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2024-10-29 19:42:56“I always told you that there was nothing to fear and that I would never hurt you.” She did not reply. Instead, she kept her eyes fixed on the dense forest that looked like something scary would jump out of it at any moment. He circled his arms around her waist, and she stiffened at the contact, but did not move or push him away. He laid his head on her shoulder and whispered in her ear.
“You are mine.” He repeated what he told her when they met the first time. She knew she was his, but wished with all her might that she was not. This man was stiff, ruthless, and the aura that surrounds him is that of death. Maybe being left alone in the mountains to fend for himself for nine years played a part in the person he is. But that did nothing to put her heart at ease.
“I can still smell your fear sweetheart and it makes me so mad.” He whispered again tightening his hold on her waist. Her hands trembled as fear increased in her heart and mind. She felt like she was going to go mad if he did not let go of her soon, and the only thing that kept her sane was keeping her eyes fixed in that dense forest, imagining everything that could be in there.
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“Get your dogs out of here Zane and try to train them well next time.” The devil alpha says without even looking at us. Alpha Zane gave Aunt Nora a look and she pulled us out of the room closing the door behind us. She drags us all the way to the kitchen before letting go of our arms. “Do you two understand how much trouble you have just put me in?” she asks but none of us answer.I am shaking with fear and Lizzy is no different. She sighs then move to the other side of the counter then open the cupboard and took out two cups. She fills both with water then add sugar. “Here, drink this, it will help with the shock.” She hands us the cups and we took them and drank then gave her the empty cups when we are done.“Come let’s go to the lounge.” We do not say anything but follow her to the lounge and sat. Lizzy is next to me while she is sitting opposite us. “How are you feeling now?” she asked, and I sighed
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I closed my eyes trying to think about something else other than where I am. I do not want to trigger the devil alpha and my fear of him will be a trigger as he already told me, and I do not want to find out what he will do when he is triggered. I mean the man already said that he does not care if I died, and I do not want to die at least not yet. I have dreams that I still want to fulfil.My mind takes me back to the pack, to Liz and Mason. Our lazy afternoons by the river and our walks to school. I find myself smiling at the memories, then my mind drifts off to my mom, sigh, she is going to be very heartbroken, I just hope that I do not die so that I can see her again and this alpha did not even give me a chance to pack a few things. What the hell am I going to wear when I get there?I do not think that he will be generous enough to buy me clothes while am there. He might just let me stay in these clothes for however long he will keep me. Sigh, I will look like a hom
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