leader of this little community, and I was grateful for Gage’s intel while we’d been holed up waiting out the acid rain. “It’s Robert.” He snapped, anger flashing across his face, and he seemed sinister as the shadows converged around him in the shady corner, his all black apparel causing him to blend in. Smoothing over his features aft
I awoke with a start, the banging of the door slamming shut behind someone startling me up into a seated position, but I saw Gage’s familiar visage before I could freak out too much. “Hey Zoe, still in bed, I see?” He teased, but I was more distracted by the sight of what I was assuming was engine grease spotting nearly every surface of his visible skin. That was, until it dawned on me why he’d frozen in place, his voice turning husky at the end, and his hazel eyes zeroing in on my stiff nipples in the thin, black tank I’d gone to sleep in. I wasn’t planning to address why I’d fallen asleep in his bed, but I did need to muster up the courage to ask him about Robbie’s demands before he went gallivanting off again. Heat flooded my face, and I knew my chest was just as flushed as my reddened cheeks with Gage’s gawking. My brain was moving slow as I struggled to wake up, but it kept churning as I jerked the blanket back over my chest. Then, it hit me. “Still in bed? Is it morning?” I
My eyes raked over the woman’s willowy appearance, from her wild, carrot top hair falling in messy waves to the way I noted her tiny arms quivering with the weight she carried. “Um, hi. I’m Mira. Gage asked me to bring you some food.” She mumbled, biting her lip as her eyes darted down to the tray she held with unsteady hands. “Zoebella.” I answered mechanically, reaching out to take the tray as I continued, “Let me help you with that.” Mira didn’t protest, gladly handing off her burden with a whisper of thanks and shaking her arms out as soon as they were empty. Strangely, I realized the platter didn’t weigh much at all, but I didn’t point that out, instead inviting the woman to come in. She looked to be a few years older than me, but I felt confident I could trust her if Gage had sent her. Shifting on her feet, the indecision was unmistakable on her face, but I didn’t take her hesitancy to heart. I could see she was anxious, but nothing she did made me believe that I was the one
I wasn’t sure what to expect when Gage had pledged to teach me to become a scavenger, but I knew I was ready to get started as soon as possible, in any case. So, I wasn’t thrilled the next day when he revealed we wouldn’t be departing until the following morning, even if I wasn’t in tip-top shape. “Gage.” I whined, hating the childish note in my voice, but not having a better way to express my frustrations, “What am I supposed to do here?” I groused, disregarding the detail that I was still huddled under my blanket. “There’s plenty to go over before then, and I want to make sure the wolves have time to deal with Vance before we go trekking through the forest.” He muttered the last part darkly, diverting my attention as he began methodically packing for our trip, his gait stiff as he hunted for the items he needed. I hadn’t known the name of my assailant before now. I mean damn, I didn’t actually know what the guy looked like, but it didn’t appear to matter bearing in mind what Gage
Exhilaration spread through me as Gage covered my mouth with his, moving his lips in a kiss that I knew would be forever ingrained in my memory. He licked against the seam of my mouth, silently entreating me for access, and I obediently parted my inflamed lips, a whimper escaping as he expertly tangled his tongue with mine. One of his hands dove into my long tresses while the other held me tightly against him by the small of my back. My own hands were draped loosely around his neck as I pushed up onto my toes, straining to reach him with the over half a foot difference between our heights. In any event, Gage pressed one last soft kiss to my lips, lingering for a few seconds before releasing his hold on me, both physically and mentally. Resulting, I felt heady and overheated as I clambered into bed while he watched on with a content smile. “Sweet dreams, Zoe.” He chuckled, strolling off to the restroom as I was busy internally freaking out, but he didn’t say anything else to me whe
Gradually, I felt the motorcycle lose speed sometime later as it bumped over the tree roots and stray branches, and Gage came to a complete stop before I could gather myself together enough to talk. I don’t know how long he’d driven for, but it didn’t feel like it had been long enough. Luckily, there hadn’t been anything indicating we were being followed, so I’d been able to get a better hold over my emotions during the rough ride through the forest. Even so, I felt wrung out, ready to collapse onto the first passably soft surface I came across, but Gage swiftly thwarted my plans when he dropped the next bombshell on me. Peering back at me from over his shoulder as he dismounted, he gave me a sympathetic look as he said ruefully, “I know it has been a long day already, Zoe, but we’re not done moving yet.” Schooling my features, I got off the bike as he started digging through our supplies. I stood back, unsure what was going on, but I couldn’t help darting my eyes around nervously
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Silas didn’t need to ask why my mood had plummeted when he returned to walk back to the pack house with me, and he didn’t pressure me into anything when we were alone in the spacious room. Instead, he ran me a bubble bath, encouraging me to relax in the soapy water as he massaged the tension from my shoulders, comforting, “I’m sure they’ll both be here any day now, Bell. Atlas and Gage can take care of themselves, but I’m more than willing to knock some sense into them when they do finally make it here after all the worry that they’ve put you through.” I chuckled weakly at his attempt to bring a smile to my face, but it was transient at best, even if I had no misgivings about whether Silas would follow through on his threat if I really wanted him to. We didn’t end up continuing what we’d begun earlier in the evening, but Silas didn’t seem to mind in the slightest, holding me securely against his chest in the king-sized bed throughout the night without even a whisper of what he’d bee
Needless to say, Silas, nor Slade for that matter, were pleased with the way things were turning out, but they couldn’t necessarily ignore the bond that had been formed between Rylan and Rhona. Truthfully, it would probably be just for Rylan to lose his chance at finding happiness given all the hurt he’d perpetrated over a period of years from what the males had revealed, but that wouldn’t be fair to Rhona. Moreover, I couldn’t help but think my epiphany would change things. I didn’t know everything about how the mate bond worked, but if I was correct and Alissa had been Rylan’s first mate, there was no doubt in my mind that her erratic behavior could have contributed to his crazed state of mind with her absence. I remembered how Silas had eventually confided in me how my distance was affecting our mental health when I’d overheard parts of his conversation with Saint above ground prior, and I felt confident the level Alissa had gone to would likely drive any man insane. It was conv
Notwithstanding the relatively uncomfortable lack of furnishings and creature comforts in the cave, I thoroughly enjoyed my respite from reality with Silas as we took the time to solidify our relationship, but I knew our escape was drawing to an end. I felt the same soreness from when my canines had made an appearance, only the feeling was emanating from my whole body. It’d been hours since I’d claimed my mate, but it seemed the rest of my body was determined to catch up now. Silas was slumbering peacefully at my side as the pain woke me up, and I’d moved away from his body in an effort to not rouse him. Yet, he was awake a minute later, his familiar voice soothing some of my frayed edges as he explained what was happening, saying, “It’s time to shift, Bell. The pain will stop once the first transformation is complete. I’m here, baby. Let your wolf guide you.” The anguish deepened, and I writhed on the ground as my body splintered apart, an inferno razing its way through me, leavin
After everything we’d been through to get to this point, I knew every minute of heartache and pain had been worth it, and I beamed as the strength of our connection blossomed in my mind, seeming to branch out its leafy tendrils as I basked in the exhilaration flowing through me. The feelings spreading through me were beyond incredible, and my wail was the only thing I could hear as I floated high up in the clouds overhead, figuratively speaking of course. Even so, I wasn’t so gone that I didn’t revel in the feeling of Silas’s dick spurting deep into my rippling core, his hard body pressing mine into the unforgiving ground as he released my legs to fall forward until our naked chests were smooshed together. He was breathing hard, still brushing a few soft kisses across my face as we both came down from our zenith and laving his tongue over where he’d claimed me at long last. Sweat slicked our skin, cooling my overheated body as he pulled out, rolling over and positioning me to where
All thought ground to a halt in my mind; then, my brain kicked into overdrive, and I was blurting out the first thing to pop into my head, “Blaze was down. I got him with my daggers. There’s no way he was going anywhere.” My denial was prompt. Gage couldn’t be missing. It just couldn’t be true. Saint exchanged glances with Kat as he moved to put his arms around Mira, whom had tears leaking down her face for some reason. Silas pulled me in closer to his body, wrapping his own burly arms around my shaking frame. “I don’t know what happened between when you saw Blaze and when I did, Zoe, but I’m positive it was him that Gage was tracking. Maybe he was able to resist the poison longer due to him being an Alpha, but Gage and Atlas can handle him, regardless. Your uncle went out looking for him, so he’ll guide Gage back to our pack.” Woodsy oak and damp moss invaded my nostrils as Silas pressed my face against his chest, the coarse hair tickling against my cheek providing another sensati
“Shit! When the fuck did they join the fight?” Silas shouted, speedily setting me on my feet as he shifted shapes, sprinting after the rogue wolf. I wanted to follow them, worry for Rhona already blossoming in the pit of my stomach, but I made myself split off to hobble through the waterfall, intent on checking on the others. Not to mention, I was plainly in no condition to be launching a manhunt. Hell, I was barely standing on two feet by this point. The icy liquid washed over me, and I was spluttering as I advanced through the short cave until I reached the others, using the rocky wall as a support. All the females were on guard, Rhona’s scream having put them on high alert, but Mira threw herself forward once I’d made it within the circle of light, her voice frantic as she inquired, “Zoe! What happened?! Are you okay? Where’s Rhona?” I didn’t have the strength to keep standing upright, the weight of Silas’s and my own wounds coalescing to leave me feeling as if a hurricane had
There was instantaneous chaos surrounding me, and I sprung up onto my feet as I scanned the area, unable to see further than a foot or two in front of me. It was still dark outside, but I knelt down once more, fumbling around for my bag as I registered the females’ cries and the wolves scampering towards the exit. It took me a minute, but I was bolstered by Silas’s determined aura radiating back to me through the connection we shared. I didn’t question anything for now, simply grateful when my hand came into contact with the familiar worn canvas of my backpack, and I dipped out of the way of a shifter who’d nearly bulldozed over me in his haste to cut off the assault before it’d truly begun. A fleeting jolt of fear rocketed through me as I grasped that we were on our own, and I silently said a prayer that we could manage to keep the enemies at bay without Katya and Slade. I knew Silas was strong, and the other guys I’d been travelling with had proved they could take care of themsel
Silas and the others returned before I had the chance to panic too much, and they brought some much-needed provisions with them to everyone’s relief, even if it wasn’t much after it had been divvied up between the members of our group. It was enough to keep the girls calm and the shifters from complaining until the cows came home anyway, but I wasn’t foolish enough to believe we were out of hot water. Still, I thought it wise not to bring the issue to everyone’s attention, knowing it would only throw the others into disarray if they hadn’t already figured out that something was up. While everyone was engrossed with filling their bellies, I joined my mate, asking in a low voice, “Is everything okay?” I didn’t miss the anxious look in his amber brown eyes, but he responded with a tight smile, saying, “It will be. I contacted Slade and Katya. They’re gathering a group to come meet us so we’re not traveling through the forest at such a disadvantage. The girls need rest before we move a