I was terrified that I might slip off as the motorcycle moved unsteadily through the trees, but that feeling faded the longer I remained safe, another extreme emotion filling the void as electricity thrummed through me.
He helped me readjust my position after we were no longer in imminent danger, and there was no doubting that my rescuer was indeed a he considering the impressive muscles that I could feel flexing under my fingertips as he expertly steered despite the added passenger.
I kept expecting him to slow down now that we had outpaced the wolves, but the male kept up the same breakneck speed, carving a path through the underbrush with a metal guard that I could see he’d attached to the front of the bike.
Boom! Craaacck!
Shit! I’d completely forgotten about the storm rolling in, but I evidently didn’t need to worry about it with this guy around. He was already driving straight into the mouth of a cave before the next rumble sounded, the pitter-patter of rainfall starting seconds later.
The headlight cut off before I could get a good glimpse of the enclosed space, but he seemed to know right where he was going, once I remembered to unglue my arms from around him, that was.
I skittered back after I’d clambered off the bike, immediately dropping my backpack and wincing as I put too much pressure on my injured foot, but my ears detected the echo as the male purposefully strode a number of steps away before stopping to fiddle with something.
A minute later, the moderate-sized area was illuminated for me to see by what I realized was a preset fire, and I idly wondered how often he stayed in the area, as a result.
Without giving myself permission, I felt my eyes run over the well-defined man who appeared to be in his mid-twenties.
I noted his semi-short brown hair and the beard he was sporting, but I also observed how attractive he was. He had a Roman nose and a pair of piercing hazel orbs that were perusing my body as boldly as mine were his.
“Damn, what’s someone as gorgeous as you are doing wandering around alone out here?”
I stopped ogling his stocky build as his deep voice registered, a blush heating my cheeks, and I cleared my throat as I replied, “That’s a long story. Maybe we should start with names. I’m Zoebella, or just Zoe.”
Butterflies danced in my belly with the compliment, but I forced myself to concentrate on his words, knowing I had a lot to learn about this new world.
“Gage, and we have a while. This acid rain isn’t letting up anytime soon.”
He answered, but I didn’t feel as jumpy when he took his full focus off me, stripping off his jacket and moving around the confined space.
Nevertheless, my interest was piqued by his mention of the rain, and I guess he heard the curiosity in my voice because he spoke up, saying, “Seriously, Zoe, you didn’t know about it? Have you been living under a rock?”
“I mean, kind of…”
I went on to tell him about my life in the fallout shelter and the sickness that had wiped out the rest of the bunker’s inhabitants.
A pang of sadness ran through me as I talked about my dad, but I explained to Gage about what his job had been and his advice before he’d died, all the same. He hadn’t been sure whether acid rain would fall or not, but he did mention that it was a distinct possibility.
To have it confirmed wasn’t a pleasant occasion, but it was nice not to find out about it firsthand, anyway.
Gage had directed me to sit on a soft pallet of blankets, which I grasped was already here in the natural shelter before we’d arrived, as he dug through the supplies that he’d stashed on his motorcycle. Then, he was gently taking my left foot, inspecting the damage the wolf had been able to inflict before we’d gotten away.
“Are all the animals as big as those wolves were now?” I asked to distract myself from my nerves and the tenderness emanating from my foot as he removed my boot to get a better look.
He paused what he was doing to meet my eyes as he said, “Those weren’t normal wolves. They were shifters, and I guess the rain is a good thing, seeing as you’re going to have to stay off this for at least today.”
Ensuing, Gage skillfully administered first aid as he told me all about the impossible, how the wolves could supposedly turn into men at will. It wasn’t that I thought he was lying.
It just seemed so fantastical that I had a difficult time accepting it without seeing it for myself, and I told him as much too.
“I can’t say that I blame you, but you saw how dangerous they are. This isn’t a good area for you to hang around. I can take you back to my community about a days’ ride away after the rain lets up, but I’ll warn you there are downsides to residing there.”
“What kind of shortcomings are we talking about here?” I probed, not sure I wanted to knowingly enter another situation like the fallout shelter had been, even if it did mean safety with numbers.
“Luckily, not anything too horrible, at least that I’ve experienced so far, but I always have a contingency plan if things ever do go south. You’ll have to pick a job; everyone has to have one for us all to survive.”
He finished securing the bandage around my foot, striding away to clean his hands off, but then he tacked on a minute later, “The worst of it is that the food’s rationed, and the rules can be pretty strict if you’re not a scavenger. They’re for everyone’s safety, so it’s hard to argue with them.”
While we conversed, Gage went about heating up some food, and the aroma of beef stew was near intoxicating as it saturated the enclosed area, even if it did come out of a can. I hadn’t eaten for quite a few hours, and the adrenaline had all but evaporated by now, leaving me hungry, sore, and tired.
I devoured the food as soon as it was in my hands, having gone too long without a break, but I managed to keep up with our conversation in between bites.
“What do you mean by scavenger?” I questioned, taking a sip from my water bottle as I waited for his reply.
“It’s not an occupation I would suggest for you, Zoe.” He speedily reacted, his tone seeming somehow protective in spite of our short acquaintance, before he persisted, “It’s risky, but the rewards are worth it. I hunt for supplies in the abandoned dwellings I come across, but I’ve been having to search further and further from our home base as everything gets picked over. I’m also one of the mechanics when I’m not off scouting, so it was fortunate I was out this way today.”
He’d added the last part almost as an afterthought, but I was more than grateful for his presence, knowing I wouldn’t be here otherwise.
I listened intently to Gage as he tried to acquaint me with everything that he thought I needed to know about this post-apocalyptic world and the group of humans that he’d managed to endure with after the numerous nuclear explosions.
At any rate, my eyelids kept drooping shut for longer periods of time as he went on, and it got to the point where I couldn’t pull them back open. I nodded off somewhere in the middle of his monologue, knowing I wouldn’t remember half of what he’d said tomorrow.
My dream took on a lifelike quality as I felt hot lips press against the tender spot behind my ear, and I swore I could feel teeth nibbling on my earlobe a second later.
I’d never envisaged anything so scandalous before, my libido mostly stunted due to my years spent in isolation.
The closest I’d ever gotten was when I’d read the few spicy novels my mom had shoved in her bag at the last minute before our escape to the bunker, but my fantasy continued as I felt the shape of a toned body pressed against my back.
When I awoke, water was still drizzling from the sky, but then I became aware of the solid weight of Gage’s arm as it pinned me to his muscular chest, leaving me wondering if any other part of my dream had really happened.
Radiating heat from the blush coloring my cheeks and spreading down, I was embarrassed beyond belief, but I couldn’t deny the stirring of arousal within as a result of his nearness.
Wriggling, I tried to pull out of his hold, but it didn’t take me long to figure out that he was conked out based on the snoring ringing in my ear. However, my squirming must have roused him because he pulled away a minute later, taking his body heat with him.
I sat up, inching away as I gazed around in the dim light, but then I was shrieking, practically leaping into the air when I spotted the massive fucking spider sitting not a foot from where my face had been.
Gage shot up with a dazed look on his face, looking around wildly for what had frightened me, but he busted out laughing when he realized what it was.
I didn’t find anything remotely funny about it, but he mercifully got rid of the arachnid after he wiped the tears from his face.
“Honey, you’re going to have to get over that fear fast out here. Bugs are everywhere, Zoe.” He uttered, leaving no room for argument.
“I’m not dumb, Gage. I know that. I was just surprised.” I defended.
Even though I was aware that my fear went a little deeper than that, I also knew that I was able to ignore it for the most part if I zeroed in on something else, and there was almost always something that took precedence in my brain since leaving the fallout shelter.
An attraction simmered between us regardless of my mild annoyance, but I didn’t have the courage to explore it with everything else going on right now, besides my inexperience and wavering getting in the way.
We spent some time going through our supplies while we waited out the last of the rain, and I gladly took his advice when he suggested that I leave some of my provisions behind to prevent them all being commandeered for the group once we arrived.
In any event, it dawned on me that the steady dribble of the rain had ceased in the interim, and Gage broke the tension before I did something to embarrass myself, announcing that we should be on our way.
I was tentative the second time around when it came to gripping Gage’s waist without the danger obliterating my boundaries to smithereens, but he only chuckled, grabbing my arms and yanking me forward until I was plastered against his back. My body was reacting in ways that I hadn’t experienced before, but I deflected, asking the first thing that popped into my mind, “You’re not worried about someone taking off with your stuff?” “Nah, it’s rare that I come across anyone this far out. I have a few spots all over the place for when I’m too far from home. No one has messed with any of them for the months I’ve been out here, but I also have some silver hidden near the entrances to deter shifters from investigating.” I was left with the distinct impression that he was leaving something out, but I trusted him, just the same. He’d already saved my skin after all, and he seemed to be in a hurry to leave now since the rain had forced us to take cover through the night and well into the next
I entered the faintly lit room behind Alissa, opting to stand regardless of the incessant throbbing coming from my foot when I took in the last two seats available. There was a metal folding chair, which Alissa had claimed for herself, and a dingy brown, leather loveseat as the only furniture in the spartan room. It seemed this area had missed out on the homey makeover Gage had spoken of, but no way in hell was I risking the creep, who was currently very conspicuously appraising me, ‘accidently’ brushing up against me. No thank you. So yeah, I would stand. My disgust was made all the worse when Alissa introduced him as Robbie, whom I knew to be the leader of this little community, and I was grateful for Gage’s intel while we’d been holed up waiting out the acid rain. “It’s Robert.” He snapped, anger flashing across his face, and he seemed sinister as the shadows converged around him in the shady corner, his all black apparel causing him to blend in. Smoothing over his features aft
I awoke with a start, the banging of the door slamming shut behind someone startling me up into a seated position, but I saw Gage’s familiar visage before I could freak out too much. “Hey Zoe, still in bed, I see?” He teased, but I was more distracted by the sight of what I was assuming was engine grease spotting nearly every surface of his visible skin. That was, until it dawned on me why he’d frozen in place, his voice turning husky at the end, and his hazel eyes zeroing in on my stiff nipples in the thin, black tank I’d gone to sleep in. I wasn’t planning to address why I’d fallen asleep in his bed, but I did need to muster up the courage to ask him about Robbie’s demands before he went gallivanting off again. Heat flooded my face, and I knew my chest was just as flushed as my reddened cheeks with Gage’s gawking. My brain was moving slow as I struggled to wake up, but it kept churning as I jerked the blanket back over my chest. Then, it hit me. “Still in bed? Is it morning?” I
My eyes raked over the woman’s willowy appearance, from her wild, carrot top hair falling in messy waves to the way I noted her tiny arms quivering with the weight she carried. “Um, hi. I’m Mira. Gage asked me to bring you some food.” She mumbled, biting her lip as her eyes darted down to the tray she held with unsteady hands. “Zoebella.” I answered mechanically, reaching out to take the tray as I continued, “Let me help you with that.” Mira didn’t protest, gladly handing off her burden with a whisper of thanks and shaking her arms out as soon as they were empty. Strangely, I realized the platter didn’t weigh much at all, but I didn’t point that out, instead inviting the woman to come in. She looked to be a few years older than me, but I felt confident I could trust her if Gage had sent her. Shifting on her feet, the indecision was unmistakable on her face, but I didn’t take her hesitancy to heart. I could see she was anxious, but nothing she did made me believe that I was the one
I wasn’t sure what to expect when Gage had pledged to teach me to become a scavenger, but I knew I was ready to get started as soon as possible, in any case. So, I wasn’t thrilled the next day when he revealed we wouldn’t be departing until the following morning, even if I wasn’t in tip-top shape. “Gage.” I whined, hating the childish note in my voice, but not having a better way to express my frustrations, “What am I supposed to do here?” I groused, disregarding the detail that I was still huddled under my blanket. “There’s plenty to go over before then, and I want to make sure the wolves have time to deal with Vance before we go trekking through the forest.” He muttered the last part darkly, diverting my attention as he began methodically packing for our trip, his gait stiff as he hunted for the items he needed. I hadn’t known the name of my assailant before now. I mean damn, I didn’t actually know what the guy looked like, but it didn’t appear to matter bearing in mind what Gage
Exhilaration spread through me as Gage covered my mouth with his, moving his lips in a kiss that I knew would be forever ingrained in my memory. He licked against the seam of my mouth, silently entreating me for access, and I obediently parted my inflamed lips, a whimper escaping as he expertly tangled his tongue with mine. One of his hands dove into my long tresses while the other held me tightly against him by the small of my back. My own hands were draped loosely around his neck as I pushed up onto my toes, straining to reach him with the over half a foot difference between our heights. In any event, Gage pressed one last soft kiss to my lips, lingering for a few seconds before releasing his hold on me, both physically and mentally. Resulting, I felt heady and overheated as I clambered into bed while he watched on with a content smile. “Sweet dreams, Zoe.” He chuckled, strolling off to the restroom as I was busy internally freaking out, but he didn’t say anything else to me whe
Gradually, I felt the motorcycle lose speed sometime later as it bumped over the tree roots and stray branches, and Gage came to a complete stop before I could gather myself together enough to talk. I don’t know how long he’d driven for, but it didn’t feel like it had been long enough. Luckily, there hadn’t been anything indicating we were being followed, so I’d been able to get a better hold over my emotions during the rough ride through the forest. Even so, I felt wrung out, ready to collapse onto the first passably soft surface I came across, but Gage swiftly thwarted my plans when he dropped the next bombshell on me. Peering back at me from over his shoulder as he dismounted, he gave me a sympathetic look as he said ruefully, “I know it has been a long day already, Zoe, but we’re not done moving yet.” Schooling my features, I got off the bike as he started digging through our supplies. I stood back, unsure what was going on, but I couldn’t help darting my eyes around nervously
“Damn, Zoe!” Gage exhaled in a coarse tone, simultaneously rubbing a hand over his throat as he went on, tittering, “I see I had no reason to worry about leaving you alone.” “I am so sorry, Gage. I didn’t know it was you, and I freaked.” I effused in an unsteady tone as I released the weapon from my shaking hands, wincing a second later as it clattered noisily against the stony floor. “No harm, no foul, honey, but I do think it would be best if I showed you how to use that later. I don’t want you getting hurt.” A concerned look accompanied Gage’s statement, but I also took in the discomfort he was attempting to mask, diverting the attention back towards me. Moving aside as he bent down to retrieve the blade, I encouraged him to take a seat as I noticed his limp, too pronounced for him to hide even with the limited walking room available. He complained as I proceeded to fuss over him, examining his right ankle after he eventually gave in, but I was just as shook when I realized how
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Silas didn’t need to ask why my mood had plummeted when he returned to walk back to the pack house with me, and he didn’t pressure me into anything when we were alone in the spacious room. Instead, he ran me a bubble bath, encouraging me to relax in the soapy water as he massaged the tension from my shoulders, comforting, “I’m sure they’ll both be here any day now, Bell. Atlas and Gage can take care of themselves, but I’m more than willing to knock some sense into them when they do finally make it here after all the worry that they’ve put you through.” I chuckled weakly at his attempt to bring a smile to my face, but it was transient at best, even if I had no misgivings about whether Silas would follow through on his threat if I really wanted him to. We didn’t end up continuing what we’d begun earlier in the evening, but Silas didn’t seem to mind in the slightest, holding me securely against his chest in the king-sized bed throughout the night without even a whisper of what he’d bee
Needless to say, Silas, nor Slade for that matter, were pleased with the way things were turning out, but they couldn’t necessarily ignore the bond that had been formed between Rylan and Rhona. Truthfully, it would probably be just for Rylan to lose his chance at finding happiness given all the hurt he’d perpetrated over a period of years from what the males had revealed, but that wouldn’t be fair to Rhona. Moreover, I couldn’t help but think my epiphany would change things. I didn’t know everything about how the mate bond worked, but if I was correct and Alissa had been Rylan’s first mate, there was no doubt in my mind that her erratic behavior could have contributed to his crazed state of mind with her absence. I remembered how Silas had eventually confided in me how my distance was affecting our mental health when I’d overheard parts of his conversation with Saint above ground prior, and I felt confident the level Alissa had gone to would likely drive any man insane. It was conv
Notwithstanding the relatively uncomfortable lack of furnishings and creature comforts in the cave, I thoroughly enjoyed my respite from reality with Silas as we took the time to solidify our relationship, but I knew our escape was drawing to an end. I felt the same soreness from when my canines had made an appearance, only the feeling was emanating from my whole body. It’d been hours since I’d claimed my mate, but it seemed the rest of my body was determined to catch up now. Silas was slumbering peacefully at my side as the pain woke me up, and I’d moved away from his body in an effort to not rouse him. Yet, he was awake a minute later, his familiar voice soothing some of my frayed edges as he explained what was happening, saying, “It’s time to shift, Bell. The pain will stop once the first transformation is complete. I’m here, baby. Let your wolf guide you.” The anguish deepened, and I writhed on the ground as my body splintered apart, an inferno razing its way through me, leavin
After everything we’d been through to get to this point, I knew every minute of heartache and pain had been worth it, and I beamed as the strength of our connection blossomed in my mind, seeming to branch out its leafy tendrils as I basked in the exhilaration flowing through me. The feelings spreading through me were beyond incredible, and my wail was the only thing I could hear as I floated high up in the clouds overhead, figuratively speaking of course. Even so, I wasn’t so gone that I didn’t revel in the feeling of Silas’s dick spurting deep into my rippling core, his hard body pressing mine into the unforgiving ground as he released my legs to fall forward until our naked chests were smooshed together. He was breathing hard, still brushing a few soft kisses across my face as we both came down from our zenith and laving his tongue over where he’d claimed me at long last. Sweat slicked our skin, cooling my overheated body as he pulled out, rolling over and positioning me to where
All thought ground to a halt in my mind; then, my brain kicked into overdrive, and I was blurting out the first thing to pop into my head, “Blaze was down. I got him with my daggers. There’s no way he was going anywhere.” My denial was prompt. Gage couldn’t be missing. It just couldn’t be true. Saint exchanged glances with Kat as he moved to put his arms around Mira, whom had tears leaking down her face for some reason. Silas pulled me in closer to his body, wrapping his own burly arms around my shaking frame. “I don’t know what happened between when you saw Blaze and when I did, Zoe, but I’m positive it was him that Gage was tracking. Maybe he was able to resist the poison longer due to him being an Alpha, but Gage and Atlas can handle him, regardless. Your uncle went out looking for him, so he’ll guide Gage back to our pack.” Woodsy oak and damp moss invaded my nostrils as Silas pressed my face against his chest, the coarse hair tickling against my cheek providing another sensati
“Shit! When the fuck did they join the fight?” Silas shouted, speedily setting me on my feet as he shifted shapes, sprinting after the rogue wolf. I wanted to follow them, worry for Rhona already blossoming in the pit of my stomach, but I made myself split off to hobble through the waterfall, intent on checking on the others. Not to mention, I was plainly in no condition to be launching a manhunt. Hell, I was barely standing on two feet by this point. The icy liquid washed over me, and I was spluttering as I advanced through the short cave until I reached the others, using the rocky wall as a support. All the females were on guard, Rhona’s scream having put them on high alert, but Mira threw herself forward once I’d made it within the circle of light, her voice frantic as she inquired, “Zoe! What happened?! Are you okay? Where’s Rhona?” I didn’t have the strength to keep standing upright, the weight of Silas’s and my own wounds coalescing to leave me feeling as if a hurricane had
There was instantaneous chaos surrounding me, and I sprung up onto my feet as I scanned the area, unable to see further than a foot or two in front of me. It was still dark outside, but I knelt down once more, fumbling around for my bag as I registered the females’ cries and the wolves scampering towards the exit. It took me a minute, but I was bolstered by Silas’s determined aura radiating back to me through the connection we shared. I didn’t question anything for now, simply grateful when my hand came into contact with the familiar worn canvas of my backpack, and I dipped out of the way of a shifter who’d nearly bulldozed over me in his haste to cut off the assault before it’d truly begun. A fleeting jolt of fear rocketed through me as I grasped that we were on our own, and I silently said a prayer that we could manage to keep the enemies at bay without Katya and Slade. I knew Silas was strong, and the other guys I’d been travelling with had proved they could take care of themsel
Silas and the others returned before I had the chance to panic too much, and they brought some much-needed provisions with them to everyone’s relief, even if it wasn’t much after it had been divvied up between the members of our group. It was enough to keep the girls calm and the shifters from complaining until the cows came home anyway, but I wasn’t foolish enough to believe we were out of hot water. Still, I thought it wise not to bring the issue to everyone’s attention, knowing it would only throw the others into disarray if they hadn’t already figured out that something was up. While everyone was engrossed with filling their bellies, I joined my mate, asking in a low voice, “Is everything okay?” I didn’t miss the anxious look in his amber brown eyes, but he responded with a tight smile, saying, “It will be. I contacted Slade and Katya. They’re gathering a group to come meet us so we’re not traveling through the forest at such a disadvantage. The girls need rest before we move a